Shu Yan is always like this, every time she mentions Bailimo, her emotions will subconsciously become extremely excited in an instant, and then she falls into the past memories, just trying to reminisce, desperately recalling, as if she is afraid of missing something.

However, Shu Yan, who unconsciously fell into past memories, didn't even know if her words could keep up with her thoughts; It wasn't clear what she was talking about in an incoherent voice.

After Shu Yan gradually recovered from his memories and calmed down a little, Yu Yin asked Shu Yan the questions he and Zhong Daxuan had prepared in advance: "Aunt Yan, Uncle Mo is gone, why do you keep the pain in your heart?" Wouldn't it be nice to forget about it? ”

When Shu Yan heard this, he shook his head helplessly, and then replied categorically: "I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it." ”

When Yu Yin heard this, he shook his head helplessly, and then asked Shu Yan: "I don't understand, Aunt Yan, why are you always so paranoid in the matter of Third Master Mo?" ”

"Because it is not easy for a person to live for a lifetime, it is not easy to meet a person who you truly love, no matter what the outcome is, at least remembering your love for him will make me feel that I have really lived." Shu Yan replied happily.

Shu Yan's words shocked Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan in an instant, and at the same time, they were also remembered by Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan.

"Aunt Yan, are you still in love with Uncle Mo as you were at the beginning?" Yu Yin cautiously asked Shu Yandao.

"After a long time, the original strong affection has gradually faded, and many things are naturally not so concerned. Without the excessive impulse at that time, looking back, it turns out that everything that can be put down and what cannot be let go can be stopped with the passage of time. Shu Yan said in infinitely sentimental terms, but failed to respond to Yu Yin's question head-on.

"Aunt Yan, I think, even if time can dilute the strong affection, there will always be a memory that can never be faded, and there will always be some things that I still care about, right?" Yu Yin continued to ask Shu Yan between speculations.

Shu Yan, who was in front of the bookcase, heard it, and subconsciously looked at the bright world outside the door through the door of the side building in front of the bookcase, and responded to Yu Yin: "Yes, when I first met, that rainy and sunny morning, I think I will probably never forget it for the rest of my life!" That moist smell still lingers in my heart and lingers. Although it is blurring and fading with the passage of time, it is still the best memory in my heart, and it will still be quietly awakened inadvertently, leading me to relive my bravest past. ”

And at this moment, he has been silently guarding Yu Yin's side, lest he disturb the conversation between Yu Yin and Shu Yan, so that Zhong Daxuan, who had not dared to say a word for a long time, heard it, but suddenly sighed uncontrollably: "Steward Shu, deep in my heart, it seems that I also have such a good past. Only not in the morning, but in the afternoon; Not when the rain has passed, but when the clouds are thick. It's a pity that the situation in the cool golden breeze can never be forgotten at the same time, as if it can never be remembered. ”

When Shu Yan heard this, he nodded thoughtfully, and then said meaningfully: "Perhaps, in the hearts of each of us, there is a beautiful past hidden in one way or another, which is not known to others and not known to ourselves. ”

Shu Yan said this to Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan in front of her, and it was also said to herself.

When Yu Yin on the side heard this, he frowned involuntarily, and at the same time, he also subconsciously clenched his teeth in a slight trembling.

At this moment, Zhong Daxuan, who was always paying attention to Yu Yin's dynamics, saw this, and immediately asked Yu Yin with concern: "What's wrong with you?" Yu Yin, is your foot hurting again? ”

"It's not a foot pain, Brother Da Xuan, it's an eye pain, it's a heartache." Yu Yin replied with a sad eye.

This is how things are, and when the buried memories are turned out again, the pain still spreads in the heart.

At this moment, Shu Yan, who could only hear staring at Yu Yin's eyes, said to Yu Yin: "Cherish this feeling of heartache, don't live like me paralyzing yourself and paralyzing your heart." ”

However, although Shu Yan reminded himself over and over again in his heart when he said this, he was Yu Yin, not Bailimo, but he still couldn't help but be confused.

As for what Shu Yan said, it undoubtedly touched Yu Yin a lot; Although Yu Yin at this time has not yet fully comprehended.

And on the night of this day, Yu Yin, who returned to the fish tears in the castle again, abandoned all the previous incomprehension and confusion, and the rest was only bitter, bitter, or bitter......

And at this moment, Yu Yin, who was wrapped in bitterness, was lazily leaning on the head of the bed in the main room, laughing inexplicably; And when he was dumbfounded, he didn't dare to toss even a little sound, to be precise, he couldn't bear to toss even a little sound. Because he really didn't want to disturb Zhong Daxuan's ears, and he really didn't want to disturb his heart.

