Chapter 7: Don't Think of Yourself as God
Xiao Zhan came to the Dongcheng Tower, when it was dark, and there was only faint moonlight in the night sky. Xiao Zhan found that Lin Xi'er was standing by the city wall looking to the east, so he said, "Sure enough, it's you?" ”
"I'm sorry!" Lin Xi'er turned around, bent down vigorously to apologize, and then said loudly: "I apologize to you for the events of the day, because I was really scared by you!" ”
"Exaggeration." Xiao Zhan stepped forward and said, "Say something quickly, I'm very busy." ”
Lin Xi'er raised her head and grinned: "My name is Lin Xi'er, you must remember that I will be your nobleman." ”
Xiao Zhan joked: "My nobleman, then what gift do you have for me." ”
Lin Xi'er talked to him left and right, and said, "Did you misunderstand something during the day and treat me as another person, she must be very important to you, right?" You should have been separated for more than ten years, otherwise how could you recognize the wrong person. ”
Xiao Zhan can analyze rationally, and Lin Xi'er's words have a certain logical contradiction. However, the purpose of her saying this was to give herself a step, so she replied casually: "Yes, I have been separated for many years." ”
Lin Xi'er rolled her eyes smartly and asked, "Don't you want to know why I chased it out during the day?" Why am I here now? ”
Changing the subject again, he didn't even ask himself who he thought she was. Xiao Zhan began to be unable to understand this woman, and only felt that it was very brain-intensive to talk to her, so he asked, "Why?" ”
It was pitch black all around, and at this time, the moon came out of the clouds, and a trace of moonlight fell on Lin Xi'er. Lin Xi'er turned to look at the east and took off her hat, and the evening breeze gently lifted her silky hair.
Lin Xi'er suddenly asked, "Am I very beautiful?" ”
"Enough!" Xiao Zhan suddenly shouted, and then said impatiently: "I don't want to be led by your nose, and I don't like women with small breasts." If you have something to say, don't say I'm gone. ”
Lin Xi'er turned around and said angrily: "Your words are too hurtful, a man who doesn't understand sex." You go, I promise you'll regret it! ”
Xiao Zhan was in a dilemma, and the more the other party said this, it meant that she really had the goods. Lin Xi'er is a person from the division headquarters, so she must have some valuable information for herself, so she couldn't help but say, "I'm sorry, I'm really busy." ”
"I'm in a hurry, hehe" Lin Xi'er leaked a smug smile and said, "Miss Ben is not interested in talking about it now!" I used to study psychology in Japan, but then I stopped studying it. Your expression is telling me that you are enduring it, why do you have to endure so hard, it seems that you are not blessed with my big gift. ”
"Goodbye."
Xiao Zhan turned around and prepared to leave. Lin Xi'er thought that she could use the trump card of "Great Gift" to contain Xiao Zhan, but she didn't know that Xiao Zhan had seen through her hole cards. Xiao Zhan knew that no matter what, Lin Xi'er would give away the "big gift".
"Stop!" Lin Xi'er shouted behind Xiao Zhan, and then said, "It's so boring, why do you ask me why I will die if I give up psychology?" ”
"Giving you face." Xiao Zhan didn't know if there were any psychology subjects in Japan during this period, but he still turned around and asked, "Why?" ”
"Because I hate it! Psychology can see through the ugliness of human nature, an expression, an action, and a sentence can see through the inner world of the other person, while most of what I see is the dark side. ”
"Human nature is like this, there is darkness and light. Just like I also have a dark side, greedy for money, lust, gluttony, sleep, play, and life, I can't get rid of these things. I can't get rid of it, but I know how to control myself. ”
"You're very honest, I like it."
"Again!"
Lin Xi'er smiled, Xiao Zhan only thought she was a nymphomaniac.
