I trembled in Liu Yu's arms, and my teeth rubbed against each other in my mouth......

I couldn't help the pain in my abdomen, twisting and rolling in her arms.

I don't know when, Sun Quan left.

He also left two military doctors here to guard me, is it a concern for me, or is he really afraid that I will die like this?

In fact, my life and death are irrelevant, and I am no longer useful to Liu Bei.

Jingzhou ......

Jingzhou ......

In the days that Sun Shangxiang has been gone, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, and Zhao Yun have asked Zhuge Liang many times to find a way, but Zhuge Liang just won't speak.

In the end, Zhuge Liang was forced to say, "The lord is in the public security, the north is afraid of Cao Gong's strength, the east is afraid of Sun Quan's pressure, and the near is afraid that Mrs. Sun will change under her elbows. ”

Several people listened to Zhuge Liang's words and retreated one after another.

Ever since Liu Bei knew that I was pregnant, he had been racking his brains trying to find a way to take me back.

He wanted me to come back, but he knew that this was a bureau set up by Sun Quan.

He had mixed feelings, and he knew that once Sun Shangxiang left Jingzhou, it would cause war.

Because his alliance with the Sun family collapsed, after all, it was a moon in the sea, and it was in vain.

Recently, Liu Bei has no intention of using troops, and he has no intention of military affairs, which makes Pang Tong and Fa Zheng very troubled.

On this day, Liu Bei was drunk and cried like a child......

"She is obviously pregnant with my child, with my Liu Bei's blood and bones, but her heart is not with me, she is gone, she is gone, she is gone, she is no longer a member of my Liu family, in the final analysis, she is still, or herself, is Sun Shangxiang...... ”

As he spoke, he held the jar of wine, raised it above his head, and poured it with his head up......

He choked on the liquor and coughed violently, his body trembled, his hand slipped, and the wine jar fell to the ground, shattering.

When he saw this situation, it was very atmospheric, and he lost his temper even more unscrupulously through the drunkenness.

He yelled and scolded, he scolded Sun Shangxiang for being ruthless and unjust, and he scolded Sun Quan for crossing the river and demolishing the bridge, which was not done by a gentleman.

Finally, he sighed for a long time, lying on the ground and slowly paddling the wine that had been spilled on the ground, he wanted to hold it, he wanted to put it away.

However, there is no way to do anything about it, and it is precisely in response to that sentence that it is difficult to recover the water.

Liu Bei's face was on the ground, the wet ground was mixed with the aroma of wine, and he smiled inexplicably.

Liu Bei would cry and laugh for a while, provoking everyone to dare not come forward to dissuade him.

Liu Bei's drunken eyes were blurred, and he was bored, and after a while, a drop of hot tears slipped from the corner of his eyes, and he thought in pieces, "The mountains have trees and branches, and the heart is happy and you don't know." What am I going to do with you! How am I going to get you back, I miss you so much in my heart, do you know it...... Have you ever had me in your heart...... ”

Liu Bei got drunk and made a big fuss like this......

When he woke up the next day, he was like a brand new Liu Bei, as if nothing had happened last night.

Nothing has ever happened, he is still the same as usual, handling military affairs in every detail, and he is living very well.

The ministers were at a loss last night, but today, it is sunny and daylight, and all the dark clouds will finally disperse.

makes everyone grateful, grateful that their lord will not be at a loss for a marriage, let alone decadent for a woman.

Everyone was happily dealing with the matter at hand.

Only Liu Bei himself knows, knows how painful he is, and even exchanges his life for her to come back, I just hope that she can come back and return to him.

Now, he is in Yizhou, so far away from Soochow.

Even if he has three heads and six arms, he can't take care of Xiang'er......

It's just that now, his thoughts are becoming more and more rampant, and Chengren becomes a demon in just one thought.

Now that his thoughts have already made him fall into the devil's path and unable to extricate himself, he should always hate her!

Sun Shangxiang......

Sun Shangxiang......

Early this morning, Sun Quan came to see me, and I didn't want to see him, so he stood outside the veil and refused to leave.

I lay on the floor, with my back to him, and I said, "You go!" Seeking skin with the tiger has its benefits. ”

For a long time, he didn't move, I thought he was gone, I moved, turned around, and sat on the collapse.

I saw someone standing outside the veil, and I knew he wasn't gone......

I was very sad, so I asked: "Second brother, you are my dearest person, and you are also the person I hate the most in my life, the person I hate the most, it was you who asked me to marry him, and you forced me to leave him." ”

He listened to my words, lifted the curtain and walked in, "Do you hate the second brother so much?" In fact, how much the second brother hopes that you can still be the same as before, a happy county lord. ”

Listening to his words, I couldn't cry or laugh, until now, how can we go back to the past, be our original selves, we can't go back, we can't go back.

