"If you want me to say, Xiaochen, this kid is only blessed to know such a beautiful beauty as you."

In a hot pot restaurant down the street, we were replacing wine with tea, and the magpie sat across from me and giggled while my friend was rambling around him, but I deliberately called him for this purpose, because I really didn't know what I would say if I saw a magpie, it would be embarrassing.

Magpie is also a very easy-going girl, after all, now in life and not on the battlefield, we all have a unique side in life, magpie is even more so, she is originally a big girl, but many times like a steady strong woman.

Actually, which of us isn't? Most people who have experienced that kind of thing will be very optimistic about life when they return to reality, which is originally the ability of human beings to contrast, and we are more willing to be full of vitality and hope in this environment than a quiet and peaceful life.

The magpie was carried over, and she had three months to do a lot of tests and treat all kinds of problems after she came back.

So she didn't suffer from the so-called war aftermath like me, and I, I kept struggling like a stray dog stuck in the quagmire, useless, I could only keep struggling not to fall in.

"Huh? Honestly, I suddenly came to me today, is your kid getting married? ”

The magpie sat across from us and said to me with a smile.

As soon as I wanted to speak, my friend spoke: "What marriage, you don't know, this guy is only. . . ”

"Ahem!" I interrupted my friend.

Then I looked away awkwardly, and my friend looked at me suspiciously: "What are you afraid of, isn't it just a breakup?" When did you kid have such thin skin? ”

I was really speechless, and took a sip of water to myself, I didn't want to talk about it, but I didn't expect this guy's mouth to be so broken.

"It's been two years, how can I say that I can divide it, and my feelings are coming to me to complain?"

I said, "No, no, it's just really looking at you." ”

The magpie glanced at me: "Just like you, too, which woman can stand you." ”

After hearing this, my friend picked up the stubble: "Yes, yes, it's like this bear, if it's me, I can't look down on it." ”

I reached out to my forehead, and it was a wrong choice to call this guy over.

"Hey! Ask you. The magpie said to me.

"How?"

I only heard her ask, "What are you going to do next?" Not planning to find another one? ”

Oops, male compatriots, the meaning of this sentence is actually known as long as the emotional intelligence online friend contacts the context, and it is not very difficult to understand, but it is also very likely that I am amorous.

My friend was also stunned when he heard it, and he seemed to see a certain relationship between the two of us, and secretly stabbed me with his hand.

I pretended not to see it, and then looked at the napkin on the table, I was dumbfounded, I was stunned when I was faced with a seemingly ordinary question from a magpie in a hot pot restaurant today.

yes, what am I here for? Did I really just come to see her? This kind of nonsense is really just to deceive yourself.

My lips trembled and I tried to say something, but the images kept coming back, forcibly stopping what I was about to say.

It's like a high-speed vehicle being suddenly stopped, and its body and parts can't withstand the speed difference and collapses and falls to the ground.

"I... I haven't thought about it yet. ”

This is my answer, not loud, but audible.

The friend turned her head in hatred, but the magpie didn't care, she shrugged her shoulders seemingly relaxed: "It's the same as me, I haven't thought about it for the time being." ”

What we said later, I don't remember exactly.

Even how we parted, how I came back, I forgot seven, seven, eight, eight.

I thought about it carefully, and finally remembered some of the events of the day.

I just remember that the magpie smiled as usual haha, and my friend tried to echo the magpie as much as possible, but in fact, the two of them only saw the awkward conversation.

When my friend saw that there was no topic, he shook out all the ugly things before I became a soldier, what fell into the dung pit, was blocked by a woman at the school gate and beat me violently, and some chicken and dog pieces of broken things were shaken out without reservation.

After all, the magpie is our guest today, and we have to make people happy, and the magpie is so happy to hear these ugly things about me, this woman seems to like to listen to other people's gossip, I don't know if all women are like this.

But what about me, I just sat in my seat like a fool, silent.

On the way back, my friend kept feeling sorry for me in the car, in fact, according to his emotional intelligence, he must have seen something.

are already comrades-in-arms, that relationship must be very special, coupled with people's reactions at the time, as long as it is not a dead brain with a tendon, it can definitely understand what others mean.

But what about me? I don't dare, so to speak, I don't dare to cross that line, that line, I don't even dare to think about.

I could only look at her from afar, and my heart was satisfied, other thoughts would not appear, and I would not dare to appear.

"I don't know about those things about you, I think people understand it enough, that performance, if you are not interested, it is absolutely impossible to be like that, believe me, it is absolutely not wrong."

My friend said as he picked up a cigarette and drove the car.

I looked at the endless highway in front of me and said, "I can't say." ”

My friend looked at me strangely: "I said that your psychological problem still affects your emotional intelligence?" What can't be said, what can't be said. ”

I didn't answer, I turned my head to look at the scenery outside the window, I couldn't say, I just couldn't say, I had to ask what I was doing?

There are a lot of things that go down to the bottom of the matter, and I can really give a perfect answer.

But what's the point of that?

My friend sent me downstairs to my rented house, and then worriedly asked me if I was okay and if I wanted to stay with me.

I smiled and said, "You're not a fucking woman, what are you doing with Lao Tzu?" ”

He was relieved to see that I could still laugh: "Remember to go to the psychiatrist on time, I'm worried about your behavior." ”

After sending him away, I turned and went upstairs.

Looking at the mess in the room during this time, I really didn't have the energy to clean up.

If there is no woman in the family, it is not okay.

My clothes were thrown everywhere, and the coffee table was almost full of instant noodles and a lot of vegetarian food, except for the pot of Junzi Orchid standing quietly in the potted plant, standing out from the crowd on the coffee table, out of place with the surrounding environment.

yes, this place is not for you to stay in, so why should I put you here?

So I picked it up and walked to the balcony to let it out in the sun.

I also raised my head to enjoy the warmth of the sun, and then looked down at the gentleman's orchid in the pot.

My tears slowly flowed out, uncontrollably, I turned back to the living room, and then lay down on what had happened and began to lose my mind.

But then there was a burst of irritability and restlessness, so I walked quickly to the kitchen and picked up a kitchen knife, put my left hand on the board, I raised the kitchen knife and wanted to chop it down, I didn't know how to do it the whole time.

My hands were shaking, my mind was slowly returning to normal, and the inexplicable irritability was gradually disappearing.

"Ah!!!!!h I put down my kitchen knife and yelled hard.

I really feel like a psychopath, I sit slowly on the ground against the wall, why did I become like this?

Why the hell am I like this?