Chapter 648: Stubbornness
"What's wrong with you?"
Lu Yunshu asked, and suddenly thought of what Feng Mian said to him just now, could it be that Feng Mian was too worried about himself? So Lu Yunshu put on a smiling face.
"Although I have told you so much, but I don't know anything at all, I have always been like this, although I haven't figured out what those things are going on now, but one day I will figure it out, and I won't do anything stupid because of this matter, you don't have to worry about me."
Hearing Lu Yunshu's voice, Feng Mian was looking back, she was not worried about you now, mainly worried that the next thing might develop to the point where they could not imagine, although the entire Yan Kingdom seemed to be quite calm now, but who knew what those regimes wanted to do?
"Now let's hurry up and settle the matter in front of us, and then just leave such a place, okay? I think it's too dangerous here, although it used to be your hometown, but now it's not necessarily your hometown, there are so many markets here, the people who killed you, after knowing the truth of the matter, I hope you don't stay here, after all, those things have nothing to do with you, those people are just the things they want to do, and the things you want to do are not here at all, are they? ”
Lu Yunshu glanced at Feng Mian in a daze, he actually didn't know what he wanted to do now, he wanted to find a paradise, and then live the rest of his life, but now he didn't know what he wanted to do now.
The emotions before were just because he didn't have anything in his heart, because he was such a do-nothing person before, and there were so many people around him to protect him, so he didn't want to think about anything, but so many things happened, and he didn't know if the things he was going to do next could be done, or whether the people around him could return to their original position.
Lu Yunshu didn't dare to answer his words, he knew that Feng Mian was watching him carefully in his heart, and quickly left such a place, even if the two of them were right, they would have to find a quiet and peaceful place for the rest of their lives, when he stayed in the valley before, Lu Yunshu thought about staying in that place, in fact, it was the safest and most comfortable, and he had always dreamed of the existence of such a place before.
But now it is completely different from before, if he has been staying in that one place, maybe he will only be able to stay in that one place for the rest of his life, and then after he came out of there, he felt that maybe all the people and everything in this world are not what he thinks in his heart.
Lu Yunshu nodded stunned, and finally came back to his senses.
"Is there anything you want to do?"
Lu Yunshu turned his head sideways and glanced at Feng Mian in a daze, in fact, when the two of them stayed together, Lu Yunshu always wanted to ask this question.
It's just that he hasn't been able to calm down in his heart before, so he didn't ask, after all, Feng Mian lives in this world, maybe there are many things he wants to do, or he has a lot of things he hasn't done, but there is too much time to accompany Lu Yunshu, so he hasn't had time to do many things. Android
"I had a lot of things I wanted to do before, but those things were not what I wanted to do in my heart, they were just created by current events, and those things were forced to do it helplessly, so those things, after you find out, you may feel uncomfortable, but you must forgive me, because I have to force those things to do."
"No matter what you've done before, I don't remember it much, because it's just the past, and now do you have anything you want to do? Or maybe you want to do something you didn't do now, and when it's over, I want you to deal with it quickly, or if you really want to deal with those things now, you don't have to stay with me. ”
Lu Yunshu knew how dangerous it was to stay by his side, especially since he didn't want Feng Mian to be by his side, if the two of them stayed together longer and longer, Lu Yunshu would feel that he was a drag.
Even if Feng Mian didn't feel that he was a drag, Lu Yunshu felt that he couldn't help it, after all, the two of them were good friends.
Lu Yunshu didn't want to be a drag.
When he thought of this, Lu Yunshu still didn't feel good in his heart.
Lu Yunshu wanted to separate from Qi Zhao before, just because he was afraid of becoming a drag on Qi Zhao, and after this matter was over, he hoped that he could make it clear to Qi Zhao that if the two of them were really not suitable to stay together, then don't stay together.
Lu Yunshu thought of such an excuse to Qi Zhao many times in his heart, but every time he faced Qi Zhao, it was as if something was pressed in his heart, and those words were blocked in his throat and he couldn't say it anymore.
When he obviously thinks about these things, his heart can be ruthless, but when he faces Qi Zhao, his heart begins to soften inexplicably.
And when facing Fengmian, he can speak freely, maybe the two of them are too familiar, no matter what he says, he feels that Fengmian will definitely listen, and even if he can't listen, he will give him a reasonable explanation, but Qi Zhao will not be like this, even if Qi Zhao is still expressionless after listening to his words, so that Lu Yunshu can't guess what he is thinking in his heart.
For such a long time, what happened in those generals' mansions was like a dream, it was too dreamy, and I just thought that life was too boring before, but now that I think about it, it is not boring, but the happiest time.
"The things I wanted to do before were just what others forced me to do, and now I don't want to do anything, I just want to stay by your side, if you don't want me to stay by your side, then the two of us really don't have anything to do, maybe it's to spend the rest of our lives doing nothing, maybe it's just to directly kill my own life, maybe it's to find the former enemy."
When Feng Mian said those words leisurely, he casually seemed to be taking his life to heart, Lu Yunshu frowned after hearing this and wanted to persuade her, but after all, he still didn't say it, he understood what kind of person Feng Mian was, and he was also very stubborn.