"These dishes will be sent to the beggars in the ruined temple in the town, and by the way, there are also steamed buns and buns made by the chef."

Sihan was slightly stunned, his thoughts were churning, and the timid and fearful 'touch' of those children resurfaced in his mind.

Today, Lan Yeyu disappeared too suddenly in the town, yes, he was anxious, and he couldn't take care of the children in the broken temple in a hurry, but now that the hour is completely free, after Lan Yeyu's mention, he also reacted again.

"If it is an ordinary adult beggar, there is nothing to worry about, but if it is an immature little beggar, it is impossible to say what their 'sex' life will be in the future. After all, the weather is freezing and the broken temple is ventilated on all sides, and it is uncertain whether those little beggars can survive the cold winter this year. ”

He seemed to open the conversation box and began to talk to Sihan like this.

Sihan's expression was slightly dark, and he stared at him for a moment, and it was not easy to respond at will.

It's just that Lan Yeyu was not enthusiastic, but he was concerned about those little beggars, and he naturally touched the scene when he thought about it, remembering the difficulties and bitterness of his immature begging. Yes, this time in reply to his words, she naturally had to weigh it a little, she had no intention of reminding him of the deepest and deepest suppressed memories in his heart, she just wanted him to live a peaceful and leisurely life without 'waves' and no waves.

Even, this time, for some reason, she suddenly had some hope to return to the beginning, back to Lan Yeyu's identity and 'touch' as the regent of Tanglin, thinking about the beginning, even if this guy squeezed her everywhere and 'teased' him, but after all, this person has a stable life, leisure and laziness, and the people of the court and China are respectful and happy to him. How can it be like now, full of storms and clouds, unable to advance or retreat.

"Everyone has their own destiny, maybe those children have experienced the indifference of the world, and then they will develop perseverance and intelligence, maybe they will become dragons and phoenixes in the future." She was silent for a moment, then finally spoke quietly.

Lan Yeyu hooked his lips and chuckled, "Didn't Si Hanmo think that they all had a fate like mine?" ”

Sihan was slightly stunned, his expression was slightly stunned, and he did not speak.

After the two of them were silent for a moment, Lan Yeyu smiled slightly and continued: "Everyone in the world says that I am Lan Yeyu's life is unique, and outsiders also flatter me Lan Yeyu is 'smart' and capable, but the world will only see my bright side, and no one has ever seen me 'touch' in the mud. From a little beggar to a border guard, and then from a border guard to the regent of Tanglin, the road is paved by my blood donation, and by the countless souls who have fallen from the knife in my hand. I, Lan Yeyu, have been killing all the way here, so there will be today's day, yes, if those children want to become the second me, then naturally, they can compete with pigs and dogs from a young age, and they must learn to be ruthless since they were young, and if they grow up a little, they will start sharpening their knives and killing people, and see the scene of blood flowing for a long time. Oh, Sihan thinks, can those children do it? ”

Sihan stared at him deeply and did not reply.

His words were undoubtedly a bit long, and this time I heard him confess his past thoughts again, even if I had heard it a little before, but now I listened to it again, and my heart was still shocked.

His deeds, indeed no one is comparable, his edification, maybe the whole world can not find a second person comparable to him, yes, it is because of this that he can stand up to the sky, can also kill cold, as he said in the past, he is like this'sex', if anyone stands in the way, he will meet God and kill God, meet Buddha and kill Buddha.

He does have this ability, but all this is in her eyes, but it is not what she wants.

"Shall I not mention this?" After being silent for a long time, Sihan came back to his senses slightly, forcibly pressed his heart, and asked in a slow voice.

His pupils were a little distant, and he only said, "If Sihan doesn't want to hear it, then don't mention it." But there is one thing that I want to tell you about at this time. ”

Sihan stared at him quietly and asked slowly, "What's the matter?" He looked away slightly, and his thin lips opened, "Sihan before, I still remember that you saved someone." ”

Sihan was caught off guard, and immediately searched for memories in silence, but after exploring and searching for memories over and over again, it was fruitless.

