"Ah Huan, what is your attitude?" Seeing my tone, I didn't seem very happy.

I'm not happy either, I hate it when he talks to me like that.

And the look in his eyes, as if I had done something wrong. Maybe I'm too much for Yu Ruyi, but if I don't do this, as hesitant as he was before, and Yu Ruyi can give birth to me, the fetus in my womb may die before it is born.

Every time he looked at him like that, I felt very tired.

I simply turned my face away and said indifferently, "Zhao Rongxian, if you think I did something wrong, go and bring her back, I won't stop you." ”

"I didn't mean that......"

"So what do you mean? Do you think I'm treating her poorly? Do you think I tortured her like that? I turned my head and looked at Zhao Rongxian with some annoyance.

Zhao Rongxian didn't speak, obviously he acquiesced.

Zhao Rongxian is like this, he doesn't feel wrong for how many cruel things he has done, but I just did something less than one percent of him, but he thinks I did something wrong.

They even think I'm cruel and I'm vicious.

At this moment, I suddenly felt very sympathetic to Concubine Jiang Wan back then, obviously he used her as a knife through his feelings, but in the end he said that she was vicious and destroyed her whole family.

I looked at him coldly, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable, "Zhao Rongxian, you have to be clear, I am not hungry for her, nor am I cold her!" All the delicious food and drink are offered, but she doesn't eat it herself, and she wants to die! She made such a half-dead because she had to threaten others with her own life! ”

"Now it seems that it is really not her fault that Yu Ruyi will threaten you, but your fault." I looked at him with a sneer and said sarcastically.

Yes, if Zhao Rongxian didn't give Yu Ruyi hope from the beginning, how could Yu Ruyi cause so many incidents?

I turned my head sideways and turned my back to Zhao Rongxian, and I didn't want to say a word to him again.

Zhao Rongxian stretched out his hand and patted me, but I ignored him.

"Ah Huan, say something to me in advance in the future." Zhao Rongxian simply put his hand on my shoulder, and added lightly, "I will handle these things in the future, promise me, this is the last time." ”

My mood is very complicated, I know that Zhao Rongxian likes me, and he really likes the simplicity I used to have, but at that time, it was precisely because I was simple that I didn't do anything, so I lost my child, lost my life, and even caused Bai Yuanbao to die of illness......

Now that I've lived again, I naturally won't allow these things to happen.

I closed my eyes and asked him impatiently, "Lord Wang, you always don't like me to do these intriguing things, you always think I'm too vicious." But the concubine asks you, if I really don't do anything, can you protect me? ”

"Ah Huan ......"

"You can't protect me! You used to think you were protecting me, but what happened to me in the end? None of my three children survived. My family was innocently wronged, and my brother didn't even die. He was less than nine years old when he left......" I looked at him with a wry smile.

asked lightly, "The concubine dares to ask the prince, do you like it to be my good control, or am I the person?" ”

Zhao Rongxian didn't speak, and only said after a long time, "You should know how I treat you." ”

"I don't know, never know." I interrupted him, Xu felt aggrieved, and suddenly I couldn't control my emotions.

I turned my head sideways, wiped my tears, and tried to calm myself down, "Zhao Rongxian, I told you before, but anything that is not good for my child, whether it is your cousin or whoever you are, including you...... I won't let it go. ”

"If one day you are not good for my children, I may kill you......"

I am telling the truth, I know my feelings for Zhao Rongxian very well, I love him, I love him so much that I can risk disobeying the emperor for him. But...... If he is not good for my child, I will not hesitate to kill him.

Zhao Rongxian didn't know what he was thinking, I said it emotionally, but he didn't say a word, just looked at me silently. He was like this every time, every time he started the incident first, and after I had an excited argument with him, he stopped talking.

The more I saw him, the more angry I felt.

"Bai Huanxi, in your heart, I am not as important as the fetus in your womb, right?" I was about to scold Zhao Rongxian, but he suddenly asked this sentence very seriously.

Nonsense, what is he? He's a bastard who only makes me angry all the time!

I glanced at him and didn't hesitate, "What are you?" You're a bastard who can change your mind at any time, why are you more important than my child! ”

"You are the most important thing to me." Zhao Rongxian pointed to his chest and said word by word.

Hehe, he knew that I was angry, so he casually made up such sweet words to coax me?

I believe in him to have a ghost, I don't know him yet, and there is nothing more important in this world than his seizure of power, including me.

But even so, even if I was reborn for a lifetime, I still loved him foolishly.

That's it, he likes to think what he wants, if he thinks I'm vicious then I'm vicious, now I just want to live my life well, if one day he doesn't love me anymore, I can't do anything.

So I simply closed my eyes, as if I hadn't heard what he said.

