Chapter 13: Those Days

Life is like water, fleeting. Life counts down from the moment we are born, like a calendar. Every second that passes is one second less, and every day that passes is one day less. The calendar is torn off page by page, and life passes by a thread. We went from croaking to toddler, from babbling to exiting, from a waterfall of black silk to two sideburns of gray hair. What seems like a long period of time has passed in the space of our moves. But it's also changeable. There are thousands of possibilities in every person's life, but only a fraction of them are realized. We never know what will happen in the next second of our lives, and we can't predict where our lives will end. Maybe one second, you'll fall off a cliff, or maybe the next second, he'll win the championship. So what we can do is to choose carefully in the face of every fork in the road, and not leave ourselves a single regret, so that after the wrong choice, there will be no regrets in our hearts.

Yuan Tiangang, who will be fifteen years old tomorrow, feels that he is very unhappy and feels that he has failed in life. Tomorrow will be his fifteenth birthday, and he himself has been living in this world for fifteen years. Fifteen years have passed completely, and I am still so idle that no one knows. I don't have much time left, and in another year, I will leave this world. Thinking about every day of the fifteen years I have lived in this world, I have lived so ordinarily and ordinarily. I know some very important knowledge of this world, but I don't know how to use it. The ability to predict the world is of no use. Looking at the world where I live, I am developing step by step according to what I know, but I can't change anything, and the feeling of powerlessness is very empty, lonely and cold. It seems that I am in this world, and my vision of knowing the world is not good or useless!

Thinking of these, Yuan Tiangang wanted to write a poem. But his last reincarnation, that Su Lun, although he was later a generation of words, was only four years old at the time, and he was still old and ambitious, and he became famous very late, so his poetry level at that time is still difficult to know! Yuan Tiangang thought about the strange words that appeared in his mind, but he really didn't dare to pronounce them, he felt that they were all bullshit things, but they were something: "Go to the east of the river, when will the bright moon be, Xiao Qiao is married for the first time, and the height is unbearable", he didn't know what it meant to be connected. It seems that I am in this world, and the knowledge used to make myself famous quickly and stand out is not good or useless!

Thinking that tomorrow is still the day when he will go down the mountain and set off, and he wants to leave the Taoist temple where he has lived for fifteen years, he is still a little reluctant. In fact, I still feel a little scared of direct contact with the outside world. I am really afraid of the outside world, everything there is too foreign to me. It seems that I am in this world, and my ability to live independently is still not good or not!

I remembered that I had lived alone back then, and I had a wonderful experience of buying oak in those years. As a local baby, how much you are loved. But the Yellow Turban warriors who were like locusts all over the world, and the places they passed through were indeed barren. Pity yourself for those oak trees, they have all become broken roots, and their lives are so miserable. But it seems that if you don't buy your own skills and buy your own skills, your achievements should be greater. At that time, he was Guan Yu, the martial saint Guan Yu. Then calculated, the level and luck of your friends should not be bad. But his luck in that life seemed to be the same as Guan Yu's, and it was indeed not good. That Guan Yu could still defeat Mai Cheng, but he could only cry behind the tree at that time. Watching those Yellow Turban warriors loot what should have been their own, they can only cry in the wind, they are so ashamed. I can't even cut it with a knife, and I don't even have a knife. Where is your sword? That Qinglong Glaive Knife of his own? But where did the eight-year-old Guan Yu go to find the treasure knife? It's like my current self, so powerless, incompetent and helpless.

Thinking about the current life he experienced, he felt that it was not good at all! He was still the same as the previous times, still doing nothing, which was not at all what he had in mind! Who is he! He is a traverser of Niu B, a 'prophet' who really knows the basic direction of his current era, how can he do nothing. How can it be that it has not achieved anything? You may really have a bad fate! It's really bad! It seems that in this world, my prediction level of prediction of the development of things is not good!

remembered that as soon as he was born, he was abandoned to the door of this Taoist temple before he could see his mother's appearance clearly! He was taken in by the kind-hearted Taoist priest Yuan Shoucheng and became his apprentice, and directly became a Taoist priest, a monk, and a person who no longer had a home. It seems that in this world, my initial destiny is not very good!

