In the early morning, a man was sitting on several steps, his hands clenched in the shape of loose fists, holding his face. Her eyes glanced to the ground, and a team of ants were orderly carrying their food, heading towards their nests, towards their homes.

Family? Once upon a time, it was a strange word. At this moment, she wanted to have a home of her own.

Maybe it's been a month, and she hasn't seen him for too long. No, in total, she stayed in this Luoqing Palace for a month, and she didn't see him for more than a month, and she missed him.

Did he miss her? She wondered.

A man came to her quietly, but she didn't know it.

"What's wrong, do you miss your sweetheart?" Yun Luoyi looked at her, smiling with her eyebrows, in addition to learning the rules in the past month, that is, she has accompanied her.

He Yan knew that she could see everything clearly, but she was calm and clear, and she didn't say anything. She knows Concubine Yan's personality and doesn't want to deal with her.

Occasionally bowing her head and being wronged, she can do it, and she feels that there is no problem, and she is too lazy to deal with anything. So, every time, I would say, "That's it, wait until she's bored!" ”

"Hmm." She didn't deny it, but the entire palace thought that her crush was Lin Feng, and he had been gone for a month.

Yun Luoyi couldn't help but exclaim, her words were full of envy, "It's so good!" ”

“？？？” She raised her eyes to look at her, only to see that her eyes were beating with envy, but the corners of her mouth were a touch of bitterness, as if reflecting the bitterness in her heart.

"Concubine Yun, have you ever liked someone else?" Do you still have that person in your heart?

The latter sentence is naturally impossible for her to ask, this is not false in the palace, it is impossible to talk about private affairs, for fear of being accused of being privately accused. Besides, the innocence of the concubine is not to be judged, so I am afraid that their casual talk at this moment will be heard by unintentional people, and maybe it will hurt her in the end.

She regretted it a little, and she couldn't help but think about it, so she asked quickly.

"Hehehe" she smiled forcefully, trying to ease the embarrassment. She was looking at her with a complicated expression, and she couldn't see clearly for a while.

There was a lot of relief in her words, but also a little ashamed, "I used to like it, but there is no beginning and no end!" ”

"I'll tell you a story!"

She doesn't treat her as an outsider, she wants to pour out all the love that has been in her heart for a long time, maybe that person is no longer a secret in her heart.

In the past, Yun Shuwan teased her, but she gritted her teeth and didn't even say anything. But that girl is smart, and they have grown up since childhood, so they naturally know about her and Zhou Shixian.

……

Many years ago, a pair of sisters who married Jin Lan each had a child in their womb. They talk and laugh, and if the child is a man or a woman, they marry a baby. If they are of the same sex, they will be brothers or sisters. One woman died in childbirth, giving birth to a boy and another to a girl.

Since childhood, the two of them have been childhood sweethearts, and the girl's mother once joked that the two would get married when they grew up, which caused the girl to run away in shame, but the boy did not respond.

It's just that he is too young and doesn't understand the relationship between men and women, he didn't put it in his heart, but the girl was buried in the bottom of his heart because of this, and gradually grew up with the increasing contact.

When they went to school, the two of them were in a school, and the little girl was with her sister and her childhood sweetheart. The little girl meets another naughty girl in the school, and they become best friends.

The four of them grew up together, growing bigger and bigger, and the girl's love for the boy deepened, but she didn't know that the boy already belonged to him.

One day, bold and excited, she had a letter in her heart, a letter full of her affection. She didn't sign it, and when he came to the young man, the fawn in her heart was spinning, she hesitated, she didn't dare.

She summoned her long-time best friend and shyly handed her the letter, hoping only that she would deliver it for her.

At that time, she was only shy in her heart, and she didn't notice her friend's expression at all, only thinking about the appearance of the young man after receiving the letter, what should she say?

On the day of her departure, she took her sister to the side. She had thought she had left room for the two of them, hoping that her letter would be seen by him. She took advantage of her sister's fatigue and went to rest in the carriage. She took advantage of this time to go to the two of them.

She hid behind a patch of grass, and they were among the flowers. The young man's figure was engraved in her heart, and it was indelible. Even if she thinks about it now, her Shixian brother is still outstanding, and no one can compare.

She had called him Brother Shixian since she was a child, and she thought it was the most intimate title, but it became the most powerful reason for him to push her away.

She was buried in the grass, faintly hearing their conversation, her heart beating irregularly. She was even ready to surprise him later, but she didn't think that he had given her a start.