Zhao Rongxian stretched out his hand and took me into his arms, and said in a low voice, "Okay, don't be angry, I won't say it, okay?" ”

"Zhao Rongxian, if one day I become like Jiang Wan, will you stop loving me?" I gently pushed him away and asked in a low voice.

Zhao Rongxian hugged my hand and trembled obviously, and responded to me, "No......"

"Yes, because only someone like Jiang Wan can live a long time in the royal family. Unless...... You give up all glory and riches. I looked up at him with a smile and asked jokingly, "Are you willing, prince?" ”

"What are you doing with all this for no reason?" Zhao Rongxian almost spoke, unwilling to talk to me about this matter anymore.

I know that it is impossible for him to give up, even if he lives again ten times, even if I die ten times, he will not give up. His father doesn't love his mother, and it's right that he is in danger.

But it's true that he is greedy for power, and this world ...... Including the queen, there is no one who is more greedy for power than Zhao Rongxian.

But he can always find some bitter excuses for himself.

The thought of this disturbed me, and I didn't know how long I would be with him.

I thought about it for a moment, and added another sentence faintly.

"Lord, if one day you don't love me anymore, please tell me, and I will leave myself. Don't think that your disgust cost me my life, my children's lives. ”

Zhao Rongxian's hand trembled slightly, as if he had promised, and responded to me, "As I said, no matter what you become, you are the only wife." ”

"Okay, don't think about it, I won't talk about it in the future, okay?" I know that Zhao Rongxian is afraid that the fetus in my womb will have three long and two short, even if he doesn't like me to do this, it is not good to stimulate me again.

Since he didn't say it anymore, I didn't want to mention it again, because the province made no one happy.

I nodded slightly, biting my lip and not speaking.

Zhao Rongxian is also a trustworthy person, and sure enough, he didn't mention half a word in the next few days, even if his cousin deliberately sent someone to pass the word again and again, saying that she was not doing well or something, he didn't mention half a word more.

He didn't dare to mention it, in the blink of an eye, my belly has been more than four months, and in another half a year, I will have to give birth.

After Zhao Rongxian and I were angry for a few days, I didn't bother to be angry with him anymore, the most important thing in my day was to make clothes for my children, and I didn't know if it was a son or a daughter in this belly, so I simply made two copies of many clothes, hats, and belly pockets. Zhao Rongxian said that I was so idle, saying that all children are the same, anyway, they are all babies, and children don't know what to wear, so there is no need for such trouble.

Recently, the weather has cooled a little, and there is nothing to do on weekdays, so I took a needle and thread to make tiger head shoes for my children in the pavilion in the back garden.

As soon as Zhao Rongxian entered the door, he saw that I was busy, so he snatched all the needles and threads in my hands.

"How many times have I said it, just leave these things to the next person to do, why bother so hard." Zhao Rongxian said, then gently patted my lower abdomen and scolded, "You kid, you haven't been born yet, so you bully your mother all day long." ”

I was a little speechless, glared at him fiercely and said, "Don't bully my child!" ”

"This hasn't been born yet, so let's just say that I, the husband, is not as important as this rabbit cub, and if I am born, I will be able to pay it back." Zhao Rongxian looked a little unhappy.

Does he remember what I said that day? It's really enough to hold a grudge, why didn't I find out that he was so grudgeful and stingy before? Even the vinegar of children is eaten!

"Even children eat vinegar, do you have a father like this?" I glanced at him with a smile, then took out a finished belly pocket and handed it to him, "Look, this is the belly pocket I made for my son, and it has been made!" You look good, right? ”

"Not as good as you ......"

“……”

"That prince...... Princess, lady and lord, they are here......" Jin Yu coughed twice in embarrassment.

Don't say that she is embarrassed, I also feel embarrassed, I know that Zhao Rongxian is a shameless person now, but how could I have thought that he could say such things under the blue sky and white sun?

I also coughed dryly twice, pretending to be serious, "That...... Jin Yu, you invite your father and mother to come in, and then tell the kitchen to make some pastries and fruits and send them to the south courtyard. ”

After saying that, I reached out and patted Zhao Rongxian again, he didn't know what he was thinking, so he was stunned for a while.

Seeing me pat him, he came back to his senses, and immediately asked me what kind of tea my father and mother like to drink, and asked my father if he had any special favorite treasures, and then asked my brother if he had any special favorite calligraphy and paintings.

I was puzzled by the question, and I felt like he had done something that didn't hurt me.

However, I didn't have the heart to think about it.

It may also be that I think too much, and it is not the first time that Zhao Rongxian has been courteous in front of my father and mother.

