Feng Mian suddenly raised his head and glanced at Lu Yunshu.

"You don't have to look at me with this kind of look, in fact, I think my statement is the most selfish, because I think everything in this world is like this, no matter what you do, as long as you live well, other people I can be happy to help them, but if I really can't help, I can only watch myself live slowly, because there are many things I want to do that I can't take care of, I won't take care of other things...... Someone else's. ”

Lu Yunshu has always been such a person, although he says cruel things, but when facing other people, he is always kind, which is indeed a little incomprehensible, but since I have known him for so long, in fact, Fengmian understands him better than anyone else.

"Although I say that, but when you actually face the difficulties of other people, you always take them first, sometimes I don't understand a little, but then after slowly getting to know you, I feel that these things you do are actually exactly the same as your character, although other people may have some incomprehension, but I think you are like this, no matter what danger others encounter, you always rush out to protect them as soon as possible, because you feel that all people in this world are the same, because of equalitySo you are willing to help them, but in their hearts they may not think that you are doing this to be good for them. ”

"I ......" Lu Yunshu was stunned when he heard this, he felt that Feng Mian said these words to himself as if he was praising himself, in fact, when he did those things, he didn't think about helping them, because there were some people who didn't need help, because most of the people he faced were evildoers, but slowly he would find that there were some evil people, even if they did some evil things, it was because some of the things they wanted to do in their hearts couldn't be achieved.

Until that time, Lu Yunshu felt that all people in the world were the same, the same as what she thought in her heart, sometimes Lu Yunshu felt that she was also a very paranoid person, even if she did something wrong, she didn't want to admit it, because that was what she wanted to do, maybe people all over the world felt that they were doing wrong, so she would not feel that she was doing wrong in her heart, because it was an obsession.

As long as he completes the obsession in his heart, no matter what kind of things he goes through, no matter how big the setbacks are, Lu Yunshu feels that he is willing, maybe they have the same thoughts as himself, Lu Yunshu can't help but think so in his heart, so when he faces those people, he always can't help but want to help them, even if he feels that those people may not need his help, maybe his help is a burden for them, but Lu Yunshu just can't help it.

"I'm actually not helping them, it's just that there's a kind of obsession in my heart that directly makes it impossible for me to sit idly by and ignore this thing, and now so many things have never taken you as a treat, although I have done some things, but those things have to be done, I can say sorry to them, but I don't think I did anything wrong with that kind of thing."

The last time he was in the forest, he couldn't figure out why he did it at that time, but then he slowly gave himself an explanation, that is, all the things he did were excusable, after all, that group of people wanted to kill themselves, even if they didn't touch them, then they would try their best to enter the bamboo forest, it was better to help them like this.

Lu Yunshu didn't want to die, and of course he didn't want them to be seriously injured, since life and death were fateful, then give them a chance to enter the bamboo forest, if they were willing to leave such a place, they could naturally stay where they were or leave such a place in advance, but since they didn't correct their thoughts in their hearts like this, then there was only one way out. 163

Lu Yunshu sighed faintly and looked up at the bright moon in the sky.

"Sometimes I think I'm just a wicked person, and although I seem to be kind on the surface, all the things I do are evil."

"Who said that what you did was all appropriate, I don't think those things are a bad thing for us, and for those people they are forced to do it, if it was you before, it would be absolutely impossible to do those things, but now you have changed, not all people in this world are good people, not all people can live in this world, you have to understand a truth, those people may have already had blood on their hands."

Feng Mian looked at Lu Yunshu seriously, sometimes he hoped that Lu Yunshu could cheer up, and sometimes he hoped that Lu Yunshu would continue to be depressed, but what he hoped most was that Lu Yunshu could live happily in this world, since this wish could not be achieved, then he could slowly admonish Lu Yunshu, and wait until Lu Yunshu completely figured it out, and then leave such a place with her.

But what Lu Yunshu was thinking in his heart, Feng Mian couldn't be sure, because Feng Mian felt that Lu Yunshu had too many thoughts in his heart, if the two of them couldn't be together well, Lu Yunshu was likely to collapse, because without Qi Zhao's admonition, Lu Yunshu would definitely do something stupid.

When he thought of this, Feng Mian tightened the jade pendant in his hand, when he entered the courtyard today, he saw the rescue and told him that he wanted to deal with a big matter, but he hesitated when he thought of Lu Yunshu, because of Lu Yunshu's existence, so he didn't want to do anything.

Feng Mian originally wanted to refuse such a task, but that person was so good at talking, and finally persuaded Feng Mian, when he stayed with Lu Yunshu, he naturally didn't need to deal with anything, just need to protect Lu Yunshu well, which was not an easy thing to do.

When he thought of this, Feng Mian tightened the jade pendant in his hand, in fact, he felt that these things did not necessarily need him to do alone, not to mention that now that the whole situation had been decided, there was no need for him to do those things again, not to mention that Lu Yunshu might not forgive himself after doing those things.

Lu Yunshu suddenly came back to his senses, and when he came back, he found that Feng Mian's face was not good-looking.