Chapter 40: Like
Liu Bei looked at everyone, and then at Zhuge Liang, he said with difficulty, "I want to maintain the relationship between Eastern Wu as much as possible, but now it seems that I can't...... ”
When everyone heard Liu Bei's words, they all looked at each other, very puzzled......
Only Zhuge Liang, Guan Yu, and Zhang Fei know the reason.
Liu Bei said: "The county lord of Dongwu has decided to move out of the Public Security Mansion, and she is going to live outside the city. ”
Zhang Fei was very angry, "This female spy finally got acquainted, big brother, let her go, now this female spy has just been in the public security not long ago, and she knows that we will not give her the opportunity to steal military intelligence, she knows her like this, let her be fulfilled!" ”
Liu Bei sighed a little, his chest was tight, he was a little depressed, and he was even decadent, but he couldn't do anything.
It's just that he has to hide his true temperament in front of all the officers and soldiers, for fear of revealing his emotions and affecting the morale of the army.
He knew that the way of husband and wife between them could not be maintained, but what could he do!
He has tolerated enough, worked hard enough, and so far, it is still the result.
He doesn't complain about the sky, he doesn't complain about people, he only complains about himself, he only complains that he is not good enough, and he is not good enough.
What's more, he began to doubt himself......
If he could, he was willing to trade his life for his age, the same size as her, wouldn't she hate him.
Is it possible to accept him from the bottom of my heart, and whether I can not live outside the city?
Is it possible to break into the world with her, grow old with her, and spend your life together without suspicion?
He knew that this marriage relationship would not last long, and if they all followed her wishes, maybe this marriage would drag on for a longer time.
Otherwise, if you turn your face with Soochow, the road ahead will be difficult.
Zhuge Liang said: "Lord, it's better to follow Madame's wishes, otherwise it is not a way to stalemate like this, after all, behind Madame is Sun Quan, the lord of Eastern Wu, at this time our strength is weak, and it is not the time to tear our faces, no matter what Madame asks, we will respond to her." ”
Everyone nodded again and again after listening to Zhuge Liang's words.
Liu Bei also lost his rules at this time.
He knew that Sun Shangxiang was a difficult role, she was resolute, brave, and her demeanor was not lost to her brothers.
He was naturally afraid of her, afraid of her ......
Fearing that she would not be happy, he assassinated him under her bed.
He wants to live in harmony with her, he wants them to be good, loving husband and wife, supporting each other, and respecting each other.
But the harder he tried, the more he went against the grain, the harder he pushed, the farther away they became.
He's scared now......
I'm afraid that one day he will lose her after all......
He was afraid that she would leave, and he was afraid that she would turn a blind eye and look indifferent.
He Liu Bei is an old man, but he is a dignified old man.
Besides, he is a royal descendant, he is General Zuo, and he is the emperor's uncle, but why, he can't even keep a woman.
This little woman is not only unmoved, but also unruly, unruly, and disrespectful to his husband.
So that he often can't sleep at night, and he doesn't know the taste of food.
He tried his best, and all the efforts were a headache for him......
He was poor and worked hard, but after thinking about it, he also made a fuss and lived in separate rooms.
He liked her, but what could he do?
She is a beautiful woman like a flower, and she is also full of military books.
If the formation is not under the men who are fighting on these battlefields, what right does he have to get her!
In the end, he still has to let her fly and set her free.
Anyway, she's still with him for the time being, isn't she......
As long as she is still around, it is good to be in the public security, so that he can still watch her from time to time.
As long as he looked at her from afar, he was satisfied, less worried, less worried.
He was so relieved of himself, but he hated himself even more, hated his cowardice, hated him for not going forward.
Because, he is afraid, he is afraid of gains and losses......
As long as he could look at her, he was satisfied......
Time flies, and more than three months have passed in a blink of an eye......
Liu Bei built a small city in the west of the public security city.
If it is said that a small city was built, it is better to say that Liu Bei circled a beautiful and prosperous cage.
The affairs of the city are presided over by this titular lady.
But outside the city, this titular lady is not allowed to interfere.
Today is the eighth day of the ninth month, which is an auspicious day, auspicious, and everything is suitable.
Today I am going to move to the west of the city, in a small town newly built by Liu Bei.
Before leaving, Liu Bei did not send me, but Zhao Yun led the escort team to escort me over.
It's okay if Liu Bei doesn't come to see him off, I feel indebted to the province.
When I arrived in the new city, Ah lazy picked me up and got off the bus.
I looked at the new city, and the gate of the city was written with the words Gwanghwa Fortress.
I looked at the three huge words on the city gate in disbelief, and walked in firmly.
As soon as I entered the city, I saw Liu Bei waiting in the city gate, and I saw that I had been waiting for a long time.
I didn't expect him to come, and he was still waiting in the city.
I approached him and asked, "Did you choose the name of this little town?" ”
He nodded and asked me, "What's wrong?" ”
"I just don't know what it means?"
He stood still, looked at me quietly, and said for a while: "There is a beautiful and luxurious county lord living in this small city, and it is all because of the county lord that it is so named. ”
When I saw him say this, I had nothing to say.
