Then again, that can't be helped! Because I can't catch it now!

However, when you blindly immerse yourself in the memories of the past, you will inadvertently miss the preciousness of the present.

When night fell, he had a good conversation with a group of court musicians, so that Yu Yin, who had forgotten the time, returned to the palace.

Yu Yin, who happily returned to the palace, rushed to Zhong Daxuan's dormitory as soon as possible, and talked to Zhong Daxuan, who was still sullen at this moment, about the twelve rhythms, the five tones and the two changes, and various rhythmic tones.

However, just as Yu Yin was talking eloquently, Zhong Daxuan, who was supposed to be listening carefully, couldn't help but look here and there at this moment, listening to the Arabian Nights in Yu Yin's mouth with a match. At least as far as Zhong Daxuan is concerned, what Yu Yin said at this time is undoubtedly a fantasy.

Mo said that Yu Yin, who has always been sensitive, even if he is a person who is numb, it is not difficult to detect Zhong Daxuan's absent-mindedness at the moment. Unfortunately, Yu Yin, who is on the rise at the moment, is almost like an out-of-control torrent.

However, in this situation, when Yu Yin noticed Zhong Daxuan's disdain, the most embarrassing scene quietly came.

Yu Yin, who spat lotus, didn't know for a while whether to stop the topic, or divert the topic, or continue to talk to himself like a fool. Of course, no matter what choice Yu Yin made at this time, he would inevitably look like a fool. For Yu Yin, who has always had a good face, this is tantamount to disguised irony.

Yu Yin, who instantly shifted from his head to his head, not only did he choose to cleverly divert the topic and talk about things that Zhong Daxuan was interested in as much as possible; Instead, he stepped forward, and after interrupting the topic in his mouth vividly, he faced Zhong Daxuan's disdain with twelve points of dissatisfaction.

It's not surprising that Yu Yin would make such a move! Because never accommodating and never giving in, it is Yu Yin's consistent style of acting when he gets along with Zhong Daxuan on weekdays.

At this moment, Yu Yin was very dissatisfied and asked Zhong Daxuan: "Brother Daxuan, are you listening to me?" ”

"Of course, haven't I been listening?" Zhong Daxuan replied lukewarmly.

"Have you been listening to that all along? Looking east and west, there is not a moment of concentration listening to me. Yu Yin complained bluntly about Zhong Daxuan.

"How do you know I'm not paying attention to you? Besides, where I look, what does it have to do with whether I hear you or not? Zhong Daxuan questioned Yu Yin again and again with a posture of fighting back.

"How can you mess around? Brother Da Xu, what I just said, isn't it so intriguing to you? Yu Yin felt deeply lost and asked Zhong Daxuan again and again.

"Yu Yin, do you know, what you just said is not that it doesn't interest me, but that I am not interested at all." Zhong Daxuan responded to Yu Yin incoherently.

And the reason why Zhong Daxuan at this moment has different hearts and mouths is because if he is not in this Qi King's City at this moment, if there is no feast in the Hehuan Hall before, if Zhong Daxuan does not have to wander in this Ruwei Palace all day long, then no matter what Yu Yin says, as long as it is said from Yu Yin's mouth, even if it is a few words that are not boundary, he Zhong Daxuan also likes to listen to it; What's more, what Yu Yin just said is about Yu Yin's favorite music! How could Zhong Daxuan really not be interested? Even if Zhong Daxuan really doesn't understand at all.

It's a pity that those "ifs" are not true; It's a pity that those "ifs" have become unchangeable facts.

Therefore, between Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan, they can only be like this at this moment, and they will make mistakes and make mistakes to the end.

"Brother Da Xuan, in my opinion, it's not that you're not interested, but you don't understand it at all!" Yu Yin said to Zhong Daxuan in a negative manner.

At this moment, Yu Yin has undoubtedly put on a full counterattack posture.

"Yes, Yu Yin, you're right, I admit it, I don't understand it at all; I'll admit that I really don't know anything about music. But wouldn't it be nice if you went to someone who could understand it? But why do you keep playing the harp to the cow over and over again? Why do you waste your tongue and talk so much about me? Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yin insincerely.

"But I'm used to sharing everything with you! Brother Da Xu, apart from you, I really can't think of a second person with whom I am willing to share everything. Even if you're not interested in what I'm saying, you should at least pretend to be interested and listen to me intently. I won't be as embarrassed as the same party! Yu Yin responded to Zhong Daxuan more and more excitedly.

"Then I ask you, Yu Yin, why can't you try to say something that interests me? Why is it always me who finally gives in? Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yin again and again.