Lin Xi'er suddenly became serious and said: "I hate those hypocrites who are full of big truths, just ask who is not afraid of death, who is not greedy for money, and which man is not greedy for sex?" shouted every day to protect his family and defend the country, but he ran faster than anyone else. Because of your expression in the division headquarters during the day, I, Lin Xi'er, appreciate you, so I want to help you. ”
Xiao Zhan looked at the troops below who had withdrawn from their positions one after another, and said, "The slogan is right, it can inspire people's fighting spirit. Also, stop insulting the military, you're a soldier yourself, aren't you? ”
"Hmph~" Lin Xi'er felt disdainful and said, "Hypocrite." Don't think I don't know, the slogan is the label effect mentioned in psychology, and the bad one is a means to fool people into dying. ”
Xiao Zhan said: "Childish! How do I feel like an angry young man. ”
Lin Xi'er said: "That's why I hate psychology, the greatest happiness of a fool is ignorance." Also, people who study psychology are too rational and have too much self-control. Just like you, you don't like to be who you really are. ”
Xiao Zhan sneered: "You directly said that people who study psychology have no humanity. ”
"It's not." Lin Xi'er explained: "I prefer people who are emotional. The reason why your steel company is so strong in combat is because you, the commander-in-chief, are sensitive, treat soldiers like brothers, fight bravely, and live and die with them. ”
"Live and die together" is a slogan that Xiao Zhan often shouted when he was in the special forces. Sensibility comes from real emotions, and rationality gives people a sense of indifference. Lin Xi'er had something to say, and she seemed to be making some "psychological hints" to herself.
Now is the time of war, it is no more than the era of peace, comrades-in-arms are real brothers who live and die together. If the commander wants to be cohesive, sensibility is very necessary.
Lin Xi'er continued: "Psychology is a double-edged sword, it has the ability to manipulate others, especially when used in warfare, psychological warfare can indirectly manipulate the judgment, will, and behavior of the opposing officer. Xiao Zhan, I'll tell you: Don't think of yourself as a god, people are not gods. War can make a person crazy or it can destroy a person. ”
Xiao Zhan listened inexplicably. What exactly does Lin Xi'er want to say? What do you want to express? What is the purpose? The two didn't know each other, so why did she bother to get close to herself? also said something that he understood and couldn't understand. Is it hinting at yourself, warning yourself, not forgetting your original intention, not losing your original self?
Now that Lin Xi'er is the same as the two of them just now, what she said does not match her age, her personality does not match, and she is someone's mouthpiece, is she related to Lin Yuxin? In the two contacts, Xiao Zhan could see Lin Yuxin's shadow on Lin Xi'er.
Xiao Zhan's thinking was confused, and Lin Xi'er continued: "Don't think too much, I just appreciate you and give you a kind reminder." War is cruel, and he is the feast of death. ”
This sentence is again a hint that it is true that war is cruel and that it brings only death. I am a soldier in peacetime, and if I don't know how to control myself, it's easy to lose myself. Could it be that Lin Yuxin used Lin Xi'er's mouth to give herself psychological hints, telling herself not to become too rational because of psychology, and not to forget her original intention because she was strong.
Since Lin Yuxin knew that she had come to this world, why didn't she show up and recognize herself? Thinking of this, Xiao Zhan leaked a lost expression. These are just their own guesses, whether Lin Yuxin is in this world or not Xiao Zhan still can't be sure.
"The thinking expression of the man is really charming, I hope I won't fall in love with you."
Lin Xi'er's words interrupted Xiao Zhan's train of thought, and Xiao Zhan came back to his senses and said, "Did you say anything?" ”
Lin Xi'er shook her head and said, "Uninteresting man." The division headquarters is about to be withdrawn, and I should leave too, I promise to give you a big gift. ”
Xiao Zhan asked, "What kind of ceremony?" ”
Lin Xi'er said: "There is still a unit in Lanfeng that has not been withdrawn, they are the engineer company of the 36th Division, responsible for assisting the 27th Army in building the city fortifications of Lanfeng. I don't think anyone knows more about Lanfeng's armament than they do. ”
"What do you mean?"
"Stupid! Fool! Find a way to get them to stay. Also, the divisional field hospital will be evacuated to the northwest at 10 p.m., where there is what you want, and as for the people, it depends on your ability. That's all, I'm gone! ”
After finishing speaking, Lin Xi'er and Xiao Zhan passed by, and they didn't forget to murmur in their mouths: "Boring man." ”
Sappers, medical teams, and medical supplies, these are exactly what Xiao Zhan needs. At this moment, Xiao Zhan felt that someone was manipulating all this behind his back. If you are the light, then the person who controls is the shadow.
A gust of evening breeze blew slightly across the city tower, and Xiao Zhan suddenly felt extremely cool. He walked to the city wall and looked to the east, as if he saw a glimmer of hope for holding Lanfeng.