Things are people, not everything

How unpredictable they used to be, but unfortunately the world is impermanent, and the two of them are so uncomfortable even talking now. She opened the fold and put it in front of him and stepped aside, if his attention was on Wu Ye'er, he would find that Wu Ye'er's white and tender face seemed to have a fever, red and hot. And now he is just so calm that he is almost coldly reading the twists and turns, but Wu Ye'er can't help but want to see him, to see if he has grown old, to see how he is doing, she feels sorry for her incompetence, and even speaks so submissively.

The soft hair is still soft, but the hair is indeed much cleaner than it was back then, without a trace of mess.

He finished reading all the folds, took out a holy decree and wrote it, and finally stamped it with the jade seal: "This is for Lei Tao, let him do it according to the above, and I will give him privileges." ”

"Yes, Your Majesty." She nodded obediently, took the holy decree and was about to leave, when Qi Zhi suddenly stopped her when she was about to cross the threshold: "Ye'er." ”

Her steps stopped, she didn't know what she was expecting or fearing, but her heart was beating unusually fast.

After being silent for a long time, Qi Zhicai said as if sighing: "Ye'er, you are still blaming me, after so many years, can't we talk about it properly?" ”

Wu Ye'er smiled politely: "I'm sorry Emperor, you recognized the wrong person, my name is Xue Buyan, not Ye'er." ”

Later, when she thought about it, she felt that she was a little ridiculous in covering her ears and stealing the bell, and her answer was still too childish, maybe she should admit it happily, so that his budding heart could die cleanly, but she had room to think, she couldn't stay there too much, because she was afraid that if she stayed for a while, she would resurrect with him.

Especially in the palace, everything here is the emperor's, even your love is his, the emperor may favor an inconspicuous palace maid for no reason, which is an opportunity for the palace maid to fly on the branch as a phoenix, and it is also a talisman for the prince of Yama. Wu Ye'er feels that the emperor is the most affectionate person in the world, even the beauties are more than three thousand, not to mention the palace maids who are large and small together, he travels among the flowers, the flowers of love bloom fast and wither quickly, maybe some people will die and live for this short and passionate love, or maybe it is regarded as a transaction. But she couldn't, she couldn't share the same man with another woman because it would make her feel disgusting.

She doesn't agree with the bullshit tradition of three wives and four concubines, a tradition that is extremely vulgar, and people who talk about it with tradition will never know. How precious it is to live with yourself and treat each other as the most important couple in the world. But she may also be defeated by this tradition, the one who appeared in front of her in groups of wives and concubines, The distance that used to be close to her heart has become distant, and the person who said that she would not marry and who had given her warmth, now stands in a much higher position than herself, and she still has to call him, "Your Majesty." ”

I thought that after a few years of training, I would be able to see through Hongchen and let go of everything, but when I really met him, and saw his unfinished appearance, my heart was condemned and tortured little by little. Sometimes she really wishes that she was cold-blooded, as she once said, long pain is better than short pain, and breaking the thread is disrespectful to the love between the two parties, but when it comes to this point, she is like a female version of Chen Shimei, who is merciful to everyone and ruthless to everyone, she doesn't know the truth, but she still did it. So she will be condemned by her conscience, and she will be troubled day and night. She should have understood that she couldn't have both fish and bear's paws, and if she wanted both, she would have to accept the punishment of insatiable greed.

Senior Brother Wufeng comforted him: "If you really don't know how to choose, then you don't care about anything, don't take care of me, don't take care of him, you can keep going on by yourself, go far, go more, and naturally see the answer." ”

Wu Ye'er said: "I shouldn't love anyone, I was born to survive for Wu Kingdom, whether I am with my senior brother or with Qi Zhi, there is no result at all, because senior brother, you know best, I am destined to live no more than thirty in fate." ”

So the senior brother said firmly: "Not this time, I will end that damn curse, you have the right to love others, and you also have the fate of growing old with the person you love." ”

Wu Ye'er, who didn't know the situation, rarely didn't ask her senior brother, and let the expectations in her heart take root.

It is because she has not lived long that she will love Qi Zhi and want to taste the taste of love, and this will not affect the result. When the two of them gradually warmed up, Wu Ye'er did not hesitate to withdraw after a shallow taste. Although Qi Zhi was wrong, he knew that he didn't stop it, but instead took the opportunity to make trouble, isn't this his own shame? She put herself in Qi Zhi's perspective and thought about it, to fall in love with an imaginary Wu Ye'er, and then she couldn't help but want to scold herself, this Wu Ye'er is really not a thing.

Thinking like this, how can she not feel guilty, she sees love as anything, she can come when she wants, go when she wants, as casual as eating and drinking. She enjoyed the sweetness of love, and then when she felt that she didn't need it, she pushed others away at once, without saying anything about her feelings. Treat Senior Brother Wufeng like a treasure trove, and ask for him infinitely. Treating Qi Zhi is like playing, improvising, without considering the feelings of others, just blindly thinking about himself. Now it is clear that she is wrong, very wrong, but those two people still gave her a chance, so that she could get the sincere love of another person after hurting another person's heart. How unfair that is.

