Chapter 218: Bone-Eating Thoughts
Although the Fu family's approach made many people feel resentment and pity, because the Fu family is now in full power, no one dares to say more. Only the Mu family knows what the Fu family does, although the Mu family did not post explicit regulations like the Fu family, but they still followed the example of Fu, that is, when they got married, they did not pick up and drop off valuable guests.
After Leng Yue heard the secret guard's return, she just smiled and didn't say anything. But there was still a hint of approval in her eyes. The Fu and Mu families can understand her intentions, which is a good thing for her, Gongmi, and even for the people of the world. This is also the result she wants.
On this day, Leng Yue returned to the palace after personally officiating the wedding for Fu ingot, and sat alone in Yongming Palace, looking at the portraits drawn by herself, with pain, despair, sadness and sadness in her eyes.
In the painting, there is a gentle and beautiful man, with his various expressions on it, vivid as if he is alive, so that people can not help but be obsessed with it when they see it.
Leng Yue gently touched the man's face with her hand, and muttered to herself: "Little fool, it's been seven years, and you've been away from me for almost seven years, I thought that as long as time passed, I could forget about you, but I still can't do it."
Do you know? Today I went to a wedding, and looking at their big red wedding hall, I wish it was our wedding! I think if you wear a red wedding dress, you must be the most beautiful man in the world.
Although I know that I have lost the right to put on your wedding dress, I have dreamed about it over and over again in my dreams, and I wish that one day when I wake up, the beautiful scenes in my dreams will come true.
It's just that now you don't want me, and I don't even have a chance to dream. In the past seven years, my thoughts about you have become deeper and deeper, and it has become one with my blood. Gradually, I began to doubt what the meaning of life is, I fight the country, win the world, but without you to share, I don't know where the value of its existence is, if it is because of the world will lose you, as long as you come back, I am willing to give up all this, back to the place where we first met.
Do you know? I have fantasized many times about what kind of wedding I want to give you to express my love and gratitude to you, so I keep fantasizing about the picture of our marriage and the way you look in your wedding dress, both Chinese and Western, and I even thought about what I would look like when I put on a wedding dress for you. How many times have I woken up laughing in such dreams, and when I woke up, I found you lying in my arms, and at that moment, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world.
It's just that when I didn't have time to turn that beautiful dream into reality, the accident quietly came. Later, from the moment I decided to have Yuchen, I knew that I was disqualified from giving you a wedding. Weddings are sacred, and so are you, and I, too, don't deserve to have anymore.
Some people say: Ten years of life and death. Don't think about it, it's unforgettable. Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation. Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty, and your temples are like frost. Come and dream at night. Xiaoxuan window, dressing, looking at each other without words, only a thousand lines of tears, expected to be broken every year, bright moon night, short Matsuoka.
Derpy, if I can exchange you for ten years, I am willing to exchange my twenty or even thirty years of life for you to return to me as soon as possible. Because I really don't want to be able to look at you and hold you in my dreams, only to wake up and face the infinite loneliness. This heart really hurts, I am afraid that it will not be able to hold on, I know that I deserve it, in this life I not only owe you, but also owe Yuchen and light words, and now there is Shui Yu and gentle..."
Leng Yue whispered to herself, tears fell on the painting one by one, and the people on the painting began to blur as the tears began to blur, as if they were slowly disappearing from her world...
Leng Yue covered her heart that was about to suffocate in pain, she didn't know what she had done wrong, why did God treat her like this, since she let her meet him and fall in love with him, why did she take him away from her and let her endure the most cruel torture in the world...
Then, she beat the stone pillars in the temple with some self-harm, this love debt was not what she wanted, but in the end she could not shirk, she did not know what to do, she did not know who to blame, and she did not know who to complain to.
In the end, she can only blame herself, because she can't deny that she also used true feelings in these love debts, but when she greedily wanted to keep everything by her side, she lost the most important part in her heart. Is this her retribution?