She really didn't remember saving anyone. After all, since she Yan Sihan remembered, she has always been lawless, brutal and willful. Thinking about it at the beginning, it was extremely rare for her not to bully people, with her 'sex', how could she save people.

"I don't remember. I must have never saved anyone in my past. When his thoughts returned, Sihan responded in a low voice without a 'wave'.

But as soon as these words fell, Lan Yeyu's expression moved slightly, his thin 'lips' opened, and he said again: "One day, a group of beggars bullied a beggar, you saw that the road was uneven, and you pulled out a knife to help, that scene can be described as a 'chicken' flying dog jumping, shouting all over the street, and no one around dared to gather around to see the excitement, just wait for all the gunsmoke to stop, the eldest princess is violent, and there is humanity, that is the most brutal princess of Tanglin, although it is a golden branch 'jade' leaf, but unfortunately it has raised an unruly 'sex'. Everyone thinks so, but there are still people who think that the eldest princess is unruly, obviously she is, delicate and smart, and kind-hearted, just like a fairy with light all over her body. ”

The lengthy words came into his ears, causing the corners of Sihan's eyes to become more and more 'pumping'.

In her life, someone actually called her so.

Sihan's face suddenly froze a little, and after thinking carefully for a while, there was a strong suspicion in her heart, and then her eyes locked on him, "I can't even remember this matter, how did you know?" ”

His expression moved slightly, but he didn't speak, his handsome and elegant face was a little complicated and distant, shallow and calm.

Sihan didn't urge, just waited quietly, and after waiting for a long time, he still saw that he didn't speak, and his heart became more and more undulating, and finally his brows were slightly furrowed, and he couldn't help but ask again: "How do you know this?" ”

After all these words fell, this time, Lan Yeyu finally replied.

He raised his head slightly and looked at Sihan, the whole person was gentle and elegant, and the distant 'color' and complexity in his pupils had been completely taken away at some point.

He just sat up slightly, opened his thin 'lips', and asked lazily: "I heard what people said." ”

Sihan's pupils shrank, and he couldn't help but ask the bottom of the matter, "Who did you say?" ”

He gradually showed a little usual smile on his face, and the whole person was lazy, but if you look closely, it is not difficult to find that there are a few wisps of ups and downs in his pupils again.

This guy must have something in his heart, and he intends to hide it from her.

Sihan knew it in his heart, his thoughts were floating layer by layer, and all kinds of speculation were wantonly rising and entwined in his heart and mind, and inexplicably, it seemed that there was an answer that was about to be completely revealed.

But at this moment, in the silent atmosphere without 'waves', Lan Yeyu's thin 'lips' opened, and he said calmly again, "Listen to a border guard who was once born and died with me. ”

His voice is very slow and easy-going, natural, without the slightest hint of ups and downs.

However, these words entered Sihan's ears, and in an instant, they inexplicably led to a loss.

Is it?

Listen to a border guard? In this way, at the beginning, Lan Yeyu heard about her alone in this way?

Sihan was silent for a moment, and finally pressed his mind again, and said slowly: "I can't remember the past events, but the border guard judged me like this, which surprised me. After all, in the past, I didn't do much and acted rudely, and my reputation in Beijing was not good, so it was rare for someone to judge me like this in the past. ”

As he spoke, he subconsciously asked, "Is that person still there now?" ”

Lan Yeyu shook his head slowly.

Sihan's eyes tightened slightly, and he was suddenly melancholy in his heart.

Also, the border guards often experience war 'chaos', and the soldiers on the battlefield are not for their extraordinary skills, how can they turn the danger back on the tip of the knife.

