Chapter 310
Her fingertips moved, but this time she wrapped his cold hand in her warm palm with her backhand, but after a while, his hand seemed to be unwarm, still the same cold temperature as before.
"You don't have to think about it too much, this trip to the UK, you and I will be fine." As he spoke, he gritted his teeth, forcibly pressed the sadness and ups and downs in his heart, and continued: "Besides, even if you really have any mistakes, I will not have feelings for the rest of the people. I have been through love and tribulation, and my heart has long been fragmented, and now that broken heart has been repaired by you, I will naturally only remember you and miss you. I won't let anyone take care of me, if I can get Wei'er's antidote this time, I will cure Wei'er, govern Tanglin well, and when Wei'er is an adult, I will 'hand' everything over to Wei'er, and I, find a remote place, live in peace, and live safely together with your 'sex' life. ”
This was originally a hypothesis, but when I blurted out all of them, I felt more and more shocked in my heart.
She never thought about the future, and she never wanted to think about it, just because she was resistant and caring, so she didn't dare to think about it.
But some things still have to be thought about after all, and some unexpected signs will happen at any time, yes, if only she Yan Sihan can get out safely on this trip, she will not empathize with Jiang Yunnan or Zhan Wenyi as he worries, she will definitely be, full of sadness, and lonely all her life.
She will miss him, she will remember him. Even, her house would be full of his portraits.
She will also taste back to the Regent's Mansion and explore everything about his past little by little, but the happy house where she once married is entangled with spiders and dusty, she may not let people clean it, she won't let people touch it, and even she herself doesn't dare to enter the happy house for half a step.
Everyone in the world is the way, and love words are grinding.
Yes, love words are indeed abrasive, just because everyone has life and death, if one of them goes first, the remaining person will be broken, fragmented, and lonely.
How desolate and sad it must be, at this moment, even if I think about it a little, my heart seems to be tense and painful, and I can't bear it.
Her whole body began to stiffen, and a complex sense of fear swirled in her heart. It was also all of a sudden that I realized again that it turned out that unconsciously, there was such a person, who had already entered his heart.
It turns out that there is such a person who can shake all her Yan Sihan's calmness and calmness, and even knock all her firmness and bravery to the ground.
"What I just said is just a fiction, but as long as I am by your side, you will never be fine, I will protect you." After waiting for a while, she forcibly pressed her mind and made up to him again very seriously.
And when these words fell, Lan Yeyu opened his thin 'lips' and said again: "Sihan Xin, I can die, but I, how can I let you live alone." ”
Sihan frowned deeply and didn't say a word.
In a moment, Lan Yeyu's body leaned over slightly, getting closer and closer.
Sihan sat stiffly, full of complexity and melancholy, motionless.
In a moment, the tip of his nose finally stopped at the distance of the tip of Si Han's nose, so close that Si Han could clearly feel his breathing, and even smell the slightly rich ink fragrance emanating from his body.
Her pupils, which were originally melancholy, trembled uncontrollably, and her heart jumped up inexplicably, unable to suppress it.
"Sihan."
At this moment, his thin 'lips' opened and called in a low voice.
I don't know why, this short word suddenly entered the ear, and it suddenly seemed to be rolled up with an inexplicable magnetic 'sex', as if it was going to forcibly drill into the bottom of my heart from the ear.
Sihan's body tightened more and more, and he responded in a low voice, "Hmm." ”
As soon as he said this, his cheeks got closer and closer, and then his face was slightly on one side, and the tip of his high 'straight' nose suddenly brushed past her cheeks, and in an instant, when her pupils shrank more and more, two slightly warm things fell on her forehead just right.
