Chapter 58, take advantage of the chaos to escape
When he came to my house, he ordered the kitchen to make some meals.
I sat in the chair without saying a word, and when I saw Zhao Rongxian, I neither saluted nor spoke to him, but just closed my eyes silently.
Zhao Rongxian lightly touched my hand and called me in a low voice, "Ah Huan......"
"Zhao Rongxian, leave me." I opened my eyes slightly, and I didn't cry or make a fuss.
I thought he had changed, but when I chose to trust him again, he hurt me the most. Now, I don't even feel like crying.
Mourning is greater than dying, that's about it.
But Zhao Rongxian didn't think so, Xu was too good-tempered in the past, and he thought I was just messing with him.
"Ah Huan, for no reason, what are you talking about? Alright, get up and get something to eat. Zhao Rongxian reached out and grabbed my arm, wanting to help me up.
Now when he touches me, it makes me feel uncomfortable.
"Don't touch me!" I shook him off, stumbled to my feet, and headed straight into the inner room.
Perhaps because I hadn't eaten all day today, my feet were so soft that I staggered, and I almost fell to the ground.
Zhao Rongxian was afraid that the fetus in my womb would be bad, so he hurriedly came over to help me.
But I didn't want him to touch me, so I pushed him away and stumbled in on the pillar.
As soon as I entered the inner room, I lay down on the bed and covered my head with the quilt.
Zhao Rongxian sat on the edge of the bed and shouted a few words to me, and persuaded me a few words, saying that I can't toss myself like this for the sake of the child. But hearing what he said, I felt even more uncomfortable. It was he who promised me to marry only one person in this life, it was he who designed me to have a child, and it was he who used this child to tie me up.
But now, it was he who broke his promise, and it was he who offered to marry a woman who had killed my child.
At this moment, he also advised me not to toss for the sake of the child?
Am I tossing? He's the one who tosses!
I still kept my eyes closed and didn't say a word. Zhao Rongxian talked next to me for a long time, and when he saw that I still didn't move, he simply lifted the quilt, dragged me out, and grabbed my head to face him.
Leng Su said, "Bai Huanxi, what are you doing here?" At the moment, I have no choice but to make such a decision, you must know that my father has always been partial, even if he still has half of my status in his heart, but as long as the queen makes such a move, he will be estranged from me. ”
"Queen Nawen has been married to her father for more than ten years, and she has accompanied her father all the way from a down-and-out prince to the present, and her weight in her father's heart is very heavy. Even if the Wen family rebels, she is still the queen who sits on her! Even if her father had the intention to check and balance, he still didn't move her for half a minute. ”
"And I must have the support of Prime Minister Jiang Cheng......"
"So, you asked to marry Jiang Wan?" I looked at him with a smile and tears came out of my eyes.
"But you said you would only marry me alone!" I was wronged to the extreme, although I wanted to hold back, but at this moment, I finally couldn't help it.
Zhao Rongxian saw me crying, and stretched out his hand to have me in his arms.
I used to think that his arms made me steady, even in my previous life, he hurt me so deeply, and finally when he carried me back from the lake, I was still steady.
But now, I only feel scared, I don't know which words are true and which are false.
As soon as he reached out to touch me, I immediately shrank into the corner of the bed.
When Zhao Rongxian saw me behaving like this, he finally knew that I was not as simple as having a temper.
His hand stiffened, and he said again seriously, "Ah Huan, everything I do now is for our future......"
"That's your future, not mine!" I snapped him off.
Perhaps because I yelled so hard, my voice was a little hoarse.
I think it is indeed necessary for me to make it clear to Zhao Rongxian that that is what he wants, not what I want at all.
I wiped tears from the corners of my eyes and forcibly calmed myself.
Word by word, "Zhao Rongxian, you hear clearly!" Throne! Power! That's always what you want, it's what you want alone! I clenched my palms, tried hard to make myself smile, and sighed, "Zhao Rongxian, what I want is different from you, all I want is a couple for the rest of my life, and the family lives peacefully." ”
"Ah Huan, listen to me, everything at the moment is temporary. Even if there are many side concubines in this palace, you are still what I care about the most, and I only have you in my heart. "Zhao Rongxian was full of affection, and he wanted to coax me.
