Three days later.

Yun Yun leaned on the bed rail decadently, and in this moment of wakefulness, her heart was like ashes.

"I really don't have any money, you can figure it out." Liu Wei said anxiously, "If you take the risk of stealing things from the house again, I will be discovered, my parents will take me away, and there will be no one to accompany you in the future." ”

"Get out, I don't want you to accompany me, I'd rather die here." Yun Yun didn't bother to look at him, stared out of the window with blank eyes, and said weakly: "When I get addicted, I'll hit my head and die." ”

"Don't do this, you can't die, think of a way."

Yun Yun turned her head to look at him, smiled indifferently, and didn't say a word.

"Huh." Liu Wei sneered, "I really can't help it, unless I steal and rob it, you can do it, your addiction is bigger than mine, don't regret it when the time comes." ”

Yun Yun turned her head with a hint of revival in her eyes.

"If I really can't help it, I'll go home, and you don't have any loved ones here, so you can't survive or die, I'll see how you can survive." Liu Wei threatened.

"Get out." Yun Yun said lightly.

Liu Jing went out angrily, he really couldn't help it, but he also knew the pain of being addicted - ten times more painful than the most painful thing in the world, he felt uncomfortable just thinking about it, and his scalp was numb. He didn't want to try, but Yun Yun didn't do anything, so he had to find another way, anyway, he must get money at all costs.

Yun Yun tilted her head and leaned against the bed rail, she didn't want to try that kind of pain, and she didn't want to die like this, so she decided to go to Xiao Jinyu or Yang Aomin to borrow money, and she was more familiar with Xiao Jinyu, so she decided to go to him this time.

She still dressed herself up to look like a normal person, and after Liu Wei went out, she went to find Xiao Jinyu immediately.

It happened to be noon, Xiao Jinyu was at home, and when she arrived, Xiao Jinyu was having dinner with Jin Ni, and his four-year-old daughter and almost two-year-old son were sitting next to him, as well as Yanqin.

"Yun Yun?" Xiao Jinyu suddenly saw her.

"Isn't it?" Jin Ni hurriedly got up and walked over.

"Sister Jinni." Yun Yun smiled gloomily, "I'm sorry to disturb your meal." ”

"No, have you eaten it?"

Yun Yun pursed her lips and shook her head.

"Let's eat together." Jin Ni pulled her to sit.

Xiao Jinyu was stunned for a moment, he had never seen Yun Yun not only take the initiative to come to the door, but also sit and eat.

"Move it." Jin Ni pushes Xiao Jinyu.

"Oh." Xiao Jinyu wanted to be stunned, and got up and moved a seat.

Yanqin took the rice and chopsticks for her, Yun Yun took it, looking at such a table of dishes, she was a little greedy, and her eyes lit up. She hadn't seen such a hearty dish for half a month, and before that, she had almost forgotten the smell of the food, and her mind was full of the smell of opium.

"Let's eat." Jin Ni laughed and said, "I heard your stomach growling. ”

Yun Yun smiled miserably, swallowing silently. Jin Ni urged her to eat, but she was not polite. Smoking a lot of cigarettes made her brain hard, she became ignorant of the rules, became uncourteous, did not pay attention to her behavior and image, between the rise and fall of the dishes and chopsticks, she almost swept the entire table. Not only Xiao Jinyu, Jin Ni, and Yanqin, but even his two children were stunned.

Although Xiao Jinyu and Jin Ni didn't mind, they were also puzzled, but Yanqin scolded secretly in her heart. When she swallowed the last bite of food, Jin Ni reached out to serve her food, Yun Yun shook her head, wiped her mouth and said, "I'm full." ”

Xiao Jinyu and Jin Ni glanced at each other, very puzzled.

"Yunyun, you..."Xiao Jinyu asked suspiciously.

"It's okay, I'm just hungry and can't help it."

Xiao Jinyu pursed his lips and asked people to clean up the table, Jin Ni took his daughter away, Yanqin took his son away, and there were only two of them left.

"I know you very well, that person just now was not you." Xiao Jinyu stared at her and said with a smile: "You didn't eat when I invited you to eat before, what happened just now?" ”

Yun Yun was silent, looking at him sadly and gently.

Xiao Jinyu had opened a tobacco shop before, and although he knew what a person who smoked a lot of cigarettes was like, Yun Yun's change was not obvious, but she had lost a little weight, so he couldn't see what was wrong with her, and he would never think about it in that way.

"Are you having a good time?" Xiao Jinyu asked.

Yun Yun shook her head.

"Isn't it so bad that you can't even eat?"

She nodded.

"No wonder I've lost a little weight, my eyes are swollen, and I must be hungry and crying." Xiao Jinyu smiled, and then said: "But you live in your cousin's house, I know this, they won't let you even have enough to eat." ”

"I don't live in their house anymore, I try to live alone, earn money alone, but I can't earn much." Yun Yun said.

"You're still studying, how do you make money?"

"Distribute newspapers."

"How is this possible to support yourself?"

"yes, so...... I don't even have enough to eat. Yun Yun said softly.

"You can go back to your cousin's house, they shouldn't dislike you for too long, if you really dislike it, you can live here as you like."