I remembered that this Yuan Shoucheng was not an ordinary Taoist priest, he was not only the master of this Taoist temple, but also a very famous Taoist priest in this era! He became famous not because of his profound cultivation, but because he accepted a lay disciple by chance, and that disciple's name was Li Yuan. Although Li Yuan was very famous at that time, he was very poor, and his poor family couldn't eat enough. This is mainly due to the fact that he has very little money and four boys in the family. As the saying goes: "Half-cut boy, eat poor man," so there is often not enough food at home. In order to let the children in the family eat more, he often comes to Guanzhong to eat mixed rice. Because Li Yuan often comes, the rice in the view is getting worse and worse. Fortunately, Li Yuan, like his official position "young servant", although as one of the Nine Qings, looks very big and tall. In fact, he is just the emperor's groom, and he just needs to have something to eat. Think about Li Yuan's identity later, and think about Yuan Shoucheng's attitude at that time. It seems that in this world, the people who follow are not quite right!

It seems that every time I choose, I will choose the worst one, as if I was doing Zhao Gao's time. At that time, when I caught Zhou, I only had two things in front of me, a knife and a comb, and of course I chose a knife. But the moment he chose the knife, he was killed by a bolt of lightning.

So Yuan Tiangang remembered the process of changing his life for the first time, and always felt that something was wrong, as if there was always an invisible hand manipulating himself to control himself.

That time I didn't prepare for a long time, and I was in a hurry. At that time, Li Yuan often rubbed rice in the view, and he liked Yuan Tiangang, a baby who didn't cry much, so when he was fine, he always liked to hold him and walk around in the view! After the two-year-old Yuan Tiangang knew that the young down-and-out man who often hugged him was Li Yuan, he thought about what to do to attract his attention, so that he could also get rid of it, and also live a good life of being a hero in the troubled times of the late Sui and early Tang Dynasties. Of course he knows who this Li Yuan is and who he will become in the future! That was when he was still the one called Su Lun, and his mother in that life loved to tell him bedtime stories, he really wanted to be one of the eighteen heroes in the Sui and Tang Romances, he really wanted to do a great career, and he really wanted to do something in his short sixteen-year-old life in this life. So that you can make yourself famous for a hundred generations and become a generation of grandmasters.

So he had to wait for a moment, a proper moment, a suitable moment to speak. Because the words of a two-year-old child, who would believe it! And how convincing will it be!

He waited, waited! Finally, after a lightning strike on the willow tree in the view, he said loudly to Li Yuan, who was holding himself and walking in the rain: "You will achieve the dignity of the Ninth Five-Year Plan, establish the Tang Dynasty, and be the master of the world!" ”

However, Li Yuan just looked at him, shook his head, put himself in the rain, and left, ignoring his own child, who was still shivering in the cold wind in the rain!

Looking at Li Yuan's back, Yuan Tiangang thought to himself: "What did I say wrong, or was the thunder and lightning just now a little small in the eyes of adults, and it was not convincing?" Do you remember that something is wrong, or is it your own time is wrong! This Li Yuan is not that Tang Taizu? ”

Yuan Tiangang thought about it for a long, long time, but he still didn't know why he failed the first time. And why did my second effort fail, I was even more clueless, and I didn't know how not to fail?

He was ready to change his life story for the second time, and this time he was preparing for a long time and carefully. First of all, he carefully observed this era of this world again, and after observing and studying for two years, he found that his previous judgment was not wrong, and now is the last year of the Sui Dynasty. In the end, he once again carefully analyzed what he said two years ago, and the reason why Li Yuan didn't believe it, it must be because he was too young at that time, who would believe the words of a child, and who would take them seriously. Secondly, it must have been in the wrong place to speak at that time, under a random tree, who would believe such a magical thing. Again, there were too few people who heard it, what if Li Yuan didn't hear it clearly behind his ears at that time? You have to find a lot of people.

"It must be like this!" Yuan Tiangang could only think of so many reasons for the first failure at that time.

Yuan Tiangang was silent again for four years, and when everyone thought he was a mute, after a lightning strike hit the Zhenwu Hall in the view, he shouted loudly to the countless pilgrims and his master in the view: "The Sui Dynasty should be destroyed, the Tang Dynasty should be prosperous, Li Yuan will be the emperor, and the world will be auspicious!" ”

But the thunder was so loud that the people in the audience only saw that his mouth was moving, but they didn't know what he was talking about......

