Jing Mu's short life is really not smooth, and the time that can be talked about in this life is only before going to southern Xinjiang.

Jing Fu's birth collided with the prince, for the sake of the future of Dingbei Hou Mansion, Dingbei Hou Mansion must show an attitude.

And sending Jing Fu out of the imperial capital is the best way.

It not only blocks the mouths of people all over the world, but also ensures that Jing Fu does not grow up in gossip.

But Mrs. Hou Ye disagreed, so she was later replaced by Jing Mu.

The identity is enough to show the sincerity of the Dingbei Hou Mansion, and Jing Fu also has a reason not to leave the imperial capital.

After all, a newborn milk doll does not leave its biological mother, as long as there is a rhetoric, it is not incomprehensible.

And at that time, how could Jing Mu know that the Jade family in Southern Xinjiang, his maternal grandfather's house, was the beginning of a nightmare in his life?

He wondered more than once why he was the one who was abandoned.

Did he do something wrong?

Why did he bear all this?

But he was not told the answer.

Later, the Yu family came to the person in charge of feeding him the poison, saying that it was his life.

As fate would have it, it turned out that it could be so cruel.

What is not adaptable, is just a rhetoric.

The son-in-law of the Dingbei Hou Mansion is no different from ordinary people in southern Xinjiang.

It's not even as good as ordinary people, after all, he is guilty of sin.

There is a huge gap that people who have not experienced it will probably never understand.

It's just that the Yu family didn't give him much time to feel sorry for himself, and he didn't have too long to arrive at the Yu family.

Two months, or three months?

He couldn't remember it clearly, he only remembered that one afternoon, a Yu family member was carrying a bowl of medicine and forcibly let him drink it.

Counting it, that person should have called his cousin.

But just like him, people with the blood of the Yu family in their bodies sent him into the abyss.

For many years after Jing Mu grew up, he still remembered that the afternoon sunshine was very dazzling, and it should also be very warm.

But there was no warmth at all when it hit him.

He thought more than once why the Yu family treated him so much? Is it because he is guilty of sin?

Have you ever experienced the pain of being bitten by thousands of insects and ants in your abdomen?

Have you ever experienced the pain of being cut open with a blunt knife?

Have you ever experienced the sharp pain of the bones in your body, even the cracks of the bones crying out for pain?

It hurts so much that you don't know how to relieve it?

It hurts enough to make a person lose the courage to live, and he only wants to be free.

So a lot of poisonous people have died here, and the physical pain is enough to wear down the will of all of a person.

But he got through it, and he thought it would be fine.

However, that was just the beginning, and he was admitted to the pharmacy.

What is a pharmacy?

It sounds like a shop buying medicine on the street, but it's not actually in the Yu family.

It is a place specially split out by the Yu family in order to make poisonous people, in order to keep it secret enough.

After he entered the pharmacy, he hoped more than once that someone from the Dingbei Hou Mansion would come over, even if it was just a subordinate.

As long as the Yu family can see that he has not been abandoned by the Dingbei Hou Mansion, and the Dingbei Hou Mansion still cares about him, his life in the Yu family will be better.

However, no.

The Dingbei Hou Mansion had never come to see him, and he didn't even say a word.

He was really given up by the people of the Dingbei Hou Mansion.

In the never-ending torture of poison, he finally waited for someone from the imperial capital.

It's just that it's not from the Dingbei Hou Mansion, but the people in the palace.

Emperor Min Yan's henchman, as well as ...... Prime Minister Song Tingyu's confidant.

The arrival of the imperial capital and the special people who came for him made his life in the Yu family much better.

His actions will be much freer in the days when the imperial capital comes.

It's just that people from the imperial capital won't stay for too long, and even if they want to stay, the Yu family won't let people stay.

After all, the thing of poisoning people is something that goes against the norm, if the emperor knows what the Yu family is doing, the Yu family will definitely be removed from the family.

So whenever the imperial capital came, Yuwenxi would be sent to him.

It's called care, but it's actually surveillance.

Yu Wenxi is a girl from the side branch, although she is a side branch, but because of the death of her parents when she was a child, she was raised next to Yu Mingzhe.

After that subordinate died in an accident, Yuwenxi took his place.

And Yu Wenxi herself is also a very mean girl, she became a leader among the juniors at a young age, and she was quite trusted by Yu Mingzhe.

That's why he was sent to his side by Yu Mingzhe.

Because of Yuwenxi, when he was also free, the degree of freedom was greatly reduced.

What luck is there in his life?

Probably, when I met Shao Rongbut.

Although Shao Rong looked at him differently at first because he missed his brother too much.

But it is undeniable that Shao Rong did teach him a lot.

Taught him how not to suffer, and how to try to keep himself alive when he was poisoned.

Taught him to forbear, taught him to take advantage of the situation.

Shao Rong should be the son of a standard family, scheming and knowledgeable.

