Volume 1: You Only Have to Meet Once in a Life Chapter 96: Love is Deep and Difficult to Say
() Tie Ming sat uneasily on one side, looking at Da Lin's side face, looking at the back of Qin Xin's head, he was also in turmoil, and the appearance of the father and daughter made him even more frightened.
No one opened their mouths to say the first sentence, and in the middle of it, Qin Xin turned his face and said:
"Dad, I'm going to sleep, I can't talk to you."
Only then did Tie Ming see that her eyes were red, and there were a few shiny water stains on her face, which were tear stains, and she cried? Just now? Tie Ming regretted why he didn't come over earlier, and came to comfort and comfort Qinxin, but it was himself who made her cry!
Dalin agreed to his daughter's request and advised her not to think too much and forget about it after sleeping. Qin Xin nodded. Da Lin called Xiao Ju to come in and serve, and he left the house with Tie Ming.
"Qin Xin wants to visit for half a year?"
After listening to Da Lin's relay, Tie Ming was as stunned as Da Lin and stunned. Why did she suddenly want to go on a school visit? Half a year away? How did she never talk to herself? Did she go alone? When to leave?
For a while, 10,000 questions came to his mind, and Tie Ming wanted to return to Qin Xin immediately and ask her about it. Dalin glanced at him and read the worried look on his face, it seemed that he was also very concerned about Qin Xin.
"Yes, this kid just told me that it's a big deal."
Tie Ming nodded, as if talking to himself:
"Yes, it's only half a year since I go, and besides, after the visit, it's likely that I will study abroad."
This sentence reminded Dalin that it turned out that this kid was going to be a front stop for his own study abroad! It's really strange, she doesn't like to study for a long time, and she looks forward to graduation every day, what's wrong today? How suddenly it seems like a different person. Da Lin pondered, took a puff of cigarette, and through the hazy smoke, he caught a glimpse of Tie Ming and suddenly realized
"It's this kid, this kid plucked him, and the old man was angry!"
Dalin bit the cigarette butt and looked sideways. Tie Ming didn't realize it, he just looked out the door, wanting to hurry up and ask Qin Xin. I rejected her courtship, is this little girl angry to study abroad? Is this to avoid yourself? It seems that he really her off.
"Tie Ming, Qin Xin is going to visit the school, I haven't told you before? Did you give her the idea? ”
Dalin looked at Tie Ming as if he were a censor.
Tie Ming received the suspicion and hostility in Dalin's eyes, he was suspecting that he was trying to study abroad, after all, Qin Xin has always been a master who does not like to study. Dalin's suspicions are not unreasonable, but this time he is really wronged!
"Mr. Lin, she didn't talk about going to the school, maybe some teacher or classmate talked about the visit, and she wanted to go when she heard it."
Dalin touched his chin, feeling that what Tie Ming said made sense, and thought again, no, she never listened to any teacher or classmate, she only listened to this Teacher Song now. If he hadn't provoked her, how could she be willing to leave her old father?
"Tie Ming, I know you had a conflict before, but this is a matter between the two of you, my father shouldn't have asked, this time the matter is serious, Qin Xin is going abroad, I have to ask you, why is she like this?"
As soon as he heard that Dalin wanted to confess everything by himself, Tie Ming panicked instantly, and he still had to pretend to have a calm look on his face, and he couldn't show his feet.
"Mr. Lin, Tie Ming also teaches Qin Xin to study seriously, and he doesn't dare to slack off."
Dalin waved his hand, snuffed out the cigarette butt, and said:
"Isn't it, haven't you noticed it yet? I shouldn't let the old man say it! ”
No wonder Qin was so anxious that he was angry, and Dalin couldn't stand Tie Ming's evasive and hesitant attitude. He wants to ask Tie Ming for his daughter an attitude, whether Tie Ming likes his daughter, if he likes it, he likes it, don't be shy to answer, hide it.
"Mr. Lin, I understand what you mean, Tie Ming is hard to accept."
Da Lin groaned, staring at Tie Ming's face, wondering what he was worried about, in terms of appearance, Qin Xin's appearance was not worthy of him? In terms of family wealth, his own financial resources are not worthy of him? It's obviously a good marriage made in heaven, and it's all in front of him, why does Tie Ming want to push it away?
"Do you have your ideas, I don't force it, this kid doesn't like to study, you're a college student, of course you don't like it."
"Mr. Lin, that's not what I meant."
Tie Ming hurriedly argued, he really didn't dislike Qinxin's study, and Dalin couldn't afford it when he said this. Dalin smiled and said:
"You are an aspiring young man, you young people don't want to get married early now, okay, work hard for a few more years while you are young, I am optimistic about you, Tie Ming."
"Mr. Lin......"
Dalin behaved very generously, feeling sorry for his daughter while comforting Tie Ming. All the pain is borne by himself, the father.
"There should be a better future for Qinxin."
"Uh-huh."