I humbled, "I have no father, no mother, my second brother is my elder brother, and he is also my dearest person, why does my second brother frequently stop me and Xuande." ”

He didn't say anything more, but lifted the curtain and walked up to me menacingly......

He threw the bamboo slip in his hand into my arms and said angrily, "Do you know what is written in this bamboo slip? ”

He pointed a finger at me, his fingers trembled slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Your good husband said, whether you are the lord of Dongwu or Sun Ren on the battlefield, you don't want to give birth to a child for him Liu Bei, this old man." ”

He paused, then said, "Take a good look!" This is what your beloved wrote to you, not only did he not return Jingzhou, but he also insulted Dongwu, insulted me, and even you did not leave any sympathy. ”

I took the bamboo slip and slowly opened it, and it was very polite at first.

Later, no matter whether she is the lord of Dongwu or Sun Ren on the battlefield, he still doesn't want to give birth to a child for me Liu Bei, this old man.

No wonder Sun Quan is so angry, with my understanding of Liu Bei, if he hadn't had to do it and had no way out, he would never have humiliated Sun Quan and me like this.

I don't know how the second brother persecuted him, otherwise he would never have said such cruel words.

The responsibility lies with Sun Quan, it was Sun Quan who forced me to marry him, and now he is calculating me and taking me back, so that our husband and wife cannot be reunited.

I was thinking about it, and somehow it popped up.

"If he hadn't had no choice but to force him to retreat, he would definitely not humiliate the second brother and me like this, I don't know how the second brother persecuted him, otherwise he would definitely not have said such a thing. The responsibility lies with the second brother, who forced me to marry him, and now he takes me back, so that our husband and wife cannot be reunited. ”

Sun Quan listened to me and waved me in the face, which was the third time he hit me since I was a child.

If it is really the most ruthless emperor's family, it seems that Sun Quan is going to fight for this three-point world.

I'm a little sad, not for the ruthless words Liu Bei said.

It's because my second brother used to be the closest person to me and the person who loved me the most.

Now he has deceived me, and he has used my lifelong happy marriage as a bargaining chip in exchange for the country and society he wants.

And he also killed my unmasked child for the sake of his dream country, so that I could not be sad and hate.

Even if he directly wants Liu Bei's share of the world like this, he doesn't have to be so distressed, tearing off his long-disguised mask, which makes me hate and makes me even more ashamed of Liu Bei.

Now that the child is gone, how will I face Liu Bei for the rest of my life, presumably, Liu Bei hates me even more!

In other words, Liu Bei has already hated me and will never forgive me again!

I know that in this life and this life, I may never see Liu Bei again.

I also know that Liu Bei will definitely hate me for not being able to keep our flesh and blood.

He didn't believe me, presumably, he must have thought that I didn't want this child in my heart!

However, I tried, I really tried, and I blamed myself.

The failure to keep this child is my incompetence as a mother, who can I blame!

In the end, I paid him first, because I was sorry for him, and I didn't listen to the dissuasion and insisted on going back to Soochow, which caused me to be imprisoned and lost my child.

Now I have long lost the courage to live, but now I can't die, I want to see Liu Bei alive, I want to give him an explanation.

I want to tell him that I didn't betray him, I just cheated on him.

I just believed in other people too much, I believed in them too much, and I fell into this situation.

Life is like that, capricious......

Once, Liu Yu said to me that what is wrong can last longer, and I know what she means by this.

She wanted to tell me that she didn't care if she was wrong, but I couldn't, I couldn't continue to hurt her.

I want her to know that right is right and wrong is wrong.

I've taken the consequences, I hope to be forgiven by her, and I know it's too late to say that......

However, I want to make amends, but Liu Yu just doesn't want to accept it, her stubborn temperament is really similar to me.

We are like sisters, we have each other in our hearts, but we hate each other so much.

I think that as long as I don't give up, I will definitely get her forgiveness.

I cried at the thought of this......

They kept trying to make me live the way they wanted me to, and in the end, I really didn't get the way I wanted to......

I've been drinking a lot these days, and when I'm drunk, I'm crying and fussing.

Liu Yu is always drunk when I am drunk, and she will appear.

Liu Yu held me in her arms, and without my knowledge, she helped me put on men's clothes and tied my hair.

She said to herself, "Sun Lang is more handsome when he wears a jade crown, who is not happy to see such a handsome man!" ”

By the time I woke up, she had already left.

I've been like this these days, sinking, and only in the midst of the chaos can I feel that I'm still alive.

On this day, someone suddenly came to report that Sun Quan had invited me to the main hall to watch a song and dance performance.

In the past few days, I have been feeling better, but I have not been able to get out of the pain of losing my child.

Nowadays, how can I have those leisure and leisure, those moods, accompany him Sun Quan to enjoy singing and dancing.

I thought, it's never going to be that simple......

I know that Sun Quan is discussing with the ministers in the main hall at this moment, and he will order someone to invite me, which must not be a good thing.