"Thank you, but... I just want to live alone. Her gaze was filled with sympathy.

Xiao Jinyu guessed it and asked with a smile: "Are you looking for me to borrow money?" ”

Yun Yun nodded, blushing.

"I said earlier," Xiao Jinyu said, "I thought something was wrong with you." ”

Yun Yun pouted.

Xiao Jinyu has always liked to tease her, and took this opportunity to say: "You know me, I am a businessman, I never give, I will only exchange, so there is a small request." ”

Yun Yun remembered that the last time she wanted him to explain her brother's relationship with that Wells, he made a request to let her accompany him to have a meal, she was hesitant at that time, but now she almost didn't hesitate, and immediately asked, "What request?" ”

Xiao Jinyu thought for a long time and didn't think of an idea that could tease her without breaking taboos, so he said, "Wait another day." ”

"Oh." Yun Yun responded.

"Do you want to play at my house, if you leave in a hurry, I'll give you the money now."

"No fun, I want to go home."

"Okay." Xiao Jinyu agreed neatly, and then went to the account room to bring her a palm-sized bag of money, which may contain dozens of oceans.

"There aren't many here, because I've been strapped lately, and foreigners are pressing on the side, and they've spent a lot of money on those places." Xiao Jinyu smiled and said, "But if you only eat, it will be enough for you to eat for a long time, unless you smoke a lot, then this amount of money is not much." ”

Yun Yun was shocked, her scalp suddenly numb, fine sweat broke out, and she hurriedly said, "Thank you." ”

"Huh—I remember, I haven't heard you call me in a long time, what should you call me?"

"Kim... Brother Jin Yu? "Allow me to try to ask.

"Huh-well, okay, you go, I'll go out later, I won't leave you."

"Hmm." Yun Yun nodded and left. Along the way, her heart has never been at peace, "I have never been to other people's houses to rub food and ask for money like today, but once I speak, they always give themselves without hesitation, I have failed his love, I have failed the love of more people who love and care about me, I am not like a person anymore......" She walked like a walking corpse, and she felt that she had lost her soul, and only an empty shell remained.

When she returned home, she saw that Liu Wei was already at home, cooking and eating, but she didn't know how to cook.

"Xiao Yun, cook and eat, I'm hungry." Liu Wei said.

"Didn't you go out to eat?"

"No, not a penny is gone, I went home, thinking that I can't leave you alone to eat at home, so I asked for some money to buy vegetables."

"It's useless, it's useless..."Yun Yun's heart was like ashes, she couldn't accept any care from Liu Yun.

"What's wrong?" Liu Wei asked.

"I've eaten it, you have to eat it yourself." Yun Yun threw down the bag of money and said indifferently: "Take it, I can't go to the smoke house." ”

Liu Wei heard the sound of the ocean colliding, hurriedly picked it up, instantly felt not hungry, and ran to the smoke house.

Yun Yun went upstairs and walked to the table, where she saw the letter written by Zhuang Yuncheng and Fluttershy on the table, she didn't dare to look at the two letters carefully, her eyes were already swollen and she was crying again, she was worried that she would be blind, so she skimmed through the two letters and simply replied to the letter.

Soon, Liu Wei came back, he brought a big cigarette, and knocked a few times in front of Yun Yun's door.

"Leave me alone, get out!" Yun Yun scolded.

Liu Jing pursed his mouth, walked into his dirty pit, lit a fire, and collapsed beside the bed, a selfless smile on the corner of his mouth.

Zhuang Yunyun was not addicted for the time being, she untied her hair, pulled down a row of buttons on her coat, and fell asleep.

Here, the train to Shanghai was still on the road, and Katoriko fell asleep on Takeshi Fujitawara's shoulder. The train suddenly jolted, and Katoriko was awakened, and she looked up and asked, "How long have we been walking?" ”

"I heard that it's halfway through, it's still early, you can continue to sleep."

"Don't sleep, I've worked hard for you to let me rely on it for so long." Katoriko smiled, "My shoulder can also be borrowed from you." ”

"No, I'm not sleepy."

"Okay." Katoriko asked, "I want you to accompany me to find Kazawa hard, do you resent me in your heart?" ”

"Alas, Miss Suhara, can you not ask these questions, don't you know who I used to be, what I'm not afraid of the most is 'bitterness, tiredness', I can follow you to death, not to mention follow you to Mr. Beiyan's own sister, what do I have to complain about?"

"You-" Katoriko laughed and laughed, and said jokingly, "I just care about you, I'm afraid that you will say that I always bully you, what if you get to a strange place and you take revenge on me?" ”

"Miss Sugahara, you didn't bully me, you don't have to be afraid of anything, you can even put your life on me, it's better than putting it on yourself, I won't let you make any mistakes."

Katoriko was moved for a while, "Fujita, it's good to have you, I've always been at ease with you." She took Fujitawara Takeshi's arm and leaned on him to look at the scenery outside the window, and she had a feeling that if Kitawa was the harbor of her soul, and Fujita was the big ship in the harbor, and Eikurasuke was the helmsman on the ship, the three of them let themselves have something to rely on and avoid.