It was only half an hour before the capital was from the Ice Lake Flower Garden, and Li Xuan and I didn't say a word until we got off the carriage. He walked in briskly, and I followed him like this, walking in small and dull steps.

"You'er, do you like it here?" He suddenly stopped and asked me.

Although he didn't look back at me, I still nodded: "Of course I like it, who wouldn't like such a paradise?" ”

After hearing this, he was stunned for a while, then turned his head and said to me with a smile: "I also like it here, it is elegant and refined, and such a beautiful situation is also what all the people in the world yearn for." You can like it here, but you can't love it, he'll bring disaster to you. ”

I didn't understand what he meant, nodded dumbly, and then smiled at him again. He looked at me without blinking, and it was a long time before he turned away and walked on. I looked at his back and had an indescribable feeling that he was a little abnormal today.

The two of them walked silently for a long time, and after he stopped, I didn't continue to walk. Slowly stood beside him, but he remained silent.

He turned to me again and smiled, "It's nothing, I just think it's a pleasure to be with you." ”

I smiled too: "Really? I'm also very happy to be with you. "I secretly look forward to it, he should have me in his heart, and he should also like me.

When he heard what I said, he suddenly looked up at the sky and asked me again, "You'er, do you want to have a stable home?" ”

I was surprised why he asked such a strange question, but I answered him carefully: "A safe home?" I must think, since I was a child, my biggest wish is to live happily and steadily forever. ”

He was stunned for a moment, turned his head to face me, stared at me for a moment, and then suddenly hugged me, I was a little overwhelmed for a moment, my hands were stunned, and I didn't know where to go. Last time, I took the initiative to hug him, and this is the second time I have been in close contact with him like this. Although South Vietnam does not have so many rules for getting along with men and women, this kind of contact is really a bit out of bounds, and if it is seen by others, I am afraid that it will not be good for both of us.

"Yi'er, no matter what happens, are you willing to stay by my side like this all the time?"

His voice trembled a little, his hands were still holding me so tightly, I shouldn't have said anything for a while, and he hugged me so hard that I was a little out of breath, so I had to shout: "Li Xuan, you let go of me first, let go of me." ”

He didn't let go, but pushed harder, and suddenly there was a sound of footsteps in his ears, and before he could see it, a hand grabbed my arm fiercely, I trembled, and I almost fell to the ground, and one stumbled into a person's arms, and before he could speak, there was a roar in his ears: "Didn't you hear her when she told you to let her go?" ”

Hearing this voice, I stopped talking, my hands and feet stopped and didn't dare to move, it should be normal to meet Lou Yihang here, although he hasn't been here for a long time, but after all, this can be regarded as the territory of a few of them, but I never expected that he would be allowed to see it in such a scene.

"Ah Hang, why did you come here all of a sudden?" Li Xuan asked.

I slowly got up, pushed Lou Yihang away, looked at him, he smiled at me, and then said to Li Xuan: "If I'm not mistaken, this should be a place for a few of us, I came here, it should be normal, it's just this woman..."

"He's my most important friend." Li Xuan quickly grabbed my hand as he spoke, he used some force and almost pulled me in front of him, who knew that at this time Lou Yihang also held my other hand tightly.

"I can give you anything, but she can't." After Lou Yihang finished speaking, he wanted to pull me over, but Li Xuan still didn't let go, grabbed me tightly, and didn't speak.

Lou Yihang smiled at him and said, "Li Xuan, whether it's you or Jun Yu, I don't want us to repeat Lou Jing's mistakes because of a woman." Let go, it's good for everyone. ”

Li Xuan still didn't let go, and replied to him: "Ah Hang, since I was a child, as long as you want something, no matter what it is, you can easily get it, and I have never thought about competing with you for anything." However, there are some things that cannot be compromised, and I hope you can understand my heart. ”

I was confused by their words, and I didn't quite understand what they meant, and looked at them suspiciously. I just thought in my heart, Li Xuan, how does he feel about me now? Will there be a like? If we can be together, I will really be willing to let go of everything in the family, I can do nothing, be with him, after all, the grievances of the previous generation should not be involved in the next generation.

Thinking in his mind, he only heard Lou Yihang continue to say to him: "Li Xuan, are you sure you want to be with her?" What does she want in life, you know? A lifetime of happiness and stability, can you give her such a life? As soon as he finished speaking, he instantly took out a dagger from his sleeve, I was a little frightened, don't look over my head and dare not look at it again, he shook it, and the refracted sunlight was reflected in Li Xuan's confused eyes.

Both of them were silent for a long time, and I also stared blankly at the ground, feeling a wave of embarrassment in my heart, hoping that Li Xuan could take me out of here quickly.

"Yi'er, I hope you can be happy, but I can't give you the happiness you want."

Hearing this, I was petrified in an instant, and gently called his name. Before my brain could turn, he had let go of his grip on me. I was stunned, and at this time, Lou Yihang grabbed me hard and hugged me fiercely. My chin was against his shoulder, and I felt the slightest pain, I don't know if it was the pain in my heart or the pain of my jaw against it. All I could hear was the sound of daggers falling to the ground and footsteps fading away.

