Chapter 149: Collapse

Yu Yin, who was inexplicably angry because of exhaustion, heard this, and responded to Zhong Daxuan angrily: "I want to listen, why don't you play it yourself?" You want to exhaust me to death, don't you? ”

Yu Yin said that, and went straight into the back room of the main house angrily.

And Zhong Daxuan, who was originally energetic in the courtyard, heard it and instantly wilted. I saw him leaning against the courtyard wall and staring at the door, while thinking thoughtlessly: Go play it yourself? Don't say I can't play, even if I do, what am I going to play? Bounce around the beam strings? Who would dare to touch it? Yu Yin is the most disgusted by others touching his strings at will.

What Yu Yin said just now was a momentary angry speech in a state of exhaustion, and there was no logic at all, so naturally it was no wonder that Zhong Daxuan was unpredictable; But Zhong Daxuan responded to Yu Yin's illogical momentary words with clueless conjectures, but at the same time, they also complemented each other, and at the same time, Zhong Daxuan also came to a defensible conclusion, that is, Yu Yin was on the verge of collapse at this moment.

Although Zhong Daxuan didn't know where Yu Yin had gone, and he didn't know why Yu Yin was so tired, Zhong Daxuan, who was only bent on Yu Yin's wellness, had the mentality of never asking the bottom of the matter, and he didn't plan to ask questions at all, and then walked into the main room of Yutearxuan, and walked to the door between the outhouse and the inner room of the main house as always.

And at this moment, in the inner room of the main room of Fish Tears Xuan, Yu Yin was sitting on the edge of the bed expressionless and with empty eyes. He was thinking, thinking repeatedly, but he didn't know what he was thinking about repeatedly, and his mind was undoubtedly chaotic and extremely chaotic at the moment.

Regarding the truth that he just learned not long ago, Yu Yin, who was not able to classify and sort it out in his mind as he usually does, doesn't even dare to recall the relevant content and think about the corresponding facts; But not daring does not mean that it will not, many things that he really does not want to touch again, even in his mind, he does not want to touch, will still pop out uncontrollably, scene by scene, destroying his sensitive heart little by little.

At this time, Zhong Daxuan, who had been standing at the door between the outhouse and the inner room of the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion for a while, was still stupidly clubbing there, staring intently at Yu Yin, who was sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, and did not dare to move.

Although Yu Yin had previously given Zhong Daxuan the privilege of being able to enter and leave the inner room at will, even if Zhong Daxuan was sluggish, he knew that this was definitely not the time to exercise his privilege, unless he wanted to force Yu Yin to be friends with him.

So Zhong Daxuan stood in place like this, and persuaded Yu Yin to speak as softly as possible, and he had to let Yu Yin hear it clearly: "Rest when you're tired, Yu Yin, don't think about problems when you're tired, and don't make choices when you're tired." Because you are physically and mentally exhausted, you will never be able to understand that you who are full of blood and blood boiling. ”

Zhong Daxuan said this, and immediately turned around and returned to his outhouse, and then went out of the door and returned to the courtyard. And the reason why he was in such a hurry to leave after persuading Yu Yin was because he didn't know if Yu Yin wanted to see his face at this moment, and he didn't know if his persuasion would make Yu Yin even more unhappy.

Zhong Daxuan thought to himself: If my persuasion backfires and makes Yu Yin feel doubly sad, then I am not in his sight as the culprit who issued the persuasion, and his heart may be better.

As everyone knows, Zhong Daxuan's concise persuasion is very effective for Yu Yin.

However, at this time, Zhong Daxuan had completely lost the mind to jump up and down to relax his muscles and bones, and he also couldn't feel the stuffiness in the air at all. I saw him squatting thoughtfully by the outer wall where the window of the inner room was, and tried his best to calm down with Yu Yin, who was only separated from him by a wall......

Yu Yin, who listened to Zhong Daxuan's advice, dragged his tired body and obediently curled up on the bed, and fell asleep in an instant because he was extremely tired.

In the dream, Yu Yin was alone in a place that was covered with snow all year round, unrelenting, and unusually cold, and played the song "Negative All the Way" composed by himself with great devotion. However, when the song ended, he was surprised to find that the person he had borne was long gone. For a while, he was besieged by loss and despair, and he almost got out of his dream, but he almost didn't wake up after all.

Yu Yin, who failed to wake up, had to continue to immerse himself in his long dream, in which he saw one after another familiar and unfamiliar faces, and most of these faces were full of hideousness and helplessness.

However, there was only one face, a young, energetic and energetic face, a helpless but not hideous face, an innocent and incomparable face, which greatly touched Yu Yin in the dream. For the man who bears this face is kneeling before him with sincerity, begging him bitterly, begging him for a feeble answer.

When she woke up from the dream, the sun had gradually gone west, and Yu Yin was shocked to find that she was already in tears.

