After Zhang Yanxi said those words, the air was still for a while, Yin Hong was really anxious, and asked anxiously, "What do you mean?" ”

Zhang Yanxi walked up to the second floor, looked at Yin Hong on the balcony, and asked rhetorically: "You slowly understand what I mean, let me ask you, what's wrong with you?" ”

"What am I doing wrong?"

"I can't believe you're asking me that." Zhang Yanxi dropped the bag, took off his coat, and was still on the bed in the bedroom on the side, and asked rhetorically, "What did you do right?" ”

Yin Hong was so anxious that her eyes were red, she only looked at Zhang Yanxi, and couldn't say a word.

Zhang Yanxi walked around the hall, saying as he walked: "In the past two or three months, it has been muddy and upside down, where have you done a serious thing?" All day long, either waiting for dinner, waiting for sleep, or playing cards, things at home, things outside, where to take care of one? Is this the life of man? It's the days of pigs! ”

"You think I want to do this?" Yin Hong stood up, "Isn't it your fault?" ”

"Ho...... In me? I was kicked out of the house by my father, rejected by Yingjiao, and scolded by everyone, isn't it for you? In the end, in exchange for a sentence of 'it's my fault'? Zhang Yanxi's heart was like a thorn, and he asked fiercely: "Are you nervous!" ”

"You're nervous!" Yin Hong trembled, and slapped on Zhang Yanxi's face in a hurry, her hand suddenly trembled, and she stiffened as if she couldn't put it down in the air, looking at Zhang Yanxi's discouraged eyes, she was very scared, afraid that he would leave, so her tears fell down, but she was arrogant, and she couldn't say anything soft.

Zhang Yanxi's face was like a piece of pig iron, cold and hard, and only a pair of eyes still revealed a little confused, disappointed, and angry complex feelings.

"It's me who is stupid, knowing that you are married, and still accepting your pursuit," Yin Hong sobbed and choked: "Stupid enough to ignore gossip and be a '**' who breaks up other people's families...... What am I for...... The world could have remembered me for my talent, but now, they will only remember me for being the lover of a talented man like you, and it will not be my work that will circulate in the future, but my 'shameless' sabotage. ”

Yin Hong cried and went to her bedroom, lying on the bed and crying.

Zhang Yanxi sat in the living room, his thoughts were messy and in a trance.

Fluttershy can't bear to leave her, and the so-called bystander Qing probably knows the crux of the problem, so she goes upstairs to make peace.

Zhang Yanxi has often seen Zhuang Die these days, and when she saw her coming upstairs at this time, it was good, she and Yin Hong would definitely not be able to talk, so she was just let go.

"She's in that room." Zhang Yanxi stood up, took his coat, carried his bag, and said, "We have been under a lot of pressure recently, we are in a bad mood, and our temper is naturally big...... I also said something hurtful, told her not to think about it, I didn't mean anything else. ”

Fluttershy only nods.

"But things have to be settled eventually, so let's talk about it when we all calm down." Zhang Yanxi goes downstairs with that, and Fluttershy watches him walk out the door from the balcony.

Zhuang Die pushed open the door, Yin Hong lay on the head of the bed, half of her face was buried under the pillow, half of her face was exposed, tears flowed sideways, soaking the pillow.

"He's gone." Zhuang Die said softly.

Yin Hong raised her head and asked movingly, "Just like that?" ”

"I left some words." Zhuang Die sat on the edge of the bed and helped Yin Hong, her other side was crimson, and there were a few wet black strands, Xiao Fluttershy brushed these hairs away, and her face showed shallow marks, "He told me to tell you, don't think about it, he doesn't mean anything." Fluttershy says.

"How can I not think about it, he just said, 'I'm still like this, this day won't last long', he clearly meant to leave me."

"That's angry talk."

"I also know it's angry words, but I can't help but think about it," Yin Honghong said, "I wasn't such a person before, I didn't shed a single tear when I got married or divorced, with him, I became a person, I became a fool, really as he said, 'neurotic', when I was in a good mood, I was very happy, when I was sad, I was very melancholy, I would laugh, I would cry, I would be uncertain, and I would become sensitive......"

"That's because you care too much about him."

"Yes, I care about him very much, this is a feeling that I haven't had before, the ancients got up early with a name - love." Yin Hong blinked, shook her head and said, "I shouldn't have beaten him just now, that was the first time he scolded me, I was so angry, I regret it now, what will he do?" Sad, angry, or lost? ”

Zhuang Die looked at this suspicious Yin Hong, Zhang Yanxi made her from a talented woman who was free and easy to become a little woman who fell into the quagmire of love, and made herself from a high-spirited horse to an old horse with a heavy load, the red thread that maintained the two, Xiao Fluttershy didn't know how strong it was, and she didn't know how long she could last.

"Fluttershy, what should I do?" Yin Hong asked, her eyes sad.

"First of all, you have to know what you want?"

"I love him, and he has worked hard for me, almost never ruined himself, I believe he also feels the same way as me, I have been carrying the infamy of 'lover' for a few months, I can't bear it anymore, and now I just want a result, I want him to marry me."

"You haven't discussed it?"

"A few months ago, I was immersed in love, and it was early, and I would discuss this there, and I only lived together in the last month, mixed with happiness and pain, but I feel a little happier, I just want to wait for him to solve his family's affairs by himself, and then go with the flow, but everything is not as expected, so that now, I don't know his final decision, and I don't feel at ease, and I quarreled just now, and I panicked even more."

