But she only has four nobles, less than the husbands of ordinary women's families, and I heard that she is very fond of her four nobles. If I can marry such a woman, let alone be a concubine, I will be very happy as a personal palace attendant. It's just that although we belong to the Gongmi country here, we are thousands of miles away from Rongcheng. Perhaps, it is impossible to even see her in this life. ”

The ugly slave lowered his eyes, blocking the emotion in his eyes, but his body exuded a faint sadness. muttered: "Yes, the man she loves in this world is a blessing that has been cultivated for several lifetimes, and her love for her husbands has never had a bottom line, and sometimes she even forgets about herself, just to make them happy." How can she not be loved by people when she is so affectionate..."

Hearing his words, Bai Ruoshui looked at him with some amusement, and teased: "Ugly slave, listening to you say this, people who don't know still think you know her?" How do you know that she will spoil her husband, so spoiled that she even forgets about herself, how is this possible, look at what you said so exaggeratedly. ”

The ugly slave knew that he was a little out of shape, he wiped away his tears, smiled a little embarrassed and said, "Didn't I listen to the little boy tell her story, I was too fascinated by it." If the little boy really likes the Empress of Harmony so much, why don't you tell the master, you are the first beauty of our Eternal Life Island. Maybe the master will have a way to make your wish come true..."

Bai Ruoshui shook her head, and said with a sad expression, "It's useless for me to talk to my mother, you don't know, in recent years, how many people have sent countless beauties to her in order to please the Empress Gongrun, but do you know what happened to those beauties?" All of them were given by her to those meritorious generals. I don't want to be one of them. Besides, my mother is just a small island owner, not even an official of the imperial court, how can she have the opportunity to meet Tianyan, so my wish can only be done in a dream. However, such a strange woman, if I could see her, I would be willing to die. ”

The ugly slave lowered his head, with some inexplicable sadness on his body, he said in his heart; yes, if I could see her again. Even if you die, you have no regrets...

Bai Ruoshui couldn't stand the sad atmosphere, and said to him: "Okay, let's not talk about these useless things, it's not early, you can go down and rest, I'm going to sleep too." After saying that, he ignored him anymore, lay on the bed, and covered himself with a quilt.

After the ugly slave turned off the lights in the house, he also went out and closed the door, and walked to the edge of the lotus pond, he looked in the direction of the Gongmiguo, his eyes were full of thick thoughts, he took a red rope hanging around his neck, and there was a ring hanging on it, he gently touched the ring, in addition to missing in his eyes, there was grief and despair. The moonlight shone on his body, making his whole person look even more lonely and desolate.

A line of tears crossed his cheeks, and he muttered to himself, "Wife, I'm sorry, I'm on this isolated island, and I can't come to see you at all..."

Reaching out and touching his face, the grief in his eyes became even stronger, and he whispered in despair: "Even if I can, I don't have the face to see you again, how can I be worthy of you again when I am unrecognizable?" I know you won't care about my appearance, but I don't want to make myself the ugliest queen phoenix in the hearts of the people of the Communist Party, so that you who are so perfect will finally leave such a big stain in your life because of me. I only hope that they can take good care of you on my behalf, and use their love to heal the pain I have brought you, as long as you are happy, I am willing to bless you silently for the rest of my life. You forgot about me. Just when I'm dead at Broken Wind Bluff..."

"What are you muttering to yourself?" A nice voice pulled back his thoughts, and when he turned his head, he saw a woman with a graceful and elegant temperament, who was looking at him with a smile.

Seeing this, he immediately curtsied and saluted, "The ugly slave has seen the young master. ”

The woman stepped forward to help him up, and said softly: "How many times have I told you that you don't have to salute me when you see me, why don't you always listen?" ”

The ugly slave struggled slightly and withdrew his hand. Said respectfully: "The young master is tolerant of his subordinates, but the ugly slave can't ignore the rules." ”

The woman's eyes flashed gloomily, and she didn't embarrass him, letting go of his hand. I didn't want to discuss the question of humility with him anymore. I just asked with some concern, "What were you thinking just now?" Why does it feel so bleak! ”

The ugly slave lowered his eyes and said with a smile: "Nothing? It's just that I heard a story from the little boy just now, and I'm a little sad. If you look closely, you will find that there is some bitterness and helplessness in his smile.