That's right, he loves his brother and Qi Zhi. What's wrong with her being fraternity? Men can be polygamous, why can't women have more than one woman? She just didn't want to choose, she even wanted both if she could. But that's how the world is unfair to women, and you can't fight it yet.

So she also saw it, and got along with Qi Zhi as an ordinary friend, except for Qi Zhi's gaffe after the banquet, and later he was that cold and distant, reminding the difference in status between the two all the time, as if they were really ordinary monarch and minister relations, all the old feelings and throbbing, but they couldn't help but keep it. Wu Ye'er felt annoyed in her heart for her self-inflicted affection, you see, no one else takes you seriously, why are you still going up like a dog skin plaster. I have long said that everyone is good to get together and disperse, and the meeting between the two is also a chance for the senior brother to deal with the past, but it is a very small pass in her life, and she even feels that a man who has been hurt by herself will love herself with all her heart.

In fact, the years when he became the emperor have subtly changed Qi Zhi, maybe his nature is still taciturn and not good at words, but after all, he is the emperor of a country, and he must make changes. Now he has learned to accept his shameless existence. Among Li Bing's relatives, most of them have relied on merit to get a good position, they blatantly have no king's law, and they have not taken him seriously at all, and the loyal ministers of the court are determined to die, if it is judged by the concept of Qi Zhi, this kind of person should have been imprisoned a long time ago. But he also endured and endured, turning a blind eye to their evil deeds, he knew that these people should be eliminated, but for the sake of the overall situation, he endured. He secretly got rid of these annoying pests one by one, which made the people of the Li family panic and angry, and they all dared to go to Qi Zhi to teach him a lesson on the spot, who helped him get the throne, and who helped him fight in the world. Qi Zhi greeted them with a smile, pretending to comfort them in his mouth, and had already prepared a few coffins for them in his heart.

Time is changing everyone, and it is normal for Wu Zhu, who was high in the past, not to become someone else's subject, but also to learn to obey his words, and the introverted and shy Qi Zhi has become a cold-blooded and ruthless emperor. These are nothing, but what makes her sad is that when Li Bing beat her, he didn't even say a word, when Li Bing came to visit Qi Zhi, he found Wu Ye'er who was holding a fold on the side, and gave her a slap angrily: "You are really not a thing, you said that you wouldn't rob me, but you still regretted it, you slut." ”

How could Wu Ye'er stand this kind of anger, she immediately wanted to fight back, the fold fell from her hand and scattered to the ground, but she thought of the consequences after that, and resisted the urge to fan back, gritted her teeth and said: "Queen Mother, although you are a mother, you can't wronged people for no reason, I am innocent with the emperor, and I don't have such an unbearable relationship." ”

Li Bing sneered, she didn't expect her to be so sharp after losing her former identity, not to mention that in front of Qi Zhi, she had to suppress her arrogance: "I wronged people? What's wrong with me wronging you, don't say I didn't take your character seriously, even if I do it to you, what can you do? You don't know, do you? Now you're nothing but a royal dog. I'm just going to teach you some rules today, don't you know what's wrong. ”

Wu Ye'er's tears kept rolling, the temperature on her face spread to her whole body like a flame, this was an unprecedented grievance she had experienced in her life, her nails were embedded in the flesh, and the tears were also taken back, she didn't want to continue to stay, she turned around and wanted to leave.

The hurried glimpse when she left made her cold even in the blazing temperature, and the tears finally couldn't help flowing, Qi Zhi's expression was indifferent, his eyes were open, as if everything had nothing to do with him, he saw Qi Zhi rubbing Li Bing's hand distressedly, and said: "I told you a long time ago, don't worry about her in general, you still don't listen, now your hand hurts, it's time to have a long memory." ”

Wufeng, who was staying at home, saw that Wu Ye'er came back much earlier than expected, her eyes were red, her face looked bad, and she asked with concern: "Ye'er, is someone bullying you?" Tell your brother, and your brother will help you make the decision. ”

Wu Ye'er subconsciously touched the place where she was knocked down by Li Bing, and lied: "No, I accidentally fell down today, and I didn't help me up, so I was a little wronged, so I went to rest first." ”

Wu Feng nodded helplessly, and knew that Wu Ye'er didn't want to say: "Okay, you rest first, and come to me if you need it." ”

Wu Ye'er entered her room, and her pretended strength was removed, who was the poor ghost hiding in the quilt and crying? It's ridiculous, isn't it that Wu Zhu, who didn't have any worries and troubles back then, took the initiative to get out of the protection of the Wu clan, and finally knew how useless he was, and left him, the Wu clan was still a Wu clan.

After a while, Wu Feng saw that Wu Ye'er didn't move, so she called her henchmen to the palace to investigate: "He Kunjin, you go to the palace to investigate Ye'er's entire itinerary today, especially pay attention to who bullied her, remember them for me, and come back to report them to me one by one." ”

She came out and said, "Senior brother, I don't want to go to the cabinet today, you can help me inform me, I will stay at home and have a good day with my senior brother today." ”

She rushed to the hall to look for chess, and after asking her brother a few times, she found what she had been looking for in the corner next to the vase in the furniture.