This is God who doesn't let him become famous, what can he do! Now that seven or eight years have passed, the little bit of history he knows has passed in an orderly manner according to what he knows! I have a good ability in my life, but no one wants to know! Thinking about it, Yuan Tiangang felt that his heart was about to break, this was really like crying without tears! I have no dragon slaying skills, but all the dragons in the world have been extinct!

Yuan Tiangang thought about it for a long, long time, but he still didn't know why he failed the second time, it should be regarded as his own bad life. So why did your third effort fail?

When Yuan Tiangang was 8 years old, he was ready to act again. That time he launched it suddenly, without any advance preparation. That day, he was ready to capture Li Yuan's son, Li Shimin. He wanted to tell Li Shimin that after Li Yuan, the world was his. He Li Shimin will become a generation of Tianjiao and the emperor of all generations. However, that day, after a lightning bolt struck the shadow behind him, he was so embarrassed that he finally caught Li Shimin, and just when he wanted to speak, he was knocked out by a branch that suddenly fell from the sky. What the fuck is this, I'm indoors, where did that stick come from? Is it an Outer Flying Immortal? Isn't this scientific? Is this what my life should be?

Ay! Thinking that when he was Guan Yu in the last life, didn't he have any fame, so he could only be a boy who bought dates? The grievance in my heart has slowly disappeared, and now I only have one year left in my life, so you can go with him, take care of him! Tomorrow when I go down the mountain, I will have fun in time and spend the rest of my days. Be a Taoist priest for a day, ring the bell for a day!

His master seems to be good to himself, and the martial arts he taught him should be not bad. It's just that I don't know if the rivers and lakes of the Tang Dynasty are different from what I know, and I don't know how powerful I am! You can only take one step at a time, one mountain at a time.

Now this Taoist temple has become the family temple of the Tang Emperor, which seems to have some subtle relationship with Yuan Shoucheng is the master of His Majesty the Emperor! Of course, only Yuan Shoucheng himself knows the real reason why Li Yuan worships him as a teacher. That Li Yuan is just an excuse to eat in his own view because his family is poor! How can you take it seriously! And Yuan Shoucheng himself was just afraid of the power in his Li Yuan's hands at that time! Although the little official is small, who made him take care of himself! Who knew that this creation made people, and Li Yuan was able to do the world in the end? If you look at it as a family temple, you will be a family temple, who made the ancestor of this Taoist family surnamed Li?

Looking at the little Taoist Yuan Tiangang kneeling in front of him, Yuan Shoucheng's thoughts didn't know where he had flown to!

Yuan Tiangang looked at the master who had no expression on his face, and called out in a low voice: "Master, the disciple will go down the mountain tomorrow according to the rules of my door, I don't know if the master has an explanation to the disciple?" ”

Yuan Shoucheng didn't seem to hear it, and he still didn't react!

So Yuan Tiangang said loudly again: "Master, the disciple will go down the mountain tomorrow in accordance with the rules of my door, I don't know if the master has an explanation to the disciple?" ”

Yuan Shoucheng still didn't react!

So Yuan Tiangang said loudly for the third time: "Master, the disciple will go down the mountain tomorrow in accordance with the rules of my door, I don't know if the master has an explanation to the disciple?" ”

Yuan Shoucheng, who only listened, said slowly: "What I want to say, I have already said." See for yourself! It's just a matter of words! Be careful tomorrow! After that, Yuan Shoucheng closed his eyes and ignored Yuan Tiangang.

Yuan Tiangang looked at the expressionless Yuan Shoucheng, kowtowed again, and then turned to leave!

"Perhaps, I may just be an ordinary person! Or, God just let himself be an ordinary person! Ay! Dao Ke Dao, very Dao Dao! The name is famous, the name is not famous! Yuan Tiangang thought in his heart, and thought indifferently.

Fang Fang looked at the record of Yuan Tiangang's life today in his hand, and shook his head with a smile: "This Yuan Shoucheng is an old horseman, he is really doing a good job, he knows that if he says too much, he will lose, in order not to arouse Yuan Tiangang's suspicion, he actually learned to keep silent, and he did really well." It's just that I don't know if this old way imitates the stalk of Journey to the West, can Yuan Tiangang catch it? ”

Fang Fang remembered himself when he was two years old, how he talked nonsense in front of Li Yuan at that time, so that he no longer paid attention to Yuan Tiangang's words. He is a child who is more awesome than Yuan Tiangang, and that is called a genius.

