Chapter Sixty-Eight

When you are proud, the sunset star show will swagger out, shoulder to shoulder with you, and shine with you.

In the end, all expectations will be disappointed, and they will be like sunset, sunset, and retreat.

Recently, I heard that Liu Bei beat gongs and drums and was preparing to marry Wu Amaranth.

I was so happy for him, but in addition to the joy, I unconsciously shed tears.

I think they must be true love, not like me, and it was not sweet to be together at the beginning.

Thinking that when I was in Jingzhou, I was sincere to Wu Yuan, but she calculated me like that, I smiled inexplicably wryly, we are both fallen people at the end of the world, why kill each other!

I saved Wu Amaranth's life, and the time has only changed like this for more than two years, and the difference between heaven and earth is very far.

I wish them a hundred years of happiness, old age, and love for a lifetime.

Don't be suspicious of each other like me and Liu Bei, and retreat halfway.

To love someone is to compromise for him and give up everything for him, including my life.

Although our time together was very short, so short that it was a lifetime in an instant, I never flinched and regretted it.

In the end, I believed in Liu Bei, but he always separated from me and refused to trust me sincerely.

I think that he also has a hard time, after all, it is not easy for a group of brothers to break into the world with him.

He has scruples and doubts, I understand, he is unwilling to entrust him with his life, and I can't either.

The country and the woman, which is more important......

Besides, he was already a group of wives and concubines before, and none of them died well in the end.

He said that women can be thrown away or discarded, defended and defended, brothers are siblings, siblings cannot be broken, brothers cannot be chaotic, and brothers cannot be suspicious, so that brothers are estranged and turn against each other.

And how could I be that exception......

Looking at the whole empty room, I just thought these questions were silly and funny......

I smiled unconsciously, my voice changed from small to loud, high and low, and I laughed silly......

At this time, Liu Yu walked over unhurriedly and very melancholy, she pushed open the door and walked towards me step by step.

When she saw that I was very drunk, she leaned over to hug me and asked angrily, "Drinking again?" If you can't drink enough, don't drink it, so as not to be ashamed. ”

Oh, yes......

Marrying Liu Bei embarrassed Dongwu......

But I don't want that......

Somehow, it became what it is now.

"My youth was paid by mistake, but he Liu Bei is nearly half a hundred years old and is still marrying a new daughter-in-law, you say it's funny."

I was talking drunk and crying in Liu Yu's arms.

Liu Yu hugged me, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, her hand gently patted my back, and said firmly: "Don't cry, no matter how many tears, Liu Bei can't come back, love or unwillingness, that takes up a few more points, it hurts the most, don't struggle, escape, you can't escape, it's better to face it boldly, give up what should be abandoned!" ”

Listening to her words, I suddenly didn't want to cry, and I asked, "What about you?" ”

Liu Yu didn't speak, she still hugged me, so we quietly wanted to forget everything......

But Liu Yu and I can't go back to the beginning, that pure, beautiful, and shy girl......

No matter how hard we try, we can't go back to the beginning, we can't go back to the past......

Today is a very special day, a day of celebration, a day worth celebrating.

Bo Yan returned, and the army drove mightily through the streets......

Bo Yan also specially asked his capable subordinates to inform me in advance, saying that he would go to the Pure Yang Hall to report the military situation to Sun Quan first, and then he would come to see me.

Listening to him come back, my heart blossomed, he was gone for more than a year, and I don't know if he eats well or sleeps well.

Thinking about it, I just feel ridiculous, what's wrong with me?

How can a man go out to fight a war with good food and good accommodation! Sleeping in the open air, encountering bad weather is even more unbearable.

I know all of this! In the past, I used to go on expeditions with Gongjin.

I smiled, I don't know what's going on lately, I'm always nostalgic!

I think of a lot of things in the past, and I don't know if they miss me or if I miss them......

I really don't have any merits in inheriting the Sun family, but this amorous inheritance is inherited from my father, and I don't know if it's good or bad, anyway, I've been sinking in my feelings and can't extricate myself.

However, I am a person who does things cleanly and neatly, and I will never procrastinate, so how can I do things that drag mud and water!

But Liu Yu has always been my heartache, and I can't bear to hurt her......

Always goes on like this, and I feel even more sorry for her, what should I give in exchange to make her let go of her obsession and let go of all this!

There is only one love word in the world that is the most difficult to write, and there is only one love word that is the most unreal and unreliable.

The worst mood is like a paper kite in the hand, the rope in the hand is pulled too tightly and will break, too loose and fly away with the wind.

Sometimes it's really bad luck, and if this luck is not good, it is lonely and lonely for a lifetime.

But if you love it, how can you turn back!

Even if the wound is deep, the knife will lick the blood, and you have to go on, and you have to go on.

