Chapter 38 Living in Memories, I Became Crazy All at once

Qin Hao's mind flashed through the past, and every scene overwhelmed him, his thoughts drifted into the distance, and the memories he wanted to think of the most echoed in front of him.

"Brother Hao, do you like Yue'er?" The woman's eyes shone like stars, attracting the man little by little.

Qin Hao nodded in disgust, and then the woman shyly drilled into his arms, with an irrepressible smile on her face, she couldn't help but make a sound, and her hand slowly wrapped her arms around the man's waist.

The man couldn't help but say the voice in his heart, and there was only the woman in his arms in the center of his eyes at the moment, "Yue'er, will I marry you in the future?" ”

"Okay." The woman replied sweetly, looking happy, with a man's arms in front of her, a man's good smell on the tip of her nose, and a gentle call in her ear for him, she felt that she was the happiest woman in the whole continent.

Later, everything changed. She hasn't changed, and her love for him hasn't changed, it's he who has changed.

"Yue'er, sit down obediently!" The man's eyes are love, but he is bottomless, as if he is pretending, but how can he recognize the woman's kind nature?

She held her waist with one hand and stroked her belly with the other, with a smile in her eyes, "Okay!" ”

Nangong Yue was grief-stricken at this moment, Yue'er was no longer that Yue'er, how could she bear to tell her cousin that the person her husband loved was herself? How could she bear to hurt this kind cousin, not to mention that they already had children?

The woman sat under the pavilion in the distance, and the two of them faced each other, but they were speechless for a long time.

At this time, Nangong Yue had nothing to say, and her heart seemed to have been cut in half, otherwise why was she so painful? Her heart was dripping with blood little by little, and she could only bless them from the bottom of her heart, nothing more.

She may be glad for herself, she recognized the true face of the man in front of her so early, it turns out that all he wants is power, and he can abandon everything else.

He said it in annoyance, but there was sadness and deep love in his eyes, "Yue'er, I'm sorry, I ······"

The corners of Nangong Yue's mouth hooked up with a self-deprecating smile, her smile stung the man's eyes, and he kept repeating the same sentence, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

He never felt heartache for a moment, but when he saw the self-deprecating smile of the woman in front of him, he seemed to really love her very much, but everything could not be repeated.

He also knew that the woman in front of him loved and hated clearly, and he would no longer love him, but he was happy to hate him, after all, there was still a presence of him in her heart.

"Take good care of your wife!" She sighed, as if she had made some decision, and said it bluntly.

She looked at the woman in the distance again, remembered what to say, raised her head to look at him, with a smile on her face that was squeezed out just right, and said in a firm tone, "Also, don't hurt her, don't let there be another person like me in this world"

"I ······"

Nangong Yue didn't want to listen to a word anymore, and turned away in a chic manner, but she didn't know that she had already burst into tears.

He looked at her back and couldn't help shouting, "Yue'er, I'm sorry, you will be happy!" ”

never thought that he would bury her happiness with his own hands.

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On the day of her wedding, he personally sent a congratulatory gift, but he was already absent from her eyes.

Her words "Great Elder" made him realize the status quo, and the person he loved did not belong to him after all.

He looked at her and walked towards his groom in red makeup, she and Shen Jie were having a marriage ceremony, and he listened to the compliments that everyone had given them, a match made in heaven.

Those compliments used to belong to him, but now there is nothing, her sweet smile no longer belongs to him, and now there is not even hatred.

There was no longer her brother Hao in her heart, and he could no longer hear her teasing him calling him "good brother".

On the night of the candle night in their cave room, he looked at the moonlight outside the window alone, drank a glass of wine and drank it one by one, but the corners of his lips were only a bitter smile, and he was unwilling.

His wife, Nangong Yue, came over and stroked his hand to stop him from drinking excessively. She saw the man's bitterness for the first time today, and she saw with her own eyes that his husband was staring at her cousin, while she herself had been staring at him.

But he is her husband, the person she puts in her heart!

She only now knew that the Yue'er in his mouth was not her "Yue", she didn't remember when he started calling her that, and she didn't want to know, she was afraid that everything would be as she thought.

She used to think that the word "Yue'er" was better than all the sweet words in this world, but in the end, it was the most poisonous poison in this world.

"Husband, drinking too much wine hurts your body!" Her eyes were full of sourness, but she was covered by love, and she blindly refused to let him drink.

She didn't think about it, it was another dose of poison, "Yue'er, don't go, don't leave me!" ”

He vented his emotions to the fullest with the intention of drinking, and the whole person was drunk. He looked at the hazy woman in front of him, hugged her tightly with his big hands, he was restless and just hugged her, desperately drilled into her arms, and then took the woman's hand and made her sit on his lap.

His eyes had already been watered by tears, and with the stimulation of alcohol, his eyes were blurry at the moment, and he reached out to caress her face, and whispered in a whisper that a woman could hear, "I'm not reconciled!" ”

He hugged the woman on his lap tightly, rested his head on her neck, and his breath sprayed on the woman's ear, causing the woman's toes to curl up, but she stiffly did not dare to move, for fear of hurting the child in her belly.

But the next moment, she heard the words that shocked her, and she finally understood why it was herself, why did he marry her against his will?