When the woman heard him talk about her favorite brother, her eyes were full of doting: "Oh, he can tell stories, I thought he would only cause trouble?" He's so headstrong, it's hard for you to take care of him, right? ”

The ugly slave shook his head and said gently: "Little boy, he is usually just a little pampered, but he has a good heart and is very kind." It's also very good to me, and I feel very happy to be able to take care of him, and it's not hard at all. ”

"If you want to be kind, who else in this world can compare to you!" The woman looked at him with distress, helplessness, pity and obsession.

The ugly slave smiled faintly, "It's because the young master, the master, and the little boy don't dislike it, so they love me so much, how can I be as good as the young master said!" ”

The woman's eyes looked at him with some heat, "In my heart, you are the best man in the world, if you want, I... I think..."

The ugly slave interrupted her, "Thank you, young master, I just want to serve you well, don't think about him, I am humble and ugly, it is my blessing to be able to serve you, I dare not hope for anything else." I don't want to break this beauty. ”

A trace of pain flashed in the woman's eyes, for so many years, every time she mentioned that she wanted to marry him as a husband, he either interrupted her, or found various reasons to avoid it, if he hadn't been just following Shui'er and had never been in contact with other friends of the opposite sex, she still thought that he already had a heart?

She really wants to protect him, love him, and give him all the best, in her heart, he is not ugly at all, but the best man in the world, but he never opens his heart to accept her.

She was also angry and annoyed about this, and thought about letting him go and forgetting him. But she tried very hard, she couldn't do it, as long as she couldn't see him, her mind was full of his arrogant and lonely figure, she thought, the reason why he would refuse, maybe it was inferiority, he was such a noble and stubborn person, he would not want the sympathy of others.

Although she was rejected again this time, she still smiled as usual, pretending not to care, "Okay, let's not talk about this, then don't call me young master in the future, okay, call me by my name, Bai Ruobing." May I? ”

The ugly slave shook his head, and just as he was about to speak, he was preempted by Bai Ruobing and said: "Do you think this is good, I will call you whatever you want in front of people, and when there are only the two of us in private, it is not good for you to call me by my name?" I treat you as a friend, and I don't want you to be so alien to me when it's just the two of us. May I? ”

She wanted to hear what it felt like to hear the name come out of his mouth, she thought; It must be the best feeling in the world, his voice is so pleasant, when he calls her name, it must be the best voice in the world.

The ugly slave looked at this woman with expectant eyes, and couldn't bear to refuse, so he said softly, "White... Bai Ruobing. ”

Hearing him call out this name, Bai Ruobing's heart trembled, sure enough, it was the same as she thought, it was the best voice she had ever heard, suppressed the excitement in her heart, looked at him with bright eyes, and said inch by inch: "You... Can you just call me Ruobing? ”

The ugly slave was a little uncomfortable by her, and was slightly stunned, and then shouted in a stiff tone: "If... If ice. ”

"Ugh...." Bai Ruobing responded excitedly, seeing his extremely awkward expression, I don't know why, I suddenly felt like my heart was filled with something. It was a strange feeling she had never felt before. With such a voice and such a look, she really wants to listen to it for a lifetime and watch it for a lifetime.

In fact, what she wants to do most now is to hold him in her arms, but she doesn't dare, for fear of frightening him and making him avoid herself in the future, and she is also afraid that their relationship will be ruined because of her impulse. Therefore, she could only suppress the impulse in her heart. Quietly guarding him.

The ugly slave looked at her excited expression, and couldn't help but feel a little sorry in his heart, and bowed slightly to her, "It's not early, less... Ruobing rest early, I'll go back first. After speaking, he didn't wait for her to reply, turned around and left...

Bai Ruobing looked at his back as he left in a hurry, smiling a little satisfied, their relationship had finally gone further, she believed that as long as she worked harder, she would definitely be able to get his heart.

The ugly slave returned to the house but couldn't sleep, Bai Ruobing understood his thoughts, but he couldn't give her any response, he was now humble, his appearance was ruined, he was not worthy of her at all, she was excellent, worthy of a better man, as long as she wanted, who didn't want to marry her in this man on Eternal Island, for such an ugly self, it was not worth it.

Even if her appearance is not ruined, she can't respond to her sincerity, and she is only destined to fail her in this life, because she already has a wife in her heart, and she can't pretend to be anyone in this life...

Wife! Thinking of the woman who made him fall in love with the bone marrow, my heart hurt again, I really want to see her again, as long as I can see her again, even if I die, I have no regrets.

It's just that although this place belongs to the Gongmi country, it is thousands of miles away from Rongcheng, and he is a man, how can he meet her? Could it be that in this life, we are destined to see each other hopelessly?