Liu Bei and Wu Amaran whispered, their lips and teeth close to her ear and said, "You go back first, I have military affairs to discuss with the soldiers." ”

Liu Bei's affectionate appearance just now was completely a show for the soldiers in Yizhou, and it was only because he heard the footsteps of the people who came that such a big drama was staged.

He did this just to win people's hearts, stabilize the soldiers in Yizhou, and reassure the soldiers in Yizhou that he Liu Bei has a solid nepotism.

Wu Amaran has gotten along very well with Liu Bei these days, and Liu Bei is not avoiding her, but will return to the bedroom no matter how late it is to see if she is resting.

If she slept, Liu Bei would not disturb her and went to the barracks to rest by herself.

As a result, Wu Yuan felt very sorry for Liu Bei, and refused to go to sleep until Liu Bei came back, or someone reported that Liu Bei would not go back to the bedroom to rest......

They love each other very much, and the soldiers in Yizhou also affectionately called Liu Bei, "New aunt...... ”

Whenever Liu Bei heard this, he was very sad, his mood was very complicated, and he felt a sense of frustration.

However, he still had to force a smile and pretend that nothing happened, and responded to everyone with a happy look.

"New Auntie...... ”

"New Auntie...... ”

"New Auntie...... ”

Every time he heard this, he would think of Jingzhou and his beloved wife's delicate appearance.

I still remember that when I was newly married, the maids beside her called him my new aunt every time she saw him, but when she heard this sentence, he was happy and happy from the bottom of his heart.

Just hearing this, he felt that he had lived again, that his life had started anew, that he was also a young man, and that he was not an old man, as old as her.

New aunt, what a beautiful, happy word, he is happy from the bottom of his heart, like.

Now, why are you sad because of this sentence!

He couldn't be happy anymore, but because of this sentence, he was particularly sad, and his heart felt like a big hole that couldn't be filled.

As long as he heard this, he thought more and more crazy about her, he thought about her, and he thought very persistently.

He stubbornly thought that as long as he was good enough, warm enough, and sincere enough to her, she would be able to fall in love with him and stay for him.

But now that I think about it, why is it so painful and distressing?

This is called love and can't be!

He loves her, the love is irresistible, the love loses itself......

He didn't even care about the minimum dignity in front of her, what else did she want, how could she satisfy her.

As long as he can do it, he will do it for her.

At the beginning, he could even give her the country, he was only willing to change her to stay, he felt that as long as she could stay, it would be worth it for him to do anything and give up anything.

As long as she can stay by his side happily, his life is sunshine, colorful, and radiant.

Now, he is like falling into the abyss, trapped in it and unable to extricate himself, he is a great husband, he is always vigilant to himself, and he must not waste the war for the sake of his children's personal feelings.

But he decaded himself for this woman......

He felt that he was alive during the day, and that he was dead when each night came.

Every time he deceived himself and deceived his heart, he kept scolding himself, scolding himself for being a fool, a madman, he lived like this, when was he a head!

If you didn't agree to this family business at the beginning, isn't it different now!

However, he thought about it again and again, if there was no family business, how could the gateway of Jingzhou be so easy.

Jingzhou's backing, this barrier is probably not in his hands for a long time, it has long been divided by Sun Quan and Cao Cao, how can he Liu Bei have anything to do!

Thinking about it, he also wants to thank his beloved wife Xiang'er, if it weren't for Xiang'er, his life would have died in the hands of Zhou Yu, how could he return to the public security from Yangqi Mountain!

I still remember that at that time, in order to marry Xiang'er, he wore red and hung colors, and hung hydrangeas and lanterns from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain, which was so lively.

Xiang'er said: "It's really beautiful, it's really splendid!" ”

Later, he changed his name to Xiulin Mountain for Xiang'er's words, and he also built a pavilion for her on the top of the mountain, called Xiulin Pavilion.

Thinking about that time, although Xiang'er didn't want to see him, at least he had hope in his heart, hoping that his efforts could influence her.

Now it seems that Xiang'er is really a ruthless woman, he has not been able to touch her heart from beginning to end, she has never treated him wholeheartedly, and conspired with the world wholeheartedly.

It's really heart-warming to love this thing......

It's really grinding to love this thing......

Looking back now, he has been tormented by the thing of love, and the pain is deep.

He can no longer go back to the time when he treated women like playthings, which he could discard at will......

Now, he never expected that they would part like this, and she left him without a word.

Is he overestimating himself, or underestimating Sun Shangxiang, she has always regarded Dongwu as her home, and their Jingzhou is just Jingzhou.

He couldn't figure it out, couldn't think it through, why was she, why?

