"I'm not here to see a doctor anyway, I'm here to see my comrades." I said, I'm also happy, Jiang Xiaoqi still gives me a very good impression, at least this girl is a kind girl.

Hu Yitian, who was on the hospital bed, happily stretched out his hand to greet us when he saw us coming.

"That's okay, I won't bother the chatter between your comrades, I'll go out first."

He smiled at me as he spoke, and walked out of the house.

My comrades-in-arms arrived at me: "Yes, you know everything." ”

"Well, I met when I was in the hospital before, do you like it? Shall I introduce you? ”

"No, no, no, I'll just talk about it, I'm not worthy of others."

"You bastards still know to come to see me, I opened my eyes and only saw the team leader next to my bedside, Xiaochen, you kid is not interesting enough!" Hu Yitian complained, looking still in good spirits.

Two or three of the other people were not familiar with Hu Yitian, and began to run out and pull Jiang Xiaoqi to inquire about Gu Gang and Zhang Ling's room.

A few of us walked over with a smile and put the fruits and flowers in front of his bedside: "How is it?" I remember the wound was quite serious, and I thought you wouldn't be able to survive it, but I didn't expect to open your eyes so quickly. ”

"The doctor said that my lungs were crushed by the cavity of the bullet, and I can only say that I was lucky."

So a few of us talked a lot with Hu Yiday, talked a lot about some and didn't, and when I was happy, I forgot another thing about me.

We were all very happy to see Hu Tiantian happily communicating with us, and before we knew it, a few hours had passed, and I looked at the time, it was already eleven o'clock in the morning.

My comrade-in-arms pulled me: "Is the time given to us by the captain to return to the team at two o'clock?" ”

I nodded, "Yes." ”

Anyway, it was time to go back, we arrived early in the morning and stayed in the car for a few hours, and now it's just in time to go back.

We reluctantly said goodbye and walked out of the room.

At this time, I suddenly remembered that I still have something to do, Yang Yuan.

So I told them to wait for me downstairs, I still have something.

A few guys thought I was going to talk to Jiang Xiaoqi, showing an expression that I understand you, and then said, "It's okay, it's okay, if you don't come back today, it's okay, let's go down and wait for you, we'll leave if we don't come down in ten minutes." ”

I waved my hand and said it wouldn't take more than ten minutes.

Then I ran to Yang Yuan's hospital room and pushed the door open.

As soon as the door was pushed open, I was a little dumbfounded, only to see that the hospital bed where Yang Yuan was lying before was empty.

So I turned around and ran to the nurse's station, Jiang Xiaoqi was talking to my colleagues, and when she saw me coming, she asked, "What's wrong handsome guy?" ”

"What about Yang Yuan?" I asked.

"Yang Yuan? Which Yang Yuan? "Jiang Xiaoqi is still a little confused, I'm a little anxious now, how can I still have Yang Yuan, are there a lot of Yang Yuan here?

"The Yang Yuan who was sent in with me at the beginning, what about the others?"

Jiang Xiaoqi seemed to remember something, the smile on her face slowly disappeared, she walked out of the nurse's station and pulled me aside, I didn't know what medicine she was selling in her gourd, so she followed me to the stairs of the hospital, where there was a private with bandages on his hands smoking, and when he saw me, he hurriedly threw the cigarette butt on the ground and turned around and walked out with his head down.

I didn't have time to talk to him, so I asked Jiang Xiaoqi, "What's going on?" ”

She hesitated for a moment and said, "I'm telling you, don't make a mistake." ”

"If you don't make a mistake, I just want to know what about others?" I said.

"He..."

"Huh?" I had a bad feeling when I looked at her stumbling.

"He stopped breathing a month ago..."Sure enough, when I heard this, I suddenly felt like the world was spinning and I almost didn't stand still.

Impossible, impossible, I don't believe it, I stretched out my hand and held on to the guardrail of the stairs, how could Yang Yuan die, he couldn't die.

I felt that my vision began to blur, tears kept rolling in my eyes, I couldn't help crying, looked at Jiang Xiaoqi and said, "Are you kidding me?" ”

Seeing me like this, Jiang Xiaoqi also bit her lip and shook her head: "No, no, I thought you knew about it a long time ago, but I didn't expect you to know about it." ”

I finally couldn't control my crying, I squatted on the ground and kept crying, I thought I could accept anything, but I still couldn't bear it, I began to keep recalling everything we had at the border, how can that sadness be summed up in one sentence?

"Okay, stop crying." Jiang Xiaoqi squatted down and comforted me, I began to scold Yang Yuan in my heart, you bastard, you are a dog and just left without saying a word, now I am alone, I have nothing, Xiao Wu is gone, Ercheng is gone, Li Xiao is gone, and now Yang Yuan has left without saying a word, leaving me alone here to hug my head and cry.

It took me a while to stand up, maybe the captain and the team leader knew about this matter, but they deliberately didn't tell me, presumably they could let me come over to visit Hu Yitian had already expected that this matter would not be hidden for too long, so it was better for me to find out for myself than for them to take the initiative to tell me.

I saw Jiang Xiaoqi also looking at me with red eyes.

"I'm sorry to make you see the joke."

She reached out to help me wipe my tears: "It's okay, you have to be fine." ”

"Thank you for telling me it's time for me to go."

I turned around and wiped away tears as I was about to leave.

"Hey! Whistling Dust! ”

I stopped and turned around, only to see Jiang Xiaoqi stretching out her hand to look at me.

"You, you, it's okay, slow down on the way back when you go back."

I nodded, "Thank you, goodbye." ”

She reached out and waved at me, "Goodbye." ”

I walked out of the staircase, tried my best to calm my own mood, made the elevator and came downstairs, they all had red eyes when they saw me, they really thought that Jiang Xiaoqi and I had something, and thought of coaxing, but they didn't say anything when they saw that I was not very happy.

Just after returning to the troops along the way, they were still taking a lunch break, and I walked to the dormitory and lay on the bed, and my heart was simply a mess.

Yang Yuan is gone, gone forever, the genius commander who graduated from the Special Operations Academy, the guy who was caught stealing food with me in the cooking class, had quietly left this world just a month ago when I was still training in the silly bar.

What did he leave behind? Left behind military medals and martyr certificates, left behind a broken family and his doted sister, and left behind some rumors in his special forces about tactically crushing the captain of their second detachment a long time ago, this rumor may continue to circulate, or it may be suddenly forgotten one day, and then the name Yang Yuan will gradually be forgotten by others.

Besides, no one will remember him, not his family, who else will there be? No, I've been thinking about it for a long time, maybe I'll forget about him slowly.

Li Xiao, Ercheng, Xiao Wu, they are the same, if I don't tell their stories, no one will ever know their names and deeds, and I also know that even if I say it, it will just stay in other people's minds for a while, and then I will forget it in a few days.

Of course, I can't keep people in mind, it's impossible, so I can't ask for too much, because the reality is so cruel.

Since that day, I have been even more silent, sometimes inexplicably irritable, insomnia, prone to nightmares, and always wake up in the middle of the night.

I was about to go back from the army, so I thought, go back early, I'm not fit to stay in the army anymore.