But just as he was thinking about it, Lan Yeyu's gentle and distant voice came slowly again, "He's still there now, I don't know." It's just that when I was promoted to Tanglin Kyoto, I cut off contact with that person from then on. Later, since I saw you, I realized that that person, Xu is exaggerating to you, Sihan Although you are beautiful, but that temper is really as irritable as thunder, even, I kindly stabbed you in the palace 'excited', so that you vomited blood, and after you returned to Beijing non-stop, I began to calculate my silver taels. You are the only one who will take revenge for such kindness, yes, Sihan said, that person was completely 'confused' by your appearance? And if he sees your true 'temperament', he may be unable to restrain himself from you. ”

The more he said this, the more lazy and self-contained he rolled up a little ridicule.

It's just that these words fell into my ears, and naturally they were not what Sihan liked.

Even if it was unbearable to look back on the past years, at least as Lan Yeyu said, she finally saved the guard, didn't she? And the kindness is great, presumably even if that person sees her true 'temperament', he should naturally be in awe, where is the retreat?

She Yan Sihan seems to have not yet reached a terrifying situation.

"I really can't remember too much about the past, but I really didn't change things back then, and then I went to Daoxing Mountain with the national teacher to get a little better. It's just that I didn't expect that in Daoxing Mountain, I was looking forward to returning to the palace every day, but I didn't expect that the day I really returned to the palace was actually ......"

As soon as the words arrived here, Sihan's pupils shrank, and he subconsciously choked on the words.

The heart fluctuates, and the feeling of complex 'waves' is also swaying and hovering in the bottom layer of the heart.

Sihan couldn't help but hang his head, and his eyes instantly dimmed. But at this moment, a slightly cool hand slowly stretched out, as if to comfort her, and wrapped her hand slightly forcefully into his palm.

Si Han came back to his senses suddenly, his eyes fluctuated, but Lan Yeyu's fingers were too cold and cold, and even his palms were cold and thin, without any temperature.

"Why are your hands still so cold, there are already a few stoves in the tent, and you still don't feel warm?" She gathered her mind suddenly, raised her eyes to stare at him, and immediately asked.

He smiled lightly, "My body has always been like this, that is, it is warm, and my hands and feet are still cold." ”

Sihan was skeptical, staring at him deeply, "That's it, but it won't be so cold." After saying that, he wanted to take his pulse again, but he raised his hand, held her other hand as well, and said slowly: "My body is indeed like this, and you should have known it when I led you in the past." ”

Sihan frowned, she naturally knew about the cold fingers of his fingers, but in the past, his hands were not cold to this extent. Besides, there are so many stoves in this tent at this time, that is, Lan Yeyu is an ice cube, and it should be heated at this time.

At this point, a wave of complexity and worry rose again.

Suddenly, Fu Ghost's words last night also swirled up in his heart again, and Sihan's whole body froze a little, his eyes were complicated, and his thoughts were entwined and undulating, and he couldn't suppress it.

But for a long time, in the atmosphere of silence and no 'waves', Lan Yeyu said again: "Sihan." ”

He called a little lightly, but it still disturbed the silence around him for a moment.

Sihan replied and raised his eyes to look at him, but as soon as his gaze touched his face, he naturally lowered his head.

"This trip to Britain is uncertain." His thin lips opened, and he said slowly.

Sihan was stunned again, she didn't expect him to suddenly talk about this topic, and after a moment of silence, she said slowly: "I know." It's just that although Daying is the 'den' of the Longtan Tiger, if you and I work together, we may be able to turn the danger into a disaster. You are a blessed and fateful person, and you will definitely be able to escape in the Great Britain. ”

His pupils shrank slightly, and he only said: "In the past, I used all the good things, but this time, I won't have such good luck." His words were extremely low, as if he was muttering to himself, but these words were still clear in Sihan's ears, Sihan's heart tightened slightly, and he continued: "Unknown things, think about so much. You Lan Yeyu is a blessed person after all, and you can stand in peace and turn danger into disaster. ”

Lan Yeyu hooked his lips and smiled, nodding, "I hope so." It's just that the past is uncertain and dangerous, and now, I want to leave a way back for myself. Sihan was silent and waited quietly.

He continued: "Over the years, I have rarely lived for myself, and although I shouldn't have thought about it before the great danger, I still want to fulfill myself 'selfishly'. After speaking, he raised his head slightly, and the pupils that fell on Sihan's face suddenly became as deep as a pool.

