But at this moment, after Yu Yin heard Zhong Daxuan's long-suppressed confession, Yu Yin's previous firmness and confidence undoubtedly suffered a huge impact.

In the face of the irrefutable and powerless reality, Yu Yin, who had lost confidence, doubted for the first time whether the friendship between him and Zhong Daxuan was strong, and he couldn't help but be confused. In the past, he couldn't recognize reality, but now he doesn't want to recognize reality.

"Brother Da Xu, do you remember that in the past, you promised me that you would be by my side at all times and never abandon you; He said he would protect me from the slightest harm. Aren't all these promises counted? Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan hysterically.

Yu Yin's questioning of Zhong Daxuan under the excessive emotion also surged in Zhong Daxuan's heart, making Zhong Daxuan speechless for a while, so he had to be silent.

However, for Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan, who have already been inspired by the contradictions at this moment, silence undoubtedly means a fatal blow and undoubtedly means irreparable.

In the face of Zhong Daxuan's long silence, Yu Yin, who was bent on reversing it, recalled with Zhong Daxuan: "Brother Daxuan, do you remember? In the past, in the Heavenly Empire's Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Castle, was the second aunt reminiscing about her past to you and me? Do you know that the process of reminiscing about the second aunt invisibly uncovered the scabs in the depths of my memory little by little, and exposed the wounds that I had hidden for many years to the sun again. And I watched as it bled and scabbed over again, until it formed a scar that could never be erased, but there was still nothing I could do; And the only thing I could do was cover my mouth and sobbed night after night. ”

When Zhong Daxuan heard this, his already tangled heart tightened at the moment, but what he showed on the surface was still the annoying silence.

"Can you feel the pain? Brother Da Xu. Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan with a trembling voice.

"It hurts when I hear it!" Zhong Daxuan couldn't help but reply.

"No, Brother Da Xuan, it's nowhere near as painful as the few words you said casually brought me." Yu Yin truthfully told Zhong Daxuan.

When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he asked Yu Yin in confusion: "Yu Yin, why did you say this?" ”

"Because every time I am infected by your affectionate words, I pay a corresponding price, and that price is always so heavy that I can't breathe, and it always hurts so badly that it hurts my heart." Yu Yin replied word for word.

After Zhong Daxuan heard this, he fell into deep thought in silence.

Prior to this, Zhong Daxuan only knew the heaviness of his embarrassment, but he did not realize the heaviness of the embarrassment he had invisibly brought to Yu Yin; And at this moment, when Zhong Daxuan realized all this from Yu Yin's mouth, all Zhong Daxuan thought of was that the only thing he could think of was separation, so as to free themselves from each other's shackles.

However, as everyone knows, for Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan, who are destined to be inseparable, separation not only does not mean liberation, but once again invisibly forms a new shackle, which is shackled in Zhong Daxuan's heart and locked in Yu Yin's memory.

"Yu Yin, do you remember? Remember my first day in the royal city? That was the first time I felt that there is still a distance between you and me, not as close as I imagined. In the following three months, everything that happened happened was invisibly widening the distance between us little by little. Until now, we had been so far away that we couldn't see each other's faces clearly. Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin like a knife.

"There is distance, we can try to shorten the distance! There are obstacles, and we can work hard to remove them! Yu Yin was still full of confidence, confident, and extremely firm to Zhong Daxuan.

"To put it mildly, it's not like I haven't worked hard. But no matter how hard I try, I can't fit into the world in front of me, even if this is your world, even if you are the person I care about the most; And the reason why I feel lonely is precisely because I care about you! The distance between you and me cannot be shortened unless we ignore it; But I can't, at least not for now, so I don't want to stay here for a moment. Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin with a firm heart.

When Yu Yin heard this, his mind was hot, and he blurted out to Zhong Daxuan: "But I'm still here!" Brother Da Xu, you can take me away! What's more, I'm willing to go with you. ”

"But I can't be so selfish! I can't take you away from this world that belongs to you! Forgive me, Yu Yin, I'm tired, I want to escape. Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin exhausted.

Zhong Daxuan said that he was tired and he wanted to escape.

Zhong Daxuan's words undoubtedly hurt Yu Yin's body.

However, although he turned around and was resolute, he was reluctant to leave, and he really wanted to look back and look again, and he really wanted to look back and look at his life again.

It's a pity that driven by a gushing sense of tiredness, Zhong Daxuan finally ran away without looking back.