When we went to the south courtyard to inquire, my mother and my brother were sitting very upright on the Taishi chair inside, but my father was walking around the lobby, first touching the vase, then the table, and then even the teapot.

Zhao Rongxian saw that my father liked the purple clay pot, and immediately leaned in and said with a smile, "Father-in-law, do you like this thing?" I have a new one in my house, and I'll bring it back to you later? ”

As soon as my father heard that his prince and son-in-law were going to give him a purple clay pot, he was overjoyed, and immediately agreed, and praised Zhao Rongxian for his generosity and filial piety, saying that he was more filial than my own daughter, and that my own daughter had grown so big, and I didn't see anything to give.

"Bai Fugui, but there are still people watching, you pay attention." My mother, as a face-saving person, couldn't stand my father anymore, so she scolded him fiercely and said, "These things are not absent at home, what do you say you are doing?" ”

"There are ones at home, but the ones at home are ordinary purple clay pots, which are different in this palace, which is stained with the breath of the royal family and can protect the house." What my father said is reasonable, and he almost praised this royal family as the Jade Emperor.

Not to mention, with my father's sincere praise, it is really suitable to go to the emperor's side to pat on the back.

However, this palace is really not suitable for such boasting.

I pulled Zhao Rongxian, and then went up to pull my father.

"I said Dad, the purple clay pot in your hand is not a noble baby, it is the teapot that your daughter and I bought two days ago." Originally, I couldn't bear to expose it, but think about it, if my dad took that thing out to show off, it wouldn't make people laugh to death.

In order to prevent him from being ridiculed by outsiders, I had to expose him.

It is always better to be laughed at by your own family than by outsiders.

Sure enough, when my brother and my mother heard this, they both covered their mouths and laughed.

"Dad, I'll just say it's a teapot, you just don't believe it......" My brother smiled very happily with a helpless face.

My dad was a little embarrassed, put the teapot down heavily, and sat back where he was supposed to be sitting.

After a while, he pretended to ask me, "Ah Huan, you've been in this belly for more than four months, have you thought of a name?" ”

"No, I've thought about it for several times, and none of them are satisfied." Zhao Rongxian is very good at looking at the eyes, I haven't opened my mouth yet, he started a round.

Then he talked to my father about it, and my father didn't feel embarrassed at all, and then he talked to my mother again, asking how my mother was doing lately, and asking if my mother used to make clothes when she was pregnant with me and my brother.

My mother said no, and he immediately complained that I like to do messy things all day.

After that, I talked to my brother and asked me how my brother was studying recently and how confident he would be in next year's imperial examination......

Anyway, he's just amazing, and he can talk to anyone.

After chatting, he took my father and my brother to visit the palace, coaxed them so happy, and praised him very much.

But I don't know why, today I feel more and more that Zhao Rongxian is not quite right, although he is also very good at coaxing my father and mother on weekdays, but today he is too ruthless, and he even gave my brother the map of thousands of miles of rivers and mountains he just got.

It was his treasure, the prince asked him before, but he didn't give it, and the prince was still half-dead at that time.

I was very uneasy for a while, and in the evening, when I saw off my father and mother, I immediately pulled him for questioning.

"Lord Wang, what's wrong with you today? How can you be so diligent and dedicated? Didn't you do something wrong? "The more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong, when he confessed to me about his previous life, he did everything possible to please my father.

So much so that I was obviously wronged later, but my father and mother said that it was unreasonable.

Now Zhao Rongxian's actions are like that day, and they are almost intensifying.

I stared at him tightly, for fear that he would tell me half a lie, but Zhao Rongxian asked me with a reproachful face, "What?" Your father and mother treat me so well on weekdays, I can't be nice to them? You're a ......."

"I just don't think you've been quite right lately." I always think that he has nothing to do, but I can't think of a reason why he is.

Could it be that he wants to take a concubine?

I glanced up at him, very suspicious, "Lord Wang, didn't you have caused some kind of affair outside, right?" ”

"What do you want?" Zhao Rongxian poked my forehead hard and denied it.

But the next moment, he immediately asked me, "Ah Huan, what if...... I am, what would you do if you had? ”

"What else can be done? I had to endure it, now that my belly is so big, can I still let you divorce me? "I don't care on the surface, but I don't think so.

If he really got into trouble and had the heart to bring people into the house, I would definitely let him divorce me.

Because I know Zhao Rongxian too well, with his temperament, if he doesn't like the other party, he will never be responsible even if he gets into a romantic debt. If he can get people to the palace, the first is because he really likes the other party, and the second is because the other party has a prominent family background and can help him ascend to the throne.

If so, I'm going to let him divorce me. Because I know very well that in both cases, once I have a good situation, or a good fetus in my womb, he will not protect me.

