Chapter 200: Start Again
Yu Yin, who was at a loss, was confused again. Only this time, his eldest brother will not come to clear the clouds for him again.
In the afternoon of this day, in the area of Woshicheng, the capital of Qi Kingdom, the rain that had gradually subsided suddenly returned, and the crackling seemed to never stop.
At this moment, in the city of King Qi, Yu Yin, who was really depressed in the palace, endured the pain caused by the old disease on his right foot, and walked alone in the city of King Qi with a lonely oil-paper umbrella like him.
However, when Yu Yin, who was pacing in the city of King Qi in the wind and rain, walked to the outside of the Hefen Palace, he had just put away the oil-paper umbrella dripping with rain in his hand, and heard a burst of Gu Liang Anzu's wanton laughter from inside the hall.
Yu Yin was curious for a moment, not knowing why his father was so happy, so he carried the umbrella he had put away, walked to the position close to the temple door, and pressed his body tightly to the temple door to hear the specific content of the conversation between the people in the palace.
As everyone knows, at this moment when Gu Liang Anzu was complacent and complacent, his ambition, his greed and the conspiracy he had been brewing for a long time were all covered by Yu Yin, who came in the rain with an umbrella and was sticking to the door of the Hefen Hall at the moment.
And if Yu Yin hadn't heard it with his own ears at this moment, he would never have imagined that under the heavy blow of the death of his royal sister Gu Liangsheng, his father not only gave up his greed but also restrained his ambitions; On the contrary, it intensified, and secretly brewed an earth-shattering huge conspiracy behind his back.
It turned out that in the territory of the Celestial Empire at this time, Yuan Junqianzheng, the prime minister of the current dynasty, repeatedly instigated the current generals of the Quartet to unite to attack the emperor Gongsun Shu of the current dynasty and attack the imperial capital Luling City; And Gu Liang Anzu wanted to take advantage of the weakening of the strength of the Vermilion Bird Pass to send troops in one fell swoop and take the Vermilion Bird Pass; In one go, he attacked all the way to the imperial capital Luling City.
And when Yu Yin learned of the conspiracy brewed by his father Gu Liang Anzu, the oil-paper umbrella in his hand that had already been put away quietly slipped down inadvertently.
At this moment, I saw Yu Yin, who noticed the oil paper umbrella in his hand slipping, quickly turned around, and threw himself into the stormy rain at a loss.
Rain is undoubtedly cold, regardless of season, whether it is the spring rain that moistens all things, or the showers that come and go in a hurry; What's more, it is a torrential rain in this warm and cold season; And when this rootless water hits Yu Yin's body and pours it into Yu Yin's boots, its cold meaning is even worse.
And at this moment, Yu Yin, who was at a loss and even desperate in his heart, was undoubtedly numb in his feelings, so that he, who had already been drenched, could not feel the coolness that was constantly coming to him.
However, ignoring it completely does not mean that it does not exist, but the coolness in Yu Yin's heart at this moment is better than the coolness on his body.
And at this moment, Yu Yin's swift and wild behavior in the staggered wind and rain, in the eyes of the palace people and guards in the royal city, was just their prince who came up with such a strange move on a whim and implemented it as soon as possible.
However, as far as Yu Yin himself is concerned, at this time, he has already emptied everything, just running desperately under his feet, not thinking about anything in his mind, and not knowing what to think, but he still can't help but feel a faint pain in his heart.
In the seventeenth year of Kunqian, the twenty-sixth day of the first month, he was stung.
Since Yu Yin learned of the conspiracy of his father Gu Liang Anzu, that is, in the past half a month, Yu Yin's life all day long was even inferior to Zhong Daxuan's wandering state in this Qi King City. Because Yu Yin during this period of time is like a soulless walking corpse.
At this moment, outside the Vermilion Bird Pass, in the Fertile Stone City of the capital of Qi Kingdom, in the palace of the king, Yu Yin, who was lying on the bed in the dormitory, suddenly had a dream while half asleep. In the dream, his eldest brother still carried him wholeheartedly, carefully walking on the potholed mountain road; When he shouted "Drive-", his eldest brother willingly began to run for him for the rest of his life.
When she woke up from her dream, Yu Yin was shocked to find that she was already in tears.
Yu Yin, who came to his senses in an instant, thought to himself: This kind of situation has happened before, and I vaguely remember the last time, it was at dusk after learning that Baili Mo was bloodthirsty.
However, this time, Yu Yin, whose face was mottled with tears, could only heal the pain caused by the dream by herself; Because at this moment, by Yu Yin's side, there is no longer the existence of Zhong Daxuan, nor is there any longer the embrace from Zhong Daxuan, and the unique temperature of that embrace.
And Yu Yin, who knew this, was still at the moment after waking up, Xu was habitually and involuntarily looking in the direction of the side of the bed; And the direction that Yu Yin is looking at at at this moment is the direction of the door between the outer room and the inner room compared to Yu Yin, who was lying on the bed in the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion in the past.
