Until he finally left the capital, he didn't say anything else, and when he left, he just told me to take good care of himself and go to South Vietnam together after a while.

I didn't think much of it, just answered him lightly.

After leaving Mo, I felt very upset, so I went directly to the fourth brother, he drank a lot of wine, but he was still not drunk at all, so he let me sit for a while, and then took me back to the house.

Not long after my fourth brother and I returned home, my father and my mother came back, and the third brother I hadn't seen for a long time.

For some reason, I panicked and didn't know how to face them, so I had to hide back in the house.

In the evening, the second brother cooked a table of dishes by himself, and as soon as I heard that the fourth brother said that the second brother made it, I couldn't wait to run out. The dishes made by the second brother are the most to my liking.

However, I just wanted to have a good meal, but this time it was like being tricked by God, and the people at the whole table kept talking to me, and I was tortured in turn, and they didn't even give me a chance to eat well.

My mother first asked me, "Li'er, did you see Concubine Jing when you were in South Vietnam?" ”

I replied, "Yes." ”

"How's she doing?"

I nodded, "It looks good." ”

My mother smiled and gave me a few pieces of my favorite dish.

After eating less than three bites, Daddy asked me again: "That Murong Ling of the Murong family, did he bully you?" ”

I didn't have time to answer, so the fourth brother said it for me, "How can I bully, if you want to bully, she is also bullying others, and she slapped Murong Ling." ”

I didn't refute it, it was the truth, and there was nothing to defend myself.

Daddy nodded and agreed, "That's fine, our Situ family's daughter, it should be like this." ”

“...”

After Daddy finished speaking, the third brother began to say again: "I didn't see you so fierce when I was in Beiliang, how did you get to someone else's territory, but you were bolder." ”

The third brother's tone was cold, and I felt furious when I heard it.

"You've made a lot of friends, right? Why didn't I listen to you. ”

I stole a few glances at the fourth brother, but he was eating all the time, only staring at the dishes on the table and staring at his bowl, and didn't look at me.

I really don't know if the third brother knows about Xie Yun, and I don't know if he is really asking me or if he is knocking on the side, so he replied stubbornly: "I know a few, the fourth princess, it's very good, and I can talk to her." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, I heard Daddy say in surprise: "Fourth princess? Is it the princess you want to marry? ”

I nodded, "Yes, that's her." ”

Daddy didn't say anything more, and I breathed a deep sigh of relief, a little confused about what the situation was today.

However, the relaxation was too early, and the sister-in-law also began to say after the father finished speaking: "Listen to your eldest brother, in the days when I returned to the Prime Minister's Mansion, a friend of yours often bought delicious food for Yuan'er, and Yuan'er liked him quite a lot." ”

I almost threw up a mouthful of water.

The eldest brother was busy with the affairs of the court every day in the past few days, where did he know this, even if he knew, he would ignore these things, nine times out of ten it was Situ Yechen who said.

This meal is really the most painful meal I have ever eaten in my life, and it is obviously my favorite dish, but I feel that it has no taste in my mouth.

Xu was overly frightened during the day, and came sleepy early in the evening, and fell asleep as soon as he lay down in bed.

I thought it was the end of asking me questions, but I didn't realize that this was just the beginning.

At dinner on the second day, they still asked me this and that.

I really don't know how to answer, it's not too much, it's not too little.

For several days, it was like this. For me, eating is like jumping into a fire pit, and eating a bite of food is a torment.

Fortunately... Daddy and his mother only stayed in the house for five or six days, saying that they were going to Yueling Island for another trip, but they would come back in three or four days at most.

I was not reluctant, and I was deeply relieved in my heart, and finally I didn't have to be frightened every day, and I didn't have to eat bitterly.

In the past five or six days, Xie Yun has not come again.

I don't know if it's because I know that my father and mother are back. In fact, I think that my mother will definitely like him more than my second brother, my mother cares so much about the Jade Sect, and cares about the old people and the sons of the old people, but she doesn't want to be treated differently.

The day after Daddy and his mother left the capital, the fourth brother hurriedly came to me in the afternoon and told me that something had happened to Xie Yun and he was injured.

The fourth brother came to tell me that he must have been seriously injured.

I was a little worried in my heart, but I didn't care on my face, "What's the matter with me?" I'm not interested in his business. ”

The fourth brother covered his mouth and chuckled, "That's it, it has nothing to do with you, I'm just telling you." ”

After he finished speaking, he left.

I looked at the back of the fourth brother who was fading away, and froze in place. How could something happen to him? How did he get hurt? He hasn't come to me these days, is he going to do something?

