207:Estrangement (1)

Nalan Jinxiu also felt that he had a little villain's heart. A teacher for one day and a father for life, she has such a defense, which is disrespectful to the master. So, she gave up struggling. Besides, she also needs such an embrace, and she needs someone who can share everything she has in the past.

Some things are forcibly backlogged in the mind, and over time, they will become a burden. In her heart, her unbearable past is like a cancer, she can't cut it off, and she can't get rid of it. She has always buried them in the deepest part of her heart, and never dared to think of them easily, but whenever she thought of them, they must have hurt.

And those who could share her past were dead, her parents, her people, and even the people who had been by her side since she was a child...... They were all dead. The only person who can be clear about those past is the powerful minister of the world. Her master, although he was not involved in that right and wrong, was also a witness, and he should be clear about what happened to him.

Qu Qingjia felt that she finally stopped struggling, so she slowly let go of her, looked at her at eye level, and said slowly: "Girl, I don't know how you became the way you are now, you are several years younger all of a sudden, but I know that this must be beyond my cognition." ”

"You, master, do you really believe that I am resurrected from the dead, no, I borrowed the corpse to resurrect my soul?" Nalan Jinxiu, as a doctor, is still a little weak in his heart. If it weren't for her personal experience, I am afraid that it would be impossible to believe it in this life.

"It doesn't matter how you survived, I just know that it was you before, and now it's you. ”

Nalan Jinxiu raised her head, looked into his eyes, and asked calmly, "Did you recognize me when you watched my acupuncture!"

"Yes. Qu Qingjia did not hide his arrogance at all: "My acupuncture method, even if it is an old doctor with profound medical skills, is not taught by me, and I can't see the way." I will teach you everything, so that you can have today's attainments, and others will never be able to do it. ”

Nalan Jinxiu has really never seen such a narcissistic person, and she also feels that she is really a waste of firewood, and she has not made much progress in the past two years. If she can be better than blue, it is estimated that the master will not guess her identity so easily.

"You'd better not even think about it, because I'm a genius in this regard. Qu Qingjia raised his eyebrows, and when such narcissistic words were said by him, it was as casual as a daily routine.

Nalan Jinxiu wants to say, I think you are not only a genius in medical skills, but also proficient in mind reading. Otherwise, she really couldn't explain it, she just thought about it, and he knew everything.

Qu Qingjia couldn't help but laugh again when he saw the frustrated expression on her face, and he said, "Okay, let's get back to business!" The reason why I came here so late is to tell you that you are not sick, you can eat boldly and play with confidence, and you can rest assured and bold for a long time with your third brother. ”

Nalan Jinxiu originally wanted to have an in-depth discussion with him on the topic of whether she was sick or not. But after listening to his last words, she couldn't say anything. If he was as old as Lin Qingyang, he was obviously such a young person, and he still spoke to her in such a serious tone. To be honest, she felt a little disobedient and couldn't accept it.

But this person is her master after all, even if he is young, he is still her master, and she will naturally respect him. Therefore, although Qu Qingjia did not have the steadiness of a master at all when he said these words, Nalan Jinxiu still listened obediently and nodded solemnly.

But when she nodded, she felt that something was not right, didn't she still want to leave the third brother just now? She is a person with strong self-esteem, she was said by Ji Hongye before, and now she can't see her tomorrow, she really wants to leave.

She felt that if she married the future head of the cabinet, even if she did not repeat the mistakes of the previous life, she would have to be afraid. The open and secret battles and power calculations in the court are far more terrifying than the kind of direct facing of the enemy in northern Xinjiang.

In fact, her heart is also clear, if it weren't for the situation, she would not have been able to return to Jinling with her third brother so soon, even if she wanted to marry him, she would have to think carefully. It is precisely because she has no other choice but to marry the third brother, and she is very moved by his fact that he went all the way to northern Xinjiang to propose marriage. At that time, my brain was really hot, and I felt that she was thinking so hard for him, and finally completed one of her own things.

The third brother asked her if she agreed to marry him because she had no other choice? This simple sentence finally made her sober up from that unstoppable impulse. Let her calm down and think, whether the decision she made was right or wrong? Does she have the courage to get involved in the court battle? The people who can enter the Wenyuan Pavilion are all important figures in the Daning Dynasty, and the third brother who is hovering in the whirlpool of power is destined to live an ordinary life with her.

