Then, after a few days, Ah Yu told me that Bo Yan came back this time and was seriously injured.

He got married before his injury was healed, presumably, Sun Quan also knew that Bo Yan was injured, and Sun Quan also ordered the marriage to be completed, I just think that there must be something hidden in this.

It's just that I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't think it through, I knew that I couldn't help Bo Yan anymore, and now I can't protect myself, how can I affect him again!

There are a few people who can distinguish the true from the false......

I haven't been able to sleep for the past few days, and I've been worried about Ruyi, for fear that she will go my way.

I'm tragic enough, I can't let the daughters of the Sun family live in nightmares, I want to be happy, and I want her to have the love of her husband for a long time.

So that some people are sad and happy, and some people are sad, so what, after all, he promised the marriage first, and he had to do it to a complete conclusion, otherwise, I would definitely not spare him.

On the night of Lu Xun's wedding, he cried, he cried like a child, he cried very sadly, and said that men don't flick when they have tears, I have never seen him cry since I was a child, and he is so strong in my heart.

Lu Xun only felt that there was no end to this life, the endless abyss was waiting for him, he only felt that there was no hope in life, and the person who was waiting for him in front of him was no longer waiting for him.

The man was going to go, far, far away, and from then on out of his side, and the man never wanted him anymore.

Lu Xun got married, he married my favorite Ruyi, Ruyi grew up beside me since he was a child, he has a very good temper, and he is a good match.

And me! I grew up with my husband Lu Xun since I was a child, and in this life, I feel like a dream along the way, I have tasted all the bitterness and bitterness, and Lu Xun should live happily.

One by one, the people around me began to leave me, and I enjoyed the loneliness, and with the loneliness, the loneliness and loneliness surrounded me every night, and it made me more and more crazy.

I want to break out of the cage, break through the shackles, go away, and live a life of seclusion and loneliness.

But I know that my fate should be like this, and I don't want to toss anymore and make everyone uneasy.

Recently, there was another war, and I heard that it was Lu Meng who recommended Lu Xun to Sun Quan, and Lu Xun had already had this intention, he wanted to fight with Liu Bei, but he never waited for the opportunity.

Just now, there was a military intelligence report, saying that Lu Xun had killed Guan Yu, which shocked me.

Who is Guan Yu? He is Liu Bei's sworn brother, and Guan Yu's death can be regarded as a feud with Dongwu.

I deeply know that this time there is no chance of relaxation between Sun Quan and Liu Bei, they will definitely compete on the battlefield and finally annex each other.

It's okay, after so many years of separation, fighting, killing, and killing, I'm tired of tossing, it's better to come to a thorough and thorough way, so that they, the people closest to me, don't torture me.

One of my fragile hearts has long been cut in half, and there is no more sharp weapon to divide it, and this heart divided into two halves has no extra mind to tidy up itself.

On such a cold night, I don't know when the wind blows open the window, the window keeps beating, and snowflakes float in outside the window, and the snowflakes fall one after another, like blooming flowers, like falling flowers, and more like a curtain call.

The north wind was blowing, such a cold weather, and such a heavy snowfall, the wind ruffled my heart, blew my thoughts, and blew away my will.

Back then, when Liu Bei returned to the public security after fighting, he knew that Guan Yu and Zhang Fei let me drink those ruthless bitter medicines.

He knew the inside story, but he pretended not to know, pretended to be angry, and after the banquet, he picked up the wine bottle and threw it, but it came out through the gap between the two.

They all said that they had to do a trap to do a show, and he didn't even want to show me this full set of fake shows.

If he, Liu Bei, really hit the two of them with the wine bottle thrown out, I must have really felt sorry for the two uncles at that time.

Liu Bei pretended to beat his two brothers, thinking that I couldn't see through it, and I couldn't really see the intention, but in fact, I just didn't want to expose the three of them, they were all people who practiced martial arts.

Now that Guan Yu is dead, Liu Bei must hate Dongwu to the bone, and he will definitely take revenge on Dongwu, it seems that this vicious fight is inevitable, but Cao Cao's house is cheaper.

Recently, I don't know why, I can always dream of Liu Yu, and in my dreams, she always looks preoccupied, which makes me even more worried.

I unconsciously walked to the dressing mirror and sat down slowly, looking at the person in the bronze mirror, she was not as heroic as before, brave and resolute, and firm will.

The person in the bronze mirror is languishing, and has long lost his pride, and the uninhibited and domineering person is long gone.

Now I have lost all my edge, and my pride is gone......

On this icy night, the cold wind swept through my back, and such a cold night made me refreshed.

The cold wind blew and I smiled......

It's just that in recent years, I haven't had anyone to be happy about, so much so that the word laugh has long been far away from me.