However, when Yu Yin, who was lying on the bed in the dormitory of the Ruqi Palace at this moment, looked in that direction again, it was naturally not the narrow doorway between the outhouse and the inner room of the main house of the Fish Tears Xuan; And what I saw was naturally the spacious palace door of the Liangyin dormitory in the valley of the palace.
As for the outside of the palace gate, of course, it is still a palace, a magnificent palace, a beautiful palace, a palace with thousands of splendid ornaments, a hall without a self-respecting Zhong Daxuan—and it is this last one, which seems insignificant and insignificant, but it eclipses all the previous ones, and even no longer has any meaning; Again, at least for Yu Yin, that's true.
It is really because of this, at this moment, because his eyes did not capture any focus that could be stayed, Yu Yin, who couldn't help but look in the air, leaned on the head of the bed in a sense of loss, and thought to himself sadly and helplessly: When did I start to no longer have Brother Da Xuan in the world after I woke up? I think it started when I returned to the castle of the king of Qi on the day of the beginning of winter last year! However, from then to now, it has been a full four months, four months! There were more than 100 long nights! And in these more than 100 long dark nights, why don't I stop longing for Brother Da Xu's warm and energetic embrace? Did I become independent and strong? Or have I lost my true self invisibly?
And at this moment, when Yu Yin desperately struggled out of the confusion and confusion, there was only one thought left in his heart, that is: If you can go back to the past, go back to the time when I can see Brother Da Xuan when I look back; Back to the time when I could reach Brother Da Xuan as soon as I raised my hand; Back to when I cried and couldn't help but be heartbroken for me, Brother Da Xuan would subconsciously hug me tightly; If I could go back, I would give everything I had.
However, the past is in the past, no matter how nostalgic you are, no matter how reluctant you are, no matter how much you look back, you can't go back after all; Even if it is redeemed one day, it will never be able to go back to the past.
Therefore, it is important to cherish the present and the present, whether it is worth grasping now, and whether it is worth grasping now.
And at this moment, Yu Yin, who was thinking like this, habitually picked up the winding strings around him, and played aimlessly and as he wanted; As for the music played, it is sometimes high-pitched and passionate, sometimes tactful and melodious, sometimes turbulent, sometimes breezy.
However, it is not so much a play as it is an emotional catharsis; To be precise, it's a cathartic and emotional playing.
In an instant, only a "boom" sound was heard, and Yu Yin broke off the four strings of the beam.
During the exchange of blood and tears, Yu Yin thought: If it is broken, it will be broken, and it will end like this!
You must know that even if it is the pain of ten fingers and even the heart, it is not as good as Yu Yin's heartache at this moment!
Coincidentally, at this time, Yu Yin's father, Gu Liang Anzu, passed by Ruqi Palace, but wanted to come in by the way to take a look at his prince.
However, when Gu Liang Anzu, who entered the Ruqi Palace to see his son, saw the situation in front of him at this moment, he was shocked and panicked, and he was distressed and concerned about his son Yu Yin: "Yin'er, what are you doing?" With blood in your hands and tears in your eyes, are you going to drain yourself? ”
"It's good to exchange blood and tears! At least for a moment I don't think about him that way. Yu Yin responded with a smile to his father, Gu Liang Anzu.
I have to say that Yu Yin's untimely smile can't help but make people tremble and despair at the same time.
In fact, what Yu Yin said was just deceiving herself; If not, what is the cause of tears? That's because at the end of the tears, there is a cloud made of longing; Tears, why do they flow? That's because in that cloud made of longing, there is a friendship that can't be washed away no matter what.
"Yin'er, how can you give it up? Isn't this lute your preference? Gu Liang Anzu, who was concerned about his son Yu Yin, turned to his son Yu Yin's pipa around Liang Xiandao.
"Although it's a preference, it's not as good as love! To me, everything is nothing compared to Brother Da Xu. Yu Yin replied with blank eyes and an expressionless face.
The clear and clear eyes have undoubtedly become a unique symbol of Yu Yin, the exclusive symbol of Yu Yin, and the golden sign of Yu Yin; Now, with Zhong Daxuan's resolute departure, with the relentless impact of reality, the clear and bright eyes of the past have become empty and godless because of the fact that the main Yu Yin is in a low point in his heart.
"A person who is too ordinary to be ordinary, a person who is too small to be tiny, what attracts you to him? Where is your soul hooked? Gu Liang Anzu asked his son Yu Yin again and again for some reason.
When Yu Yin heard this, he understood in his heart that his father's words were referring to Zhong Daxuan.
So, I only heard Yu Yin reply without thinking: "It's him, Zhong Daxuan, my brother Daxuan, who accompanied me through the most struggling period of my life, and he accompanied me through the most confused long road in my life; And in this world, there is only him Zhong Daxuan, no matter when I turn around, when I turn around, he is waiting there, at the exit, not abandoning or leaving. ”