At this time, Fluttershy looks at her infinitely pitiful eyes, and she finally realizes the complex side of human nature, Zhuang Yuncheng will favor Qu Yingjiao, just like she is now, she will unconsciously favor Yin Hong, people can never stand on an absolutely fair position, as long as there is emotion and warmth.

"In the next few days, I must not quarrel with him," Zhuang Die comforted, "After experiencing this incident, now is the time for him to realize that he can't delay any longer, it's time to make a choice, you and Qu Yingjiao, he can only choose one." ”

Yin Hong was even more flustered, in front of his ten-year relationship with Qu Yingjiao, she was worried that the days with her in the past few months would seem insignificant to Zhang Yanxi.

"I want to ask Yanxi for you, but I'm worried that he won't be able to speak his mind," Zhuang Die asked, "Does he have any particularly close friends?" Will he tell him, I'll ask. ”

"Yes, it's Lin Zhixiao who played cards with him that day, he went, maybe he went to his house."

"Okay, I'll ask later."

Yin Hong nodded wistfully, and Fluttershy stayed with her until the sun went down, and when she returned, Yin Hong told Lin Zhixiao where she lived, and Fluttershy went directly to ask, and got the most crucial sentence from his mouth, Zhang Yanxi said, "If I choose Yin Hong, I will lose the most virtuous wife in the world; If I choose Yingjiao, I will not be able to find a soul confidant in my life. ”

"He still can't make a choice." Lin Zhi said with a smile.

Fluttershy takes this sentence home and tells Zhuang Yuncheng.

"Brother, what do you think he will choose?" Fluttershy asks.

"It's a lifelong problem, and I can't answer it."

"What if it's you?"

"Me?" Zhuang Yuncheng said with a smile, "This question is out of scope, I haven't even been married once, why do you still let me choose between two women?" ”

"Then to change the form, if you were asked to marry one of the two of them now, who would you choose?"

"Hehe, I won't answer this kind of question." Zhuang Yuncheng turned his head with a smile, as if he had figured out what Fluttershy was thinking.

"You must have the answer in mind, don't you? Say. Fluttershy prays.

"Don't say it."

"Say." Fluttershy turns to him and stares straight at him.

Zhuang Yuncheng took a breath, looked up at the beam, lowered his head and said, "Neither." ”

After speaking, his body seemed to be swept away by wave after wave, and his whole body also swayed, swaying ~ swaying ~ swaying and his mind was blank.

When the moon was in the treetops, it was only eight o'clock in the evening, and the two were still enjoying the shade on the chairs in the small pavilion. The cold moonlight, quiet environment, and cool breeze around make people feel refreshed, Zhuang Yuncheng asked: "If you throw away all the constraints, just based on his words, who do you think Zhang Yanxi should be with?" ”

Fluttershy turned to look at him and said, "I can't do it, everyone has selfish intentions, and I have too, and I'm biased towards Yin Hong." ”

"Why?"

"Yin Hong is a sensual person, for Zhang Yanxi, she can give up a lot, but she can't give up on him, she is almost stunned, I don't know what she will become if Zhang Yanxi gives up on her; Qu Yingjiao is a rational person, she judges the situation, knows how to give up, and when she fulfills others, she can also fulfill herself, without Zhang Yanxi, she can still live well. ”

"Oh no, this can't be a reason for Zhang Yanxi to choose Yin Hong."

"Nope! This is not a reason, this is my selfishness, I pity Yin Hong, I hope she can be well. "But you can't blame me, because everyone has selfish motives." ”

"Of course I don't blame."

"Perhaps...... When Zhang Yanxi said that sentence, he actually already had the answer in his heart. Fluttershy looks at the shadows of the trees and says, "A virtuous wife, a hard-to-find confidant, he should have a judgment, he should ...... He has not yet sought the fundamental difference between the two, so he does not know which one he can and which one must be indispensable, so it is difficult to choose. ”

Zhuang Yuncheng listened, she had already said a little mysterious, he followed the reverie, his head hurt a little, as if he was impacted, and his eyes were chaotic, "Don't say it." He stood up, and now the moonlight was faint, and the breeze was blowing, and there was nothing unusual.

"What's wrong?" Fluttershy asks.

"I don't know why my head hurts, maybe the cold wind has been blowing for a long time, let's go back to the house and sleep."

"Hey, my thoughts have been interrupted by you." Fluttershy grumbles, struggling to get up, her thighs tingling, "Well, my feet are numb. ”

"Then I'll rub it for you, and I'll recover quickly." Zhuang Yuncheng said, reaching out to touch her leg, and Fluttershy shouted, "Don't touch it, it's even more uncomfortable." ”

"Then I'll wait for you for a while."

"Don't, come on, carry me or hug me?" Fluttershy asks with a smile.

"What?"

"In the past few days, when I went to Yin Hong's house, they behaved intimately, hugging and hugging from time to time, I looked very envious." Fluttershy laughs and says, "Come and hug me." ”

Zhuang Yuncheng's heart was **, he wanted to speak but couldn't open his mouth, only pursed his mouth, and reluctantly said in a very low voice: "Okay." ”

Zhuang Die stretched out her hand, Zhuang Yuncheng hugged her, she hugged her, and she only felt sweet and happy.