But now, I just thought he was funny. He only has me in his heart?
There is no one in his heart, only himself in his heart. I used to think that his father was hateful, but at this moment, I realized that Zhao Rongxian was actually more ruthless than his father.
This was true in the previous life, and it is also true in this life.
Moreover, he can always find a good set of arguments to blame others for all the faults.
It's like fighting for the position of prince, he always thinks that he is the eldest son, so he desperately wants to fight. But he forgot that he had just been born, and his mother was gone. At that time, his father was still a more down-and-out prince than him.
It is Empress Wen, who accompanied his father, and it is Empress Wen, who has helped his father to this day step by step with her wisdom, wisdom and sacrifice.
It is said that there is nothing unfair about this crown prince falling into the hands of his sixth brother.
But Zhao Rongxian didn't think so, he felt extremely wronged. Even if he occasionally felt a little grateful for the protection of Empress Wen when he was young, even if he occasionally remembered that Empress Wen once loved him, but most of the time, he still felt that Empress Wen was just a cheap maid by his mother's side!
Even if he knew that the reason why Empress Wen became his father's concubine in the first place was all to avenge his mother, he seemed to take it for granted.
He felt that everyone in the world was wrong, and he was the only one who was the most wronged.
Take all the ruthlessness for granted.
I feel that no matter what I say, I still can't say anything about him after all, so I simply don't say it.
I smiled bitterly and said indifferently, "Okay, Lord Wang, I don't want to say it, you just treat me as willful, you treat me as ignorant, it's all my fault, okay?" I don't want anything now, I don't need your so-called love, and I don't need you to promise me anything anymore. ”
"I beg you, will you let me go? In this life, you can just let me go. "I held back tears, almost begging.
As the eldest son of a royal concubine, as a man who once ascended the throne of God.
Zhao Rongxian didn't have a good temper, and he talked to me so much, but he saw that I still had this attitude.
His face instantly turned cold, as if he hadn't heard what I said at all, and said coldly, "Eat well and give birth to this child well, otherwise, I don't guarantee that I will do anything." ”
Is he threatening me? After all, it has become the original one......
"Hahaha...... Hahaha...... Zhao Rongxian, are you threatening me? That's all you have left now? I laughed stupidly, almost madly, and then suddenly got up and approached him.
"Zhao Rongxian, if you dare to touch my family, I will take your child to hell!" I leaned into his ear and said coolly, "I will take your entire palace to hell with me!" ”
No matter how stupid I am, I am also reborn in the end, I only need to reveal everything about the future and everything about Zhao Rongxian to the queen, then he is not far from going to hell.
At this moment, I obviously felt that Zhao Rongxian's hand was trembling, and the eyes looking at me also became ruthless at that moment, suddenly pinched my jaw, gritted his teeth and said, "You dare to ......"
"Do you dare to ......see if I dare" I also glared at him fiercely, laughing mockingly, "Zhao Rongxian, there are some things that you can't ask for if you want, such as emotional ......"
"People like you don't deserve affection, and you don't deserve to be loved by you at all!"
"You're disgusting! It makes me sick from head to toe! ”
In my last life, when I was framed for fornicating with my cousin, Zhao Rongxian slapped me, said that he wanted to kill me, and asked me if I was stealing people behind his back. He didn't listen to any explanation I had, and in the end I simply admitted that I was fornicating, and I said that I didn't love him, and I hated him.
But whenever I say these two words, Zhao Rongxian will definitely be madly angry.
I don't know what's wrong with me, at this moment, my whole person is out of control.
Looking at Zhao Rongxian's scarlet eyes, I immediately sneered again, "Zhao Rongxian, how much do you think I love you?" I hate you, I've always hated you! If it weren't for the fear of disobeying the Divine Decree, I wouldn't even want to look at you! I'm disgusted with you! ”
Zhao Rongxian was really angry with me, his whole body was trembling with anger, and the hand that grabbed my jaw was harder, "What did you say?" You disgust me? You repeat! ”
I smiled lightly and word by word, "Zhao Rongxian, you really make me disgusting......"