He said in a low voice, "It would be nice if you told me that you were the young lady of the Nangong family!" ”

Nangong Yue clenched her palm, it turned out that it was because of this reason. But when she looked at the man closely, there was obsession in her eyes. She couldn't deny that she liked him from the first sight, and she couldn't help herself ever since.

She is a distant relative of the Nangong family, although she is stained with the surname Nangong, she can't even touch the side compared with the Nangong family.

She herself and Nangong Yue are incomparable, but Nangong Yue is really kind, just a little fun, she is extremely envious but also likes this cousin.

She remembered their first meeting, and it was also the first time Nangong Yue and Qin Hao met.

On that day, Nangong Yue's playful heart came again, crying and exchanging identities with herself, otherwise she would not be willing to meet one of the so-called future husband candidates.

Nangong Yue's sister is more than ten years older than her, her sister has entered the palace a few years ago and became the emperor's concubine, and her family can only pamper this little woman since she was a child.

At that time, on the Salvation Continent, a pair of sworn brothers were very admirable, and they were building a regime with their own hands.

Nangong Yue's family naturally wouldn't let go of the plan to marry their daughter to them, so they planned to let their daughter see it, but they never thought that she made such a request, but because of her character, they finally gave in.

So, Nangong Yue, alias Gong Yue, is a little maid, and she has become the so-called "little princess" of the Nangong family.

Maybe the women are biased towards men who like humor, and the two of them were amused by Qin Hao to laugh, and their whole hearts were on him, so they naturally ignored Shen Jie on the side.

But he was not arrogant or impatient, he was personable, and he only sat there quietly, occasionally responding to a few words.

As the saying goes, good-looking skins are the same, and interesting souls are one in a hundred. Women mostly like humorous men, and men also like optimistic and hearty women.

Nangong Yue is one of the hundred, although she is dressed as a maid, she has the temperament of a young lady and a playful personality, the eyes of the two men are on her, but her eyes are on Qin Hao.

At this moment, Qin Ren hugged her but shouted "Yue'er" one by one. ”

She didn't say anything, just hugged the man tightly with both hands, holding back the tears, and the corners of her mouth were a wry smile, at least in the end he was still hers!

The picture flashed in Qin Hao's mind again, and the scenes played back from his mind.

In the main hall, he looked at the woman at the head through the group of dancing girls, dressed in a red robe, with a very beautiful figure, twisting her waist from time to time and shaking the long sleeves in her hands.

In his eyes, he saw a light flick of the long sleeves like flowing clouds, and he only felt a flower in front of him, and he only felt a piece of red, which seemed to have a burst of fragrance in the red, which made him very trance, and seemed to coincide with the little girl of the year.

She wore a veil, and her face was all under the veil, but he seemed to see his moon through the veil.

"Brother Hao, will I show you the dance in the future?"

"Okay."

Distant memories gathered in his mind at this moment, and at this moment, he only had the woman in red in his eyes.

I saw the woman raise her left leg, gently hook her right leg, slowly rotate, coming in his direction, and then turned around, like a thousand flowers blooming, beautiful into people's hearts.

Her veil fluttered in the wind, but it was eventually swept away by the breeze, and he saw her true face.

At that moment, he seemed to see the person in his heart, and he only stared blankly at the woman's dancing posture, and he did not miss every movement, she stood on tiptoe slightly, turned around again, but fell straight towards him.

His body reacted faster than his brain, and he put one hand around the woman in red. The moment he met her eyes, he clearly saw the horror in her eyes, which was an emotion that Yue'er had never had, and he knew that he was impulsive.

When Shen Jing asked him how to deal with it, he saw the woman in red trembling with her own eyes, her hands tightly grasping the corners of her own skirt, holding her hands hard, lowering her head and not daring to raise her head at all.

She is not the same as his Yue'er, who is smart and brave, and occasionally has a witty and eccentric side.

But perhaps it was a little similarity in his face, his heart fluctuated, and he said lightly on the surface, "It's good for the young master to look at it!" ”

He has been gambling in his heart, betting that this may be a beauty plan, and sure enough, Shen Jing rewarded her to himself.

When the woman came to him, he saw clearly that the woman was holding on to the pain, and there was just the right smile on her face, just like Nangong Yue back then, and he only felt in a trance.

Later, he found out that she had the same hearty optimism as Nangong Yue, but she was buried deep in her heart!

At that moment, he only felt that it was inevitable, even if it was a stand-in, he wanted it!

He originally thought that Shen Jing just set up a beauty plan for him, but he never thought that it was a double-ring plan.

He didn't get the beauty back, and he was about to lose the only person in the world who had bonds.

At this moment, Qin Ren came back to his senses, retreated backwards, and had no way to retreat. He laughed maniacally and sat down on the ground.

He looked at Shen Jing, Qin Ren, and Qingqing, the painful look on his face had been replaced by joy, and he seemed to see Yue'er, Yue'er and his son.

He was like a child at the moment, crying and laughing. Suddenly, he jumped up from the ground like crazy, came to Shen Jing's eyes like crazy, and shouted sweetly, "Yue'er, I miss you so much!" ”

Shen Jing was surprised by his change, but he regained his expression in an instant. He squinted his eyes, put away his sadness, looked at him silently, sighed softly, felt sad for him, but his tone was full of relief, "He's really crazy!" ”