Prequel. Chapter Fifty-Nine: They Collaborate to Kill My Heart
Xingyi ate too much along the way, and as soon as she entered the mansion, she happily went back to her house and told me that she would go out with me tomorrow.
As soon as I walked to the door of the house, I saw Su Minyang.
I heard that she went to her grandfather's house with her mother before, and I haven't seen her for a long time, so I heard Yuyin say that it seems that she just came back yesterday.
When did I have such a good relationship with her, she came to see me as soon as she came back.
I pushed the door open and didn't say a word to her, but she knew herself and followed me straight into the house.
"Su Yi'er, Su Yewan is about to get married, your relationship is so good, why don't you bless her well?"
"Does it have anything to do with you?"
The smile on her face was exactly the same as Murong Ling, and I thought at that time that she was not colluding with Murong Ling to stimulate me or something.
"It doesn't have much to do with me, but sister, I'll see how you are doing."
"How am I? Sister Wan is married, what can I do? ”
I'm just a little curious, this news came inexplicably, I've never heard of it before, and Sister Wan didn't tell me, and... Who is she going to marry...
"I really feel like I've watched a good show, it turns out that the so-called sisterhood is like this."
With that, she left.
I asked Yuyin, Sister Wan was not in the house today, she told me that Sister Wan went out early in the morning and has not come back yet.
I am indeed unhappy now, Sister Wan's marriage is such a big thing, no one in the house told me, I actually heard about it from Murong Ling's mouth.
Hasn't Sister Wan always loved me the most? She would be the first to tell me anything, but this time there was no sound, and besides, she hadn't come to see me since I came back that day, and I didn't go to her because I was in a bad mood.
I felt uncomfortable tight, and while I was a little sleepy, I lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
When I woke up, it was already night, Xingyi brought me some snacks to eat, I asked Yuyin again, and she said that Sister Wan had already returned home.
I hurriedly ran to look for her, but the people outside her yard told me that she had rested and asked me to see her again tomorrow.
If I didn't have any doubts at first, I went to them again the next day, but they still didn't see me.
I don't know what's going on in the house, I don't know what's going on with the people in the house, it's like I'm suddenly an outsider, I don't know anything, they don't tell me anything.
I wanted to ask Xingyi again, but before I saw her, I was stopped by her mother, saying that she had been unwell recently and was recuperating in the house.
...
I called Yuyin to go out with me, and on the way I met Yang and Ouyang Junyu, who said that he was going to go out again soon, and he didn't know when he would come back, and pulled me and him to drink.
Worried about Ouyang Junyu, I rejected him.
But Ouyang Junyu seemed to be extremely reasonable, saying that he still had something to do, so he went back first.
"Yi'er, as I said, he can't give what he wants."
Before he left, he left me with this sentence.
Probably because he's always been like this, that's all he has to say. I didn't pay much attention to it, but as soon as I saw Lingyang, I had endless words.
I told him what had happened during this time.
But he didn't analyze anything with me as usual, just drank wine, smiled and nodded, and teased me from time to time.
I don't remember how much I drank, but he poured it to me cup by piece, and I felt more and more unconscious, until I was completely unconscious.
"Xiao Yan, I'm looking for you."
"Xiao Yan, promise me that you will never leave me."
"Xiao Yan, is it okay to marry me? We're never apart again. ”
Before the "good" could be spoken, he was woken up by the noise and sat up from the bed in an instant.
I dreamed of him again, and he said he was going to marry me.
I remembered that when he was in the palace to relieve me, he said that he wanted to marry me, and he said that he had no last resort for not coming to me before, and that he wanted me to believe him, that he had always loved me in his heart, and that he had only loved me alone.
What is there to doubt, I have waited for eight years, I have believed it for eight years, this is only half a month.
There was a lot of noise outside, so I got up and changed my clothes, and called out a few jade sounds, but no one answered me, so I pushed the door and walked out.
There are a lot of people in the house today, I dress casually, and no one seems to notice me, until I see Sister Wan in the hall, who is wearing a phoenix crown, I understand that she is married today.
How so fast, how not a single person told me...
Yesterday Yiyang poured me so much wine for no reason, he...
I moved my feet involuntarily, and I was crowded like everyone else at the gate of the house, and I looked up, and I didn't notice anything, I didn't see anything, I only caught a glimpse of the face on the red robe on horseback that almost suffocated me.
