War cannot avoid casualties, and the Angel Army has more and more soldiers injured in battle, but there are very few doctors and nurses. In addition to opening some crash courses for the training of doctors and nurses, Xia Xue had to openly recruit all kinds of doctors and nurses from the society, as long as there is some medical foundation, they will be given priority admission, and the treatment is also very good.

At noon that day, Xia Xue was inspecting the work at the recruitment point for doctors and nurses, and saw a woman about 24 years old standing in front of the recruitment point with a hesitant look. Xia Xue took a closer look and found that this woman was slender, simple in clothing, plain in makeup, elegant and quiet, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, but with a sad face.

She then stepped forward and took the initiative to say hello: "May I ask if this girl wants to apply for a doctor or nurse?" ”

"I used to learn a little bit of medical skills, but I learned it relatively shallowly, and I have been abandoned for many years in the middle, I don't think it will be possible to be a doctor, and I don't know if it can be done as a nurse?"

"Of course it's okay, as long as the girl is willing, even if you don't have a medical foundation, we have a special training course for doctors and nurses, and we will give you training for free."

"Really?" There was a slight hint of joy in the woman's sad eyes.

"Of course it's true, we will conduct some preliminary assessments on you first, and if you pass the test, you will be admitted to us. After admission, you will be sent to the nurse training class to study for a month, and then after the assessment, if you pass, you can officially take up the post. ”

"Well, then you can test me." The woman thought for a while, seemed to have made up her mind, and walked into the recruitment point.

The recruitment staff then conducted a preliminary assessment of the woman in accordance with the assessment procedure, and the results of the assessment were excellent, and it seems that the woman had indeed studied medicine before.

Xia Xue likes talents, and when she heard this woman's stomach growling, she was probably very hungry, so she said to her: "The assessment results are very good, and you have been admitted." You will then be sent to a nurse training course for a month. I think you're hungry, and I'm about to go to dinner, so why don't you go with me? ”

Seeing that this beautiful girl was so enthusiastic, and didn't know that Xia Xue was the queen, the woman hesitated for a moment and agreed, and went to lunch with her.

After lunch, Xia Xue learned that the woman's name was Guo Ping, 24 years old this year, and she had studied medicine with her father for several years when she was a girl. Xia Xue was afraid of scaring Guo Ping, so she only said that she was in charge of the doctor and nurse recruitment point, but did not say that she was the queen of the angel country.

She chatted casually with Guo Ping, and when she saw Guo Ping's sad eyes, she couldn't help but ask with concern: "You seem to have something sad, do you need my help?" ”

Guo Ping didn't know how, she always felt that this beautiful girl was very affinity, although she looked 15 years old, she could feel that she was a very wise girl in her speech, so she couldn't help but confide her sorrows.

It turned out that Guo Ping's sadness was due to emotional sadness. She once had a man she loved, who had been following him silently for eight years, and had been following and accompanying him since she was 16 years old. This man's name is Zhang Zhichao, three years older than Guo Ping, he is a chic and handsome beautiful man, and his profession is an opera actor, specializing in playing the role of a child. Guo Ping also likes opera and wants to act, so she got acquainted with Zhang Zhichao, and soon became fascinated by Zhang Zhichao, who was a talent, and followed him for eight years.

In the past eight years, Zhang Zhichao did not let Guo Ping act, saying that she couldn't cope with the complicated working environment of the crew, so Guo Ping obediently did not act. Although Zhang Zhichao is married and already has a wife, Guo Ping doesn't care about her status, she feels that as long as she can be by Zhang Zhichao's side, she is very satisfied.

Zhang Zhichao also promised that he and Guo Ping would never be separated for the rest of his life, promised to love her alone, and wanted to make enough money to have two children with her.

Guo Ping believed him and was very moved. So I have been cautious and don't want anything with him for eight years, hiding from my parents, family and friends, and accompanying him without doing any work.

Wherever Zhang Zhichao was acting, she would take care of him, accompany him, run all over the world, and her parents and relatives were thrown away. Buy vegetables for Zhang Zhichao every day to cook his favorite meals, cook porridge and soup for Zhang Zhichao every day, and help him take care of him. Worried that the crew's logistics staff would not wash his clothes cleanly, he always washed his clothes by himself, including underwear. often stays alone in a rented small room, silently waiting for him to return from acting.

Zhang Zhichao is very suspicious and controlling, if Guo Ping talks to other men, or smiles at other men, he will be angry at Guo Ping when he returns to the rented house, so Guo Ping is so scared that he doesn't dare to talk to other men, let alone laugh at other men.

