Chapter 39 Life and death have their own dreams
"Ah······ Ah Jing, you have to take care of yourself! Shen Hao grabbed Shen Jing's sleeve with one hand, pressed the dagger on his chest with the other, and spit out word by word from his mouth with intermittent words.
Shen Jing leaned down, held him in a posture of hugging him, and hugged him in his arms.
He looked at Shen Hao, his face was blue, and his lips were dark purple, which was indeed a phenomenon of poisoning. But what kind of poison is this?
"He Yan, He Yan, come and see him!" There was a little trembling in Shen Jing's words, and his body stiffened unconsciously, and his hands were clenched tightly into fists.
He Yan didn't dare to stop a step in front of him, lowered his body, and looked at it carefully, it was indeed a symptom of poisoning.
But she didn't know how to treat it, she didn't know what kind of poison it was, and the medical skills she learned in modern times really couldn't come in handy.
Her eyebrows were tightly twisted, as if there was a thousand confusions tightening between her eyebrows, she tilted her head slightly, and her gaze towards Shen Hao unconsciously became heavy.
Shen Jing asked her in a somewhat anxious tone, he couldn't wait for a second, "How is he?" ”
He Yan sighed deeply, revealing a helpless face, "I······ I can't do anything about it! ”
She obviously felt that the air pressure around Shen Jing was a little lower in an instant, and she secretly thought in her heart, the doctor was not an immortal, he could cure the disease, but he couldn't save his life.
His eyes were red, his voice was already choked, and he raised his voice a little and said, "Aren't you a doctor?" ”
He seemed to be overly sad, and he just kept repeating it to her, and he didn't feel annoyed, "Aren't you a doctor?" Aren't you a doctor? ”
Shen Hao let go of the hand holding the dagger and hung down weakly, as if he wanted to reduce the consumption of strength.
He slowly grabbed his hand, and then patted it lightly with his blood-stained hand, giving Shen Jing the feeling that it was just a cold hand touching his hot hand, and he didn't feel the strength or anything.
He spoke weakly, but he gave him a powerful blow to the heart word by word, "Ah Jing, this is highly poisonous, and there is no cure!" ”
Shen Jing shook his head frantically after hearing this, tears had already flowed out of his eyes, and he yelled at him directly: "Shen Hao, I don't allow you to die, you told your mother that you will always be by my side!" ”
"I'm sorry, I'm going to miss the appointment!"
"It's good that I can finally go underground to see Madame!"
"You take care of yourself!"
He finished these words with difficulty, and then his hand finally hung down weakly, and he could no longer lift it, his eyes were closed tightly at the moment, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to go to a new world.
Shen Jing straightened up, laid him flat on the ground, pulled out the dagger on his chest, and then took out a handkerchief, wrapped the dagger and placed it on him.
With a "bang", his jade pendant fell to the ground, he bent down and picked it up, looked at the person who would never wake up again, smiled, and said, "You don't have to help me collect the jade pendant anymore!" ”
Shen Jing clenched the jade pendant in his hand and stared at it, his thoughts seemed to return to many years ago.
"Shen Hao, have you seen my jade pendant?"
"Nope."
Shen Jing stared at him, as if he wanted to see something on his face, but he couldn't find anything.
He turned to muttering with a grudgeful face, his little pink fist clenched tightly, and he began to speak to himself, "What to do, what to do?" ”
Then he looked at Shen Hao with a frightened expression, walked towards him step by step, leaned close to his ear and said to him, "Why don't we go out and have a look?" It may or may not be left outside. ”
Shen Hao sighed in his heart, he just obeyed his wife's words, and now the young master said that he would go out with him to find it, he was extremely entangled in his heart, and finally the two took the heavier of the two, and decisively offered the jade pendant.
He quickly took it out of his arms, then respectfully handed it to him with both hands, and stood there, motionless.
"Hey! You've finally taken it out! The child took his jade pendant, and his face was full of triumphant smiles, and he looked like I was the smartest.
He lowered his head in dismay, so unhappy, he felt that he was really a stupid person, why was he always deceived by him? He didn't want to pay attention to him, and he turned around and was about to slip away, but someone would let him go like this.