So, Yu Yin laughed silently in the dark, laughing until she cried, laughing until Zhong Daxuan's heart was broken, although Yu Yin kept holding back and didn't make a sound.

At this moment, Yu Yin doesn't want to do anything, of course he can't do anything, he just wants to laugh and cry; Because Xingxu smiled and laughed, he was happy, because Xingxu cried and cried and was relieved.

And at this moment, the tears that Yu Yin revealed from the depths of his memory are beyond even Yu Yin's control, and of course he can't control them.

However, whenever Yu Yin thinks that he is the only one in the dark, in fact, there is another person in the darkness - it is Zhong Daxuan who is always waiting for Yu Yin in the light; And the one who has been guarding Yu Yin in the dark is also Zhong Daxuan.

Shaoqing, when Zhong Daxuan, who had been silently guarding Yu Yin in the dark, slowly walked towards Yu Yin in the darkness around him, approached Yu Yin, walked to Yu Yin's bedside, and sat next to Yu Yin, and hugged Yu Yin, who was full of bitterness, into his arms, he only heard Yu Yin, who was in Zhong Daxuan's arms, deeply felt and said to Zhong Daxuan between the tears and sobs in laughter: "Brother Daxuan, do you know, in the night before, when I was alone, what I longed for most in my heart was that someone hugged me into my arms in the dark. Just like now, someone gave me warmth, someone gave me strength. ”

And at this moment, Zhong Daxuan, who was holding Yu Yin in his arms, also said to Yu Yin with deep feelings: "Yu Yin, do you know that in the past night, when I was alone, what I longed for most in my heart was that someone threw himself into my arms in the dark, just like now, someone listened to my pulse, and someone filled my emptiness. ”

The next day, the fifteenth year of Kunqian, the first day of October.

In the early morning, in the Fuling City of the Heavenly Dynasty, on Jinhong Street, in the inner room of the main house of the Fish Tears Pavilion of Shuixin Fort, Yu Yin, who was on the bamboo couch in the window, was pushing open the window and looking out, only to see that the sky outside was high and the clouds were light, and the sun was shining; The chill mixed in with the blowing autumn breeze instantly makes people feel refreshed.

It is now the twilight of autumn, and throughout the ages, the autumn that symbolizes the harvest has always been subconsciously infused with sorrow and sorrow by literati and artists, and given the title of decay and despair; And this is only because of autumn, which always invisibly gives people a sense of poignancy and slaughter, not to mention the twilight of autumn.

However, in Yu Yin's view at this moment, autumn can actually be as hopeful as spring, and can even be better than the spring of all things recovering, as long as people's hearts never decay, as long as the hope in their hearts lasts forever; And Yu Yin's state of mind at this moment is undoubtedly full of hope, because at this moment, when he looks back, he can see the person he wants to see; Because at this moment, as soon as he raises his hand, he can reach the people he wants to reach.

Outside the window, the sky is clear and clear, and it is very good; And Yu Yin, who has a splint on his right foot in the window, can only enjoy the refreshing autumn air through this small window, so that Yu Yin at this moment can't help but think: I really want to go out for a walk!

In the past, when Yu Yin had not yet changed his name to "Yu Yin", he was still called Gu Liangyin; In the past, when Yu Yin had not yet come to the Jinhong Water Heart Fort in Fuling City in this Heavenly Dynasty, and was still in his own palace in King Qi City; In the past, when Yu Yin's right foot had not been splinted due to a fracture, and he was still walking freely and even walking like flying, Gu Liangyin at that time was also habitually like Yu Yin at this moment, looking at the world from the window.

Compared with the coquettish Yu Yin now, Gu Liangyin at that time was even more willful. At that time, Gu Liangyin had to be angry with people almost every day, angry with others, either angry with his father Emperor Gu Liang Anzu, or angry with his royal sister Gu Liangsheng; is either angry with the palace people in the royal city, or angry with the guards at the palace gate; Although the people in the entire city of King Qi doted on him without exception, depended on him, and followed him, he was still inevitably like a balloon, angry all day long.

In fact, the real object of Gu Liangyin's anger at that time was just himself; At that time, the real object of Gu Liangyin's anger was only himself; and he himself was far more lonely and helpless than he himself could have imagined; If not, he would not have been angry, and as soon as he gambled, he habitually shut himself up in his own dormitory in the Ruqi Palace, and then looked at the world from the window.

However, although the windows of the Liangyin dormitory are not narrow, the world that can be seen through the windows is limited; At that time, in Gu Liangyin's opinion, even if there was only a ray of light that could be touched by his eyes, it was far stronger than being in the dark.