There was a tingling in my chest, I clutched it tightly, I just felt that it was difficult to breathe, I didn't dare to think about it, but it happened.
At that moment, it was as if there were thousands of insects and ants gnawing at my heart, and I was afraid that I would not be able to touch it and not see it.
I couldn't stand on my feet, and I was about to fall to the ground, but a hand behind me held me steadily, and he whispered in my ear, "Yi'er, go back to the house first." ”
I took his hand and was helped back to my room.
With no one else around, I hurriedly broke free. Standing in place, he slowly spit out a few words: "Why?" ”
Lou Yihang also looked at a loss, stretched out his hand and gently pinched my shoulders, "Yi'er, you calm down first." ”
"Why?"
"Why did he do this to me?"
"Didn't he say that when he came back from Beiliang, he would marry me?"
"Why?"
I'm asking myself or the Divine, but no one will answer me, and I'll never know the answer.
Lou Yihang didn't know what to say, but just called my name a few times.
I remembered that Yang took me to drink yesterday, and what Ouyang Junyu said to me, and I seemed to understand something in my heart.
"You already knew, didn't you?"
"And Lingyang, Ouyang Junyu, they all know... All of you know that. ”
"Only I don't know..."
He thought about it for a long time, but he still only had that sentence, "Yi'er, you calm down first." ”
I've been trying to comfort myself and convince myself these days, but this is the result that I have been waiting for.
I should have thought a long time ago, he has changed, he is no longer the Ling Xie Yun he used to be.
But he knew today, why did he give me hope in the first place, why did he want to be with me, and said that he wanted to marry me, was he like Lou Yihang, he felt that I was so deceitful, and wanted to frame me again and again?
Is all the sincerity I have given so worthless in his eyes? How could he marry my sister... And Sister Wan, why... Why do you want to do this to me...
They're tearing my heart, tearing my heart...
"Why? I'm going to ask him why, why did he do this to me? ”
Lou Yihang grabbed me, "You go and ask him at this time, what is it?" What will others think of his marriage to your sister today? ”
I looked at him, tears streaming down my face, and said with a wry smile, "Do I care what other people think?" Do I have to be considerate of other people's feelings? ”
"Even if you don't care about yourself, you have to take care of your father and mother and your Prime Minister's Mansion, the eldest lady gets married, and the second lady goes to the wilderness, what will others think of your Prime Minister's Mansion?"
"What about me, then what should I do?"
"You calm down first, don't get excited."
As soon as he finished speaking, there was a sound of footsteps outside the door, and Yuyin walked in, "Miss." ”
"Miss, the eldest lady told Madame that she would call you over and send her over."
I looked at her in amazement, as if I suddenly didn't understand what she meant, Lou Yihang suddenly became angry, "There are so many people in your Su family, why do you have to call Yi'er." ”
Yuyin replied: "This, the eldest lady said in public, there are so many people outside, and it is not easy for Mrs. to save her face." ”
When she said this, she just couldn't let me go.
I don't understand, and I'm still doubting that I'm dreaming.
"You'er, I'm with you."
Lou Yihang grabbed me, I quickly wiped the tears on my face, and walked slowly with Yuyin.
I dared to stare at the ground all the way, and I didn't know where I went, Yuyin stopped, I also stopped, and I heard a voice: "Mother, the second sister has come out." ”
I raised my head, looked at the person in front of me, and suddenly felt that she was not the person I had known since I was a child, and that red dress stabbed my eyes.
She stepped forward, grabbed my hand, and said with a smile: "Yi'er, we are sisters, I am your sister, I am getting married today, shouldn't you say some blessings to me?" ”
I couldn't see anything, it seemed like she was the only one in front of me, looking at her smiling face.
"Father and mother, haven't you already said it, sister, what else do you want to hear?"
"You've always been my dearest sister, and our relationship is so good, don't you have anything special to say to me?"
She deliberately bit the word "dearest", I don't know what it means, sister.... Good feelings...
Turns out she knows, too?
I forced out a smile and gritted my teeth tightly, "His Royal Highness King Chen... It's a... Very nice people... Sister, you marry him... I'm going to be happy..."
"Thank you sister Jiyan, we will be very happy."
I lowered my head and was about to leave, but she continued: "Your Highness, oh, no, it's time to change your words, my husband and he personally went to ask His Majesty and the concubine to give us a marriage, and he also said that in this life, he will only marry me alone, Chen Wangfu, there will be no side concubines, there will be no concubines." ”