Yu Yin wiped the tears left in the corners of her eyes, got up and sat in the middle of the bed, looking around, there was no one, and she suddenly felt abandoned by heaven and earth.

Of course, how could the heaven and the earth, who would never abandon one person and one thing in heaven and earth, abandon Yu Yin, who was born in heaven and earth? Take 10,000 steps back, even if Yu Yin is really abandoned by heaven and earth, there will be someone in heaven and earth who will never abandon Yu Yin, and this person is Zhong Daxuan, who has been squatting on the outer wall until his feet are numb, and he is still silently guarding Yu Yin on the wall.

Yu Yin, who suddenly felt abandoned by heaven and earth, sat quietly in the middle of the bed with his arms around his knees, trying his best to recall everything that happened in Fang Cai's dream. However, reminiscing, reminiscing, he found that the things in the dream seemed to be unable to think clearly, and of course he didn't think clearly at all.

In fact, the reason why Yu Yin was suddenly on the verge of collapse today was not only because he was hit hard by the truth, but also because he had been thinking about too many things repeatedly recently, so that he hadn't slept a single sleep for more than ten consecutive nights, and it would be good if he didn't faint, so it's strange if he didn't collapse!

And now, Yu Yin, who has confirmed all conjectures and learned all the truth, has regained his original spirit after taking a deep nap and having an ethereal dream. At this time, he was full of vitality and full of infinite hope for the future; He firmly believes that all difficulties and obstacles will eventually be solved.

As for the ethereal everything in Fang Cai's dream, Yu Yin was already relieved the moment he woke up from the dream. In his opinion, the past is all gone, and what can be explained and what cannot be explained will no longer become a reality.

At this moment, Yu Yin just wanted to see the person he wanted to see the most and the person he wanted to cherish the most, so he was like a child who had just woken up calling his mother, and shouted loudly to the surroundings and outside: "Brother Da Xu! ”

After recovering his strength, Yu Yin's voice was loud, and Zhong Daxuan, who was squatting by the wall outside the window, naturally heard it clearly, not to mention that Zhong Daxuan had pricked up his ears and had been waiting for Yu Yin's call at any time.

Zhong Daxuan, who came quickly when he heard the sound, stood at the door between the outhouse and the inner room of the main house in a regular manner, just like half an hour ago, quietly observing Yu Yin's expression as he curled up on the bed with his arms around his knees.

"Brother Da Xu, how many times have I told you, you and I don't have to be restrained, come in and sit! I want to chat with you. Yu Yin looked at Zhong Daxuan at the door, and said to Zhong Daxuan in a gentle tone.

Zhong Daxuan's tone softened a little when he heard Yu Yin, which was obviously completely different from the tone he had when he first entered the hospital half a day ago. Because he knew that Yu Yin had woken up, really woken up, his mind was calm, and his mood was calm.

So Zhong Daxuan followed Yu Yin's instructions, crept into the back room of the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion as usual, and then walked straight to the bamboo couch by the window.

Zhong Daxuan, who was sitting on the bamboo couch, couldn't help but think: This afternoon has made my heart so hard that I almost can't slow down; Fortunately, all the unhappiness has passed, and I was able to move from the wall outside the window to the bamboo couch inside the window, and my feet were numb.

"Brother Da Xu, don't sit so far! I had just woken up, and I hadn't woken up from a nap, and I couldn't speak loudly and my ears couldn't hear clearly. You're so far away from me, how can I talk to you? Yu Yin said to Zhong Daxuan with a little dissatisfaction.

Having said that, Yu Yin's voice when he called Zhong Daxuan inside and outside the surroundings was so loud, why did he say that his voice was too loud at this time? Xu is Yu Yin's voice, like him, fickle and impermanent.

When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he hurriedly apologized to Yu Yin: "I'm sorry, Yu Yin, it's me who didn't think it through, you wait a minute." ”

Zhong Daxuan said, jumped up from the bamboo couch by the window, and then hurried to the outhouse, and after carrying a round stool from the round table, he hurried back to the inner room. Seeing that he returned to the back room, he walked straight to Yu Yin's bedside, and then gently put down the round stool in his hand, and sat down carefully, for fear that he would make a heavier action and disturb Yu Yin's nap, which would make Yu Yin unhappy.

You must know that after seeing the scene of Yu Yin sitting on the edge of the bed in despair half a day ago, and after experiencing this afternoon's worrying and heart-wrenching, Zhong Daxuan was afraid that Yu Yin would be unhappy again. And Yu Yin herself doesn't want to be unhappy about today's events, because who doesn't want to be happy all the time? What's more, the cost of such unhappiness today is too great.

"I'm sorry, Brother Da Xuan, I didn't mean to lose my temper at you when I first came back, I just couldn't control it for a while, and it was definitely not aimed at you." Yu Yin hurriedly apologized to Zhong Daxuan, who had just sat down.