He knew that Sun Shangxiang was martial, knew the art of war, and could arrange troops, and it was not a man's word to go to the battlefield to kill the enemy, but he just couldn't accept her heart.

He knew that she was in the prime of her youth, but he was nearly half a hundred years old and had gray hair, he knew that he was not worthy of her, but he just couldn't forget her.

If she doesn't leave, how happy it would be for them to fight the world together, but I'm afraid there will be no chance in this life.

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone, and she's gone, and she's never to come back.

He thinks about her, he can't help but think about her, he can control everything, but he can't control his heart.

He only felt that life was boring, and his life would be meaningless if he lost her, and he wanted to start from scratch with her, but heaven and earth were not giving him this opportunity.

So he was bent on attacking Dongwu, and he wanted to snatch her back, but he felt that it was so slim.

He was afraid that he would not have time, he was afraid that he would not be able to wait for that day, at that moment, just because he had gray hair, she was still young.

Liu Bei looked at Wu Yuan in front of him, he smiled "hehe", and in the next second, he fell asleep directly on the collapse.

On the wedding night, the candles in the cave room were flowered, and he left his bride like this and slept peacefully.

He woke up early the next morning, and the first thing he did when he woke up was to keep admitting his mistake to Wu Amaranth, "It's all the husband's fault, you shouldn't be greedy for a cup, let the lady stay alone in the cave room, it's wrong for the husband, it's wrong for the husband...... ”

Wu Amaran listened to Liu Bei's words of apology, and was very shy, "What do you do when your husband says these hurtful words, your husband has the world in his heart, how can Amaranth, as her husband's wife, blame her." ”

Liu Bei, who said Wu Yuan's words, was speechless, he eased his nerves, and said: "We just got married, I don't want to neglect my wife, I have ordered someone to tell the military advisor that the affairs in the army in the past few days will be handled by the military advisor, I just want to accompany my wife with peace of mind." ”

Wu Amaranth listened to Liu Bei's considerate words, she blushed even more, and without waiting for Wu Amaranth to refute, Liu Bei picked up Wu Amaranth horizontally and walked directly to the collapse.

Liu Bei and Wu Amaran lived a prosperous life, and Yizhou became more and more stable, so he marched to Hanzhong......

Although Hanzhong is dangerous, Liu Bei has been attacking and defending in recent years, and Cao Cao has been inseparable, and finally Hanzhong still fell into the hands of Liu Bei.

During this period, Liu Bei added another heir, which can be described as a great joy in his life, he is really a winner in life, I am happy for him, but also a little sad.

I know that Liu Bei has never had me in his heart, he is just using me.

What about me! I have never loved him, but I have never been able to let go of him, there is always an empty place in my heart, empty and very worrying.

In addition to the past, I was also thinking about whether he was doing well, whether he was eating well, whether he had protected himself well on the battlefield, and not to be hurt.

Now it seems that all these worries of mine are unnecessary......

Ruyi has also grown up in the past few years, Bo Yan has never married, and Sun Quan is not too important to him, but it is a pity that Bo Yan has a talent, but there is no place for it.

Finally, Sun Quan gave up on me......

He pointed to marrying Bo Yan and Ruyi, and this time, Bo Yan did not refuse, if he refused, I am afraid that the Lu family will never have peace, in order to protect the Lu family, in order to fulfill me, he promised to marry Sun Ruyi.

The day before the wedding, Bo Yan came to see me, I didn't let him in, but through the door, "Let's not meet again in the future, for your own good, and for me, after all, men and women are different, and I am Ruyi's aunt, we meet like this, I can't help Ruyi." ”

This time, Boyan didn't listen to me, but pushed the door open with a palm, and the door made a loud noise, which made me feel shocked, I took a few steps back, and looked at him standing outside the door in a daze.

"In the past, I protected you, for fear that someone would bully you, and you saved me from that fire, and we don't owe each other ever since."

When Bo Yan said this, he couldn't go on, he coughed lightly, and corrected the voice that had just trembled slightly.

He sighed, there was light in his eyes, he was still serious, his voice was not light or heavy, and he said slowly, "It's just that I used to protect you, but now I can't do anything, and I will be a husband in the future, and I will never dare to come to protect you again, for fear of ruining your reputation." It's just that I can't marry Xiang'er in this life, it's a regret in my life, I know that you have always regarded me as a brother, but you have been my sweetheart all these years, and I dare not forget it for the rest of my life. ”

He said this, pausing, "May I hug you?" If you miss today, you won't have a chance again. ”

I watched him say these sad words, I couldn't help but feel sad, I lost too much, since Liu Yu left, I rarely spoke in the past few years, as if I was a dumb person.

I opened my mouth, and after a long time I didn't make a sound, I didn't speak.

I thought about it, so I didn't say it to avoid embarrassment for everyone......