"Disgusting me...... Disgusting am I? I am your husband, you say you disgust me......" Zhao Rongxian's eyes were red, his hands trembled violently, he ripped open my shirt with one hand, and sneered, "Disgusting me!" I'm going to make you sick enough today! ”
As he spoke, he pulled me into his arms like a frenzy and bit me the shoulder, and I shivered in pain, but I didn't resist.
Zhao Rongxian lowered his head and kissed my neck, kissed my lips, and kissed my face......
However, in the last line of defense, he let go of me.
I'm over four months pregnant now, and there's no way he's really doing anything to me.
He was still worried about his children......
I sat on the bed very embarrassed and looked at him defiantly, "Go on, Lord, why don't you continue?" ”
"You calm down yourself, we'll talk about it when you calm down." Zhao Rongxian finally realized that I was stimulating him.
I was provoking him, but I didn't mean to, for the first time since I was reborn, I was so out of control.
I lay in bed for a long time, and then I fell asleep again.
By the time I woke up, it was already the second day, and I didn't have any strength because I hadn't eaten all day yesterday.
Jin Yu carried a bronze basin and came in from the outside tremblingly.
"Princess, you're awake." She cautiously walked over and glanced at me.
Maybe my face was too ugly, or the pinch marks left by Zhao Rongxian on my face last night were too obvious, Jin Yu couldn't help but choke up when he looked at it, "Princess, are you okay?" ”
"Nothing...... Jin Yu, prepare to prepare, wait for the prince to marry in a few days, let's take advantage of the chaos to leave Chang'an City. I sat up from the bed and said weakly.
"What did you say, Princess?" Jin Yu was slightly stunned, and then asked in a low voice, "Aren't we going back to Baifu?" ”
"No...... You don't have to go back......" I shook my head and smiled bitterly, "Do you think the prince won't go to Baifu to look for someone?" ”
"Princess, why do you bother?" Jin Yu sighed and said, "Although the prince wants to marry the second lady of the Jiang family as a side concubine, the slave can see that he only has you in his heart." The prince next to him is not also three wives and four concubines, and the marriage between the royal family and the young lady of the family is inevitable......"
"Zhao Rongxian asked you to say that?" I interrupted her impatiently, and said coldly, "Did he still say that I am pregnant now, and I can't be stimulated, let alone run around, so you can persuade me?" ”
Jin Yu didn't speak...
I should have guessed that according to Jin Yu's loyalty to me, it was impossible for Zhao Rongxian to do whatever she asked her to do.
It must have been Zhao Rongxian who told her that I can't stand the stimulation now, and it's easy to lose my life or something.
Zhao Rongxian, he is the best at demagoguery, but now, he can't bewitch me.
I shook my head and added disappreciatively, "Jin Yu, don't be afraid, I'm fine, and I won't be unable to live because of this." It's just that this place really can't stay. ”
"But Princess, where can we go?" Jin Yu looked at my slightly bulging belly, a little worried.
Where can I go? More places to go? But if you have enough money, where can't you go?
Zhao Rongxian he lost me, and I can't let me cheapen him.
I smiled and said calmly, "I have enough money, where can't I go?" As long as you don't go to the border, everything is easy to say. ”
"Princess, what ...... Shall we tell the old lady? Jin Yu thought about it, seemed to have made up her mind, and said, "Wherever the princess wants to go, Jin Yu will follow you." ”
"Master and Madame, just send someone to bring a letter when we leave. When the prince gets married, you remember to do what I say, and we will be able to escape from the palace. By the way, Jin Yu, you remember to bring the silver ring with Du's mother. "I left the palace, Zhao Rongxian will definitely blame Mother Du.
However, he will definitely not blame our family. In the end, he knows very well that my brother is a good-looking talent, and Zhao Rongxian is a power-loving person who cherishes talents.
inevitably aroused Zhao Rongxian's suspicions, and in the next few days, I still didn't talk to him much, but I slowly began to eat, and I couldn't really toss myself for an unworthy person.
