Just stayed in the house for three days, every day I felt uncomfortable, the next day after returning from the Ice Lake Garden, I went to Chenwang's Mansion with Yuyin, and the person who opened the door in the palace said that he came back that day, and he had been in the house, and the injury was not healed.

But he commanded, and whoever came, he would not see.

I was turned away, and I never saw him.

The feeling of uneasiness in my heart is getting stronger and stronger, but I feel that he is seriously injured and doesn't want me to know.

I got up early today, thinking that I still had to go, but I didn't think that at the gate of the house, I met a person I hadn't seen for a long time, Bai Lixuan.

I think the only relationship between me and him is probably only his folding fan, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't know that King Chen is Ling Xueyun.

"Bai Gongzi, long time no see."

"You'er, are you free? I have something to say to you. ”

This time, I didn't turn him down.

The two went to Baiyue Tower together, I was a little hungry, thinking that someone would pay, and if I didn't eat for nothing, I ordered some more favorite dishes, and simply ate all at once.

Sitting at the table, he was silent and did not speak, and I did not say anything until the food was served and Gu Zi began to eat.

He didn't move his chopsticks, and his eyes were blank watching my every move.

A little full, I put down the dishes and chopsticks and asked, "Don't you have something to say?" What are you going to say? ”

"You'er, are you still blaming me?"

"Bai Gongzi, you really think too much, I've forgotten the past, even if I remember, I don't care at all, so you don't need to feel indebted to me or something."

"I couldn't stand you at the beginning. Even if you blame me, it makes sense. ”

Heaven and earth conscience, I really don't have any feelings for him now, and I don't feel that he is sorry for me or anything like that, so why blame him.

But this person, no matter what, always thinks too much and worries too much, even if it is not me, one day in the future he really meets a person he is destined for, I am afraid that he will lose a relationship because of his temperament.

"Bai Lixuan, no matter what you think, it has nothing to do with me."

"I admit that I did have a crush on you at that time, and if you hadn't let go of my hand at that time, maybe I would have really liked you. But that's all in the past, and I really don't care anymore. ”

"Yi'er, I've always had you in my heart, and I want to explain to you that at the beginning, I really was..."

He hurriedly told me a lot, some of which was what Lingyang had told me before, about what happened when he was a child, and about his mother.

It was the first time I had heard him talk about his mother, who was a cruel man who had restrained him since he was a child, and that the person he was going to marry in the future had to be appointed by her personally.

His mother is a member of the Murong family, and when he and his people who only think about the glory of the Bai family get together, they really hit it off at the beginning. So for many years, the Bai family and the Murong family have always been good friends, and to say it is ugly, it is embarrassing.

Bai Lixuan is different from Lou Yihang, Lou Yihang has an elder brother, there is King Ji, and he doesn't need to worry about those plans, but he is the only one in the Bai family, and he can't choose his own life.

Fu Guogong loves his children and grandchildren, except for Zhenyang, he has always treated King Ji, Lou Yihang, Murong Ling, Bai Lixuan and Bai Shuining.

Murong Fei was ruthless, she knew about Bai Lixuan and me, and warned him not to have anything to do with me, but he didn't listen at the time.

One thing I didn't know was that she had hired a killer to come and take my life directly.

I don't know how, but I wasn't assassinated at that time.

But at that time, it was very dangerous for Bai Lixuan, he was afraid that my fate would be the same as that little girl back then, so he finally gave up, without a word of explanation, just let go.

When Zhenyang told me, I already understood, I don't know why he still told me so much, but when he said it, I just listened, let him finish what was in his heart at once, and there would be no reason to come to me again in the future, maybe if he said it, there would be no regrets for him.

"You don't have to explain anything to me, I understand and understand, I hope you can be like me, let go of that past, it's really all in the past."

"Then we can still be friends in the future?"

Friend... Why is he so persistent, why doesn't he understand what I mean, the last time he came to me to say this, this time he still said the same thing to me.

I believe that he was really good to me at that time, and I believe that he really liked me.

"Bai Lixuan, we don't have anything to say anymore, I hope that from now on, you won't come to me again."

I felt as if I had been completely relieved all of a sudden, well, there was nothing left, and he probably wouldn't come to me again.

When I went to the Chenwang Mansion again, I saw a white figure not far away... He was walking out of it, there was no one around him, and there was no trace of anything unusual in the Chenwang Mansion.