Bo Yan saw that I didn't answer, he took the initiative to come and hug me, and I took a few steps back in shock.

Seeing that I was a little panicked, he smiled bitterly, and reluctantly took a few steps back, "Xiang'er, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, I just want to hug you, I want to remember this moment, I'm afraid I will forget." ”

Yes......

How nice it would be if we all learned to forget! That way it won't be painful.

I tried to open my mouth and slowly uttered a voice, "Don't be disappointed, she's a good boy, she shouldn't be unhappy because of my presence." ”

Bo Yan listened to my words and smiled slightly, "After today, I want to try to forget you, but I don't know if I can do it, I have tried hard before, but every time I have failed, I don't know if I can succeed this time." ”

I looked at Bo Yan, his brows were furrowed, and he looked very painful, I let down my guard and walked towards him step by step.

I know that we are all trapped in it and cannot extricate ourselves, let alone do whatever we want, and control ourselves.

When he saw me coming over, he hugged me, "What did I do wrong, why can't I be perfected, I have waited for you for so long, why can't you let go of the past and accept me?" ”

Oh, yes......

Why can't I just let go of the past and accept him? What a wonderful man he is!

Why can't I marry him......

Later, I thought about it, I was too persistent and refused to let go of my obsession, and I was afraid that I would harm him and ruin his reputation.

It's my excuse, or it's my own excuse, and in the end, I think, I'm selfish!

I'm just for myself, and I refuse to remarry for fear of ruining a lifetime of Qingming.

Although we have the love of childhood, we have no chance to become husband and wife, just because Brother Boyan is too good and perfect, and I can't bear to destroy such a beautiful thing.

I think I should fulfill him, and fulfill his fame......

I know very well in my heart that we can only survive if we fulfill each other.

"Put it down! Go start your new life. ”

He listened to my words and hugged me tighter, "But I'm not reconciled, I'm not willing to lose you like this, I live like this, and I'm helpless and painful." ”

"When people live in the world, there is no pain, only joy, so that they will not be able to remember everything, only the pain is the deepest and the most unforgettable."

In the end, I pushed Boyan away, walked to the table and poured two glasses of wine, I picked up the glass, handed him a glass, and said with a smile: "I wish you a happy wedding." "I will drink it all.

I looked at the empty wine glass and lifted the wine handed to him again, "Drink it, we are still good brothers." ”

He looked at the wine I handed him, and he laughed, but he drank it anyway.

Why should we be so sad with each other? Am I wrong?

"I just want to ask you, if it weren't for Liu Bei, would it be possible for us?"

When he saw that I had not spoken for a long time, he continued, "I just want to know, I want to hear the truth, the truth." ”

I was still silent, what can I say, do I tell him that without Liu Bei we will be together, and I will marry him.

No, if it weren't for Liu Bei, I really don't know what the result would be.

Bo Yan is such a good person, how can I bear to let down his pure heart!

I think we are always brothers, comrades, we can't, but I know that Sun Quan needs Boyan and wants to win him over.

I also know that my sister-in-law wants to marry Bo Yan as she wishes, so that the eldest brother has a backbone, a head, and hope.

At least Sun Quan will have some scruples, now that he thinks about it, what a simple person his sister-in-law is, and the world regards his sister-in-law as not caring about the world.

It seems that the world has mistaken the sister-in-law, in these chaotic years, it is difficult to survive without planning, which is also forced to be helpless, and it is the law of survival.

In this situation, should I be happy or sad, or should I thank Sun Quan for planning and thinking about me for all these years, I should really thank him.

It's just that I have a simple heart, and I can't bear it, because he is always my second brother, and I can't bear to do anything to him.

Therefore, these can only suffer by themselves, suffer by themselves, and eat by themselves, and no one can help them.

Sometimes I wonder what family affection is, family affection is nothing but attachment, interdependence, flesh and blood, and close relatives.

Sun Quan hurt me, but I never couldn't bear to destroy the foundation built by my father and brother, he was unkind, but I couldn't be unjust.

Family affection and the country are naturally more stable and better, so if I am a woman, he will inevitably sacrifice me and abandon me.

Bo Yan has been waiting for my answer, but I have never given him an answer.

"Xiang'er doesn't need to say it, I already have the answer, you take care, I will definitely be good to Sun Ruyi, and we will respect each other like guests, you can rest assured."

After listening to Boyan's assurance, my hanging heart finally let go.

Bo Yan's face has not been very good, he is already dull, at this moment, he stiffened, and his face became more and more embarrassed.

I said, "You will get married tomorrow, go back early to rest, don't be in charge, besides, you have just returned triumphantly, and there will be many official duties waiting for you." ”

He listened to my words and knew that I was giving an eviction order, he paused, still stiffened, for a moment, he looked at me with a sad expression, and the back of his face slowly stretched, "Got it, thank you Sister Xiang'er." ”

He turned around slowly and walked out slowly.