It can be said that if there was no Shao Rongqi, there would probably be no future Jing Mu.

Second encounter with Cheng Yunmo.

When he met Cheng Yunmo, he had just run out of the Yu family, and after experiencing great joy and sorrow, the whole person was at a loss.

Happily, he finally left the pharmacy and left the Yu family.

Sadly, the people who had always loved him, cared for him, and taught him, who were also teachers and friends to him, and who played the role of brothers in his life, left him forever.

Shao Rong's actions were so sudden that he didn't even mention it to him.

Even if he had just experienced it, his mind could not remember anything except the fires in the sky.

When he met Cheng Yunmo, he fell on the street with poisonous hair, thinking that he would definitely wake up in the Yu family, but he didn't expect to see her after waking up.

Cheng Junmo, the daughter of an orphan of the Chu family.

What should the people of the Cheng family say? When it's time to be kind, there is never a lack of kindness.

But when it's time to be ruthless, he never has a soft heart.

You can never expect them to be soft-hearted after offending the Cheng family.

It's good that she doesn't fall into the ground.

The dispute between Cheng Yunmo and the Yu family became his name for the Yu family.

With what Shao Rongke has taught him over the years, with the threat of Cheng Yunmo, he is the only living poisonous person, plus far away in the imperial capital, and there is an emperor who remembers him.

So he managed to stand up in the Yu family.

In the name of the child's pastor.

The prince of southern Xinjiang is ruthless and decisive, and he can't see a trace of pity for people in him.

In his eyes, the world is like a mustard.

This is the evaluation of him by the people of southern Xinjiang, and even to the point that mentioning Gongzi Mu can stop the baby crying.

Even babies know how terrible he is.

But the world only knows that he killed countless people with conspiracies, how can they know how he came over?

He just wants to live, to imagine being alive alone.

He wanted to go back to the imperial capital, he just wanted to go home.

Is he at fault? He's not wrong.

He was just a man who wanted to go home, but couldn't, to earn his way home.

Don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering.

So, why is he kind?

Probably there was no expectation, there was no disappointment, and when he really returned to the imperial capital, he found that he wanted to return to the imperial capital.

It was no longer the imperial capital in his memory.

The Dingbei Hou Mansion is no longer the Dingbei Hou Mansion in his memory.

A younger sister who has had a few faces.,A younger brother who hasn't seen it once.。

and after the news of his return was released, the prince brother who was hurriedly canonized by the Marquis of Dingbei.

He is indeed from the Dingbei Hou Mansion, but where is his place in the Dingbei Hou Mansion?

He was indeed abandoned by the Dingbei Hou Mansion, when he was selected to be sent to southern Xinjiang.

It's sad, but it's not sad.

He is alive, and he is no longer alone.

Even if it's for the sake of pharmacy, the sorrow won't be repeated.

Even if it is for Shao Ronghe to be able to live peacefully.

He also can't have any negative emotions that affect what he does.

He was trembling and planning on thin ice, for fear that if he took a wrong step, he would lose all his efforts.

I'm even more afraid that I will become the biggest failure of these things.

So when you have to choose between Cheng Yunmo and Shao Rongyou later.

He chose Shao Ronghe.

is very selfish and disappoints a girl who is good to him, but Shao Rong is Shao Rong's only last wish on his deathbed.

If there is no sorrow of poisonous people, there is no Shao Ronghe, only Cheng Yunmo and Jing Mu.

When making a choice between Cheng Yunmo and Jing Mu, he must not hesitate to leave the opportunity to Cheng Yunmo.

However, among all the choices, it is not only Jing Mu and Cheng Yunmo.

He is unscrupulous, stepping on white bones to get out of southern Xinjiang, killing people without soft-heartedness, and without seeing the bottom line.

He had worked so hard for so long, how could he allow himself to be the failure of it all?

He knew that he would be sad if he gave up Cheng Yunmo, but he never thought that he would be so sad.

So much so that he was deeply immersed in it for the rest of his life.

It was clear that he took the initiative to kill people, and he shouldn't be so sad.

But when she woke up at night, she couldn't help but draw her eyebrows and eyes over and over again in her mind.

Trying to be able to dream of her in a dream.

All the gentleness of the past became a knife, cutting him to pieces one by one.

The so-called pain is not desired, probably like this.

This kind of pain is less than one percent of the poison hair.

Song Yuchu he has seen it, not only has he seen it, but he has also dealt with it many times.

It was probably after seeing Song Yuchu that he began to dream of Cheng Yunmo frequently.

Although Song Yuchu was exactly the same as his Ah Yu, he never thought that it was Cheng Yunmo.

He really knows very well what kind of results the poison he uses with his own hands, how can he think that people will come back from the dead?

Even if Cheng Yunmo really came back, the eyes that looked at him would not be so strange with a little scrutiny.

What's more, how could Cheng Yunmo not hate him?

She loves him so much, she was planning for him even before she died, and what did he do?