Section 18 Pity is unloveable (2)
"At that time, I was taking your medicine, although my body was fine, but my face was poor, I was afraid that I would not be seriously ill enough, so I always made a lingering appearance on the sickbed - I pretended to be a long time, and I was also tired and panicked, especially when the emperor always came to see me, I had to always lie on the bed, lying without illness. On that day, the first emperor came to see that I was really depressed, so he asked me if I was too stuffy in the palace, saying that I was young and suffocated in the palace, maybe I was suffocated. Of course, I had to follow his words, and said that I had not seen the scenery outside for a long time, and I wanted to go out of the palace to relax, so he promised to take me to the royal horse farm in Beijing. On the day of the appointment, I changed into light clothes and waited for the summons in the Qingfeng Pavilion, but waited, waited, did not wait for the first emperor, but it was Li Nan who came, he said that the first emperor suddenly had urgent government affairs and could not accompany me, and he was afraid that I would be disappointed, so he sent a team of forbidden troops to escort me to the racecourse. ”
Speaking of this, Wei Nanyan suddenly laughed, as if she had fallen into a beautiful fantasy, and as if she was recalling some precious past, she muttered, her tone soft and sweet: "The beginning of autumn is a good time to be slightly cool and comfortable. The weather was surprisingly good that day, the blue sky was high, the air was faintly scented with flowers, and the wind that passed through the flowers and trees blew on people, as if all the boredom was blown away at once, and my mood suddenly improved. When I was about to get to the horse farm, I got out of the carriage and stood on the grass with my feet, and I suddenly wanted to ride a horse, but they refused to do so, but I finally came out, how could I listen to them? Si Qing couldn't stop me, and the forbidden army couldn't stop me, so I rode my horse and ran and ran, and kept them far away. I heard them shouting and chasing after me, and I kept laughing and laughing--hey, what are they afraid of, Si Qing knows, I've been good at riding since I was a child, even if I haven't ridden for so many years, I can still control that adult horse at once- But I was so happy, I forgot that I was not familiar with the horse farm, the horse ran crazy and I ran crazy, I didn't know where I ran all of a sudden, I couldn't hear the shouts of the forbidden army, and I couldn't see the royal flag and fence around, then I felt a little uneasy, I wanted to turn back, but the horse didn't listen to me at that time, the more I pulled it, the more crazy it became, I was afraid that it would run out of the range of the horse farm, so I desperately pulled the reins to make it turn around, it didn't listen to me, so it jumped desperately, at that moment the reins suddenly took off, I felt that I was about to be thrown outThen he came—like a man out of thin air, suddenly he came to my side, riding a silver-gray horse, and followed me closely. He grabbed my reins with one hand and stretched out one hand to me, at that time I was already confused, just shouting for help, seeing his hand coming over and didn't know to hold it, he had to pull my hand hard, I suddenly reacted, so I desperately dragged him, and I didn't dare to let go. At that time, he looked at me, he kept looking at me, maybe I looked very ugly at that time, I must have looked like a white woman...... Well, fortunately, he didn't dislike it, he just frowned slightly and said, don't be afraid, trust me. ”
Don't be afraid, trust me. What an ordinary but touching sentence, as long as this sentence, it may be a lifetime...... Xue Huan looked at Wei Nanyan, looked at her with her chin and eyes crooked, this is her story, it belongs only to her, just like the little girl who sat on the high wall and shook her head and said to him, "Wei Yan, you are out of school!" in his memory, that is also his story, but it really belongs to him alone. He pursed his dry lips and asked:
"So, it was His Majesty who saved you and fell in love with you at first sight, didn't he?"
Wei Nanyan's eyes were dim for a moment, she lowered her head and was silent for a moment, and said softly: "It was Your Majesty who saved me, and it was also me, who fell in love with him at first sight." ”
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"It's me, it's my wishful thinking, I have been restless since I returned to the palace that day, I always think about how he saved me that day, how he carried me to his horse, and I even remember the temperature of his palm. I finally understood why Yan'er was always silent, why he suddenly felt sad when he saw everything related to Yao Jin—I realized that if a person moves his heart, it is a drop of water, a beam of light, a flower, as long as it has a relationship with that person, it will become infinite...... Yes, I told myself that I wanted to see him, and I didn't want to see him for no reason, although I didn't know how he could enter the royal horse farm, how he could save me and leave without knowing it, I didn't even know who his name was, but I always felt that as long as I left the palace, I would be able to see him! It's strange to say that at that time, I was so sure that I would meet him when I left the palace, and that he would be able to find me in the strict temple, when I knew nothing at all......"
"If there is affection, there is no turning back. ”
"I don't know what to do, I don't hesitate, I go deep," Wei Nanyan muttered, stroking a gold-wrapped jade bracelet on his wrist, "That night, the candlelight was dim, but he brought me a pair ......of red candles;
Xue Huan's heart suddenly seemed to be scratched, he was a little sad, he really didn't want to hear it, he slowly stood up and was about to speak, but Wei Nanyan took the lead to speak: "I don't regret it at all." ”
"Wei Nanyan ......"
"The first half of my life was for others, for my family, for my brother, I didn't have myself, and I didn't know what I wanted. But when I met Your Majesty, my life was different. I accompanied him through every step from being nameless to the glorious dragon chair, I Wei Nanyan knew what he wanted, what he wanted was what I wanted, I was willing to do everything for him - even if it was gambling on the lives of my whole clan, even if everyone in the world looked down on me behind my back, I didn't care! I turned out to be just a flesh and blood shell, it was he who taught me to be a man, it was he who taught me to follow what I thought in my heart, and it was when I saw that he did not hesitate or give up that I understood that in this life, people must always fight for themselves, fight for their lives, and fight for luck! ”
"Wei Nanyan, you have already fought for it. You have become His Majesty's favorite concubine, and everyone in the harem envies you except for the queen. Xue Huan couldn't help but say, "But I don't think you're happier than before......