Chapter 69: Remorse
His voice was so small, so light that I couldn't even hear what he was saying.
I shouted, my eyes blazing, my fury raging, and I used all my strength to ask him, "Why did you kill her, why did you kill her...... ”
Sun Quan was so listless, Mu Na looked up at me, he couldn't see the joy and anger, he only felt that his body was very weak, very weak, very tired, as if he didn't have any strength, "It's not because of you, if it weren't for you, she wouldn't have died." ”
I carried the sword, and with a wave of my arm, the tip of the sword was directly on his neck, and he seemed to be not afraid of anything, not afraid of my sword killing him at all.
"What does it have to do with me, why kill her?"
"It's not because of your marriage to Lu Xun, she knew about it, so she came to me, she pretended to please me, I thought she really figured it out, figured it out, but I didn't expect her to hide a dagger in her sleeve. She said, I have been persecuting you, forcing you to do something you don't want to do, and she wants to help you solve me. She was going to die with me, and I really didn't want to kill her, but for some reason, I killed her anyway. ”
I looked at the short knife stuck in Liu Yu's abdomen, I dropped the sword in my hand, and slapped Sun Quan in the face with one hand, and he couldn't help but fall down with a weak wind.
I took the opportunity to take Liu Yu from Sun Quan's arms, "Give her back to me, she will always be my woman." ”
Saying that, I picked up Liu Yu and strode out, I won't let Sun Quan defile you anymore, let's go back, let's go back......
I hugged Liu Yu and walked to Xiyuan with difficulty, the guards surrounded me, holding knives in their hands, but they didn't dare to step forward.
Liu Yu, you love beauty so much, how can you give up all this and die......
Didn't you say you wanted to accompany me?
Why don't you count halfway, how can you leave me alone in this huge West Garden!
When you're gone, have you ever thought about me?
We don't know if it's a bad fate in this life, you love so persistently, so righteous, but I can't give you anything, and in the end, you still die because of me.
You have chosen such a path of no return, this wrong choice, but I can't help you change your direction and change your mind, I can't save you, not even myself.
I guess you're going to hate me! You left like this, hating me for not being decisive enough, not being able to make a clear choice, and not taking you to Soochow, I really regret it for life.
Yu'er gave everything, gave her life, gave her life, and she couldn't leave anything in this world.
I hugged her, her body was cold.
I'll give you warmth, will you be able to come back to life, and you can accompany me to walk strongly, otherwise I really don't know how to go in the future.
I'm so scared of the days without you, Yu'er...... Come back......
Yu'er ...... Come back......
I held Liu Yu like this for a few days and nights, and persuaded me to let go, Liu Yu was dead, let her leave peacefully.
But I can't bear to let her leave me like this, she is still so young, so beautiful, her life has just begun, how can she just leave?
I smiled bitterly and asked, "Call the military doctor quickly, the military doctor is here, Yu'er will be fine." ”
Ah shook my shoulder, "County Lord, wake up!" Mrs. Liu is dead, and she can't survive. ”
Ah shook me, making me much more sober, and my hand slowly stroked the short knife on Liu Yu's abdomen, from the handle down to the abdomen.
The blood had dried up, and my bloody hand kept walking up, gently caressing her delicate white face.
The blood on my hands stuck to her face, I wiped the blood on her face with my sleeve in a panic, she loves cleanliness so much, how can there be blood stains on her face!
I wiped her face, but I couldn't control her crying, and I looked up at the sky, but there was a dark roof in front of me.
"Ah...... ”
The beautiful Liu Yu is really gone, but I owe her a love debt in this life.
Sun Quan finally ordered someone to put Liu Yu's body into the coffin, I didn't stop it, after all, Liu Yu was still Sun Quan's little lady outside.
The coffin stopped in Xiyuan for seven days and seven nights, and during these seven days, I accompanied her day and night.
I was afraid that she would be lonely, and I was even more afraid that she would leave her loneliness like this, so I sat by the coffin and chattered with her, from acquaintance, to acquaintance, until she married me.
Then it was a mutual betrayal, and I knew that I had failed her sincerity and her good intentions.
In the end, Liu Yu died at the hands of our brothers and sisters, I hurt you, I hurt you......
I almost cried so much that I almost lost my breath......
Yes, he woke me up, and he told me that Liu Yu was going to be funeral tomorrow, after all, people are dead, and they are buried in peace.
I thought, yes......
Liu Yu was not at peace during his lifetime, and he should have a good sleep after death......
Early the next morning, I dressed up, I wore a white coat, my hair tied on my head, and a white jade crown.
I still remember the Battle of Chibi, Gongjin and I went on the expedition or she helped me persuade Sun Quan to let me go with the army, and on the day of departure, she came to see me off.
She said: "Sun Lang is still more handsome in men's clothes, and this military uniform is really good-looking." Then she smiled wickedly and turned away.
After listening to her words, I fixed where I was, and looked at her back for a long time and disappeared from my sight.
I burst into tears of laughter at the thought of this......