He showed me around the new town.
The city is not very big, but it has everything you need, daily necessities, vegetables and fruits to eat.
It is even more luxurious than the public security mansion, and the use is extravagant......
I saw that he was very attentive, but my heart was full of joy.
He led me into the boudoir, and when I entered the door, there was a sandalwood screen carved with colorful phoenixes.
I saw that the color of this screen is purple, it is the South China Sea sandalwood, the South China Sea endemic wood species, purple is amazing, and it is also the most valuable.
I casually stroked the screen, stroking the texture as I walked, secretly amazed.
I didn't expect to encounter the rare Nanhai sandalwood in this troubled era.
Walking inside, there is a golden silk nanmu machine, on which there is freshly brewed tea, steaming, as well as seasonal fruits and pastries.
In the inside is the collapse, the collapse is made of mahogany, the workmanship is fine, the carving of a hundred birds to return to the nest, the curtain is made of silk.
I turned around and sighed: "You shouldn't have created such a luxurious life, I live frugally in Soochow." ”
When he saw me like this, he was as happy as a child, and his heart was full of joy.
"My Liu Xuande's wife should live like this, I don't want my wife to marry me or be so simple."
Hearing this, my eyes moistened a little......
When he saw me like this, he was overjoyed and said: "Actually, this new city has been built a long time ago, and it is to wait until today's good day to let Mrs. move in, Xuande just wants to make up for Mrs., the eighth day of August last month is Mrs.'s birthday, and Mrs. can't come back in time to celebrate Mrs.'s birthday, Mrs. won't blame, right?" ”
How can I blame him!
Cao Ren made a move in Nanyang County, so he was eager to support Zhou Yu.
As soon as these two days were free, he secretly ran back to celebrate my birthday today, and I was surprised and happy, but also sad and sad.
My face was ashamed, and the depths of my heart were like the waves of the sea.
I opened my mouth, not knowing whether to say it or not, but I said it anyway.
"You don't have to be so good to me, so attentive, I'm afraid I can't repay Xuande's affection and mistake you...... ”
He listened to my words, grabbed my wrist in shock, and stared at me for a long time with bright eyes, as if penetrating the bottom of my heart.
"I do everything for my wife willingly, Mrs. doesn't have to take it to heart, Mrs. doesn't have to think about what to give me back, Mrs. just thinks that this is home and the mistress here."
I know he thinks of me in every way, but I'm also flesh and blood, and I'm a living person.
I'm afraid of being moved, afraid that he will surprise me and worry about me.
I'm even more afraid that the bowl of bitter medicine he sent will end up poisoning me......
He was both surprised and delighted in this way, and in the end he could only mislead others and himself.
I don't want what I decided to hurt him later.
I think he's a good man, a good-hearted man, and I don't want him to suffer for it.
I looked at his hand holding my wrist and saw that he was not wearing his usual military uniform.
Today is a casual dress, a white mid-shirt, an ink-colored tunic, and a little white mid-coat on the collar is exposed.
Looking at his sleeves, a little white midshirt is also exposed, and a pair of new ink-colored shoes are on his feet.
When I saw him like this today, he was full of energy and refreshed, and I remembered the wedding......
The first time I saw him, his clothes were so neat and tidy, giving people an elegant and comfortable feeling.
When he saw me looking at him closely, he was a little frightened, and he just felt that something was wrong.
He looked at himself carefully, looked up and down from his feet, straightened his sleeves again, and said to me with a smile: "Madame looks at me like this, I am a little flattered. ”
"My husband's dress today reminds me of our wedding day, my husband is also so neat and tidy, and he is refreshed, and I am happy when I see it."
When he heard my joy, he pulled me to sit next to the desk, and his eyes were deep, as if he could see the distance.
"I lost my father since I was a child, it was my mother who weaved straw mats and straw sandals for a living, at that time we lived very hard, often ate the last meal and did not eat the next meal, my mother relied on every mouthful of food saved for me to study, when the times were troubled, how could I read, since I was a child, I liked horses, music and clothing, how could I wear such clothes at that time, it was my mother who changed and changed the short and broken clothes, and made up and mended, a piece of clothing not to say that it was worn from childhood to adulthood, but it was not much worse, at that time I was thinking, In the future, I must let my wife sit in that kind of generous and noble feather covered car, let her wear gorgeous clothes, I want her to live a worry-free life, not worried about rice, not forced by life, miserable, now the county lord is noble, but married to me, the old man who sells straw mats and straw shoes, it is really wronged the county lord, but no matter what, I Liu Xuande will not change his original intention, as long as the county lord is happy, Xuande is very willing to do everything for the county lord. ”
I was really moved by what he said.
But when I remembered that he had selfish motives, and that every time he stayed with me, he would bring a bowl of bitter pottion, I was annoyed with him.
Actually, I understand him, and if he makes it clear to me, I will fulfill him.
Besides, I'm not ready to give him a baby.
It's just that this bowl of medicinal soup has blocked too much, which also shows that he only has the country in his heart, and there is no so-called wife in his mouth.