At the beginning of this year, Guo Ping found out that Zhang Zhichao secretly hooked up with a new young and beautiful actress in the crew, and lied to her to lie to her. She began to believe him all the time, but one day Guo Ping found that Zhang Zhichao, who returned late, had the fragrance and long hair of other women, and there were still women's lipstick and kiss marks on his neck, and there were traces of women's fingernails scratching behind his clothes, Guo Ping was like a thunderbolt from the sky.

In the past, in order to preserve and maintain the relationship between the two of them, Guo Ping has wronged himself for eight years, sacrificing his dreams and family affection, and enduring his suspicion and bad temper in every possible way. But this time, Zhang Zhichao concealed that she and the fox spirit were lice on the bald head-obvious fact, Guo Ping couldn't help but be jealous, especially when she saw that Zhang Zhichao was still dead and didn't admit it, she finally couldn't help but break out and had a big fight with Zhang Zhichao. Unexpectedly, Zhang Zhichao seemed to be a different person, and beat her like crazy, swelling her face, causing blood to flow from the corners of her mouth, and telling her to get out.

Looking at Zhang Zhichao's crazy and distorted face, Guo Ping felt for the first time that this handsome and beautiful man was so ugly and vicious, and she finally saw through Zhang Zhichao's selfishness and cold-bloodedness.

There was a click, and before I felt pain, there was already a crack in my heart, and after a while, the pain spread into my whole body along the vertical and horizontal cracks, and my body trembled slightly.

Her heart hurt so much that a fishy sweetness welled up in her throat, and she leaned over and coughed, a little red blood splattered. fell on her white clothes, like white snow and red plums, and fell on a bamboo box on the side of the door, like green bamboo and red flowers.

She was so cold that she couldn't stop shivering.

Her heart is dying, her heart is bleeding......

She didn't know how she had left the rental house that had broken her heart......

In the middle of darkness, she walked in no direction, her eyes wide as she looked ahead, but she saw nothing. There was only a thunderous voice in his head, repeatedly: "Get out!" Get lost! Get lost! I never want to see you again! ——”

Why? Why? Why? …… There are so many whys that her head hurts so much that it seems like it's going to explode.

She woke up from a sweet dream to find that it was all empty baskets.

As for her love and will, passionate sorrow has strangled one and suffocated the other.

Zhang Zhichao, the man she has always loved deeply, ignored her departure.

She walked lonely on the road, crying and crying, as if she had gone mad. A weakness that began to spread from the inside to the limbs grabbed her, and she fell.

Guo Ping, she used to be an enthusiastic and expectant woman, but her current life is very pale, and her future is very bleak. It is as if the frost of the Spring Festival has come in the middle of summer; The white storm of December whirls in June; Ice cream glazes ripe apples; The snow destroys the blooming roses; Hayfields and cornfields are covered with a layer of frozen shrouds; The alleys that were purple and red last night, and the snow that no one has stepped on today has blocked the roads; Twelve hours ago, the forest, which had been leafy and fragrant like tropical trees, was now white and barren, like a winter Siberian pine forest, and her hopes were extinguished—a delicate and fatal blow.

She observed the hope she had held, which yesterday had been so luxuriant and so radiant, but now it had become bare, shivering, lead-gray—a corpse that could never be resurrected, and she looked at her love, and her heart shivered, like a sick child in a cold cradle, sick and sick.

Her eyes seemed to be blindfolded, and swirling darkness floated around her, and thoughts rolled in like black turbidity. She gave up on herself, she was slack and bored, as if she were lying on the dry bed of a great river, she heard the flood rushing from the distant mountains, she felt the torrent approaching, get up, she had no will, run away, she had no strength. She lay groggily, longing to die.

Pain came, and a torrent rolled in and swallowed her. She realized that her love had been lost, that her hopes had been extinguished, that her faith had been fatally struck, and that the whole thought was like a monotonous lump of colour that swung vigorously above her head. This painful moment is indescribable. It was as if water had poured into her soul, and she was stuck in a deep quagmire, feeling that she had nowhere to stand, and fell into the abyss, and the torrent drowned her.

She lay on the ground for a long time, burying her face in the damp grass, and she was a little worried — or hopeful — that she would die here. But she thought of her parents, and struggled to get up, first on all fours with great difficulty, and then rose again—as eagerly and resolutely as ever, and walked out onto the road, she wanted to go home, she wanted to return to the bosom of her parents. - In this world, only parents are the people who really love them the most, but they have been ignoring them.

Guo Ping didn't expect that his eight years of selfless and sincere dedication would end up with such a bitter fruit, in exchange for a ruthless abandonment without warning. Her heart was like a knife, dripping with blood and pain, crying for more than a month, and since then she has suffered from depression, never laughed again, and her heart is full of resentment and sadness.