Chapter 148: Suspicion
I only heard Yu Yin continue to calmly ask Shu Yan: "Second aunt, since the emperor got rid of the former Quartet generals, it was not because of treachery, but to ensure the peace of the world; Now that you know the truth, why don't you make it public? In this way, the emperor of the dynasty can get rid of the suspicion of the people of the world, and he no longer has to bear the infamy of 'unloading the mill and killing the donkey' every day! ”
"What if we have the truth in the absence of empirical evidence? As you might guess, it's all just illusory; What's more, even if I do have empirical evidence, I will definitely not make it public. Because he doesn't need clarification at all, all he needs is peace in the world. Shu Yan explained to Yu Yin.
"I don't understand, second aunt, if it can be revealed to the world, why do you choose to hide the truth? If he can live peacefully, why does the emperor have to endure the torment of suspicion every day? Yu Yin questioned Shu Yan again and again for some reason.
When Shu Yan heard this, he shook his head helplessly, and then further explained to Yu Yin: "Young Master, do you know that having supreme power means having more on your shoulders. Although he bears infamy and enduring suspicion every day, at least the world is safe. If the truth comes out, it will lead to instability in the morale of the military at the least, and at the worst, there will be trouble on the border of the four sides; What's more, the Holy Lord was originally in order to prevent the army's heart from being unstable and to prevent another disaster on the border of the Quartet, so he had a murderous intent, moved a killing intent, and even killed the killer! You know, sometimes, the truth is revealed and it means that the success is lost, and the success is lost! ”
After Yu Yin heard Shu Yan's words, she was speechless for a while; And at this moment, for the first time in his heart, he questioned the so-called truth, and for the first time shook his long-standing attachment to the truth.
At this moment, Yu Yin is even thinking: What is the meaning of the "truth" of the truth for the "sometimes" situation that the second aunt said?
In just a moment, Yu Yin, who was originally deeply confused, found an outlet for himself, and he thought about it: What does it mean! Anyway, the truth is more real than the fake, and the "true" is more real than the "fake".
Just when Yu Yin was thinking about it repeatedly in his heart and trying his best to find an outlet for himself, Shu Yan also came back to his senses from a moment of contemplation, and then said to Yu Yin: "I have been on the battlefield and witnessed the cruelty of war, and in the smoke, tranquility has become the most luxurious idea; Therefore, to put it mildly, to the people of the world, we must especially cherish the hard-won peaceful life now; To put it mildly, as small as I am, I just want to live a stable and down-to-earth life every day. ”
When Yu Yin heard this, she couldn't help but question Shu Yan: "Second aunt, since you want to live a stable and down-to-earth life, why do you want to return to this Jinhong Water Heart Fort again?" Doesn't that mean that you have to face an executioner who kills people every day without blinking? What's more, he killed his own brother of one of his mother's compatriots, and killed the third master of Mo that you were thinking about! ”
"The reason why I returned to this Golden Water Heart Fort is because of the huge world, but only here still retains his breath. As for the master, as the saying goes, "there must be a cause and effect", and the cause he planted himself will sooner or later taste the taste of retribution. Shu Yan replied very sentimentally.
"Second aunt, whenever you see me, your face is always filled with a heartfelt smile; Every time you look into my eyes, there is always affection between the corners of your eyes and eyebrows. I know that you have always loved that clear and pure Bailimo; But I don't know, is that lost heart still in your heart? Yu Yin asked Shu Yan pointedly.
"What I have in my heart is always the way his eyes are clear, and what I love so much. Whether or not the memory ends, he is always in my heart and always will be. Shu Yan replied with great firmness.
"Second aunt, do you also love the second uncle in your heart?" Yu Yin asked Shu Yan with deep curiosity.
"I once told the second master that I chose to marry him because I was willing, not reluctant, nor aggrieved, but that's all." Shu Yan responded truthfully.
"That's all, is it worth your life?" Yu Yin asked Shu Yan puzzled.
"Of course, maybe in your eyes, he is just a child who loves to cry at every turn. But in my opinion, his tears will glow, although they are fluttering, although they are faint, although they are far less bizarre than the eyes of you and Mo Sanye, but they can still bring me warmth; What's more, he is the person who cares about me the most in this world, or rather, he is the only one who cares about me. Shu Yanyan replied insincerely.
"What about Uncle Mo? You care about him so much, doesn't he care about you? Yu Yin asked Shu Yan step by step.
"Young Master, do you know why I, who was in the light, watched the third master struggle and transform in the shadows, but didn't pull him in time?" Shu Yan asked Yu Yin rhetorically.
"Why?" Yu Yin asked inexplicably.