When Zhao Rongxian saw that I was eating, he probably thought that I was not angry anymore, so he asked someone to bring some things over every once in a while, either to eat or to play, but mostly to children's things, as if he was deliberately reminding me that there was still a child between us.
After a few more days, he came to talk to me again, and I still ignored him.
Later, he was busy preparing for the wedding, so he came less.
I didn't care, I couldn't see him, I felt much more comfortable, what should I do on weekdays.
In the blink of an eye, another month had passed, and the weather was a little cooler than the previous days.
However, today's Four Kings' Mansion is particularly lively. The lights were colorful, and everywhere was full of joy, and a large box of dowry was carried to the palace, just like the day I first got married.
"Princess, the prince told you to go to the front hall." Mother Du walked in at some point, stretched out her hand to help me and said, "Princess, when the side concubine enters the door today, you should also show up and help greet the guests." ”
Zhao Rongxian is afraid that I will take advantage of the chaos to escape? Deliberately got me under his nose?
"Let's go, let's go to the front hall to see, in the end, the prince will accept the side concubine today, this little face, you still have to give it." I thought about it and decided I should go.
If I don't go, how can I dispel Zhao Rongxian's suspicions?
When I went out, Zhao Rongxian and Jiang Wan had already finished worshipping heaven and earth.
Zhao Rongxian is greeting the guests with joy, Jiang Wannai is the daughter of Prime Minister Jiang Cheng, there are many guests here today, and it is many times more lively than the day I got married.
Most of them were dignitaries, and most of them didn't know me, and even if they knew me, no one cared about me.
Zhao Rongxian seemed to be deliberate, specially called me over to introduce me, and said that I would help greet me.
I thought I wouldn't care, but now, my heart still hurts.
"Ladies and gentlemen, eat and drink well, and tell me if you need anything." I tilted my head back and poured back the tears that were about to fall.
Try to squeeze out a smile and greet the guests.
Zhao Rongxian was also greeting them, and then walked up to me at some point, and whispered in my ear, "If you're tired, go back and rest, but don't play tricks." ”
"The prince said with a smile, under your nose, what tricks can I play?" With a smile on the corner of my mouth, I raised my voice again unhurriedly, and said to him with a smile, "Congratulations to the princess concubine, I wish the prince a hundred years of good harmony and an early birth to a noble son." ”
Hearing my blessings, the guests praised me for my generosity and knowledge, and congratulated Zhao Rongxian again, saying that he had found a virtuous wife.
Zhao Rongxian's face was not very good-looking, he looked at me deeply, and said, "If you are tired, go back." ”
After speaking, he instructed Liang Feng to look at me again.
I knew that if I wasn't under his nose, he would send someone to watch me, and at this time the gates were all tightly guarded.
I pretended to be very calm, gave him a faint look, and then turned to walk inside.
Liang Feng saw me go, and immediately followed.
I walked in step by step, and when I reached the inner courtyard, I told Jin Yu to bring me tea, and then I heard a bang, and the teacup fell to the ground, and the tea splashed all over me.
I winked at Jin Yu, then feigned annoyance, "I can't do this at all!" Why don't you die! ”
As I spoke, I raised my hand and slapped her in the face.
Jin Yu's body shook violently, and he fell to the ground with a pop, begging for mercy again and again, "The princess spares her life...... The princess spares her life......"
"Get out of here, I'm upset when I see you! Listen to the prince every day! Are you his man or mine man! I scolded Jin Yu fiercely until I saw her back disappear into Qinghui Courtyard.
I just turned around and went in to change my clothes, and Liang Feng saw that I was leaving, so he immediately came up.
I immediately glared at him angrily and smiled charmingly, "Why Liang Feng?" Do you want to see this princess change her clothes? ”
"The subordinates don't dare to ......" Liang Feng's face turned red and hurriedly withdrew a foot away.
I went to the inner room, immediately changed into the clothes of an ordinary woman, and began to pack my packages......
"It's on fire! It's on fire! The snow yard is on fire! About half a pillar of incense work, there was a sudden shouting outside.
