Before Shu Yan finished speaking, Yu Yin, who was sitting on the side, was eager to interrupt Shu Yan's words, and asked Shu Yan again and again: "But what? Aunt Yan, but you still feel disdainful, don't you? Doesn't you feel very disdainful of me for the unwarranted idea that you are upset? ”

When Shu Yan heard this, he hurriedly refuted Yu Yin, and then explained to Yu Yin what he had just finished speaking: "How could it be? Young Master, I can only respect and be grateful for your thoughts, how can I feel disdainful? Although it is true that there is a slight deviation between your ideas and the way I want to live; But after all, everyone has their own ideas, and everyone has the way of life that everyone wants, and in the face of this gap between people's thoughts, the only thing we can do and what we can do is to seek common ground while reserving differences, and never impose it on others. ”

Yu Yin, who has always been delicate in his feelings, couldn't see Shu Yan being wronged in the slightest, so he couldn't help but say some emotionally intense words to Shu Yan for a while. Even if this grievance has long been a thing of the past; Even in Shu Yan's opinion, this is not a grievance at all.

Fortunately, Shu Yan also knew that Yu Yin had always been delicate, and she also knew that Yu Yin couldn't see her being wronged, so Shu Yan would persuade Yu Yin with kind words and patiently explain to Yu Yin.

And how could Yu Yin be that unreasonable person? What's more, Shu Yan at this moment is so bitter.

Therefore, when the understanding person meets the bright person, many things that seem to be tricky, chaotic, and numb will no longer be a problem, and they will be solved naturally.

Just like Yu Yin at this moment, after fully realizing and successfully getting rid of his excessive emotions, he apologized to Shu Yan with an embarrassed face and a full of shame: "I'm sorry, Aunt Yan, my words are indeed a little excessive; To be exact, it is not just a little excessive, but very excessive, and every word is more or less emotionally affected. Therefore, I hereby solemnly apologize to you, Aunt Yan; And the reason why it is twelve points is because I think it must be two points more than my very excessive words; And these extra two points are the sincerity that I want and must ask for your forgiveness. ”

When Shu Yan heard this, she was not angry, but she couldn't get angry at the moment.

So, I only heard Shu Yan continue to reminisce and tell Yu Yin about the words at the beginning: "After that, I struggled to stick to the dream in my heart in the reality around me; In the midst of all the confusion and doubts, I desperately cared for the thoughts in my heart. I tried again and again to understand him, but again and again I was crushed, but as soon as he casually swept my eyes, I would get back on my feet again and again. Not for ambition, not for faith, just for the so-called love in my heart, even if it is just my love, I have to hold on, hold on, and die to the end. At that time, for the first time, I felt a brave self that I had never felt before. ”

I don't know why, Yu Yin always felt that this seemingly ordinary and ordinary Shu Yanshu housekeeper, as soon as he opened his mouth, what followed was amazing words; And the words are amazing, but it is only one of the hidden charms of Shu Yan.

"Aunt Yan, listening to you talk about your love and your bravery, I suddenly had an idea, an idea that deviated from the theme you were trying to express at this moment, an idea that was somewhat distant or even unbounded, that is, how nice it would be if there were never wars in the world! Even if it's just a war without the Battle of the Deer, it's fine! If the battle for the deer does not break out, it may not have much impact on your love, Aunt Yan, but it will change the fate of many people because of this, and even save the lives of many people. Yu Yin sighed coldly to Shu Yan.

"Yes, young master, what you hope for is exactly what I want; And I believe that this is also the deepest expectation of the vast majority of people. Having said that, I have reflected on the damage caused by war more than once, but how can I reflect on it alone? I am not the initiator of the war, nor can I control the course of the war, let alone end it. The only thing I can do is to defend my love in the smoke and try my best to save more scarred people. Shu Yan then sighed.

When Yu Yin heard this, he waved his hand at Shu Yan when he felt that something was wrong, and then said solemnly to Shu Yan: "Forget it, Aunt Yan, let's stop dreaming." You must know that the battle for the deer has long ended, and the impact of the war on people has long become an irreversible and irreversible certainty. As for what we are doing and can do now, whatever it is, it should not be meaningless emotion and regret. Because gratuitous sighs only double the emphasis on our helplessness, powerlessness and powerlessness, and that's exactly what we've been trying to break free from, at least for me. ”

"Young Master, when I heard you say this, I also think that I am the same. Recalling the past, he spent four years laying the foundation of the Celestial Empire for the current Holy Gongsun Shu; It also took four years to weave an unbreakable love web for me. And in the face of the 'love network' he created single-handedly, I was so powerless, so that even if one day the person who set the net is gone, I still can't break free from the shackles of the word 'love'. Shu Yan reluctantly complained to Yu Yin while thinking about it.

