Chapter 57: The Child
But I know that if Bo Yan really sends me back to Jingzhou, presumably Bo Yan will not stay by my side to help Liu Bei.
He is bound to return to Soochow, so is he still alive?
At that time, Bo Yan would not be whipped like he is now, and the board is as simple as the board, and Bo Yan will inevitably lose his life.
Sun Quan would not spare anyone who betrayed him.
Even if I know this result, I don't regret it, not only because Boyan has been my playmate since I was a child.
He was my savior, he saved me from danger several times and helped me get out of danger.
If Bo Yan was really killed by Sun Quan for me, what face would I have to live in the world.
I know his intentions, and I know his intentions, and now we all have our own destiny, and we can't help ourselves, let alone do whatever we want.
Besides, I already have Xuande, and he has been waiting for me to go home, back to Jingzhou.
I said, "We each have our own lives, Brother Boyan doesn't have to come to see me anymore in the future, I will take care of myself." ”
I pushed away his arms and squeezed out a smile at him, "You also have to take care of yourself, don't let me worry, there are good girls in Dongwu, Brother Bo Yan has reached the age of establishment, and he should have a family a long time ago, and it is not prudent to drag it like this." ”
He listened to my words, smiled bitterly, he took a few steps on his hind legs, and looked at me firmly, "You don't have to bombard me with such hurtful words, it's my business to start a family." ”
He paused when he said this, "Xiang'er doesn't have to be burdened, Xiang'er doesn't want me to come to see you, so I won't come, it's just that I've always been stubborn, I just look at you from afar, whether you are happy or sad, Brother Boyan wants to know your joy, I don't mean anything else, I just want to know if you're doing well, and I don't allow others to bear you." ”
As he spoke, he turned around and walked out, but he didn't think that Liu Yu was outside the door, and Bo Yan opened the door and hit Liu Yu just on him, knocking Liu Yu back a few steps.
Liu Yu glared angrily and shouted, "Presumptuous...... ”
Bo Yan bumped into Liu Yu, he acted as if nothing had happened, he just gave up his hand and said, "Mrs. Haihan, the end will be overstepped." ”
He turned and left.
The angry Liu Yu gritted his teeth and stomped his feet, and shouted at me: "Did you just let him go?" ”
I smiled and approached Liu Yu step by step, and when I walked to the door, I turned my hand back and closed the door, leaving Liu Yu stunned outside the door.
I'm just too lazy to talk to her, just because she is Sun Quan's little lady, otherwise I wouldn't have spared her.
Liu Yu was so angry that she roared angrily at the door, "I see that you haven't been proud for a few days, your second brother is going to marry you to Lu Xun, I'm afraid you don't know yet, right?" ”
As soon as I heard this, I hurriedly took two steps forward, opened the door, and asked, "Liu Yu, don't you want to talk wildly." ”
Liu Yu listened to my words and smiled "hehe......
She said, "This time, I'm afraid you're the last one to know, right?" ”
Yes......
Liu Yu can poke my sore spot every time, and the funny thing is that this time, I am the last one to know, and what she said is not wrong at all.
Sun Quan, this time, it's Sun Quan again......
He used me again and again, and I had no room to fight back.
Can I say that I'm just a joke, I'm just a small pawn used by Soochow.
He Sun Quan can put it wherever he wants, I can't even find a reason to say no, I'm tired, I'm really tired, very tired.
This time, I don't want to quarrel with Sun Quan again......
However, I can say no, if not, how can I be worthy of Xuande.
Xuande was still alive, and he Sun Quan couldn't wait for me to remarry.
What is his mind, is it that he wants to start a war again, and he wants to declare war with Xuande.
He asked me to remarry with such a swagger, whether he was humiliating me or humiliating Xuande, he really wanted to force me to death.
My heart is tired, tired......
I really hate Sun Quan's calculations all the time, and his ruthless calculation of his own sister makes me feel cold.
From this moment on, he is no longer my own brother......
He is just the lord of Dongwu, we will have nothing to do with each other, and my dearest second brother will eventually become a thing of the past.
I looked at Liu Yu and laughed, and I couldn't stop laughing from tears......
I paused, stood firm, and said, "It's just that now that you're telling me this, I don't know how to thank you, what I want to know is, and this time, is it Yu'er's masterpiece?" ”
Liu Yu listened to my words, pushed back a few steps in surprise, she shook her head and said, "No, no, no, this time, it's really not me." ”
After speaking, her eyes were shining with tears, and she was turning around in her eyes, and she had tears in her eyes, which never fell.
Then, she turned around lonely, swayed, and walked back to the wing room very lonely.
We are all poor people, and in the end, Liu Yu is just a pawn of Sun Quan.
Everything seems to be operated by Liu Yu, but in fact, Sun Quan is the driver of all the plans.
It's just that he pushed the boat down the river and naturally helped Liu Yu.
Liu Yu is deeply involved, but she doesn't know it.
In other words, Liu Yu thought that she could control the overall situation, but she didn't want to be careless and be used by Sun Quan.