"Because I can't touch him, and I can't touch him, because he will never put my heartbreak in his heart, because in his heart, I Shu Yan is nothing. But so what? At least in his heart, there was also my Shu Yan's place, didn't he? Shu Yan responded more and more excitedly, but finally calmed down.
When Yu Yin heard this, although he was deeply confused, although he didn't want to bother to find the answer, although he was bent on letting himself be at a loss, he still knew better than anyone that even if Bailimo's eyes were no longer clear before his death, even if Bailimo never really took Shu Yan to heart, Shu Yan always loved only Bailimo, because this is Shu Yan's unique perseverance and persistence.
However, Shu Yan's sentence "In his heart, I Shu Yan is nothing" woke up Yu Yin, who had been confused for a long time, and he thought: In front of the vast world and all living beings, how can each of us be so humble that we are nothing?
It is precisely because Yu Yin is aware of this that he understands the meaning of humility even more. Although he was born with a special status, he was unable to treat people with humility all the time, but this did not prevent him from walking his future path with a humble heart.
It is precisely because of this that Yu Yin will not go too far so that he can't turn back; It will not be until he turns around, but Zhong Daxuan behind him has long been gone.
When Yu Yin was about to leave, Shu Yan, who already knew everything, asked Yu Yin bluntly: "Young Master, why did you suddenly remember to go to Master Tianguan to ask for the truth?" ”
Knowing that Shu Yan had already guessed Tian Guan's body, Yu Yin took the opportunity to ask Shu Yan rhetorically: "Second aunt, then why do you want to tell Master Tian Guan all the truth you have been keeping?" ”
"Because only she can be relied on, and now it seems that this is not the case." Shu Yan replied with a little disappointment.
"No, on the contrary, it is precisely because Master Tian Guan is a reliable person that I will appear here today to ask you for the truth." Yu Yin denied Shu Yandao.
"Young master, don't waste your mind on other people's affairs for no reason, you must know that your troubles are gradually approaching you." Shu Yan reminded Yu Yin meaningfully.
"My trouble? Dare to ask the second aunt, which side is the trouble? Yu Yin asked Shu Yandao.
"It's a friendly problem." Shu Yan replied.
"Since it's from a friend, what are you afraid of? Then let him let the horse come. Yu Yin said fearlessly.
In fact, if Yu Yin hadn't been so tired that he had no time to take care of anything else, he would never have said such a thing. Because even if it's a trouble from a friend, it's a problem! If it is trouble, Yu Yin will feel inexplicably upset, and Yu Yin will immediately take it to heart. But now, Yu Yin really can't take a little energy to pay attention to these troublesome things.
Yu Yin walked along the road that he had already been familiar with to the bone marrow in despair, drooping his head, stiffening his body, and walking straight back to the Fish Tears Xuan.
However, in retrospect, Yu Yin didn't even know how she walked down the Bibo Bridge, how she got into the Fish Tears Pavilion, whether she bumped into someone along the way, and whether she had opened up with others.
When Yu Yin returned to the Fish Tears Pavilion, it was already past noon, and Zhong Daxuan, who was so idle and uncomfortable in his heart at this time, jumped up and down to relax his muscles and bones in the extraordinarily pleasant courtyard of the Fish Tears Pavilion as usual.
You must know that in such a scorching hot weather, Zhong Daxuan, who was sweating profusely, just wanted to quietly enjoy Yu Yin's song around the beam at the moment.
Zhong Daxuan, who did not know Yu Yin's true identity before, once had a sense of paralysis for Yu Yin's pipa music; Now Zhong Daxuan, who knows Yu Yin's true identity, because he is unattainable and unattainable, so that he is extremely afraid of losing, but he has regained his perception of Yu Yin's pipa music, and more and more understands the meaning of cherishing and cherishing; No more, as before, naively thinking that it will never be lost, but unscrupulously paralyzing, bored, throwing it away, and picking it up again.
After regaining his senses, Zhong Daxuan relied more on Yu Yin's playing than before, as if as long as Yu Yin played the strings, Zhong Daxuan would feel down-to-earth. Especially in this scorching summer, Yu Yin's pipa music seems to have become a weapon for Zhong Daxuan to cool off.
At this time, Yu Yin, who was as if he had been convulsed, returned to the Fish Tears Pavilion listlessly and physically and mentally exhausted.
Zhong Daxuan, who was energetically active, inadvertently caught a glimpse of Yu Yin entering the courtyard gate, and he didn't have time to take a second look, and naturally he didn't notice Yu Yin's weak appearance, so he casually said to Yu Yin: "You're back, Yu Yin, it's really stuffy this day!" Hurry up and play a song for me, cool and cool! ”