She trembled uncontrollably, and all the thoughts and composure in her heart suddenly collapsed, but at this moment, he did not leave her at all, but his cheeks moved down slightly, and the tip of her nose was against the tip of her nose, and the breath under her nose was slightly rolled with ink fragrance, and she breathed into her nose suddenly, and then, in the thick atmosphere, his thin 'lips' opened, and said again: "I am indeed afraid that you will empathize with other loves, and I am also afraid that you will have no one to take care of you, and you will die alone, yes, Sihan, while I am still alive, we ...... How about having a baby? Just let him accompany you instead of me, and when he grows up, he will protect you like me. He is my continuation, and he will definitely protect you in the future, but I must remember that if he does not grow into a bloodthirsty and 'sexual' person like me, let him grow up safely, that is, to be a weak scholar, as long as he is considerate of you, it is also excellent. ”
These words entered his ears word by word, which shocked Sihan's mind and made his whole person completely stunned.
She sat motionless, her blank heart beating tightly.
He never thought that he would say these words at this time, and he never thought that one day, Lan Yeyu would be so worried.
It's just, how should she be, how should she be, how should she ......
As soon as the mind recovered, all the thoughts completely filled the blank space on that side, and in just an instant, the mind was chaotic, and the heart was also chaotic.
But at this moment, Lan Yeyu's cheeks slanted again, and in an instant, his warm 'lip' flap was just right to stick to her, and this time, his 'lip' flap was pasted to her 'lip' flap, the action was extremely cautious, and it was extremely unfamiliar, after it was pasted, he didn't move, and after a long time, he began to move the 'lip' flap, and then, little by little, he pried open her 'lip' flap, pried open her teeth, and then, very carefully wound.
Instantly, his mouth was gentle and dense, as if his whole body was full of his ink fragrance.
Her head was white again, and her heart was beating violently, as if it was about to jump out of her throat.
It was a moment, she couldn't sit still, her whole body was paralyzed and weak, and the whole person fell to the ground, and he pulled her abruptly, and instantly let her fall into his arms just right, and then he didn't wait to react, he got up and picked her up, and then slowly stepped towards the 'bed' couch not far away.
The candle flame is flickering, and in all directions, the light and shadow are heavy, and the seclusion is fully revealed.
In the silent atmosphere without 'waves', there is the sound of clothes rustling, and then, when the sound of clothes is completely stopped, followed by the sound of careful 'kisses' all the way.
Outside the tent, the cold wind floated, and the ghost and the royal forest soldiers stood quietly, motionless like stone sculptures.
After waiting for a long time, Fu Ghost put away the porcelain vase at his fingertips, and his resolute and evil face finally couldn't be loosened.
"Tonight, the main tent shall not be guarded any more, and it shall be dispersed." After staying for a long time, the candles in the tent were all extinguished, and the ghost came back to his senses, and his thin 'lips' were opened, and he made a low voice.
The 'elite' guards present were all stunned, their faces were 'revealed', their eyes looked at the ghost sleeve robe, hesitated for a moment, and finally someone had the courage to ask cautiously: "The 'medicine' that the emperor sent us to find ......"
Before the 'fine' guard could speak, Fu Ghost straightened his face, and his sharp gaze swept towards the 'fine' guard.
In an instant, the 'Jing' Wei was suddenly stunned by the ghost's evil gaze, and subconsciously choked on the afterwords.
Fu Ghost locked his eyes coldly, and continued: "The eldest princess is a loving and righteous person after all, and the emperor and the eldest princess love each other, and they don't need external 'medicine' to assist them at all. ”
As he spoke, his expression moved slightly, as if he had suddenly thought of something, and continued: "Furthermore, it is announced that all the 'Jing' guards must change their words to the eldest princess after tonight and call Niangniang Niang. The beloved of my Great Zhou Emperor, the mother of my Great Zhou, since I was the Great Zhou 'fine' Wei Haosheng respectfully maintained, loved and long-lasting, this matter, can you write it down? ”
"My subordinates have made a note of it." The 'elite' guards changed their faces one after another, and they immediately responded with their voices suppressed.
The ghost swept their eyes, and said no more, turned around and walked away.
The night was silent, and the cold wind was blowing, but this was the case, Sihan and Lan Yeyu were both extremely tired and couldn't wake up.