In the past, Zhong Daxuan would never give in for his own accommodation, and argued with Yu Yin; Many times, Zhong Daxuan didn't even feel that he had repeatedly given way to Yu Yin invisibly, because everything was done by him Zhong Daxuan willingly and without regrets.

But now, in this Qi King City, all the seemingly negligible contradictions have invisibly fermented into irreparable damage; And the radical words are undoubtedly like a sharp blade, shuttling back and forth between Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan's hearts, once they are unsheathed, they can no longer take it back, and they can only face each other's broken hearts full of holes.

The main reason for such a huge contrast between the front and back is that people have changed? Or has the circumstances changed? Or do people change as circumstances change?

At this moment, after Yu Yin heard Zhong Daxuan's repeated questions, he originally wanted to answer again, "Because I'm used to it"; But when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back alive.

Because Yu Yin suddenly realized that just like on the day of the spring equinox this year, in the Fish Tears Xuan, Zhong Daxuan said "'should' does not mean 'inevitable'", and "habit" does not mean "should"! How could he let his eldest brother repeatedly give in for no reason just because he was used to it? This is obviously unfair to his big brother!

However, Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan, who were in a state of anger, did not say a word to each other, and the two of them went back to the house to rest in such a sullen manner.

On the second day, when the golden sunlight sprinkled the earth again, everything from yesterday had gone with the wind, and Yu Yin's mood became cheerful.

As if nothing had happened last night, Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan still shared breakfast step by step; During the meal, the two still tacitly did not mention last night's verbal dispute.

However, somehow, the relationship between Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan still makes people feel inexplicably unfamiliar.

I vaguely remember that five months ago, in the courtyard of the Heavenly Empire's Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Fort and Tizhou, next to the corpse of Bai Liyuan, the former head of the Xushi Hall, Zhong Daxuan asked for an explanation for the first time from Yu Yin, who he had always understood, and for the first time he expressed his understanding of Yu Yin's words and deeds after Yu Yin gave an explanation; In the past, Zhong Daxuan always unconditionally understood and supported Yu Yin's every word, every move and every move.

Now, and at this moment, Yu Yin's silence and Zhong Daxuan's silence are because Zhong Daxuan has invisibly expressed his understanding of Yu Yin? Is it because the two of them have already given each other understanding in their hearts?

Obviously, no, no, neither!

But if we want to get to the bottom of it, who can say who is not?

Perhaps, the sudden and unexpected quarrel last night inevitably accelerated the speed of the two hearts going against each other!

And the days of living in the city of King Qi were undoubtedly the most difficult years of Zhong Daxuan's life. This place is like a cage full of various mechanisms, imprisoning Zhong Daxuan's mind at the same time, and constantly widening the distance between him and Yu Yin in an endless way.

From the moment he lived in King Qi's city, Zhong Daxuan listened to Yu Yin and talked with those court musicians all day long, but he couldn't interject a word. Because he doesn't understand the rhythm of music and doesn't understand music, all he understands is Yu Yin's joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

Not only that, Zhong Daxuan had to watch Yu Yin talk and laugh with the princes and nobles every day, but he couldn't get close. Because those people disdain to talk to Zhong Daxuan, who is a charlatan, and Zhong Daxuan can't get used to those courteous smiles and can't listen to the remarks of those philistines.

For Zhong Daxuan, the life of careful study - tired! Life in someone else's world – tired! Struggling to catch up with other people's lives – more tired! A relaxed, free, and unrestrained life is what Zhong Daxuan really yearns for; However, the life of this clock is very different from the life he longs for, so he naturally feels tired and tired.

At this time, Zhong Daxuan was just like the sound of Gu Liang in the past, because of the gap, because he couldn't get a response, he couldn't help but get tired. The difference is that Gu Liangsheng is tired because she wants to live as others need; And Zhong Daxuan is tired because he doesn't want others to want to live as he needs.

At this time, Zhong Daxuan was even more tired than Gu Liangsheng in the past. Because Gu Liangsheng was just exhausted, and Zhong Daxuan had already reached the point where he felt tired even thinking about it. Although Gu Liangsheng also received a response from Gongsun Xianye, it was still difficult to escape the tragic ending in the end.

In the sixteenth year of Kunqian, the thirty months of the lunar month, the age is divided.

On the night of the New Year, on Chinese New Year's Eve, outside Suzaku Pass, in the capital of Qi Kingdom, in the Woshi City, on the Wangcheng Hebu Hall, a Chinese New Year's Eve feast that can make Zhong Daxuan unforgettable for a lifetime is in full swing among the drunken gold fans.