She watched her friend hand him the letter, and she saw his body pause before reaching for it.

When he had taken the letter, he looked up at the man in front of him.

Yun Luoyi heard her say, "Luoyi gave it to you!" ”

She wanted to go outside, but her footsteps didn't move. She saw her brother hugging her friend, and he saw him holding her strongly, not letting her leave.

At that time, she reassured herself that it was nothing. She couldn't give herself a reason, and in the end she just heard the words that tingled her ears.

"You let go of me!"

"Don't let it go!"

She had never seen her brother Shixian look like this, and she had never been so tough on her. She stayed where she was, wanting to bury the scene of him that she had never seen deep in her heart, and in the end she could never forget him again.

"Her letter to you!"

"What I like is you, I only think of her as a sister!"

He stiffly straightened her delicate body, and the letter in his hand fluttered in the wind and left his hand.

The sun bathed the two of them, and she saw his Shixian brother kissing her like a piece of jade, inch by inch, leaving a fine piece of warmth.

Her face was hot, and she felt that she felt the warmth of their people.

Her friend rejected him at first, but then seemed to sink into his gentle whirlpool, and instead of pushing him away with his own hands, she threw her hands on his neck.

The two kissed inseparably, and no one noticed a person in the corner, and she picked up the letter at her feet and hid it in her heart, the most secret place.

She went to the carriage in a trance, and the ghost sent an order, and she and her sister left the sad place.

The letter was supposed to be burned by her, but she was jealous at a young age, and she was reluctant to give up this feeling.

When her friend came, she mentioned the matter to her, and she said, "Brother Shixian, have you read the letter?" ”

"Yes."

"And what did he say?"

Her eyes dodged, but she was still telling a lie, "I, I don't know." ”

Her actions caused the breakdown of their friendship, and she removed her mask with her own hands, took the letter out of a box, and aggressively asked her, "What is this?" ”

"I, I, I." She had nothing to say, so she had to retreat.

The girl originally wanted to find an opportunity to inform her, but she couldn't find a good reason, so she had to hide it. But she didn't know that a lie had to come true one after another, and the girl no longer trusted her.

She said to the girl, "I'll make it clear with him!" She finished speaking and departed, until the boy came to meet her.

Although there was no tenderness in his eyes, there was also pity in the past, which made her mistaken for a while.

On that day, there was a ferocity on his face that she had never seen before, and she had wanted to keep all the emotions of this person in her heart, but now she only had cruel memories.

He pressed forward step by step, but his mouth did not leave the person, "What did you say to her, why would she not want to see me?" ”

She didn't say anything, she said it with her own ears to make it clear to him, and she didn't know that she wanted to leave him.

"I, I, I didn't say anything." She was frightened by the way he looked, but he was weak because she was a thief.

For the first time, she saw the cold words in his mouth, "I misjudged you!" ”

This simple sentence gave her the most painful emotion.

He left, taking nothing with him, but taking away one of her hearts.

He hadn't been to her house since that day. Her friend begged to meet a few times, but she was so bent on herself because of her that she didn't see her anymore. But she came every day, but she didn't see the young man.

Later, one day, she heard her father talk about her friend who was getting married!

She had thought that she was married to him, and she had not attended her wedding feast. In the name of being afraid of making the bride cry, she just asked his father to give her the gift she had given. The deep boudoir woman was not allowed to show her head, but her father naturally agreed.

A year later, she heard about her from someone else's ears. She died, and in the days she was pregnant in October, her husband fell in love with other women. She didn't do anything about the child in her womb.

But that doesn't mean that the woman won't do anything, she was so angry with her that she was born prematurely, and in the end, the fetus was born too early and didn't breathe, and she didn't leave anything.

She only knew at that time that the two of them were not married, and she abandoned her love for the sake of her friend.

However, as for herself, she thought that she had robbed her sweetheart, but she ignored her, completely forgot her friend, and treated her sincerely.

She hadn't asked the boy where he was going, if it weren't for her and him, they were all persecuting her. She will not casually obey her parents' orders, and marry someone who doesn't love her, someone she doesn't love either. In the end, a lifelong relationship was created.

"That little girl, she regretted it! But her friend will never come back! There were tears in her eyes, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and a sense of heaviness oppressed her for a long time. As soon as she said it, she broke down a little.

She has been praying to the Buddha for many years, in the end, it is also to atone for her sins. She only hopes that her friends under Jiuquan will not blame her again!

"I was even moved by myself!"

He Yan looked at her and was silent for a long time.