Shen Jing immediately puffed out his cheeks, pointed his little hand in front of him, and then said awkwardly, "You, don't go!" ”
"Huh?" Shen Hao's eyes were beating with doubt, he really didn't know what this naughty monkey was going to do, and what kind of moth he would do, he was really scared.
Shen Jing leaned forward to him, showed him a lovely smile that bewildered thousands of aunts, grabbed his arm, looked like a dog's leg, and then said word by word, "Don't go!" ”
He really couldn't stand it, this person was like a little girl, he was afraid that he would cry the next moment, he didn't have it.
The next moment, he nodded frantically, so much so that when he got to the back, Shen Jing thought that his signature smile that everyone loved had lost its effect, causing Shen Hao to want to run away desperately as soon as he saw him, and it was really strange to smile at him.
Later, his mother died, and Shen Hao stayed by his side all the time, not a relative but a relative.
What he brought him was not only companionship, but also warmth and finally his attachment to home. They have lived together since childhood, and although he was picked up by his mother, he has always been like an older brother to him.
He remembered that he and Shen Hao had said that if someone else pretended to be him one day, how would he face the two who looked similar?
He still remembered what he said, to test with a dagger, and then to a code. He asked him why, and he said that he was surrounded by danger and that there was no guarantee that someone would pretend to him, but that if someone pretended to be him, it would be miserable.
He has forgotten what he said, only remembering that he said that there would be no one to take advantage of him!
His face coincided with the child back then, and there will be no such person in this world again, and he will always be in his heart!
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In the lobby, Qin Hao sat on a chair and smirked, ignoring anything, muttering a few words occasionally, but only he could hear it.
Qin Ren was lying motionless on the stretcher, Qingqing helplessly took Qin Ren's hand, and drove his fingers to caress her own cheeks, with extremely gentle techniques, just like him usually.
Suddenly, his fingers moved, Qingqing was stunned in place, and then cried with joy, his voice choked and a little surprised, and raised his voice and shouted, "He Yan, He Yan, hurry up and come to see him!" ”
He Yan walked over to him and glanced at the woman suspiciously, her face was full of joy at the moment, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but hook up.
She was in a cold sweat in an instant, feeling that she was even more terrible like this, more terrible than crying, mainly because the hope in her eyes stung her, she was afraid that it would only make her happy in the end, so she would rather God never give her hope.
Qin Ren's face was still pale at this moment, his lips had already lost their original color, and he was motionless, only his fingers moved, but there was no sign of awakening.
"What the hell is going on with him?"
Without saying a word, she took out her acupuncture bag from the placket of her chest, took out a few needles of appropriate length, walked to his side, bent down, and then pricked down with needles, and his eyelids moved.
She guessed correctly, because of a rush of blood into his brain, causing brain congestion, and because of the long journey, his body has reached the limit, and it seems that he is still drunk, resulting in the inability of his body to function, whether he can wake up is one thing, and what about waking up is another thing.
His fingers moved again, his eyelids moved, and then he opened his troubled eyes, and saw the woman he had been thinking about day and night, but his whole body was weak, and he could not move a single point. He couldn't even say a word, just a mumping voice, nothing else.
The woman leaned close to his mouth to hear what he wanted to say to herself, but she could only vaguely hear that she could not understand the father, you, and the others.
He tried hard to squeeze out every word, but it was difficult to get into his ears, he suddenly became anxious, his eyes turned slightly red, but he could only be in a hurry, and he couldn't say a complete sentence.
When the woman saw him like this, her heart was sour and her heart hurt him, she was really tired, and she wanted to tell him everything, so she told it all at once, and she didn't want to hide it from him anymore.
"Actually, the first meeting with you was deliberately planned!" She smiled self-deprecatingly and patted the man with her hand soothingly.
She seemed to be recalling everything, and gradually smiled at the corner of her eyes, "Later, I seem to like you!" You have given me the warmth that I have never had! ”
She leaned down and kissed him emotionally on the cheek, "But I've been in a dilemma! She added, "It's not in my heart, but I have to say I'm sorry." ”
She looked at Qin Ren's expression and opened her mouth tentatively, "We'll always be together in the future, okay?" Where you are, it's my home! ”
He saw the man's mouth move, she leaned over to listen, and immediately burst into tears, "Good! ”
"Father······ Kiss! ”
At this time, as if by providence, Qin Hao happened to see Qin Ren wake up, jumping towards him, and laughing all the time.