Then, I will only end up with the same fate as in my last life.

I looked at him deeply and asked him again, "Lord, didn't you really cause a romantic debt outside?" ”

"What do you think?" He reached out and took me into his arms and whispered in my ear, "Ah Huan, you have to remember that no matter what happens, the person I love the most is your ......."

Neuropathy......

I think Zhao Rongxian is inexplicable, but this is uneasy.

This night, I had a nightmare again, dreaming that the day Jiang Wan married into the palace in the previous life, the whole palace was full of lights, and Zhao Rongxian looked very happy.

Then Jiang Wan served me tea and deliberately spilled the tea on me, which made me so painful......

Later, she always framed me in every possible way, either that I poisoned her or that she wanted to give her an abortion pill.

But later, she gave me an abortion pill......

"Ahh I woke up from my dream, and when I opened my eyes, Zhao Rongxian was no longer around.

Jin Yu heard my screams and hurriedly ran in, and when she saw that I was just having a nightmare, she let out a long sigh of relief.

Then he came in with water and told me to wash, and I had nightmares all night, and I was sweating all over.

I gently wiped the sweat on my body, and then looked around, and I didn't see Zhao Rongxian for a long time, if I remember correctly, he didn't have to go to the palace today.

Where did you go this morning?

"Jin Yu, where has the prince gone?"

Hearing this, Jin Yu was a little distracted......

What's going on these days? First Zhao Rongxian was attentive and attentive, and then Jin Yu was supportive.

"Jin Yu, where did the prince go? What are you doing on this strain? Seeing her like this, my heart suddenly became anxious, and I hurriedly urged her, "Say anything, don't stammer." ”

"That...... Did the prince go to Prime Minister Jiang's house? ”

"What, is there any official matter that needs to be discussed with Prime Minister Jiang Cheng recently?"

"It's not...... That one...... The princess ......" Jin Yu looked at me deeply, and her voice became smaller, "The princess...... It's to discuss the marriage with the second miss of the Jiang family......"

Discuss the marriage with the second miss of the Jiang family? Which second miss of the Jiang family? Jiang Wan?

No...... No way, Zhao Rongxian promised me, he said that he only loves me alone in this life, and he said that he will only marry one wife from me.

But now......

Be...... The emperor gave him a marriage? Is it because I offended the emperor, and the emperor deliberately gave him a marriage?

I took a deep breath, looked at Jin Yu in disbelief, and stumbled to ask her, "Yes...... Was it given to you by Your Majesty? ”

"It's all said outside...... It is said that the prince himself asked the emperor to give him a marriage......"

"It's ...... When was this? ”

"About ten days ago, that is, the day Yu Ruyi sent it away......"

My heart shook, and my head exploded. No wonder...... No wonder Zhao Rongxian has always been strange lately, and always asks me some strange things.

So, all his previous promises to me were false?

In the end, he still has to marry Jiang Wan to enter the door, and in the end, everything is still the same as in the previous life?

Moreover, the most ridiculous thing is that he, Zhao Rongxian, wants to accept a side concubine, and I, the princess, are the last to know.

At this moment, I finally understood why he deliberately made those moves, he was afraid that I would not be able to accept it for a while, so he deliberately provoked my suspicion and asked me to accept it slowly? Afraid I won't be able to stand the stimulation?

Hehe, since he is going to marry Jiang Wan, why is he afraid that I won't be stimulated?

Well, he was afraid that the fetus in my womb would not be stimulated. After all, his eldest son can't come out of the belly of those high-ranking noblewomen, and he is afraid that his relatives will gain power.

Therefore, he wants to take advantage of others, but he is not willing to let people have children.

So what am I? A container for his child?

So, what did he say he loved me before, and what did he protect me for?

Is it to take advantage of me? Or is it because he does have me in his heart?

I couldn't see it well for a while......

I sat down in my chair trembling with a limp, tears welling up in my eyes.

Jin Yu already knew about it, and when she saw me like this, she hurriedly came over to support me, and said softly, "Princess, don't be like this, what you say outside may not be credible." You see that the prince has been hiding from you for so long, and today ...... I just let the slave tell you today that he cares about your ...... too."

"If he doesn't let you say it, you won't say it! If he asks you to say it, you can say it? Are you his man or mine? I pushed Jin Yu away and yelled at her.

Jin Yu was shocked, and immediately knelt on the ground, crying and crying, "Princess, you punish the slave maid......"

"You go out......" I closed my eyes and forced myself to calm down.

I felt aggrieved and uncomfortable, and even suddenly felt that there was no credible person in this palace, and I didn't say a word or eat for a whole day.

In the evening, Zhao Rongxian came back, and when he heard that I couldn't eat, he rushed over in a hurry.