Is he not good enough, or is he Liu Bei not worthy of such a wife who is both civil and military.

Her heart is never in him, is it possible that all tenderness in Jingzhou is fake!

No, he doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe that Sun Shangxiang is acting with him, he is also nearly half a hundred years old, he has never seen any storms, what kind of woman he has not tried.

Only such a little woman he can't bear to live up to, and he can't bear to hurt it.

However, he unconsciously broke her heart, and he knew that he was not good enough and not comprehensive enough.

He admits that he is not thorough enough, at least in terms of the stability of the country, he cannot be sloppy, he must take into account the overall situation.

Even so, he still tried his best to maintain their relationship and maintain balance.

However, she didn't know, she didn't know what he did, why didn't she understand, but she lived up to his sincerity, paid by mistake, paid by heart......

All he can do now is hide his true temperament, he is afraid that his feelings will be exposed, and most importantly, he is afraid of being discovered by Wu Amaranth.

He has lost the barrier of Dongwu, he can't lose Yizhou anymore, and he can't lose Wu Amaranth brothers and sisters.

The only thing he can do now is to maintain this auspicious auspicious auspicious rui sent by heaven.

He can't let down Wu Amaranth and hurt this woman's heart, at least now he is sensible, he knows what Wu Amaranth wants.

As long as Wu Yuan doesn't want his life and his country, he can give her the rest.

And what about his beloved wife......

married as a husband and wife, in the past three years, he has not been able to figure out her, what does she want?

He asked her, she wanted the country, he wanted to give it away, he wanted his life, and she took it casually.

But in the end, she didn't want anything, she was his woman, and he only felt wronged by her, so he silently thought in his heart that he must love her well and repay her well.

But before she could repay him, she left him ruthlessly, and wanted to take away his only bloodline, Adou.

He endured it, he thought, she still has his flesh and blood in her stomach, she will definitely come back, but God has never favored him, and has never given him Liu Bei an heir.

He is an old man, how can he not be happy and unhappy, but because of Sun Quan's relationship, he has lost this hard-won bloodline.

How does he calculate this account, as long as his wife can come back, he will not blame the past, he will endure it......

Why does Sun Quan not speak much, he says that the eldest husband can bend and stretch, he has reached the limit of what he can endure, he hates Dongwu very much, and he understands everyone in Dongwu very thoroughly.

He wants to go on a killing spree, hoping that his beloved wife will come back......

And at this moment, he, an old man who is nearly half a hundred years old, still has to force a smile under the pomegranate skirt and try to please, he despises himself a little.

Is he going to practice himself like this for the sake of the Liu family......

He knew very well in his heart that for all this, in order to realize this dream, he was not afraid of even humiliation.

He is not afraid of the spurning of the world, he is not afraid of the words behind his back, as long as he succeeds, the annals of history are not up to him, he can do whatever he wants.

Let others come before and after, let him be right and wrong, let others be terrible, he can't care so much, the only goal is Yizhou, Yizhou......

Lately, no matter what I do, I can't mention the nature of the ......

Listening to Ah Lai, Liu Bei attacked Yizhou, and the situation was very good.

I thought, it seems that he is just around the corner to conquer Yizhou, and I am really happy for him......

I still remember the day he left for battle, and I went to the barracks to help him pack his bags, and he hugged me behind me, which surprised me.

I asked him when he came in, why didn't he say anything, and he didn't answer, but lowered his chin on my shoulder for a long time before he said, "How nice would it be to hold my wife forever?" ”

At that time, it was such a beautiful and beautiful life, and at that time he was going to go on a campaign, how reluctant I was to let him go.

Now, after just over a year of separation, my longing heart has become so heavy.

At that time, I was thinking that when he went to Yizhou, he would see his little beauty, and now it seems that it has really come true.

He and the beautiful little beauty finally stopped suffering from lovesickness, and finally got their wish and could live together beautifully, I was a little envious and jealous......

But what can be done?

I hope he is good, I hope he can get what he wants, I hope he has a beautiful woman in his arms, countless beauties, I hope that everything goes well on his life road and he will dominate the world in the future.

It's just that I don't know if he remembered that there was another me at that time......

I think, he Liu Bei has so many things to do all day long, and the beauty is on his side, how can he really think of me.

I know in my heart, brightly and brightly, that he was afraid of me and me in the past because of Sun Quan, but now that he has no scruples, how can he think of me again.

It's sad to think about......

It's ridiculous to think that I am famous all my life and am not afraid of others, how can I end up in such a field......

I feel that I have lost everything, so hard but still moving to think of him, I am ashamed that I can't let go of what I picked up.

But what should I do......

I just can't let go of him, I just think about him all the time, he knows.