And when Zhong Daxuan, who came to relieve himself later, recalled his choice at the moment, he also regretted and had no regrets - regretted leaving Yu Yin, leaving this world that belonged to Yu Yin without regrets.

In this way, just like Yu Yin left Zhong Daxuan half a year ago, Zhong Daxuan also left alone, and did not take Yu Yin with him; Only 200 days and nights have passed, and the positions of Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan have been reversed from the root.

It's a pity that Zhong Daxuan finally failed to keep the promise he made to Yu Yin in the Fish Tears Pavilion of the Heavenly Empire's Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Fort in a panic, and he finally left Yu Yin again; But who is right and who is wrong, who is right and who is wrong, and how should it be considered? After all, what is left behind by the clock is the prince of Qi-Gu Liangyin, not Yu Yin, a musician from the rivers and lakes.

However, without consideration, it is possible to distinguish between right and wrong, and if you can't keep it, if you can't do it, then don't make promises lightly; You know, a promise is never just talking; What's more, in many cases, a promise is more than a daughter?

In fact, even if Zhong Daxuan escaped because he couldn't breathe and was overwhelmed, he never thought of giving up, he was just trying to find a way to perfection.

Fortunately, Zhong Daxuan is not alone; Because he is never the only one who is determined, because Yu Yin, who is thousands of miles away, is also sticking to it.

On the night that Zhong Daxuan left King Qi City, Yu Yin was like last year's New Year's Day, when he was drowned unconscious in Jinhong Shuixin Fort, and at this moment he was already drunk and unconscious.

However, it is not someone else who is drunk with Yu Yin now, but himself.

It's a pity that this time, no one will guard Yu Yin's side all night, shelter Yu Yin, and feel sorry for Yu Yin.

In the seventeenth year of Kunqian, the eleventh day of the first month, rain.

Outside Suzaku Pass, in the area of Woshicheng, the capital of Qi Kingdom, the first rain of the year began to fall yesterday evening, and after falling for nearly half a night, the rain gradually subsided.

On the morning of this day, outside the Vermilion Bird Pass, in the Woshi City, the capital of Qi Kingdom, in the palace of the royal city, Yu Yin, who had already woken up from a nap but was still listless, pushed open the window casually, and a refreshing breath instantly came to his face.

Tempted by this refreshing breath, Yu Yin couldn't help but look out the window, only to see that the moist soil in the courtyard of the dormitory and the withered yellow grass roots on it were already covered with a golden coat.

It's this window again, and it's still raining outside.

Life is like this, and many times, you will feel that many situations are inadvertently repeated over and over again.

It's a pity that the rain is no longer the rain, and the person who misses him in the rain will no longer remember him, because everything is over.

Of course, this is just Yu Yin's thoughts.

For Yu Yin, the days without Zhong Daxuan's companionship, if you want to describe it with words such as "difficult" and "living like a year", it is obviously not strong enough; And if you want to describe it with the words "boiling" and "no love", it can only be regarded as moderate!

However, now, due to the rain, the original wound on Yu Yin's right foot began to hurt again. Only this time, instead of being as distressed as before, Yu Yin felt very happy.

At this time, Yu Yin had already begun to understand what Shu Yan said, and the original heartache was indeed worth cherishing. At this moment, Yu Yin even felt that not only the feeling of heartache, but also the feeling of physical pain was worth cherishing. Because in this feeling of pain, there is a former friendship.

Since Zhong Daxuan left, Yu Yin has not been able to compose new tunes.

In the past, before Yu Yin accepted the mission of infiltrating Jinhong Water Heart Fort under the name of an impersonator, he stayed in this palace all day long, looking forward to the world outside. The thing that frustrated him the most at that time was that he could not have the ingenious awareness to spend the day bored; And the happiest thing for him at that time was that he weaved the scattered melodies in his mind into a complete track.

Although Gu Liangyin at that time also relied on the fantasies and hidden memories in his mind to compose many novel songs, but that's all, because of the lack of real emotions.

But now, after walking through the world outside, Yu Yin, who was already intertwined with cumbersome emotions in his heart, returned to his own home in Ruqi Palace, but he couldn't compose any tunes. It seems that those endless touches and sensitivities have gone forever with Zhong Daxuan's departure.

In the past, when he was in the Heavenly Empire's Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Fort, even if he was wearing the identity of Baili Ze Lacquer, exuding the charm of Baili Mo, walking with Gu Liangyin's body, and carrying Yu Yin's soul, he could still live in an orderly and clear manner.

And now, when he can let his heart and live his own life, he can't find his true self anyway.