Now, I'm not afraid of anything, and this time, I won't let Sun Quan do whatever he wants.
I will not believe it again, sacrifice myself and marry again......
I won't involve Bo Yan, I don't want to let Bo Yan be involuntary because of me.
I've been vomiting a lot for the past few days, maybe because I'm in a bad mood or because I don't eat much.
I endured the churning of my stomach for fear of being discovered and noticed.
But everything was not as good as it should be......
Today, Sun Quan suddenly arrived, and he was fierce and cold, which made me feel shocked, and I had a bad thought about to happen......
Just thinking about it, Sun Quan waved his hand, and two guards came in, holding bowls in their hands, steaming.
I proudly said, "I don't eat, you don't have to bother with me." ”
I thought that I had refused to eat in the past few days, and perhaps Sun Quan felt sorry for me, afraid that I would starve to death.
Sun Quan listened to my words, and a strange and dangerous smile appeared on his face, "Today you have to drink it, and you have to drink it if you don't drink it." ”
With a wave of his hand, the two guards stepped up......
I glared angrily, and when I saw that the one who had come was not good, I got into a fight with the two guards.
We fought for two rounds, and Sun Quan didn't stop him, he was very patient, as if he was watching the excitement.
However, I am pregnant, and my body is weaker, so I am not an opponent of the two of them.
One of the guards clasped my body tightly, and another pinched my jaw and poured the soup into my mouth.
With a single force, I broke free of the two clamps and knocked the medicine bowl to the ground.
Seeing this, Sun Quan said angrily, "It's useless to knock it over, you have to drink this bowl of medicine today, and you have to drink it if you don't drink it." ”
With a wave of his hand, more than a dozen maids rushed in behind him, each holding a steaming bowl in his hand.
I glared at the maid who came in, and saw that there was a lazy person standing at the back of the crowd......
Ah Lazy also holds a steaming bowl in his hand.
I sat on the cold ground, moving backwards little by little, and suddenly, Sun Quan waved his hand, and the two guards moved extremely fast, restraining me.
I struggled and asked, "Sun Quan, why?" Second brother, why? Why...... ”
Sun Quan said: "It's just because you shouldn't be pregnant with that person's seed." ”
I was helpless and cried, "I'm your sister!" We are the same mother, am I your own sister? ”
Seeing me like this, Sun Quan turned around, turned his back to me, and word by word, popped out from between his teeth, "Xiang'er, from childhood to adulthood, you are the most beloved sister for my brother, and the sister who is the proudest for my brother, don't blame my brother, as a member of the Sun family, you can't give birth to the enemy." ”
From this moment on, I finally knew what family affection, what beloved, and what was the most beloved sister from childhood to adulthood......
It's all fake, it's all a lie, I'm just a chip in their hands, a pawn.
I shouted angrily, "Sun Quan, you used my feelings and the child in my womb to seize power, do you think that the power you have won will be at ease, and you will be able to stabilize the society?" ”
I asked me over and over again, but he never answered me.
At this time, Ah Layan took the bowl and quickly ran to me and knelt down, "County Lord, you can drink it!" Freedom from the pain of flesh and skin. ”
She put the bowl in front of her and bowed respectfully.
Ah, it's nice to say, free from the pain of flesh and skin, who can understand my feelings, I am a mother, I want to protect my children.
I can't lose this child, once I lose it, how can I explain it to Liu Bei.
In this way, how can I go back, go back to Jingzhou, and have the face to see him again.
I left without knowing anything, and I couldn't even give him an explanation, a wife like me is really incompetent, and I'm really sorry for him.
So far, I can't protect the flesh and blood in my abdomen, and I don't even have the face to see him when I die.
I was in pain, struggling, fighting......
Impotence......
Helpless......
In the end, I drank it......
Why is this medicine so bitter!
Bitterness to the heart.
I knew that from this moment on, I was really going to lose him.
It's a pity that he's going to disappear before we see each other......
I lay on the cold ground, my hair in a messy bun, my clothes disheveled, and my eyes glazed over.
I looked at the roof in despair, my body temperature declining little by little.
Why is it so cold!
Cold I miss my mother......
The two guards retreated, and Ah Lazy stepped forward to hug me, crying non-stop, and Sun Quan looked at me blankly.
I'm thinking, ah, what are you crying about!
I kept wanting to ask her, but I just couldn't open my mouth and couldn't spit out a word.
At this time, Liu Yu squeezed in from the layers of crowds, she saw me moaning in pain, she ran to Sun Quan angrily and slapped him hard, and Sun Quan was stunned.
Sun Quan was expressionless, grabbed Liu Yu coldly, slapped Liu Yu in the face with his palm, and Liu Yu rolled to the ground, and his body rolled over several times.
Liu Yu lay on the ground and looked at Sun Quan angrily, and asked angrily, "What did the lord promise me, why did you hurt Xiang'er, if you forcibly beat the child in her womb like this, Xiang'er will die." ”
As she spoke, Liu Yu struggled to climb up to me, she snatched it from Ah Yan's arms, and she held me tightly in her arms.