Off the ink... How could he...

I stood in place for a long time and couldn't move my footsteps, and it didn't take long for me to see Xie Yun also walking out of it.

I took a few steps forward, and he looked up and saw me.

"Why are you here?" I've never heard him speak in such a cold tone.

I look at him like this, the injury must be much better, where is he going? But he didn't look for me, but why didn't he let me in to see him, and why didn't he ask someone to tell me that he was all right.

He doesn't know, I've been worried about him all the time?

"I've got something to do, so I'll go first."

He walked past me, his eyes full of indifference, and I couldn't help but shout, "Wait a minute. ”

He turned, "Anything else?" ”

The anger in my heart grew, but I was forcibly suppressed, and some words were swallowed when they came to my mouth, "It's nothing, you go and get busy." ”

He didn't say a word, didn't even nod a "hmm", and walked straight forward.

I froze where I was, and for a moment I felt like I was in the wrong place, and I recognized the wrong person.

On the day he was injured, we were fine, and he was so gentle with me, and when he told me to go home, he told me to pay attention to my body and take good care of myself.

Why did he suddenly change?

Did Lou Yihang say something to him that day?

I stayed in the house for several days, and I stayed in the house like I had been recuperating from my injuries, basking in the sun, reading books, eating, playing chess, and watching leisure, but I felt that every day was tormented.

Xie Yun never came to me again, and I asked Yuyin to go to Chenwang's Mansion to look for him, but he was stopped by the guards and didn't see him.

I didn't go to him again, but I thought it was boring, and I thought that maybe he had something important to do, and when he was done, he would come to me.

This is another half a month.

For half a month, he really didn't come to me again, and when Xingyi was playing chess with me, he asked me if I had a quarrel with him, why I hadn't seen him come to me for a long time, and I hadn't seen me go out. I really didn't know how to answer her, I didn't know what was going on with us, I didn't know who to ask.

I have less and less appetite to eat, and sometimes I don't eat for a day, but I don't feel hungry at all.

At night, I always stood alone under the tree in the courtyard, looking at the wall, and I wondered if he would suddenly climb over the wall and bring me the hazelnut cake made by the concubine to eat, or if he would come and tell me a story again.

Sometimes one stop lasts more than an hour, but he never shows up.

What happened to him?

Did something happen to him?

Does he not want to be with me anymore? Is he tired of me?

Even if he was, shouldn't he come to me to make it clear? How can I not say a word and let me think alone every day.

"Second sister, let's go out."

Xingyi said that she hadn't gone out to eat for a long time, and there was no one to accompany her, so she just dragged me with her.

I couldn't resist her stubbornness, and I thought it would be better to go out and adjust my mood.

But every time I go out with her, nothing good happens, either something happens or I meet someone I don't want to see. As soon as he left the mansion, he met Murong Ling.

"Your sister is about to get married, you know?" The first thing she said to me.

I was taken aback by her, and when I looked at Xingyi, she was also full of doubts.

"Sister Wan? She's getting married? ”

Murong Ling hid her face and smiled, "You don't know yet." ”

"Know what?"

She glanced at me, and the smile on her lips was sarcastic.

"Su Yi'er, Su Yi'er, I always felt that what was wrong with you, causing so many people to be fascinated by you, but now I know that it's just a little sweetness given to you by God, and your suffering is about to begin."

I didn't know what she meant, but she choked on a word and just looked at her.

She slowly moved forward, leaning closer and closer to me, leaning into my ear, and whispered, "I advise you to be brave, so that when you lose all this, it will not be too miserable." ”

Lose...

Did she mean Xie Yun? Xie Yun is about to leave me, is that so?

"Sister, don't pay attention to her."

Xingyi was not affected by her in the slightest and pulled me to eat.

She eats vigorously, but I don't have any appetite at all, and the things I used to love to eat are now in my mouth, and I can't eat a bite.

I don't believe it!

He won't leave me, he said he won't leave me, and, in a few days, he'll go to Beiliang, and when he returns, he'll ask His Majesty to marry us, and I'll be able to marry him.

He said he would only love me alone, and he said he would only marry me alone.

Murong Ling is talking nonsense, Xie Yun will not bear me. I've believed in him for so many years, but I haven't seen him for a few days, how can I not believe him?

He must have had something tricky and didn't have time to talk to me lately, and when he's done with it, he'll come to me and explain it to me.