Section 19 Pity is unloveable (3)

"That's because I haven't fought yet, I haven't fought yet!" Wei Nanyan suddenly raised her head, she raised her chin proudly, "The position of the concubine, the honor and favor of the family, I don't care about these, what I want to fight for is His Majesty's heart, and it is the position in His Majesty's heart! Obviously, I have accompanied His Majesty step by step to today, she Lin Yuebai doesn't know anything, she has been in Nanguo Mansion for three years, and Her Majesty has kept her in his heart for three years, but she is just a woman that His Majesty couldn't hope for in the past! How could she easily get all this?" Yes, I have also tried to say to myself, she is already the queen, he is the most beloved person of His Majesty, I should not expect or think too much, but since she became the queen, is she like a queen?—— Cheng Ri has a cold face, seeing that everyone is silent, except for mixing with Li Yao Jincheng every day, does she take His Majesty to heart? Where is there a little queen look, where is she worthy of His Majesty's love! But why? Why? Why is His Majesty only in his eyes, why is His Majesty's eyes full of tenderness, what about me! What ......about me? I admit it, I can admit it! I can admit that from the beginning, His Majesty approached me for some purpose, it doesn't matter, and so am I, maybe like that night at the Great Ci'an Temple, I was also pretending! I pretended to be drunk, he pretended to meet by chance, in fact, everyone knew it in their hearts, it was too clear! But it really didn't matter, I can force myself not to think about it now-"

"Nanyan, don't say it. Don't talk about unhappy things. Xue Huan walked in front of her, reached out to pull away her hand that was slowly covering her face, she didn't cry, but her expression was more ugly than crying, she looked up at Xue Huan, the corners of her eyes were slightly red, Chu Chu was full of tears, Xue Huan's heart fluttered, and he suddenly retracted his hand, took a few steps back, and lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry...... I...... I was abrupt. ”

Wei Nanyan suddenly smiled apologetically at Xue Huan, "No, I was so abrupt that I told you so many things that shouldn't have been said." ”

"I won't say a word of these words to outsiders, and when I go out, I forget them all!"

"How can you forget? how can you forget...... Xue Huan, you lied. You've always been like this, lying seriously, swearing to be a man, never going beyond the circle you drew for yourself, from childhood to adulthood, you've been like this. ”

"I'm a doctor, how could I lie......"

"You're lying. Wei Nanyan got up and walked up to him, pointing in the direction of his heart: "Say, why don't you marry a wife?"

"Marry a wife?" Xue Huan was stunned for a moment, and his face suddenly turned slightly red: "I have no plans to marry a wife." ”

"Marrying a wife and having children, I don't want you to attack the city and plunder the land, what should you do? There are so many daughters of good families in the capital, with your family background, it is estimated that the matchmaker's mother-in-law is about to break through the threshold of Xue's mansion, I think there must be many good girls in front of you to choose from, why don't you choose?"

"No, nothing. ”

"I know that you are the most cautious person-if you are not at ease, you can ask your mother to set up a banquet and hold a tea party, invite the girl's family to come, and everyone will look at each other, I think, no daughter will look down on you, Xue Pan'an?"

When Wei Nanyan talked about his nickname like this, Xue Huan's face suddenly turned red to the base of his neck, and he didn't know what to answer, so he had to take a deep seat: "Niangniang, don't make fun of Weichen." ”

"You also know that I am a mother...... Wei Nanyan slowly turned around and walked to a chair a little farther away, folded his hands to his knees, and sat down gently. Her eyes fell on the silver edge of her cuffs, and her voice gradually became a little cold: "Imperial Doctor Xue, this palace orders you to go back and marry a wife and have children, don't delay the years any longer, and be ashamed of your parents." There are some things in this world that you can't be attached to, even if you don't let go, in the end it's just an empty space, a mirror, why waste your time. ”

Xue Huan was silent, kneeling down with his knees touching the ground, making a very low "clattering" sound on the somewhat old floor, as if sprinkling a handful of incense ash in the somewhat turbid air, although it quickly fell to the ground, but the breathing was even more uncomfortable. He didn't speak, as if he was waiting for Wei Nanyan to continue speaking, but Wei Nanyan seemed determined not to say anything more to him, and waved his hand: "Imperial Doctor Xue, you can step down, this palace is tired." ”

“...... Yes, Wechen retired. ”

Xue Huan got up and walked slowly towards the door, his back was slightly hunched, and his pace was a little scattered, but he stopped when he walked to the door, his hand grabbed the door frame tightly, and he didn't look back but suddenly said loudly: "Niangniang told Weichen not to be persistent, not to waste time, but Niangniang's persistence is far better than Weichen......! Not convinced!"