But can she really leave him? Nalan Jinxiu's heart suddenly hurt again......

"You're not sick. Qu Qingjia said.

"I know. Nalan Splendid back.

"Do you know this?" Qu Qingjia raised his eyebrows, his expression very exaggerated.

Nalan Jinxiu's delicate eyebrows frowned together, and she was helpless: "I'm also a doctor anyway, and I should still be a doctor with good medical skills." ”

Her appearance seemed to say, don't question her professional level, Qu Qingjia smiled again: "Then what else do you have to hesitate about? Since you are not sick, you can do whatever you want to do with your heart." ”

Nalan Jinxiu wanted to tell him that it was precisely because this body was not sick that she would panic even more. If something can be diagnosed, then she can treat it with her heart. But now a person without any disease would die suddenly, which made her feel at peace at all.

Qu Qingjia looked at her frowning, and couldn't help but say, "You just think too much! I don't remember the past, when I first accepted you as an apprentice, you were probably just a little bit taller." ”

As he spoke, he put his hand on his chest, and then he felt that he was a little taller, and moved his hand down again. Nalan Jinxiu was speechless, when she met him, she wasn't so short! at least it should be on his shoulders.

Qu Qingjia didn't care whether she wanted it or not, and said to herself: "Although you looked like a little bit at that time, your personality was lively, bold and careful, and your foundation was solid, and you were a good seedling to be a doctor." When he said this, he sighed, and he also pulled out a sadness: "I was much younger than I am now, and I looked extremely handsome, but unfortunately you didn't see it." ”

Nalan Jinxiu was completely confused by him, obviously talking about her personality change, why did she talk about the topic of him getting old again in a blink of an eye? And is he going to be so narcissistic? But then again, isn't he born quite handsome now?

At this time, Qu Qingjia suddenly got up, and he said to Nalan Jinxiu: "Someone is here." Then he turned around and went out through the window.

Nalan Jinxiu knew that he had always come and gone, and was afraid that he would leave like this, so he hurriedly said, "Where are you going?"

"Back to my room, of course. ”

"I'm asking if you're going to leave here?"

"Not yet. ”

"Really?" Nalan Jinxiu's eyes suddenly lit up, as long as he didn't leave, he could give her good guidance. She is well versed in pharmacology but has limited knowledge of poison, and she is now in great need of his guidance.

"Not only will I not leave here, but I will go to Jinling with you, and you will have a lot of time to ask me for advice. Qu Qingjia was already hanging in the window, and after saying the last sentence, he disappeared directly into the night, and closed the window intact.

At the moment when the window was closed, Ji Hongye entered the door, and the time was just right. Even though it was almost summer, the night in northern Xinjiang was still very cold, and he wore a light cyan cloak, with snow-white soft fur at the neckline, which made his eyebrows and eyes more and more gentle. He carried a food box in his hand, and when he entered the house, he took out the contents and put them on the table.

Nalan Jinxiu sniffed the smell of food, and realized that he was really a little hungry. But she can't say why, she always feels a little weird in her heart, especially when she is facing the third brother. She refused to admit it, what the third brother said before made her feel uncomfortable.

Ji Hongye stood beside the bed, his face was calm, and his voice was gentle: "Have you slept well? Get up and eat something." ”

Nalan Jinxiu didn't pretend to excuse himself because he was still awkward in his heart, and said that he wouldn't eat it. She can't waste other people's thoughts, and she can't let herself go hungry. She pushed the quilt aside, got up and got out of bed, and when she was about to bend down to put on her shoes, she saw that the third brother had already leaned down and took the shoes for her to put on.

She couldn't react for a moment. In her impression, the female precepts all say that a wife should respect her husband and regard her husband as heaven. Even if it is a husband and wife, the man will not put shoes on the woman, especially for a scholar like the third brother, their rules should be more. She didn't know the third brother's intentions, so she could only look at him in a daze.

Ji Hongye straightened up after putting on her shoes, his expression was still very calm, no different from usual. He never thought that what the sages taught in the books was completely right. People should be equal when they get along with each other, and the same is true for husbands and wives. Women, in particular, are not as strong as men by nature, and they are bound by many rules of etiquette and religion, so they naturally need more care.

Ah Jin will marry him soon, and will become his wife, and he will naturally cherish her. In fact, he is still not very comfortable in his heart now, it seems that there is something hanging in his heart, and he can only feel at ease by looking at her.