When Yu Yin heard this, he pointed out to Shu Yan sharply: "Aunt Yan, with all due respect, in my opinion, the so-called 'love' in your mouth is nothing more than your own affection, and the so-called 'net' in your mouth is nothing more than your self-casting net. ”

Although Yu Yin's words were still prickly, he completely got rid of Fang Cai's sharp and excessive tone, and said it in a realistic tone.

However, I have to say that Yu Yin's method of getting to the bottom of the matter is really ingenious; And the breakthrough that Yu Yin found is even more wonderful.

It's just a small wooden bridge located in the backyard of the main house, just an ordinary name of "Bibo Bridge", but it naturally and naturally leads to so many pasts; Of course, no matter whose past it is, it belongs to the past that Yu Yin wants to know.

After Yu Yin left Jian Zeyuan on Zhong Daxuan's back as always, he only heard Zhong Daxuan sigh to Yu Yin on his back: "I don't know what others think; Anyway, looking at me, this memory of Steward Shu, which is regarded as a treasure, is undoubtedly suffocating and painful. ”

Yu Yin, who was on Zhong Daxuan's back, heard it, and said to Zhong Daxuan thoughtfully: "Yes, Brother Daxuan, no matter who it is, it will think the same way with you." But Aunt Yan herself enjoys it, and she still remembers it. ”

"I really don't know what kind of person that Third Master Mo is, it's worth Steward Shu's hard work and worry." Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin on his back with deep incomprehension.

"The devil knows!" Yu Yin then said with a gloomy face.

In the fifteenth year of Kunqian, on the twenty-ninth day of September, frost fell.

Half a month later, in the Heavenly Empire's Fuling City, on Jinhong Street, in the side building of Jian Zeyuan of Shuixin Fort, Yu Yin, who was accustomed to listening to Shu Yan's heart, was accompanied and helped by Zhong Daxuan as always, on the wooden chair in front of the bookcase, listening to Shu Yan tell the bits and pieces of her memories.

Of course, Shu Yan is also used to confiding her heart to Yu Yin; At this time, Yu Yin has undoubtedly completely gotten rid of the confused and surprised state half a month ago.

Because in the precipitation of this half month, Yu Yin thought a lot, and thought carefully about what Shu Yan said before; and tried to stand in Shu Yan's position, Shu Yan's point of view, and put himself in Shu Yan's shoes to guess Shu Yan's thoughts; And all the previous incomprehension has mostly turned into understanding.

Although Yu Yin is not a woman after all, let alone Shu Yan herself, according to common sense, it is difficult for Yu Yin to stand in the position of a woman and consider Shu Yan's emotional problems; But Yu Yin just thought about it, and thought about it properly.

Because Yu Yin is more delicate than a woman, because Yu Yin knows Shu Yan better than Shu Yan herself.

"Young Master, I remember that I told you before, and my memories of him have supported my entire life. Recently, however, I have come to feel more and more that the memories that I am so fond of are pitiful. Shu Yan said to Yu Yin in a state of loss and melancholy.

When Yu Yin heard this, he asked Shu Yan again and again: "Aunt Yan, in such a factual situation, every time you close your eyes in the reminiscence, or close your eyes and fall into reminiscence, what kind of scene do you see first?" And in the scene that first surfaced in your memory, what kind of voice and smile did he have? ”

"I have been behind him more than once, looking, looking, looking at his back, and what a contradiction I felt in my heart at that time! How I wish he would come back and look at me, and how I wish he would never look back! Young master, this is the scene you are asking, without his voice and smile, only his endless back. As far as I can remember, his back is far clearer than his countenance; So much so that at any time, including now, as soon as I close my eyes, his back will immediately emerge from my memory. Shu Yan responded to Yu Yin with her eyes closed.

"Then you must have fantasized and imagined it involuntarily, right? Aunt Yan, fantasize about his voice, imagine his smile. Yu Yin asked Shu Yan step by step.

"Yes, I have imagined his face again and again as I gazed at his back; I thought, what a face that must be! It's so perfect, so flawless, people can't get enough of it in a lifetime! At least it seems to me so. Shu Yan involuntarily confided in Yu Yin.