As soon as the words fell, before Wei Nanyan could open his mouth to say anything, Xue Huan had already walked out quickly, listening to the door squeak shut, the copper ring on the door seemed to be still shaking, Wei Nanyan was stunned, as if Xue Huan's words were still in his ears, and he said clearly that he was not convinced.

This should be the first time in Xue Huan's life to talk to himself so loudly, and it is such a rebuttal - Wei Nanyan's heart was mixed for a while, her eyes slid from the chair Xue Huan was sitting on just now, and then to the lonely tea bowl next to her, and finally slowly lingered on the bracelet on her wrist, although the bracelet was just an ordinary gold-wrapped jade bracelet, the jade color was ordinary, and the gold-wrapped pattern was also a little rough, but it was worn by Li Yao on her wrist when he was the king of Ling, and he said at that time: " This is a relic of the king's mother, and my uncle gave it to me after explaining the king's life experience when he left, and every time the king sees this thing, he will miss his mother. ”

Yes, he gave me such an important thing, although, maybe what he said was false, maybe the bracelet was also fake—but what matter, as long as he said it, I would believe it!

Wei Nanyan gently held the bracelet and muttered: "Xue Huan, even you will say that you are not convinced, how can you accept the palace!"

Since the envoys of the Hu nationality entered the palace, many palace people began to look forward to the welcome banquet of the Guanghua Palace, and they were waiting for His Majesty to agree to the envoys of the Hu nationality at the banquet. However, as the days passed, not only did there not come out of the Zichen Palace, but even the Yongyang Palace, the only queen Lin Yuebai who had met the envoys of the Hu clan with His Majesty, had a bad atmosphere recently, and the Shangyi Bureau sent several newly made clothes to the pregnant queen mother, and they were all returned.

"Sister Meng, has the queen been in a bad mood lately? I haven't seen my mother's smiling face when I've been back for two times. The little eunuch of the Shangyi Bureau probed his brain and looked at the door of Yongyang Palace, and saw Ah Meng and the two little palace maids holding their clothes coming out together, and couldn't help but have a bitter face: "This ...... The queen doesn't like it?"

"Go back and talk to you above, these peach and willow green have never been the color that the queen mother likes, and the patterns on them are old-fashioned, so how do we wear them." Ah Meng handed him the clothes, pouted and said, "I'm not angry to beat you a few boards, it's already the queen's kindness." ”

"Hehe, the queen has a good heart, she never scolds the palace people, everyone in the palace knows it, hehe. ”

While the two were talking, a palace maid led Xue Huan over, and Ah Meng saw that it was Imperial Doctor Xue, and immediately greeted him with a smile: "Imperial Doctor Xue came early today." ”

"Yes, it's a little cold today, I want to take a look at the pulse of the queen mother as soon as possible, and then I want to take care of the girls, pay attention when there is wind, don't give the mother the cold. ”

"Uh-huh! Imperial Doctor Xue's words, the slaves and maids all remember it!" Ah Meng pushed the little eunuch of the Shangyi Bureau next to him, "Why don't you send the clothes back, wait for me to invite you to tea?"

The little eunuch hurriedly shook his hand, holding his clothes and retreating, Xue Huan glanced at it and said, "I seem to have seen him deliver clothes last time." ”

"Exactly, the Shangyi Bureau is a bastard now, and the clothes sent are tacky and tight, and the queen doesn't like it, so she sent him back. Ah Meng said while taking the medicine box in Xue Huan's hand and said, "Imperial Doctor Xue's little medicine boy didn't come today, so let the slave maid help carry this medicine box." ”