The two slept until three poles the next day, and Sihan woke up slightly, but when he came back to his senses, he suddenly realized that his whole body was so sour and unbearable that it was difficult to even lift his hands.
The whole body is completely in contact with the futon, without any cover, what kind of situation is under the futon, and it is clear without thinking about it.
Last night, I didn't know that although Lan Yeyu's movements were extremely rusty and cautious, his body bones still hurt, but at this moment, there was no shock and shame in his heart, more of a silence that restored calm, and even, inexplicable stability.
She can even clearly remember that when the two were completely combined, Lan Yeyu looked at her with great 'confusion', stabilizing her eyebrows and eyes over and over again, and in those thin 'lips', although there were a few sighs of joy and hustleness, but more, it was the word 'Sihan' that was hazy over and over again but desperately wanted to be serious and called.
In this life, I have not heard people call these two words hundreds of times, but it was not until last night that I realized that there are still people in the world who can call these two words so deeply.
Asking for a child for him, yes?
He must have been really afraid, afraid that he would never return, afraid that she would really die as lonely as she said. He finally understands her and can figure out her 'sex' clearly, but if he really has any mistakes, although she has the heart to follow or die alone, but if there is a child, she still has to fight hard to live.
He did this, as if he was worried that Jiang Yunnan and Zhan Wenyi would take advantage of the situation, and it seemed that he was thinking about her future, but she still knew that his most exact purpose now was not to let her fight side by side with him, and he didn't want her to die in Daying with him.
After all, if she had his heirs, she would have to weigh it no matter what, even if she didn't want to live, she still wanted to protect his blood for him.
People, once you have something to care about, you will not be as desperate as you were at the beginning, and this Lan Yeyu happened to calculate this, and she Yan Sihan was completely trapped in his tenderness and 'bewilderment', and was slowly eaten away by his gentleness All the shock, and then, as happy as a glutton, sank for it.
He is such a resolute person, and he has always been such a person, once he makes a decision, he will use all means to prevent people from disobeying, but he is also such a strong person, in her eyes, but it provokes her more and more to care and pity.
"Awake?"
Thoughts flipped, and all kinds of thoughts were lived over and over again in the bottom of my heart.
But I don't know how long it took, and suddenly, a low and dumb magnetic 'sex' voice came to my ears.
The voice is extremely hoarse and 'fascinating', not amorous, but it seems to be seductive.
Sihan subconsciously returned to his senses, and when he looked sideways, he saw that the person next to the pillow had already lifted his eyes.
At this time, his handsome face was slightly dyed with a little tenderness, and the pupils that fell on her face were slightly mixed with a little hazy after waking up, and even, without waiting for Sihan to reply, his arm was a little harder, and he pulled her into his arms again, and then pressed his chin against her forehead, and whispered: "Why don't you sleep more." ”
Sihan said slowly: "I can't sleep when I wake up." As he spoke, his brows frowned slightly, and he stopped talking, but he didn't say anything more.
Lan Yeyu's eyes became clearer and clearer, stared at her for a moment, and asked calmly: "Did you 'get' hurt you last night?" ”
Sihan shook his head slightly, but still did not speak.
Lan Yeyu was also silent for a while, and then his thin 'lips' opened, and finally asked again: "What happened last night, can you blame me?" Blame me, the one who is good at asserting wants you. ”
These words entered his ears, and a few ripples rolled in his heart slightly.
Sihan shook his head again, took a deep breath, and said, "It's not that I blame you, but I'm worried about the road in the future." As he spoke, he raised his eyes slightly to look at him, met his gaze, and continued: "The departure of Great Britain is imminent, I am just worried, and my body will change slightly in the future, and when the time comes, I will have to face some difficult choices. ”
He didn't say anything, his eyes were still very carefully looking at Si Han's face. Seeing that Sihan really didn't have the slightest hint of anger on his face, he finally felt completely relieved, and hugged Sihan more and more carefully, "No." There will be no changes in the future, I will not let you go through the wind and rain, you believe me. ”
In this time, this guy still 'revealed' his original intention, so it seems that she did guess correctly, no matter how she talked to him in the past two days, he didn't listen to her words, and even, he never thought of letting her Yan Sihan fight side by side with him, but, he always chose to protect her under his wing, shelter her from the wind and rain, and protect her from the wind.