In a trance, I seemed to see Liu Yu walking down in the bronze mirror, I was very happy, so I asked her: "I haven't seen you for a long time, why are you here?" ”

I paused, smiled and looked at Liu Yu standing in front of me, she was still radiant, she was still so beautiful, if Liu Yu stood in the crowd, the first thing she saw must be her.

"Don't leave when you come back this time, stay with me, I'm really lonely, so lonely."

She looked at me and shook her head, "No, I can't stay with you for too long, I just miss you too much, I want to come and see you, see you and I'll leave...... ”

She said that these words made me very sad, what was wrong with her, how she was different from before, like a change of personality.

I asked aloud, "Why won't you leave?" ”

I asked her immaturely, feeling like I was back to the moment when we first met.

I waited for her answer, but she kept smiling at me, and she looked at me like this, which made me a little furious and even more panicked.

Then her face and figure disappeared in front of my eyes little by little, and I was very scared, "Yu'er, don't go, Yu'er, don't go, don't go...... ”

I woke up with a thump, I touched my face, tears were already wet on my face, it turned out that I fell asleep in front of the vanity mirror.

I looked up at the bronze mirror, hoping to see Liu Yu's figure, but she had long since disappeared without a trace.

Since Liu Yu has been gone for all these years, I have rarely dreamed of her, maybe she hates me, it's all because of Liu Bei!

I know that only she is genuinely good for me, and I can't accept her heart and mind.

I know better that I failed her, she should hate me, she shouldn't come to my dream to remind me, she wants me to forget Liu Bei.

I know very well in my heart, it's time to forget Liu Bei, Liu Yu, thank you for waking me up, I think I can go according to your wishes this time.

Now that Liu Bei has married a new wife and has children, I don't hate him at all, maybe he was helpless to marry me back then, or they really love each other, and they love each other very much.

It's just that I'm relieved of all this, love and not love, hate and hate, how can I tell clearly!

I let go of him, but also let go of myself, I sincerely wish Liu Bei and Wu Yuan can love and love for a lifetime.

I fulfilled him, but he did not give up on Soochow......

Liu Bei and Sun Quan have been fighting and killing for so many years, and they have been thinking about it for so many years, but there has been no result.

Their swords and soldiers, regardless of victory and defeat, always blossomed, but never yielded results, which made both sides very unconvinced.

On the sixth day of the fourth month of the twenty-sixth year of Jian'an, Liu Bei offered a black bull as a sacrifice to announce to the emperor that he was finally the emperor.

On the second day after Liu Bei became emperor, Sun Quan came to me again to make a big fuss, and I said angrily: "I don't lose anything if I marry Liu Bei, he always wants to be the emperor, he always wants to be the emperor." ”

Sun Quan scolded angrily, "But he's an old man...... ”

"What about Lao Suo, isn't the second brother a good husband for me?"

I paused, and then said: "I can obviously be his queen, why do you want to be your princess, you asked me to marry him in the first place, because you were afraid of Liu Bei, what do you want me to do now?" Do you want me to stay, or let me go back to him Liu Bei? Over the years, as long as there is any news from him, news, and the slightest disturbance, you will come to me to make a big fuss, or let me write a letter to him to show pity, what am I? Victims? Can you put me wherever you want? ”

By the end, I had lost my strength and sat down in collapse.

Sun Quan walked up to me, this time unexpectedly he didn't beat me, but held me in his arms, he tried his best to restrain his anger, "Second brother is willing to cut through all obstacles for you, fight for a lifetime, and I don't want you to return to Liu Bei." ”

Listening to his words, I was speechless, and I had long lost the strength to argue.

He said, "Why don't you refute me, you say?" Where is the old Xiang'er! ”

I smiled bitterly and didn't reply to him, I also want to know where I used to be, it's just that over the years, the second brother has already smoothed out my minions......

It's just that over the years, the only grievance I have been made is that Liu Bei didn't trust me, and so did Sun Quan......

I think the reason why Sun Quan didn't allow me to return to Liu Bei's side was that he cut off his own sister to please Liu Bei, and he didn't have the face of the lord of Eastern Wu, and he lost the face of the Sun family, and he was ashamed.

Sometimes I wonder who I am, Liu Bei's wife, or Sun Quan's sister.

In the end, I thought about it, I am nothing, I am myself, but I have not been able to live the way I want, the wonderful I want.

I am who I am, but I have long been unrecognizable and have lost the color of life......

I think I'm withered, and the glory of the past is still exchanged for never-ending torture.

Sun Quan had no way to punish Liu Bei so he came to me to vent his anger, he really didn't treat me as his own sister, we are all so small in front of power, so powerless, so helpless.

When I was a child, Sun Quan really loved me! It's just that he has been high up all these years, and he is also very lonely and cold.