Dalin nodded and smiled, and glanced at Tie Ming regretfully, feeling sorry for his daughter. I missed such a good young man, I'm afraid it will be difficult to find the right person in the future!
"It's not early, you go to sleep."
Dalin let Tie Ming go back to the house to sleep, and he was still holding his forehead in the house, trying to persuade his daughter not to go abroad.
Tie Ming left the house and walked on the garden path, stopping one step at a time.
"Should I go back to Qin Xin and ask for an understanding? Ask her what? What does it matter to her if she goes abroad or not? has already rejected her, and then ran to stop her and prevent her from leaving, what is it? ”
Thinking about Qinxin's plan to go abroad, Tie Ming regretted it for a while, and then relieved, and his heart was like knocking over a five-flavor bottle, which was very unpleasant. Thinking of the tears on Qin Xin's face just now, and thinking of Da Lin's regretful eyes when he looked at him, Tie Ming was even more panicked.
"Forget it, they value themselves so much, but what can they give their hearts?"
Tie Ming walked and walked, but was blocked by a branch, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: Heh! One person and one tree in the Lin Mansion are keeping people. What really has to go is not Qinxin, but yourself. Qin Xin knew that he would eventually leave her, so he left first, taking away the pain of parting.
Suddenly, a pleasant piano sound came from behind him, accompanied by the evening breeze, soft into the ears.
Who's playing the piano here?
As soon as Tie Ming turned around, he saw that the light was on in Qin Xin's room, and the silhouette of a girl appeared in the window pane, it was Qin Xin, she was playing the piano.
The sound of the piano was like a cry, beckoning Tie Ming to open his legs and come to her. As if the ghost had made a mistake, Tie Ming followed the sound of the piano to the glass window.
I walked under your window, and the crimson pane split the glittering glass into six. Each piece has a little you: a playful and lovely bow, a fine black and shiny silk length
Hair, slim pajamas long skirt......
"My love."
Ming stood under the window in a daze, looking at the glass window, imagining how Qin Xin should be playing a sad heart song with tears in his eyes. There is no one to sue, only a piano that can't speak. The piano can't speak, but it can sing with its master.
The night dew falls quietly, even if there are no tears, it is just as touching. The night fog shrouded quietly, obscuring Tie Ming's vision of the glass window.
Why do you have love in your heart, but you dare not say it? It turns out that in the depths of love, the mountains and seas are powerless. Now all that remains is gazing and gazing. You are in my eyes, and I am in your heart.
Look at your back and hide your thoughts deep in the endless night. Please don't have to, don't look back. Your heart is a city, and I have come to see your face, I am not a returner, but a passerby.
Tie Ming was sad, perhaps because the night fog was too heavy, his eyes were blurred, and the already hazy glass window was even more dreamlike.
The moon does not come out, and the stars are not visible. has long hinted at their relationship, but it is just a mystery that cannot be seen clearly, a beautiful mistake.
Wandering and wandering, hesitation and hesitation.
Tie Ming stared at Qin Xin in the glass window for a long time, unwilling to look away. Where is my lover, and where is my future? You're almost thirty, you've achieved nothing, and you're still thinking about starting a family? Do you want to be the son-in-law of the Lin family? From a tutor to a son-in-law? It's not an honorable thing. Whatever your background is, what path you should take.
"Alas!"
With a sigh, Tie Ming finally turned to leave.
Returning to the small western-style building, Tie Ming looked at the textbooks on the table, looked at the hair accessories that he had just packed up, those things all had a refreshing breath, and they all stared at him with wide eyes.
"Song Tieming, you shouldn't be like this! You are a man, you should show the courage of a man, what kind of explanation do you want to give Qin Xin, you have to explain to her face to face! ”
Tie Ming leaned his head on the desk, holding his forehead with both hands, turning back and forth, in great pain, and inadvertently, a tear actually flowed.
"Hehe, a man actually shed tears for love."
It's obvious that I hurt the other party, but I still shed tears? Tie Ming wiped away his tears, picked up a red hair ornament on the table, and turned it in his hand to look at it.
A bead fell in the middle of the hair ornament, which was stepped on by Qin Xin under his feet. The small diamonds around the hair ornament are also scattered, just like a neat tooth has been knocked out of a few pieces, and it hurts to be empty.
"Qinxin, I didn't mean to hurt you."
Tie Ming muttered to himself at the hair ornament, looking at the broken hair ornament as if he saw Qin's broken heart, touching the vacant beads on it, as if he had touched Qin's empty heart.
"Don't blame me!"
Tie Ming said another word to the hair ornament, as if asking for Qin Xin's forgiveness.
He walked to the balcony, looked at the room from afar, raised the hair ornament in his hand, kissed it gently, slowly let go, let go of it slowly, let out a long sigh, and stared at the glass window in the distance.
The heart in the window is long gone, the lights have gone out, and the piano has stopped.
It's time for it to end, just tomorrow, tomorrow and a new beginning......