His hair was already messy, his face was innocent, and he called "Xiao Ren" one by one, as if he was a child.
Before he grew up, his father had always been very good to him, so he chose not to see Shen Jing for fifteen years, but who would have thought that the three of them were so beautiful when they were young. It's a pity that time passes, and the beauty is no more.
"He ······" Qin Ren became excited before he finished speaking, and then began to breathe poorly, his hand pressed his heart tightly, and his face began to turn red.
When the woman saw this scene, she trembled, and then saw with her own eyes that the man's breathing was not good, like a heart attack, and his body twitched.
His hand hung limply, and finally it calmed down, but he couldn't breathe anymore.
She reached out to probe his breath, his breath was slowly getting colder, his body was slowly getting colder, and her heart seemed to be dead, and no one could wake up.
She leaned down and hugged him tightly, and the person who had said yes a moment ago had become like this at the moment, falling into a deep sleep.
She could no longer hear him call her name, she could no longer feel him hugging her, she could no longer hear him coax herself, and her life seemed to have lost its joy.
Her tears flowed all over the floor, staining the man's clothes, but he didn't feel it anymore and wouldn't ask her, "Why do you have so many tears?" ”
That night, he said, "Qingqing, I like you!" ”
Actually, she wanted to say, "Qin Ren, I love you!" ”
So, she gave herself to him, but he didn't know that he died, that night was not just a dream, he really had her!
She kept crying and crying, and finally she was tired of crying, and she actually fell asleep on Qin Ren's body.
He Yan and Shen Jing glanced at each other, he nodded, and walked out with the woman in his arms.
The sleeping woman's eyebrows were tightly twisted, and even if she fell asleep, she looked pained, and whispered, "Don't, don't leave me!" ”
Her face was full of tears, and her body was tensed together helplessly, extremely insecure.
He Yan led the way, and he followed closely.
He gently laid her on the bed, she prepared a basin of water, soaked it in the water with a handkerchief, wrung it out, wiped the sweat from her forehead little by little, and then wiped her hands for her, she seemed to find an outlet for her emotions, grabbed her hand, and began to cry.
She gently patted her back with her remaining hand, just to soothe her. Gradually, she was no longer so stiff, and her breathing began to stabilize herself, but there were still a few whispers, and she still slept in a position of holding herself, which was her expression out of protection for herself, and He Yan couldn't help but feel both sad and distressed.
She remembered something, turned to look at Shen Jing, and asked slowly, "You said that people don't bring it in this life, and they don't take it with them in death, so why bother with sadness?" ”
"Where people want, why not be afraid of sorrow." After he finished speaking, he turned and walked out, his steps getting faster and faster, and he didn't want to stay for a moment, so unwilling to stay with him.
In fact, he was just not used to being in a woman's boudoir, and he watched her busy working for a woman, and he always felt that this moment was familiar, which disturbed his hair.
At this moment, he was standing in the courtyard, looking at the darkening sky, and the moon was gradually shining, spreading its own light, and shining obliquely on the earth.
The two new stars in the sky at this moment flashed one after another, as if they were smiling at Shen Jing, presumably Qin Ren and Shen Hao.
At this moment, he only felt that the pain of many years had disappeared at this moment, and his mood was relieved, revealing the most comfortable smile in fifteen years.
Mother, father, you have met!
I'll live well!
He looked at the jade pendant in his hand, held it tightly as if he was making a decision, and his face was light again.
I'll find one I like and like mine!
Don't worry!
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He Yan looked at his back, he was slender, and even the shadow seemed to make people yearn.
She couldn't help but walk over to him, and stepped on his shadow again, I don't know if he heard footsteps or a coincidence, he turned around, and at this moment the two of them looked at each other, only each other, and nothing else.
She smiled at him, her eyes shining like stars.
Later, she didn't remember what he said, only that he smiled at himself, and he only had her in his eyes!