Zen Master Dao:

"It was the summer of Xinmao, in July and August, when I begged a girl, I was depressed, so I wanted to go to Fan Zhewang to complain, he was lecturing in the big college, and the college arranged a bedroom for him, so I went to visit at night. I arrived late that night and could not greet him in front of his students and teachers at the end of class, and he was so angry that he gave me a hard lecture.

It doesn't hurt to teach me a lesson, who calls him a teacher? I chatted with him for a long time in his bedroom that night, and was still talking at the beginning, but slowly the topic changed, Fan Zhewang began to teach me the techniques when he and women, and slowly he changed the topic to ** itself, he told me that the reason why people ** is because of the pressure accumulated by people, as long as they can release their own pressure, people's problems will be solved, so it doesn't matter whether the object is a man or a woman. He said that one of his students had also visited the day before I went, and that night he had 'released the pressure' from the student when he was not looking, and the next day the student was much more relaxed. Then Fan Zhewang told me that he 'wanted to do the same to me'. “

Lan Ziyi sneered incredulously when he heard this:

"Master, you don't even believe this kind of nonsense, do you?"

The Zen master smiled and replied:

I didn't believe him, so I rejected him. But at the same time I didn't believe in myself, so I didn't leave that night but spent the night in the bedroom with him. ”

Lan Ziyi said:

"It seems that the master's story is not finished yet."

The Zen master nodded and said:

"yes, the story isn't over yet.

I wanted to leave that night, and I should have left, but it was getting late, and Fan Zhewang's attitude towards me staying was very tough, so I ...... Following his orders, I don't think he would be so good that he would come and 'attack' me in the middle of the night. However, given that he had done it the night before while another of his students were asleep, I didn't fall asleep that night, and I kept one eye open all the time.

My vigilance saved myself, and when Fan Zhewang got up to relieve himself in the middle of the night, he stood at my bedside for a long time after he came back, and I could hear his excited gasps, but he didn't notice that I had been staring at him in the dark. “

Lan Ziyi heard this:

"The person who can be your teacher must be the dragon and phoenix among people, why didn't he find out that you were awake?"

Hearing this, the Zen master shook his head and smiled:

"That Fan Zhewang is actually not smart, he is just good at playing clever, and later the more I read and see more people, I realized that the novelty he said was just a trick, he stole other people's things to decorate his own façade, and he himself was actually just an empty shell.

Has Wei Hou heard that story? There are two top chess players, and they are the only two in the world who can compete with each other, and no one else can match them. Until one day a third person appears, and this third person can play two games of chess at the same time, and both games of chess can challenge these two top masters at the same time. Does Wei Hou know why? “

Lan Ziyi nodded and said:

"I know that the third person must be a game of first move, a second game, as long as the two games of chess are no longer in the same place, the third person can copy the moves of the two top chess players and put them on the board, use A's moves to fight B, and then use B's moves to come back to face A. The third man did not make a move from beginning to end. ”

The Zen master smiled and nodded:

What Wei Hou said was that the third person did not make a move from beginning to end, but he stole the death of the winning player. This story was told to me by Fan Zhewang, and later I found out that he was not only telling this story, he was using this routine. ”

Lan Ziyi said:

"Listening to the Zen master like this, what Fan Zhewang is a complete hypocrite, a real villain, why do you still believe him, master."

Hearing this, the Zen master lowered his head slightly, and he replied a little lonely:

"No one is born knowing everything, no one is born seeing everything. Some are just constant frustration and constant learning. The sage Yun is born to know the above, this born to know is by no means to say that he is born to know everything, but to say that he is born with a higher understanding and insight than ordinary people, as long as there are conditions to stimulate the outside world, the person who is born to know will learn the motivation behind the event through the events he has experienced, that is the Tao.

Speaking of Fan Zhewang's matter, in fact, there is nothing difficult to understand, I met a scumbag who can speak well and pretend to be hypocritical on the way to study, I was deceived, but I was vigilant enough, so I was not deceived by him. Wei Hou, don't be afraid of making mistakes, knowing your mistakes can improve a lot, what is terrible is that you make mistakes but don't admit your mistakes to yourself, and don't learn why you're wrong.