I wiped my face and said to the coffin: "You said, I am more handsome in men's clothes, and I look better in military clothes, today is a special day, I wore a white shirt to send you, I don't know if you like it or not, you see, I also specially tied your hair for you!" ”
I looked at Liu Yu lying inside, his face was better, but his face was bloodless, but his pale face couldn't cover his beautiful years, I personally covered the coffin and nailed the coffin.
I patted the coffin and said loudly, "Lift the coffin...... ”
Liu Yu, I'll send you this time, okay?
Liu Yu's funeral ceremony was very simple, and the people who sent her were the attendants and maids who served by her side before her death.
I rode on a white horse and walked in front of the coffin, and I wondered if she would be upset if I gave her such a men's dress.
These are her hopes before her death, what a lovely woman she was before she came to Soochow, dignified, well-mannered, and coveted at first sight.
At that time, I was cheeky and shouted outside her house for a long, long time in order to see her.
There are so many good things and good memories, it seems that they are right in front of her, but she is really gone, and she can't come back.
Liu Yu......
Liu Yu......
Liu Bei was very busy in Yizhou at this time, he was preparing for the wedding, and now that Yizhou was in hand, what reason did he have not to marry Wu Amaranth!
Liu Bei's wedding is not particularly grand, just because he said that he has fought for such a long time, and he has worked hard and lost money, and he has just been free to fight without fighting, and this money must be used on the soldiers, not because of me.
Liu Bei is now a new aunt again, and in the eyes of outsiders, he is an old man and a wife, and he is naturally very beautiful.
But only he knows the bitter water in his belly, and now he is like this, he is difficult to ride a tiger, he has to marry if he marries, and he has to marry if he doesn't.
He married the loyal service of the Yizhou family and the stability of Yizhou.
Liu Bei bid farewell to the courtiers who celebrated him one by one, and he himself sat on the cold steps drinking sullen wine.
He was reluctant to go back to Qinglu, because he felt that he had no face, he had no shame to see his ancestors and ancestors, and he actually married his brother-in-law of the same sect, so how could he not be embarrassed and annoyed.
However, his courtiers forced him to do so, and they were ashamed to tell him the example of the ancients, "Lord, if the wheel is close, can it be compared to the wife of Duke Wen of Jin who marries his nephew and daughter-in-law, Ziyuan?" ”
When Fa Zheng said this, Liu Bei suddenly had cold sweat on his forehead.
He clearly knew that Fa Zheng was beating him! If you don't marry Wu Amaranth, the fate can be imagined.
Now that Yizhou is pacified, he should also give a satisfactory explanation to the generals of Yizhou, they have fulfilled themselves, what can he not sacrifice!
What's more, she is still married to a beauty praised by everyone, not only is she beautiful, but she also has a talisman like being a nobleman.
Otherwise, the consequence is that he dared to lead him Liu Bei into Shuchuan, if he didn't let the generals of Yizhou surrender and be satisfied, he would definitely dare to lead others into Shuchuan.
In his place, then he Liu Bei will have nothing, and if Yizhou is lost at that time, Jingzhou will not be guaranteed.
Just because a woman lost Yizhou, the gains outweighed the losses, and he Liu Bei was able to have today, not luck, nor righteousness, but careful calculations, women's nepotism.
Liu Bei felt that he was sorry for every woman around him, and every woman around him had fulfilled himself.
Women are both his blessing and his misfortune......
Tonight, he made another white-headed appointment with a woman, and he couldn't help but feel a little worried, which made him inexplicably uncomfortable.
Fa Zheng left and came back, Fa Zheng was always worried, he knew that this made Liu Bei marry Wu Amaranth a bit of a villain, but he had to do this, this was his duty as a courtier, and it was his duty to worry about the Lord.
Only when Yizhou is stable can he make great progress, go north, and dominate the world, which is his ambition.
He believes that Liu Bei is also informal and ambitious.
However, when he saw the decadent Liu Bei sitting on the steps drinking, he was drunk, which made people feel sad and unbearable.
Fa Zheng walked up to Liu Bei, bowed his hand, and said, "Lord, whoever achieves great things wins the world!" ”
Liu Bei looked up at Fa Zheng drunkenly, and for a long time, he got up and did not fight with Fa Zheng, but he didn't say anything, but walked out slowly.
I only felt that he was not entering the Qinglu at the moment, but going to the execution ground......
Fa Zheng was not at ease, and followed Liu Bei until he saw Liu Bei enter the Qinglu Fa Zheng before turning around and leaving.
Liu Bei walked in the direction of the newcomer step by step, and when he walked in front of the newcomer, he directly removed his hijab.
Wu Yuan looked at the crumbling Liu Bei and said, "Husband." ”
Liu Bei looked at the beauty in front of him, not particularly bright, but very gentle.
Looking at Wu Amaranth reminded him of Sun Shangxiang......
Sun Shangxiang is also very beautiful, not bright and beautiful, but she is very special, she is heroic and sassy, and she has a mighty atmosphere, which makes people fall in love at first sight, and they can never forget it after entering their hearts.
He always covets Sun Shangxiang's beauty, but her heart is not with him......