His sudden reaction caught Sihan a little off guard, Sihan looked at him, and finally opened the door and asked, "How do you want to fulfill yourself?" Or do you have the rest of your desires now? ”

He stared at Sihan with deep eyes, nodded, and said nothing.

Sihan waited for a while, and seeing that he still didn't speak, he sighed, "If you have anything to say, just tell me." Yes, I can help you realize your wishes. ”

As soon as these words fell, he continued: "My wish, indeed, only you can help me realize this wish." ”

Sihan was stunned.

Lan Yeyu rarely spoke to her with such a serious attitude, but it was precisely because of this attitude that he knew that the things in Lan Yeyu's heart were by no means simple.

Sihan also subconsciously sat upright and met his eyes directly, "What do you want me to help you achieve?" ”

Although she has some speculation, at least, Lan Yeyu can tell her what is on her mind, which is naturally a relief for her. She doesn't like him to exclude her in everything, everything is thought about for her in advance, and even, she doesn't like the stability of being completely hidden under his wings, and she is not greedy for life and afraid of death.

Yes, it was probably yesterday's knee-jerking talk that had an effect, and now, this Lan Yeyu finally opened her mouth to say her wish.

At this point, the complex 'color' on his face gradually disappeared, and the gaze on his face slowed down more and more.

However, Lan Yeyu still didn't reply immediately, and there was a struggling 'color' on that handsome and elegant face, but after a while, he finally looked away slightly, no longer looking at her, and then his thin 'lips' opened, and he said slowly: "Now in Tanglin Kyoto, there is Zhan Wenyi who has the idea of beating you, that Jiang Yunnan, and he will also enter your harem and 'serve' you." ”

He only said this, and it was evident that there was something in his words.

Sihan sighed in his heart and said slowly: "I don't mean to be male or 'female' towards Zhan Wenyi and Jiang Yunnan. ”

"I know, it's just that the world is up and down, and everything is uncertain. I'm not worried about what will happen to you and the rest of you in the future, but I'm worried that I will die on this trip to Britain, leaving you alone to return to Tanglin. I, Lan Yeyu, have stood alone in this life, and I have nothing to worry about, but I am still reluctant to give up on you, and I am also arrogant, I am finally with you, if I can't really stay with you, I naturally don't like outsiders to stay with you, and even, take care of you. ”

Sihan frowned, and his heart was slightly slack.

She really didn't know why Lan Yeyu suddenly said this, she just hurriedly replied in a low voice: "The trip to the Great Britain, you will be fine, besides, ......"

As soon as these words came out, but before the words could be spoken, Lan Yeyu clenched her hands and interrupted her words in a loud voice, "Sihan." The past is uncertain, and you and I can't expect it. But I will do everything to keep you safe, and my 'sexual' life is unknown. I have a great enmity with Great Britain, if I can't destroy the British royal family, I will never give up, and you are different, after you enter Great Britain and get the young emperor's antidote', you can go back to Tanglin, and you must also go back to Tanglin, I will also send someone to send you back to Tanglin safely, yes, although you and I can fight side by side, but you can't block all the wind and rain for me. I don't want you to fight for me, I just want you to remember me. Even if I have any mistakes, when my 'sex' life is gone, I also want you to remember me, and I don't want an outsider to take care of you instead of me. ”

His voice is still very low and very low, but when it enters his ears, the 'waves' set off are magnificent.

She didn't like such a heavy topic the most, but she had to 'force' herself to face it.

She has always thought about the peace of the world, thinking that Lan Yeyu can survive in peace, but the reality is such a ruthless 'forced' person, even if he lets go of everything and does not enter the British, she Yan Sihan has to enter the British desperately.

Fate is like this, the shackles are heavy, and I can't break free in the end, but my heart is still a little fragile after all, this time just hearing Lan Yeyu's words, I will be sad from my heart, and I will be extremely sad.