"Wow, senior brother, you haven't played this chess game for a long time, it's all dusty, let's go wash it together." She walked towards her senior brother who was reading a book in the study, he had no choice but to get up and take the initiative to pick up chess, and become a model, suddenly Wu Ye'er, who was walking, suddenly stopped and whispered: "Senior brother, I have something to tell you." ”

He waited patiently for a while, only to realize that she hadn't said a word.

In order to prevent the study from being corroded by the wind and rain, the place chosen for the study is very cold, even if there is indeed the sun outside, but this room is deliberately selected in a place where the sun does not shine, and there is not much light, and the oil lamp must be lit at night. This place full of bookish gas, Wu Ye'er took a deep breath, and suddenly felt that this was the unique smell of the senior brother, the taste of peace of mind, she looked up at the senior brother, where the light was missing, she didn't see him clearly, and only felt the joy of the soul.

"Senior brother, I think you are really good to me, better than anyone else, this is a blessing that I have cultivated in several lifetimes." She clenched her fist in front of her chest to say these words bravely, and then added: "I'm really happy, really." ”

This time, Wu Feng said that he heard it clearly, and he remembered it well, and the two were silent for a while in a delicate atmosphere, this kind of scene like an idol drama confession made him, an older virgin, still a heavy blow, and he couldn't care if she would refuse herself, as soon as she was fat, the overlord slammed her against the wall with a bow, Wu Ye'er's shoulder was fixed by him, he supported the wall with one hand, and raised her chin with the other hand and kissed it. Even if he can watch TV, isn't it just a wall, he will!

Lips parted, Wu Feng gasped and said, "Xiao Ye'er, don't worry, you are all a senior brother's person, whoever dares to bully you, I will make anyone into foam." ”

Wu Ye'er rested her head on his chest.

"Ye'er, you don't believe it, even if it's the emperor, if I let him die, he will die, as long as you want." Wu Feng emphasized it again, and the look of asking for praise and praise in his tone made Wu Ye'er feel funny, and the senior brother didn't know if he was dropped, why was he a little more childish now.

She stuffed the chess he had put aside back into his hand: "Mr. Wufeng, please clean the game of Go seriously." ”

It wasn't until the dance style was completely and cleanly washed that Wu Ye'er reluctantly agreed that he could play with her, and the atmosphere between the two became cheerful.

Although he said that he would play for a day, Wu Ye'er's cabinet, which took ten days and half a month to return, at least received money, and no matter how little money there was, it was money, which could subsidize the family. However, Qi Zhi's temper became flammable and explosive, Wu Ye'er had been there a few times, and had a good talk to him, but after all, water and fire were still incompatible, and he finally said to her: "Xue Buzhi, you come over to me, I asked you to help me modify the excerpt, this is how you modified it?" Do you have a long brain? ”

Wu Ye'er said calmly: "Your Majesty, when I showed it to you yesterday, you clearly said that it was okay, otherwise I would have taken it back and changed it a long time ago." ”

Qi Zhi said: "Before it was, I thought you were good before, but I don't think you are good now, so I took it back and changed it until I was satisfied." ”

Wu Ye'er picked up the folds on the ground, found Lei Tao in the cabinet, and lied that this was the task taught to him by Qi Zhi, Lei Tao accepted it without thinking, and when Qi Zhi finished changing it in and out, it was less than a cup of tea.

"Senior Lei, what's wrong?" Wu Ye'er asked suspiciously.

Lei Tao made a grief-stricken expression, and then pointed at Wu Ye'er with trembling fingers: "I was miserable by you, this is obviously something that the emperor handed over to you, you don't say anything about it when you give it to me, and you deliberately lie." Alas, if it weren't for my fate, it would be a crime of deception. The emperor said to let you go in and change it in person, Ye'er, be obedient. ”

"He doesn't want to see me, and I don't want to see him. Senior Lei, please make an extra trip, help me bring out the folds, and I'll find someone else to change it and hand it in. ”

Lei Tao refused without thinking about it, this is a matter of losing his head, he said bitterly: "Ye'er, don't be stubborn, even if you have the support of the prime minister, but who is that?" Your Majesty, the first time you made a mistake and was forgiven was that your ancestors burned high incense, if you don't repent, sooner or later you will end up with a head on the ground. ”

Wu Ye'er half-apologized and half-calmly deceived Lei Tao away, and before she could walk in, Qi Zhi took the initiative to come out to find her, and Qi Zhi threw the song on her body heavily: "Do you know what it means to perform your own duties?" I handed this over to you because I think you can do it well, and you give it to someone else to do, what is it? And there are some things that few people see, the better, if I show you the secrets of the country today, the first thing I want to cut is Lei Tao! ”

Qi Zhi's attitude was very indifferent and unkind, he had been observing Wu Ye'er, and thought that she would be aggrieved and crying, but he didn't expect her to take it seriously at all, and picked up the pitiful and innocent twist and turn: "I know it's wrong, I must remember what the emperor said, then I'll step back first, I must change it until you are satisfied." ”