Chapter 41: Abrupt
I'm just an ornament sent by Sun Quan.
I'm here with him, and he's going to have to accept it.
I understand him very well, he has a hard time, but I really want to help him.
However, I also knew that no matter how hard I tried, he would not believe me.
So, why should I do anything more!
With my character, in the end, both sides will lose more than they lose.
I just need to stay here for a few years, and when the situation is stable, I can get out.
It was a chic and comfortable time, wasn't it......
Thinking of this, I looked up at him fixedly, smiling slightly.
"I know that the war ahead is tight, Xuande rushed back thousands of miles to make up for my birthday, I am ashamed, the war is important, it doesn't hurt to pass my birthday."
He listened to my words with tears in his eyes.
When I saw him like this, I really didn't know what he was talking about......
I lowered my head and didn't look at him, but said, "Thank you Xuande for coming back to celebrate my birthday." ”
At ten o'clock in the evening, Liu Bei ordered someone to prepare a dinner.
When I sat down, it was singing and dancing, the music was around, and the Yiren were swinging gracefully.
This interview reminds me of Wu Jun......
There are major festivals and important decisions in Wu County, and they are always singing and dancing.
And Liu Bei has always been thrifty, and he doesn't raise dancing girls, so it must have taken a lot of effort to spend a lot of money to invite these dancing girls today.
I said, "I'm at war, and it's a lot of money, so why waste all these impractical financial resources for me!" These coins should be used on the soldiers. ”
He listened to my words and smiled happily, "Madame is worried that the war is tight and there is not enough money and food?" These are all things that should be thought of by the husband, and the lady does not have to worry. ”
I grew up in a military camp, and my father and brother were both generals who galloped and killed.
How could I not know the hardships of the soldiers......
This money is used on the soldiers, who are well fed and warmly clothed, so that they can have the strength to fight and fight in the face of the enemy.
They will survive......
"Husband, you don't have to do this in the future, I don't like these, my husband changed these silver coins into military uniforms, food really hurts me, these songs and dances are not suitable for you and me, the war is tight, husband and wife go back to the battlefield early! Only by defeating the Cao thief can we sleep and eat peacefully. ”
He listened to me and waved his sleeves to order Maihime to stand down.
got up and picked up the wine bottle and said, "This wine, what I teach Mrs. Jing is that the husband will return to the battlefield, and if he doesn't drive Cao Ren away, he won't come back for the husband." ”
Hearing his words, I stood up and raised my glass, "Congratulations on my husband's triumphant return." ”
When I finished, he bowed his hand, "Madame, take care." ”
As he spoke, he strode away......
I looked at his departing back, and my heart turned a thousand times.
At the moment when I sent his back away, my heart was inexplicably slightly sour, and I was a little reluctant.
This time, I don't know when we will be able to meet, the sword has no eyes on the battlefield, and I am even more afraid that something will happen to him.
I followed him from a distance, secretly drove him out of the city, and walked aimlessly on my horse.
Ah said coquely: "County Lord, it's been three watches, let's go back and rest early!" ”
How can I sleep when I go back and rest......
In fact, I wanted to fight with him on this expedition, but I was afraid of seeing Zhou Yu.
I'm even more afraid that Zhou Yu will detain me when I go back and do something embarrassing to everyone.
I thought, more things are better than less things, everyone is okay.
Liu Bei has been gone for more than half a year this time.
Zhou Yu and Cao Ren had been facing off for four or five months before, and it had been back and forth for more than a year.
Today, I suddenly heard the magpie crying outside the window, which must be a good sign.
As soon as he thought so, a messenger came to report that Cao Ren had abandoned the city and fled.
Our army won a complete victory, and Sun Quan appointed Zhou Yu as the Taishou of Nanjun.
Liu Bei invited Sun Quan to be appointed as the acting general of the chariot cavalry, and concurrently served as the pastor of Xuzhou and Jingzhou.
In this way, Liu Bei soon set off and returned with his entire army......
Not long after, I waited on the shore for Liu Bei's fleet to come back, and I saw him standing at the bow of the boat, riding the wind and waves.
He was high-spirited, like a young man.
From afar, I could feel the sparkle of determination in his eyes as he stared at me.
He's back, the battle has just ended, and maybe the next one is coming soon.
When I saw that he was in high spirits, my heart rejoiced.
He stepped out of the boat and strode towards me, but after only a few dozen steps, he ran over and hugged me tightly.
He didn't care about it, and let the soldiers behind him whisper and purse their lips and snicker.
I saw so many soldiers standing on the deck watching, not daring to disembark without his orders.
I was embarrassed, I patted him on the back and said, "So many people are watching, it's not good, you are a general of the chariot and cavalry, and you were laughed at by the soldiers." ”
He still rested his head on my shoulder, "General Ben is holding his wife, who dares to laugh!" ”
When I saw that he was like this, I was really wrong, so I said, "The soldiers have a long journey, and they dare not act without your orders." ”
Before I finished my words, he waved his hand and motioned for Zhuge Liang to rest as a whole army.
"Treat the soldiers with good wine and meat at night, rest a little today, and return to the public security tomorrow."
Then he swaggered and took me by the hand.