The only stubbornness I am is that I will not admit defeat, but I have also lost everything, lost love, ruined unborn children, buried my loved ones, and buried my beloved.

What else do I have, which is a little bit of self-esteem, dignity that motivates me to live.

After a lifetime of tossing and stumbling, I realized that those cheerful laughter were all fake, and I have been living in sadness, but I have to laugh for the rest of my life.

In a trance, I got drunk again......

Only when I am drunk, I will forget everything, and only when I am drunk can I see you, only when I see you, I will not be so sad, I will be down-to-earth, you are my fate, but you also violate fate.

This time, Bo Yan has made a great contribution, and he must be promoted again......

Sun Quan and Bo Yan discussed my marriage in the Chunyang Palace, and Sun Quan also told Bo Yan to give me a precious dowry.

Bo Yan said: "You don't need a noble dowry, the county lord is already expensive, as long as the county lord is willing to marry the last general, it is the greatest honor of the last general, and I am afraid that the last general will be unknown and humiliate the county lord." ”

"Xiang'er and you are childhood sweethearts, and the two have no guesses, how can they be insulted."

I thought that in the past two years, my temperament has become much calmer, but I don't want Boyan to tell me this, I am still not calm enough, and I am eager to go crazy.

I've been married, how can I marry Boyan again!

I cautiously spoke, "Brother Boyan, if I said something unspeakable before, please forgive me." ”

I stretched the word brother very long and heavy......

"What I said before is all for my brother to be able to fight with peace of mind, I want you to come back safely, Dongwu needs you...... ”

Bo Yan listened to my words, with tears in his eyes, but still smiled, "Sister Xiang'er doesn't need to say it, I know everything...... ”

We were all silent, and neither of us would say a word first, and after a long time, he slowly spoke, "Sister Xiang'er, can Brother Boyan hug you?" Just like when you were a kid! ”

He stretched out his hands and waited like this......

He waited, just like when he was a child, every time he stretched out his arms and spread his wings, no matter how far away, I would run over and hold him.

This time it was the same, just like when I was a child, I ran over and threw myself into his arms and hugged him tightly, and he smiled, and he put his hands around my waist and hugged him tightly.

"Can you promise me an afterlife, in which I will still be the brother who first met you?"

My face was pressed against his arms, and this time I couldn't hold back, and the tears flowed endlessly, and I nodded, "Well, okay...... ”

"It's our agreement, don't forget."

I still nodded, a little choked, "yes, got it." ”

Liu Yu stood outside the door and listened to the corner, she looked at us stupidly, for a long time, she smiled, and she retreated step by step.

Early the next morning, before I got up, I heard a report from Ah Lai, Liu Yuyu......

Hearing Liu Yuyu, I was shocked and speechless, she is so dignified and healthy, why is she dead!

I smiled bitterly, my lips trembling slightly, "Ah, don't make trouble, Liu Yu is so dignified, how can you say that it is gone?" ”

I don't believe it's true, I think it's all fake, ahhh It's all a lie to me.

I sat on the collapse for a long time and couldn't get up, and Liu Yu's beautiful face kept shaking in front of my eyes.

I still remember the first time I saw her, she was very calculating with me, and called me her little husband.

I remember the night of our wedding, I held the big red hydrangea, although I married her as a woman, but that was my happiest moment.

Later, Liu Biao died, and I even coaxed her to come to Dongwu, I'm afraid this is Liu Yu's nightmare in his life......

I still remember when she saw that I was my daughter, she cried so sadly, fainted with grief, and this scene appeared in front of my eyes and lingered in my mind.

What a woman! Why did you get rid of it......

I rushed out in my bedclothes, but the guards outside the door wouldn't let me go, so I got into a fight with them.

Ah lazy protected me, fought with the guards, ah lazy swordsmanship was ruthless, and the move was deadly.

I snatched the sword from the guard's hand, and after a fight, the guard fell at my feet.

It's been a long time since I've killed someone, and this feeling reminds me of fighting to the death against the enemy on the battlefield.

When the guards saw that I was really killing, they besieged them one by one, and did not dare to go forward.

I carried my sword and strode to Sun Quan's bedroom, how did this journey feel so long......

That's long......

I've never felt so hard to walk, and I've never felt so tired walking.

I kicked open the door with my sword, and Sun Quan sat on the cold ground with Liu Yu in his arms, and I could see that Liu Yu's pale face was no longer breathing.

When Sun Quan heard the voice, he didn't raise his head, but shouted, "Get out of here...... ”

I walked up to Sun Quan with my sword in my hand, and asked angrily in a trembling voice: "Why, why are good people just gone?" ”

Sun Quan heard my voice, he looked up at me, it was just one night, his blue beard came out, and he was also much haggard, and many small wrinkles were added to the corners of his eyes and brows.

He said unhurriedly, his voice was slightly cold, but he was extremely sad, "It's me, it's me who killed her." ”