It's just that this kind of stability, if she wants to exchange his injury or even his 'life', how can she bear it, and how can she bear it.
"You've kept telling me to believe you, but you've never thought of believing me. Lan Yeyu, people's hearts are 'meat' long, I am not cold-blooded and ruthless, yes, I can't do cold-blooded and ruthless things, if you really want me to be happy, you shouldn't, plan everything for me in advance. ”
Her tone was not sharp, and there was only an extremely rare 'confusion', even helplessness.
It's probably because Lan Yeyu is still too strong in the end, and everything is measured for her, so that she seems to be so weak, and it seems that she needs him to maintain and take care of her.
"Sihan." Lan Yeyu didn't say much, Xu knew that Sihan's mood was fluctuating, yes, and he didn't explain much.
As soon as these words came out, the two of them were silent, and the two were silent, and after a while, in the silent atmosphere, he said again: "I don't want to plan everything for you, but I just want to use my last ability to make you safe." But I didn't calculate anything about last night, I just really wanted a child, a child between you and me, that's all. Do you remember that in the past in the Regent's Mansion, I also adopted several orphans, among which Yue'er, and recognized you as a mother, and got along like that in the past, it was indeed my life's joy, and I was also trapped in the ordinary happy days at the beginning, unwilling to extricate myself, yes, I like children, and I hope that I will have one of our children with you, so that no matter what my life and death will be in the future, I will be relieved, at least, our heirs will live in place of me, well, by your side. I don't want you to really remember me for many years, I just wish that every time you see a child, you can think of me a little. ”
"Don't talk about it." Sihan's pupils trembled, and his heart was also abruptly tight.
Lan Yeyu hugged her tighter and tighter, lowered his head and slowly dropped a 'kiss' on her forehead, "Today's 'kiss' on your eyebrows, I want your body, in the future, I will definitely protect you safely, and I will also protect the young emperor and Donglin, safe and sound." ”
After speaking, the 'lip' flap moved slightly away from Sihan's forehead, and said slowly: "If there is nothing to do today, you can rest for a while, and I will go to the military tent to meet the deputy generals." ”
Sihan lowered his eyes and was silent, and after a moment, he nodded slightly.
Lan Yeyu slowly let go of her, then sat up, and in an instant, the futon slipped off his body, instantly revealing his body.
Sihan's pupils subconsciously locked on him, swept it at will, and when he saw it, there were pieces of extremely hideous scars. Those scars, 'intertwined' on his thin body, were like long black snakes, hideously entangled, shocking.
Sihan's eyes suddenly trembled uncontrollably, and his face also tightened up in an instant, but he didn't seem to be aware of it, he put on his clothes very calmly, and then put on his outer robe, and when everything was done, he stood on the edge of the couch and bent down without Sihan carefully tucking the corners of the quilt, and then lowered his head and dropped a 'kiss' on Sihan's forehead, and when Sihan stared at him in a daze, he smiled elegantly, and his thin 'lips' were opened, and he only said: "Good rest." ”
As soon as the short four words fell, he straightened up slightly and turned around.
Sihan didn't say a word, her eyes were fixed on his back quietly, until he completely disappeared, she came back to her senses a little, closed her eyes slightly, her thoughts were more and more tumbling, and she still couldn't sleep.
After lying on the couch for a long time, she sat up slightly, and when she was dressing, she saw that there were extremely eye-catching red marks all over her body.
These are all clearly proof of the crazy joy of last night, Sihan's expression moved slightly, sat for a moment, and then resumed his attention again and continued to dress.