He did not go directly back to the tent, but walked aimlessly on the riverbank.
I glanced at the side of his face, which was darker and thinner, and the beard on his jaw was a little more insolent than before.
He pursed his lips and smiled when he saw me peeking at him.
He didn't look at me, but he held my hand and didn't let go, but clenched it tighter and tighter.
I walked slowly with him, step by step, and suddenly, he said to me very gently: "Madame, but you can see clearly, my old man has added some wrinkles in Madame's eyes?" ”
Hearing his words, I was suddenly stunned, straightened my face, and looked ahead in a daze.
I didn't think it was wrinkled, but I just looked at his haggard and tired face, perhaps due to tiredness.
I said, "Husband is tired of the journey, right?" If you go back early to rest, it won't be easy at the celebration banquet in the evening? ”
After listening to my words, he stood still, and then took me in his arms again, and I was hugged very tightly, as if I felt suffocated.
His chin rested on top of my head, and he pressed his weight on me in such a condescending manner that I couldn't bear it.
The warm breeze blew slightly, and my body swayed with it......
He said, "I'm sorry, it's me who abruptly Madame." ”
As soon as he said this, I felt a little sad in my heart.
What's wrong with us, wasn't it good at first?
Why did you come to such a field?
I didn't open my mouth to answer him, and he didn't let go of me.
We bask in the afternoon sun.
A gust of wind swept over the river, and I shivered through the chill.
He let me go, untied the sheath, and draped it over me.
He said: "The river is really cold, let's go back!" ”
I didn't speak, but let him take me by the hand and send me back to his camp while he went about the military situation.
I was very bored in the camp, so I went back to the inn with the maids.
I don't like to go to the dinner party, and those soldiers are not comfortable with me.
On this happy night, I want them to drink as much as they want, and make fun as much as they want.
As for me, I went out and hid myself......
I only told Zhao Yun to go out for a walk, and I don't have to wait for me for dinner, I guess Zhao Yun understands what I mean.
Liu Bei also understands, after all, it is all for him.
Zhao Yun didn't dare to stop me, so I rode my horse and whipped, went out for a walk, and returned to the post house at ten o'clock in the evening.
After Liu Bei finished explaining the affairs of General Liu Bei, he happily returned to the camp tent, only to find that I was not there.
He was so disappointed that he didn't pay attention to it, and dropped the hairpin in his sleeve.
Zhao Yun was slightly stunned when he saw the hairpin flower that fell on the ground.
In his heart, the lord is a person who only has the country and does not understand the customs.
Now seeing Liu Bei's injury like this, there seems to be a knife in his heart that slowly cuts open.
Liu Bei didn't speak, and stood stunned.
The hairpin flowers on the ground are very bright and moving, and they are very asymmetrical with this dark earth.
The hairpins are too bright, and the dark earth is shabby and loses its color.
Liu Bei's expression was indifferent, showing that he was indifferent, and for a while, he muttered to himself.
"I know that I am not worthy of her, she is from a noble background, and now she is the lord of the county, it is really difficult to marry me as an old man, and it is not very fair to her, but I just like her, I just want to be good to her, I want her to know that this is not a political marriage, I don't ask her to have me in my heart, I just want her to be by my side, I can watch her every day, and watch her happy and happy, but I can't realize such a simple wish, and now it seems that she will leave me sooner or later."
Zhao Yun listened to Liu Bei's words and knelt down directly, "The lord, the lord and the lady have a misunderstanding. ”
"Zilong don't try to persuade me, she is in her prime, talented, quick-witted, and resolute. She is proficient in military affairs and strategy, how can she look down on me, an old man who is not good-looking! ”
Zhao Yun knelt on his knees, kowtowed, and said: "The lord and his wife really have a misunderstanding, and please let the lord be relieved, find the illness as soon as possible, and open his heart with his wife." ”
Liu Bei looked back at dusk, his brows furrowed, and walked up to Zhao Yun to help him up.
However, Zhao Yun refused to get up, and pressed his head lower, "The last general will be guilty." ”
"Zilong is guilty, hurry up." Liu Bei helped him again, but Zhao Yun still refused to get up.
Liu Bei straightened up at this time, looked at Zhao Yun carefully, and did not speak for a long time.
He stood with his hands in his hands and asked, "What does Zilong know?" Although I am your lord, I have never treated you as an outsider, so you are in charge of the affairs of the inner court and rise up to speak...... ”
Zhao Yun still didn't leave, but gave Guan Yu and Zhang Fei the medicine he handed over to his wife, and told all about it.
At this time, Liu Bei suddenly woke up.
Only then did he know why, after the night of spring supper, the lady ignored his reason.
He was annoyed, but he didn't know how to forgive him.
blamed Zhao Yun for failing to fully reveal the ...... as soon as possible
In fact, Zhao Yun was also afraid that my meticulous work would have a purpose when he came to Liu Bei's side.
However, after getting along with each other for a year, he felt that I was not such a high city.
On the contrary, he thought about Liu Bei everywhere, and did not ask about anything in the army.
Even if Liu Bei goes out to fight during this time, it is a little tricky, or it is related to the decision-making of Jingzhou and Eastern Wu, I will let Zhao Yun call the shots.