Snow Courtyard, that is, the courtyard where Jiang Wan wants to live, Jiang Wan is still in it at the moment. The fire was not enough to burn her, but it must have made her tremble, and it must have made her look great......
Jiang Wan once killed my child, and it is not too much to teach her a lesson.
Seeing the fire outside, I immediately picked the window closest to the Dexue Courtyard and climbed out.
Sure enough, Liang Feng did not appear.
Seeing that everyone was busy putting out the fire, I immediately walked to the small gate of the palace.
Mother Du and Jinyu Yinhuan are already waiting for me there.
"Princess, the carriage is ready."
"Okay, let's go now." I handed Jin Yu the burden in my hand and immediately pushed open the small door.
"Ah......h
I was shocked, and when I looked up, I saw Sun Duli, the young secretary of Dali Temple.
Shouldn't he drink the wine again? How did it end up here?
Well, I remembered, he should have come to investigate the case, Shaoqing of Dali Temple, this palace is on fire, of course he wants to arrest the suspect.
Therefore, he found this place according to clues, and waited here to catch the arsonist.
This is unlucky, I have calculated everything, how can I miss Sun Duli.
But...... I must leave today.
I looked at him coldly and forced a calm voice, "Get out of the way......"
"You set the fire? Do you want to burn that concubine? "Sun Duli looked me up and down, blocking the door even harder.
"Master Sun, do you think that if I had the intention to burn her, the fire would be so small?" In the face of Sun Duli, I don't need to argue, it's useless to argue.
Seeing that I was so easy to admit it, Sun Duli was first shocked, and then suddenly realized, "You are deliberately causing chaos, you want to escape?" ”
As he spoke, his eyes fell on my lower abdomen, and he frowned and said, "I said Bai Girl, you just ran before, but now your belly is so big, you still want to run!" What is it for? ”
"If I say I can see the future, do you believe it?" I took a deep look inside and said, "Let's talk outside." ”
Sun Duli was a little hesitant, but he probably felt some sympathy for me when he saw me like this, so he agreed.
Walking outside, Sun Duli immediately asked me again, "Tell me, why did you run away?" He even did something like arson in order to escape. ”
"I can see the future, or rather, I'm living again." In the dim moonlight, I looked at him coldly and asked him, "Master Sun still remembers Miss Cao's affairs, in fact...... I hadn't seen the flower thief at all, only because I had died and lived again. So, I know what the future holds. In the future, I will die, and I leave now, just to live. ”
"Nonsense......"
"Yesterday you just solved a royal palace theft case, and the person who stole it was the son of the Ministry of Works, who was good friends with your father, so you have a headache now."
Sun Duli was slightly shocked, I smiled, and continued, "Yesterday, it was the daughter of Ning Yuanhou who murdered the wife of her mistress, the second son of Yuguogong, until she died in childbirth, and now she is still in prison, because Ning Yuanhou and your grandfather are friendly, so Ning Yuanhou hopes to be dealt with lightly, but you don't think so in your heart, you plan to escort that poisonous woman to the street tomorrow and behead ......"
Sun Duli originally didn't believe it, but at this moment, his face became very ugly, and he stammered, "You...... How do you know? ”
"As I said, I can see the future. The reason why I tried everything to escape was just because I wanted to live......" I gently touched my lower abdomen and smiled bitterly, "If I don't leave now, in the future, my children and I will die at the hands of the side concubine inside, and my family will be exiled for thousands of miles because of the Jiang family......"
"Even if you can really see the future, why should I believe you, you are the one who set the fire now......"
At this moment, a noisy voice suddenly came from inside, and Zhao Rongxian's angry order, "You guys go over there!" Dig three feet into the ground, and find out the princess for the king! If you can't find it, this king will take your life! ”
Jin Yu and Du's mother ran over in a panic, saying that Zhao Rongxian was about to find out.
I panicked, and I looked up and looked at Sun Duli with a begging look.
But he held me back......
"Master Sun, please, help me, I'm just ...... I just want to live...... "I grabbed his arm with a heartbreak......
Bang, I heard a loud bang, and the small door of the palace collapsed......