Volume 1: Once in a Lifetime Chapter 97: Heartfelt
() Tie Ming decided to have a good chat with Qin Xin face to face, and sent Qin Xin to school as usual the next morning. The little girl sat in the back seat, clay in general, did not say a word, did not move, sat upright, but a little bit of everyone's beautiful style.
Her face was also expressionless, she couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad, and she didn't see Tie Ming at all.
"When she's angry, she just ignores people."
According to Qinxin's personality, whether she likes people or people she doesn't like, she will not refuse to talk to people, but what she says sounds good or not. Once someone provokes her, she just ignores the person and coldly draws a line with that person.
Seeing her like this, Tie Ming was also very upset.
When she arrived at school, Tie Ming handed her her schoolbag and told her to listen to the teacher's lectures in class. Qin Xin stepped into the school gate without lifting his eyelids.
Tie Ming watched her walk away, standing at the school gate for a long time and couldn't leave.
After a while, the class bell rang, and the doorman came out to close the door. Tie Ming reluctantly left.
After school, Qin Xin walked out with a schoolbag on her back sullenly, and a car horn sounded not far in front of her. Qin Xin looked up, and at this time, the person in the car also got out of the car, and it turned out to be Dad!
"Daddy!"
Qin Xin saw her father and trotted over, a smile appeared on the cloudy face just now, as if the sun was revealing a glimmer of bright sunshine behind the dark clouds, which made people's mood lift.
"School's out, good girl."
Dalin helped his daughter unload the heavy schoolbag, touched her daughter's face, and felt sorry for her that she had been studying for a day, and her braincase hurt.
"I'm tired, let's go home."
Qin Xin stood still, looked left and right, couldn't find the person she wanted to see, and asked her father:
"Why don't you see Teacher Song coming?"
Dalin smiled and asked her rhetorically:
"Thinking of him?"
Qin Xin showed a disdainful expression, shook his head and said:
"I don't want to!"
"Okay, let's go home."
Dalin opened the car door for Qin Xin, and waited for her to sit down before he got into the car.
Plane trees were planted on both sides of the road, and the trees were full of returning sparrows, and the big finches flew back to the nest with the little ones, and the family chattered and cheered.
Dalin listened to the cheerful birdsong and looked at his daughter in the rearview mirror, and a long-lost sense of happiness arose. Yes, I haven't been to school to pick up my daughter for a long time, and I can't remember the last time I picked her up, when she was seven years old? Ten years old? Seventeen?
"I'm an incompetent father."
Watching the big finch return to the nest with the little finch, Da Lin's eyes moistened, and he owed too much to his daughter. I have never given her a complete home, and I have not found a good stepmother for her. No matter how poor people in Shanghai are, they can have a family reunion and enjoy themselves, why can't they have their own family?
"What she needs is a home, a home of her own."
Dalin slowed down and pulled his car firmly to the side of the road. Puzzled, he asked:
"What's wrong, Dad?"
"Qin Xin, do you know why your teacher Song didn't come to pick you up today?"
"I don't want to know!"
Qin Xin crossed his arms, pursed his lips, and said:
"He doesn't have me in his heart!"
Dalin turned around, looked at his daughter and said:
"He has you in his heart, and he is waiting for you in this hotel now."
Qin Xin looked at her father in amazement, unable to believe it.
"Qinxin, do you want to go up and see yourself, Dad can only do this about the two of you. You have to think about the major events in your life
Yes. ”
Dalin looked at his daughter, and every word was from the heart. He really hoped that Qin Xin would give Tie Ming another chance. What Tie Ming said when he came to him this morning, it can be seen that he has seriously considered the future of the two of them, but he just needs a moment. Tie Ming's hesitation almost missed this opportunity, and he must regret leaving the country.
It turned out that this morning, after sending Qin Xindao to school, Tie Ming drove to Lin's company to discuss a matter with Da Lin. He had to tell her what was in his heart before he left the country, otherwise he might not have a chance again in the future.
"Okay, Tie Ming, I'll persuade her, you have to work hard yourself."
Dalin patted Tie Ming on the shoulder and said, Tie Ming nodded respectfully.
So, when it was time for dinner, Tie Ming came to the Bund and found a quiet and elegant restaurant waiting for Qinxin's arrival. Will it come? He had already hurt her deeply, and she was still unwilling to listen to her explanation, Tie Ming was not sure in his heart.
Separation will come eventually, but neither of them wants to turn around with regrets.
In the box, Tie Ming sat alone inside, staring at the empty coffee cup. She had already drunk the third cup of coffee, and Qin Xin hadn't come yet, and she had already left school at this time. Mr. Lin is late.
Tie Ming comforted himself like this, and after thinking about it again, Qin Xin might not come, and her father drove her home with her. What are you waiting to do here? Qin Xin has long had enough of her cold reception, how can she come to eat cold rice again.
"It's all my fault."
It's come to this, and it's useless to regret it. The rose on the table drooped its head, listless. It had been standing in a vase for three whole days, and had endured countless finger fiddling with it, and had long since been reluctant to welcome guests.