It seemed that after a long day, Lou Yihang gently pushed me away, but said to me extremely coldly: "I really want to dig out your heart to see if it hurts." ”

I smiled, not only you, but also myself wanted to take a look. Then he came to his senses again, and he didn't know where the anger came from, and he stretched out his hand to push him hard, he probably didn't expect me to come to this experience, and he didn't stand still all of a sudden, and almost fell to the ground.

I ignored his expression at the moment, and said coldly: "Lou Yihang, I hate you." ”

He didn't look angry, and sneered in his mouth: "Su Yi'er, I warn you, don't think that I like you, you can do whatever you want in front of me." From childhood to adulthood, except for Lou Jing, no one dared to do this to me. Not even my father and queen mother. ”

I also sneered at him and asked sarcastically, "Really?" Why did he quarrel with you, Your Highness the King of Chen? Is it because you don't do anything about it all day? Or is it because you still can't forget your empathetic childhood sweetheart Murong Ling? ”

I thought he would be furious when he heard this, but he didn't get angry at all and smiled at me. I felt disgusted in my heart, thinking that if it weren't for him, maybe Li Xuan wouldn't have chosen to let go of my hand at this critical moment. If I had known that there would be such a day, then why did he give me hope in the first place, so that I could mistakenly think, mistakenly think... He likes me.

"Su Yi'er, aren't you sad at all now? Don't you like Li Xuan very much? Lou Yihang suddenly asked me again.

I just thought it was so ridiculous, was I really sad? It seems to be a little, but it doesn't seem to be so sad, remembering what Xingyi said to me before, maybe she was right, the moment he let go of my hand, let me understand very thoroughly, this kind of good feeling, will really dissipate because of his words and something, but there is still some sadness with regret in my heart.

I squinted my eyes at Lou Yihang, with a smile on my face, and said slowly: "Someone told me that you will have a good impression of a person because of his appearance, speech and demeanor, as well as the impression when you first met, not love, not to the point of liking." You will want to see him, talk to him, you will be happy with him, you will like him more and more because of such a good feeling, or you may feel that he is not the right person for you, and you will break your thoughts about him. If he hadn't let go of my hand, I would have liked him right now. However, I am very grateful to you, and now my heart has been taken back intact. ”

As soon as I finished speaking, I immediately turned around and left, but I didn't even think that tears welled up in my eyes at that moment. Bai Lixuan, since you have no intention of treating me, why do you want to be so good to me, is it false to say that you are happy with me? I really feel so ridiculous, I have always trusted you so much, I believe that every word you say, it turns out that the relationship between us is so ridiculous.

On the way back to the capital, I met Zhenyang, he happened to go out tomorrow, I don't know how many days it will take to come back, said that it was nothing to do today, just went to have a drink with me, I was naturally overjoyed, and the two went to the tavern together. After that day, I hadn't seen him for many days, and I still thought back to that drink, and I had a common topic with him, and we talked so openly.

"As soon as I said goodbye that day, I was still thinking about when I would have time to look for you again, but there were many things in the house, and I didn't have time to find it." After the two of them sat down, he took out his glass and poured me a small glass of wine.

I took a sip and said with a smile, "yes, I'm still thinking about when I can drink with you again." ”

He picked up the wine glass and drank it all, poured another full glass, and touched the glass with me, I took a sip, maybe I was not in a good mood today, and I didn't feel interested.

Both of them were silent for a while, and he suddenly said: "Although I haven't met you these days, I have heard a lot about you. ”

"Huh, huh?" I chuckled, "Tell me, what did you hear?" ”

He shook the wine in his hand: "Concubine Li summoned you to the palace, Jun Yu and Ah Hang were in the Imperial Garden, they both said that they wanted to marry you, and you were bullied by Qimeng, Li Xuan took you to the Ice Lake Garden, and you were together all day." ”

I listened to what he said all the facts, and I didn't explain and refute them, I sighed again and again, good things don't go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles. Zhenyang has heard so much about things in Beijing on weekdays, so you can imagine other people.

"Actually, Ah Hang's nature is still very good, if it weren't for Ling'er and King Chen's affairs, maybe he wouldn't be what he is now. Ling'er has had a bad temperament since she was a child, and my grandfather, father, and Mrs. Murong have always been used to her. ”

I didn't pay much attention to what he said earlier, but I noticed the sentence Mrs. Murong, why did he call his mother, Mrs. Murong.

"Mrs. Murong? She's not..."

In front of Lingyang, I never hide what I want to say, and I ask directly if I have any questions in my heart.

He glanced at me and said bluntly, "It's just a title, you don't have to care." ”

I put away my suspicions, he didn't want to say, I don't have to ask, maybe he also has some secrets that he can't tell.

"Drink a bar." I toasted him with a glass of wine and drank it.

I didn't expect that I, Su Yi'er, the first person who made up my mind to be together, was actually finished like this. Just yesterday, he also took me to eat, drink tea, and gave me a hairpin, before and after, only a day, how did it become that he wanted to wish me happiness, think about it, he may be just like Lou Yihang just think it's fun.

Fortunately, I didn't get to the point where I had to be him, let me get drunk today, and from tomorrow onwards, I will have nothing to do with Bai Lixuan.

It's just that I never expected that this drunkenness would change all the paths I would take in the future...