That Yuan Tiangang is his past, and he knows everything he does! So how can he, Yuan Tiangang, do a successful thing, what he doesn't want him to do? If he can do it, then he will see a living ghost.

That year, the day before the two-year-old Yuan Tiangang was about to say those words to Li Yuan at the time of lightning, he squared himself and said it to Li Yuan in advance, also in his mother's arms.

Li Yuan came to name him that day, and Li Yuan gave him a name called Li Mimi, the word Xiaomi!

When Fang Fang heard the name, he turned his face at that time, and he cried loudly to Li Yuan: "You are only a little secret, I don't do Li Mi, Li Mi will not die well in your place!" ”

Li Yuan said to his square father: "You kid is really strange, so young, you can understand the meaning of my words, you are really a smart child." However, what does he mean when he says that Li Mi will not die well? Could it be that Pushan Gong is really going to die? ”

Square's father, Li Jing, said with a smile: "Yes, this child is not simple, he seems to be able to predict some things, some things that we can't possibly know." According to what he said, I think our friend Pushan Gong is estimated to be more auspicious! ”

Li Yuan asked suspiciously: "Is it really fake, is it so powerful?" ”

I only heard the square cry and said loudly: "I am so god, I know that tomorrow there will be lightning to split the willow tree in front of you, and then there will be a boy who will reveal the secret of heaven in front of you!" ”

"Oh! What will he say? ”

"He will tell you, 'You will achieve the Ninety-Five Honor, establish the Tang Dynasty, and be the co-ruler of the world!'"

"Really?"

"Yes, you will replace Yang Guang and become the emperor of a country!"

"Haha, sure enough, it must be nonsense!"

"Lord Li, no, Your Majesty! My child is indeed a prophetic power. Tomorrow will be soon, and we'll see tomorrow. ”

"Brother Xian! Don't talk nonsense, I have parents and children in my family, don't talk nonsense, this is a big crime to kill the head! This is going to punish the Nine Clans! ”

At this time, Fang Fang stopped crying, looked at Li Yuan and said loudly: "Tomorrow, if you see what I just said, you must rush to my house as soon as possible, I have a lot of things to tell you!" Remember! After that, Fang Fang actually fell asleep, and no longer paid any attention to his father who was full of excitement and Li Yuan, who was shocked with a slow face!

I could only hear the square in the dream whispering: "My name is Li Shuangshuang, and the word square ......"

Li Yuan looked at the stars that appeared above his head, and the expression on his face became very exciting, red and green, like today's neon......

"Am I really the real man, do I really know how to wear a dragon robe? This kid is really weird, can he really see the future? Is he really a god? ”

"It's boring, it's boring......" Fang thought to himself, and suddenly fell asleep.

Of course, the stick that hit Yuan Tiangang's head that day was also thrown squarely. Obviously, the huge thunder of the True Martial Hall before was also related to the square.

Therefore, for Yuan Tiangang, he should face life with a sense of awe, and choose every fork in the road with a serious attitude, no matter how big or small. At the very least, he should be held accountable for it. Because this is his life, a unique life. Maybe if you're not careful, it will become the star that shines the brightest. Life is like water, fleeting. It is precisely because of this that he should be more attentive to it and responsible for it. Then, at any stage of his life, he will come to terms with death, and he will maintain a detached state of mind while being in awe.

Life, when you try to change, it will always give you a rather unpredictable backlash. If something bad has the potential to happen, no matter how unlikely it is, it will always happen and cause the maximum possible loss.

People want to change the world through their own ideas. In fact, this world has no direction and no bias. Therefore, if the bias of the human mind determines a direction, the world can be seen as a bias in a direction that is contrary to your wishes. Because you have to work hard to change the world in the direction you want it to be. So the world dialectically produces the opposite direction after you have a direction.

Don't try to teach a cat to sing, it won't work out and make the cat unhappy? Don't quarrel with fools, or others will not be able to figure out who is the fools?

Don't think you're important, because without you, the sun would still rise in the east tomorrow?

Smile, tomorrow may not be better than today. A good start does not necessarily lead to a good result; Bad starts, often worse results.