He slowly lifted the heat in my body, the restless heartbeat, and made me a real woman, a woman who belonged only to him.

Early in the morning, when I woke up, he had already left.

I straightened up with a sore back, the memory of last night was still in front of me, I was ashamed and annoyed, my face was red and my heart was beating.

At this time, Ah Lae came in and served me to wash.

She said: "County Lord, the lord asked people to send medicine to replenish the body. ”

I looked at her with the black liquid in her hand, and I felt sick to my stomach, so I waved my hand and motioned for her to take it down.

"This is what the lord ordered when he left, saying that he was good for the county lord, and let me watch the county lord drink."

I thought, Liu Bei is good to me.

However, with my body, I don't need to send medicine to my body every time he comes to me for the night!

How did it not before, I had chills down my spine.

I just felt that there was something wrong, so I didn't say much, so I pinched my nose and drank it.

When I finished bathing and changing, I took the maids out for a walk.

Before, I was so lazy that I secretly went to the kitchen to pick up some of the poured medicine residue, and she understood my intentions, so she ordered someone to do it.

I sat on horseback and walked aimlessly......

I saw Ah and Zishan muttering something in a low voice.

I knew that the things I had given me had been done.

Ah lazy whip stepped up to me, and she "shouted" and grabbed the reins.

Her angry eyes were on fire......

"County Lord, Liu Bei is really not a thing, what he gave the county lord is actually medicine that can't give birth to dolls, since he did this, why did he marry the county lord? This is not a human thing, wait until I go back and slaughter him. ”

Ah lazy's words, the beauty that I longed for, and the obsession with him in my heart was completely cold.

If he doesn't want children, can he tell me......

I'm also willing to fulfill him, and I'm not a woman who likes children very much.

Moreover, if it is unstable today, giving birth to a child in troubled times is also painful for the child.

It's just that he is doing things behind his back, which makes me want to get angry namelessly.

In fact, I know that it is not easy for him to have this world, and I can also understand his hard work.

He didn't want to have children with me, because he didn't want to be restrained by his second brother.

He didn't want his second brother to control everything, and he didn't want to lose the initiative because of the child.

In fact, I don't want to have children, and the most important thing is that I haven't thought about giving Liu Bei a child yet.

When I think about it, I don't get so angry.

I know that he is still afraid that I will commit trouble......

He is always on guard against me, so what's the point of us living together?

It's better to separate and be well......

I didn't want to go back to Soochow, and I didn't want to tear my face with him......

I didn't want to drink the medicine that hurt my body, and I spent the whole day meditating.

When I was still newly married, the days on Yangqi Mountain were good, and the days of being so happy, leisure, and no suspicion were gone.

Thinking of this, I smiled wryly......

Xu I thought wrong, Liu Bei has never let go of his suspicions, those good days were all disguised by him.

Let me put down the mustard and help him go back to the police, let me think that he is sincere to me, and confuse my mind.

Let me willingly go back with him to his station.

When it was time for dinner, Liu Bei saw that I hadn't gone back yet, so he sent people around to look for me.

I rode my horse and galloped so fast that passers-by on both sides of the street gave way.

When I arrived at the mansion, I dismounted in a dashing manner, flicked my whip, and the whistle sounded through the sky.

When Liu Bei heard the whip, he knew that I was back, and he came out to greet me.

My face did not change, and as usual, I let him help me and put my arms around my waist and went back to the inner courtyard.

After we had dinner, the lamp was turned on in the room, and Liu Bei served me diligently and untied my clothes.

When I saw him like this, I politely refused, and he thought it was the first shyness of last night.

I straightened up and sat on the collapsed body, expressionless, and said solemnly: "I'm not feeling well today, husband, let's go to the barracks to rest!" ”

He smiled, poked my head casually, and teased: "Naughty, my husband knows, my husband just wants to sleep with you." ”

I know he thought my menstrual period was coming.

He was about to help me lie down......

I shook him off casually, my face pale, and I said coldly, unquestionablely.

"Husband, let's go to the barracks and rest...... ”

When he saw that my face was ugly, he couldn't say anything......

One step at a time, he reluctantly walked out, and just past the screen, he turned around and came back in stride.

"Madame, what's wrong with you?"

I didn't speak, for fear he would come back......

I drove him away and broke his face, so I casually pulled out the flying leopard under the pillow and gave it away, and the light on the low plane was extinguished.

I stroked it, and the curtain on the couch fell, and I lay down on my side, with my back to him.

He saw the curtain fall halfway, blocking me and his view.

So he was very frightened, and quietly walked over step by step.

He was afraid that if I was a dart in my hand, wouldn't it be a small life.

He walked to the front of the collapse, grabbed his sleeve and touched the beads of sweat rolling on his forehead, and slowly lowered the curtain on the other half of my feet.

After putting it away, tidy it up a little more, and let the veil fit tightly before leaving.

I saw him act like this, he was angry and funny, he really deserved to be killed.