The poor roses are still tightly hugged in the center of the flower, and the stems are already soft and cannot stand.
Tie Ming looked out the window at the road, watching the pedestrians and vehicles on the road doing Brownian motions endlessly, as if he would not feel tired, and the gods in the sky would be dizzy when they saw it, but the world could only be exhausted.
No intention to be boring!
Love is the light that lights up life, accompany you for a long night and are not lonely, and life will no longer be dark. It turned out that I missed my lover, and my life fell into endless darkness again. Alone, a cup of tea, a piece of the past, reminiscing alone.
"Qinxin, your decision is right, I hope you will meet the right person in the future and give you happiness."
Tie Ming looked at the hurried crowd outside the window, thinking about the uninteresting path of life, and his heart was like water. I was originally a wanderer again, flying is life, and I never thought about staying for anyone, until I met this beautiful cloud, but let it fly away.
"Huh!"
Tie Ming smiled bitterly twice, decided not to wait, and when he got up to leave, he heard the sound of a string of high heels downstairs, yes......
When he turned around, the Yiren seemed to come from a dream.
"Refreshment"
Tie Ming jumped up from his seat at once, and stepped to the door in three steps and two steps to greet Qin Xin.
"You're here."
Tie Ming stretched out his hand to Qin Xin. Qin Xin generously put his hand in his palm, tilted his head and smiled:
"I thought I wouldn't come, but I came."
Qin Xin shrugged playfully and looked at Tie Ming.
"Come in, I'll call something to eat."
The two sat down, and the waiter came in to order.
"Thank you, I thought you wouldn't come."
"I didn't plan to come, Dad said you have something to say, I want to convey it to him, I came."
"Huh!"
Tie Ming laughed, as if mocking.
Don't you want to come yourself? ”
Qin Xin spread out the cushion towel, put it on his lap, didn't look at Tie Ming, and replied to him:
"If you have anything to say, just say it quickly, I'll leave after eating."
Tie Ming smiled when he saw Qin Xin's playful appearance, he was worried about her last night, and now a meal of food can heal her. I don't feel so guilty.
The waiter came over to serve the food at this time. Tie Ming hurriedly helped Qin Xin adjust a pair of knives and forks.
"Bring me a bottle of strawberry jam."
"Yes, sir."
Tie Ming instructed the waiter to bring strawberry jam over, and Qin Xin sipped the corn soup and smiled quietly, he still remembered that he loved strawberry jam.
As soon as the dishes were served, Tie Ming cut the steak and asked Qin Xin, who was sitting opposite:
"Are you really not mad at me?"
"I'm going to be angry when you said that."
"Okay, don't say it, don't say it."
Qin Xin drank all the corn juice in his cup, and when Tie Ming saw this, he hurriedly got up and poured a glass for her. Qin Xin looked at his cup as it was a little full, and suddenly looked up and asked him:
"I was so angry yesterday, you know?"
Tie Ming's heart was empty, and he nodded in understanding.
With a "snap", Qin Xin put down the knife and fork and asked him:
"Why are you doing that to me."
"I don't want to ......"
"Don't want what?"
Qin Xin hated his attitude, and every time he asked him a key question, he would run away. You know what you mean, but you have to pretend that you don't know.
Tie Ming knew that he couldn't escape like this anymore, and Qin Xin said that he wanted to go abroad to study, but in fact, he was forcing himself to make a statement. The two of them are going to pour one by one, and they want to let Tie Ming also taste the torment of waiting.
"I don't want you to be disappointed."
Disappointed? Wasn't I so disappointed yesterday? Can those tears still be tears of joy? This Song Tieming doesn't tell the truth.
"Is this your truth?"
Qin Xin's eyes burned with anger, and he stared straight at Tie Ming, not giving him a chance to escape. What else can Tie Ming say, this is what he said in his heart, and there is nothing else to hide.
"Qinxin, you don't understand."
"You say."
Tie Ming lowered his head and rubbed his eyebrows, and said:
"I am not from the same world as you, you see that we are eating together now, and you will soon be going abroad......"
Before Tie Ming finished speaking, as soon as he said the word "going abroad", Qin Xin threw a fork at Tie Ming, stood up, pointed at him and said loudly:
"Do you think I'm looking forward to going abroad? It's you who pushed me away, can't I find a staircase for myself? ”
"Qinxin, you listen to me finish speaking."
He sat down with a roar and turned his head away from him. Tie Ming gave her a new fork, and continued:
"Even if you don't go abroad, we can't come together."
"What is your basis?"
Qin Xin looked at him coldly, pressing step by step. Tie Ming let out a long sigh and said:
"I'm a wanderer. You're 17 years old, I'm 27 years old, and I've been dangling for ten years for no reason since your age, and that's the distance between us, and it's only going to get farther and farther away. ”
Tie Ming felt relieved after speaking. He has always hidden this sentence in his heart and did not want to say it, he understands the gap between himself and Qin Xin, being her teacher, can, being her lover, is far from enough.
It turned out that it was because of this that Qin Xin finally understood his concerns.
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