In fact, Wei Hou, your talent is already quite outstanding, not only well-informed, but also a little bit of impulsiveness, but there are a little impulses in temperament that young people often have. If there is a fourth wall, Wei Hou can be said to be first-class inside the wall, but for the audience outside the wall, Wei Hou is not very pleasing. “

Lan Ziyi smiled when he heard this:

"Zen master, the more you say, the more mysterious it becomes, what a fourth wall, I have never heard of such a thing."

Listening to what the Zen master said so much, Lan Ziyi could clearly feel that his heart knot had been opened, and the pain that the Zen master endured was far greater than that of his Lan Ziyi, but the Zen master could calmly face his past.

Thinking of this, Lan Ziyi had doubts, and he opened his mouth and said to the Zen master:

"The master just described his humiliation very carefully."

Zen Master Dao:

Yes, when we confront our past traumas, we are likely to hide details and make excuses in order to make it easier for us to accept the past. To describe our memories in detail is the process of accepting ourselves, and if we can describe every detail of our own memories, then we have in fact accepted our righteousness. “

Lan Ziyi said:

"In that case, I have a question for the master."

Zen Master Dao:

"Wei Hou, please speak."

Lan Ziyi said:

"Did that Fan Zhewang touch you?"

Zen Master Dao:

"No, he didn't touch me. He stood in front of my bed for a long time, and then retreated to the bed himself. ”

Lan Ziyi said:

"Why did he go back?"

Zen Master Dao:

"Maybe it's because he's afraid I'm going to beat him, and he's less than four feet up, standing up and knowing under my chest."

Lan Ziyi said:

"Really? He really didn't touch you. ”

Zen Master Dao:

"Really, he didn't touch me."

Lan Ziyi asked again:

"Really?"

The Zen master replied:

"Really, he didn't touch me."

Lan Ziyi listened to the Zen master's answer and stared at the Zen master for a long time, although the Zen master's connection had some emotional ups and downs, he still looked determined after all. Lan Ziyi smiled:

"The master answered these questions so calmly, which really made Ziyi admire."

Zen Master Dao:

"I wasn't born calm, and I wasn't always like this. Do you know that I have been with Fan Zhewang for a long time, and for a long time that guy kept telling me that the goodness of Longyang is a good thing, the combination of the two men represents the return of Chongyang, and should be praised, and the court does not allow the existence of deviant people, deliberately suppressing men, he wants to fight against the court, against this unfair world. Do you know what story he told me? He said that when the mountains and rivers were broken, Boya and Zhong Zi were friends with broken sleeves, Zhong Zi died, Boya fell on the piano, and later generations in order to commemorate this true love, so they will find a spouse again to become a continuation. He said that the word continuum was simply an insult to use on women. But Fan Zhewang actually has a wife and two daughters. ”

Lan Ziyi heard this:

"That Fan Zhewang's wife is really pitiful.

The master said that Fan Zhewang kept wanting you to tell you about the goodness of Longyang, why did he do this? “

The Zen master smiled:

"Wei Hou has grown, and he knows why he asks.

Fan Zhewang's behavior of always acting for Long Yang's good in front of me, intentionally or unintentionally, is called punctuality. Wei Hou must know that our minds are not false differences when accepting external objects, as long as our facial features are sound, even a cicada chirp from the outside will remain in our hearts. He mentioned this matter intentionally or unintentionally, and he was imposing his hobby of Longyang on my mental memory.

If he had explicitly mentioned his cuff fetish to me, I would have refused. But as long as he keeps knocking on the side, even if I don't admit it, even if I don't pay attention, what he says, the crooked reasoning he says will remain in my heart. Over time, this memory will become one with the heresy he has instilled in me, and eventually it will come out of my heart and occupy my mind like those suppressed emotions that I have suppressed. At that time, I will really become a broken sleeve fetish as Fan Zhewang wants.

Wei Hou just said that I told you to admire you calmly at this time, but there is no need. After I left Fan Zhewang that day and broke with him, I was painfully overwhelmed, and I was rejected by myself for a long time by the ideas he had hinted at, and finally I fell into the same mania as Wei Hou. Until I met Master Bliss. “