Changsheng Island, the Yunfu Hall of Changsheng Palace, this is a palace with brilliant golden walls and extremely luxurious, although it is night, but the whole palace is as bright as day. In the dormitory of the palace. An extremely bewitching and beautiful man sat on the edge of the bed, and said to a man who was standing next to him with a veil and wearing a subordinate clothes: "Ugly slave, my mother wants to marry me to Elder Jin's daughter Jin Fenghui, but I don't like her at all, and besides, she already has more than ten concubines, so I don't want to be jealous with her little attendants, I just want to find someone who can pamper me wholeheartedly." What do you say I should do now,"
The ugly slave has a pair of very beautiful eyes, watery, clear and moving, he looked at the beautiful man with his beautiful eyes, with a doting smile on his lips, and said gently: "Little boy, you don't want to marry her, so what kind of person do you want to marry?" Elder Jin's daughter, but we have the best-looking woman here except for the young master, and she is also the most outstanding among the younger generation, and many men on our Immortal Island want to marry her! ”
The ugly slave has a very nice voice, and the gentle and crisp voice is like a clear stream running through people's hearts, making it feel very warm and comfortable.
The bewitching man looked at him with pity, and said in a somewhat regretful tone: "Ugly slave, if it weren't for the fact that when you were rescued by your mother seven years ago, you were unrecognizable, I would almost doubt that you were a peerless beauty before, you not only have a pair of beautiful eyes, but also a noble temperament." The sound is the best I've ever heard. You must be very beautiful before your face is ruined. Although your face is full of scars now, as long as you put the veil on, it doesn't matter, and I felt the most comfortable looking at you at that time, so I asked my mother to give you to me. ”
There was a flash of pain in the ugly slave's eyes, and he gently stroked his face with his hand, yes, he was now unrecognizable. No matter how good the past is, he can't go back. I heard from the master that he was so badly injured back then, and it was a blessing to be able to pick up a life. As for this appearance, if it is ruined, it will be ruined, and now although he cannot go back to the past, he can occasionally hear some news about her, and he is content to know that she is doing well.
He looked at the bewitching man gratefully, if it wasn't for his mother to save him, maybe he would have left this world a long time ago. He is full of gratitude to his master, and he is also full of love for this little boy.
The ugly slave saw that the little boy looked at him with curiosity on his face, and said in a sincere tone: "The ugly slave thank you for the love of the little boy, the ugly slave will definitely use this life to repay you and the master." ”
The bewitching man shook his head indifferently, "You don't have to thank me, your life was saved by my mother with the Immortal Pill and the Immortal Decision, if you want to thank her, thank her, but I should thank you, my father died when I was eight years old, I was really sad at that time, it was you who have been with me, taking care of me, and then you have been listening to me say some things that I can't tell my mother, you are like my father, you love me so much." Your kindness to me, I will always remember it in my heart. When I grow up, I will definitely be good to you. ”
The ugly slave's heart was ambiguous, and the expression on his face was also a little moved, and his eyes looked at him even more dotingly: "The little boy and the master are both good people, and good people will definitely have good rewards." The little boy is willing to tell the ugly slave what is on his mind, and the ugly slave is really happy. Although the ugly slave can't do anything for the little boy, the ugly slave is willing to be the listener of the little boy, and it will be the most confidential! ”
Bai Ruoshui nodded, glanced at him gratefully, and said with a somewhat coquettish expression: "Ugly slave, do you know? In fact, I don't want to marry Jin Fenghui, because the person I want to marry is a big hero like the Empress of Gongmi and Gongrun, Nangong Lengyue, she is in love with the world, and she is very fond of her husband, especially she is still very affectionate. ”
When the ugly slave heard him say Nangong Lengyue, his calm and waveless eyes fluctuated, and his body trembled slightly, although the movements were not big, but from his clenched hands, it could be seen that he seemed to be trying to suppress something.
Bai Ruoshui didn't notice his strange appearance at all, but continued with envy and yearning on her face: "Do you know, her first husband Meng Xingchen has been dead for almost seven years, but she still thinks of him in her heart, she told the world that he is not dead, he has always lived in her heart, as long as she dies with a breath, her husband will coexist with her in this world." She also named him the queen of the phoenix, saying that she was the only queen of the phoenix in her life..."
The ugly slave clenched his hands into fists, letting his nails sink deep into his flesh, letting the pain suppress his turbulent heart, but the tears did not stop and remained...
Bai Ruoshui saw him crying, and said with the same feeling: "I heard her story at the time, and I was also moved to tears, you said that a woman like her is rare in the world!" She is now the most noble king in the world, and she doesn't have any kind of beauty, but not only does she not have three thousand harem beauties like other empresses, but she also doesn't allow ministers to pageant for her in the people, just because she doesn't want folk men to be persecuted for this. Do you think she's good and great?