I should have killed him, made him unfaithful to his wife, made him hurt me, made him stubborn and refused to explain his reasons to me.

But when I think about it, I feel pitiful for him......

My nameless fire was finally suppressed, and I fell asleep in a daze.

Early in the morning of the second day, Liu Bei did not go to train his soldiers and horses, but came to me.

I don't know what it was while I was still steaming in my hand, but when he saw that I hadn't gotten up yet, he woke me up.

My blurry eyes saw that it was him, and I suddenly fell asleep......

I was a little annoyed, so I asked Ah Yan angrily, "Ah Yong, why did outsiders come in before I got up?" ”

Liu Bei saw that I was angry, he listened to my words, he was stunned at first, and then slowly held his breath and calmed down, his face did not change and his heart did not beat.

He paused, and was about to open his mouth, when Ah Lazy was close to him.

Ah saluted and said respectfully: "It was the lord who broke in." ”

When I heard this, I became even more angry......

I know that my temper is not very good, once the anger comes up, there is no cover, and I can't stop him from knowing who he is.

I breathed a sigh of relief, not as stiff as I had at first, "No one will be allowed in without my permission." ”

Liu Bei was stunned by my words, his mouth opened and closed, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.

When he saw that I was about to get up and collapse, he hurriedly held me down, "This is a bird's nest for my wife, it's not hot, just enough to drink." ”

I think he was in short supply of military money at this time, and he needed two taels of silver.

In this chaos, bird's nest is even more difficult to find.

He is willing to spend a lot of money to buy bird's nest for me, and in his eyes, he may not see me as his wife.

What does he mean by that today?

What kind of fuss did he make......

I pushed the bowl away from his hand and it collapsed.

"I'm not a pampered eldest lady, you don't have to do this for me, and from now on we will live separately."

He listened to my words with a slight anger, and he was rarely moved in front of me.

He still suppressed the anger in his heart, eased his nerves, and asked me, "Why is this so, because the recklessness of my husband before hurt my wife!" Madame regretted it? ”

I didn't answer his question, I really wanted to ask him, I really wanted to ask him about the bowl of soup and medicine he sent afterwards.

But when the words came to my mouth and swallowed again, I just felt that it didn't matter whether I asked or not.

It's good that we're all well.

I was expressionless and said coldly, "What do you think?" Do you think there's anything wrong with you that I'm sorry for? ”

He listened to my words and was stunned for a moment......

His eyes were very sincere and generous to me.

His eyes were full of questions, "Why, why is this the case?" I thought that as long as I was good to you, your heart would be mine sooner or later, and it would belong to me, but I didn't expect that I got your person, but I never got your heart, I was wrong, I didn't dare to be delusional, I wanted to have you, and I wanted to have everything that belonged to you. ”

Hearing what he said, I was very angry......

But he still suppressed it, and there was a little bit of warm anger, "This is naturally good, in the future, we will live in separate rooms, it is best not to interact with each other, if not, I will move to live outside the city." ”

Listening to my words, Liu Bei's anger was a little uncontrollable......

He was indignant and roared, "If the lady in this courtyard is dissatisfied, if you are not satisfied with the lady, you can say it directly, and I will ask someone to correct it immediately." ”

"There's nothing wrong with it, it's just that I'm used to being wild, and it's really stuffy to live here, so I'll move out of the city in the afternoon."

After listening to my words, he was a little anxious, but he still suppressed the anger and doubts in his heart.

He paused, coughed lightly, and didn't continue to discern with me.

He knows my heart, and he can't persuade him.

After a while, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said to me very gently, "Madame, don't be impatient, since Madame wants to move to live outside the city, I will immediately order someone to find a very good place, which will be repaired, and Madame will not be too late to move over." ”

I have a point in listening to him, otherwise my more than 100 female soldiers would have slept in tents.

Although it is almost June, and the weather is getting warmer, after all, they are all women, and they can't stand sleeping in a damp tent.

I said firmly, "It's okay, you can send someone to fix it right away!" The sooner the better, I'm going to move in as soon as possible. ”

Liu Bei saw that I insisted, so he didn't have any words.

He walked out of the courtyard and looked back at me in the house.

He couldn't see anything anymore, what did he want to see through the doors and windows, through the screens!

Liu Bei went to the barracks, summoned military divisions, and generals in the army......

The soldiers walked into the barracks and didn't know what was going on, but they saw Liu Bei hanging his head, as if he had been greatly wronged.

Everyone is you look at me, I look at you, I don't know what Liu Bei is thinking.

Everyone sat still, and Liu Bei didn't speak for a long time.

Guan Yu gave Zhuge Liang a look and motioned him to ask Liu Bei what was the matter, so at a loss, everyone was very anxious when they sat down.

Zhuge Liang looked at everyone, then at Liu Bei, and still asked, "The lord has something to discuss?" All the officers and men in the army are here, please take a test. ”