Where did he go? How could he be injured, his martial arts are so powerful, who can hurt him. Such a big person can't take care of himself and get hurt himself.

That's right, how can people in the rivers and lakes not be injured by swords.

He's been like this for the past two years.

No, it's not just these two years, he's been like this since he was a child.

When I went out of the house, I happened to bump into the third brother coming back from outside, and he asked me what I was doing alone.

I said vaguely, "Just go out for a walk, and I'll be back in a while."

Fortunately, the third brother didn't say anything, and told me to come back early and go into the house.

When I went out, I realized, what am I going to do? To visit the wounded? He's in the Jade Underworld Sect, how do I get there?

Besides, why should I go to see him...

I really hate my soft-heartedness, and when I encounter something related to him, I don't want to think about myself.

After walking around outside, I was entangled and hesitant in my heart, but I decided to ask the fourth brother about his specific situation. Even if I wanted to see it, I didn't have the opportunity to go.

As soon as the front foot decided to go home first, a person was ushered in on the opposite side.

"I've seen the county lord."

A man in his twenties looked average-looking, his whole body was black, and he was wearing a hat.

I wondered, "Who are you?"

The man pointed at my head, waved his hand at me slightly, and said softly: "County Lord, my subordinates are from the Jade Immortal Sect, Mu Feng's Holy Envoy ordered yesterday, if you see the county lord in the capital, go forward and ask the county lord if he wants to go to the sect to see the sect master."

I reacted and saw the hairpin on my head.

He didn't lie to me.

Mu Jing also really understands me.

I asked him, "Your master, how is he?"

The man shook his head, "The Sect Master has been unconscious since last night, and he hasn't woken up yet. ”

I was in a hurry, my heart was panicked, and my whole body was uneasy.

He saw my uneasiness, and hurriedly added: "Don't worry about the county lord first, the doctor said, there is no worry about my life for the time being."

I breathed a deep sigh of relief, thought about it, and asked, "If I want to go, you can take me there?"

He hurriedly responded: "If the county lord wants to move over, his subordinates will arrange it immediately."

I nodded, "Then you can take me there." ”

Along the way, I thought about a lot of things.

I obviously knew that he was forced to marry Su Yewan back then, I obviously believed him, if there was no way, how could he choose that path.

In the past, he lived cautiously in South Vietnam, worrying every step of the way, worrying every day about who would be plotted.

Although he is a prince, that identity really didn't bring him any benefits.

The Murong family and the Bai family are trying their best to get rid of him, and the only one in this world who is kind to him is the concubine. But the concubine is in the harem, and what can she really help him with.

He can't even take care of himself... How did he protect me at that time? What is he sure that I will not be hurt with him.

So for so many years, he didn't come to me, he didn't recognize me.

He would even secretly go to the Prime Minister's Mansion to see me when he was thinking about me.

He cares so much about me.

I believe that he really likes me, but why do you hold on to that past.

He wanted to explain, but I told him I didn't want to hear it. I really didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, and when he asked me to say that I didn't like him, I hesitated.

said that I hated him and didn't want to see him, but I wanted to feel sorry for him, let him find out and ask me, and I admitted it, isn't this giving him hope again and again, telling him that I still like him, I care about him, and I want to start over with him.

Why wouldn't I give each other another chance?

What exactly am I hesitating about?

After so many years, it's not easy to be together, you can be free from any constraints, you can do whatever you want, but I want to be hypocritical here.

I know how difficult it is for him, and I know that he has suffered so much to get to where he is today. He lost everything...

As he said before, how much effort has it taken him to get to this point, how can he easily not count. To him, the Jade Sect is, and so am I.

The concubine is gone, do I still want to leave him?

I've been torturing him, and I'm torturing myself.

It's really... I want to curse.

I haven't seen him for days, and I didn't want to see him again, it will be when he is injured.

When I entered the house and saw him, he was already awake, and he did not look very good, and he was wearing only a thin single coat, which had not yet healed from the stab that day, and a new wound had been added, wrapped in gauze.

Limo is feeding him medicine... What a warm picture.

He saw me at a glance, was very surprised, and asked, "Xiao Yan, why are you here?" ”

His voice was soft and a little hoarse, as if he had to speak with difficulty.

I was at the door, only thinking that I was disturbing him, but I felt that I was neither advancing nor retreating.

He took Limo's hand, drank the whole bowl of medicine, and said something to Limo gently, I was a little far away, and I didn't hear clearly.

Limo got up and was about to walk out, and when he passed by me, he smiled faintly at me.

I looked at him for a long time, slowly moved over step by step, stood beside the bed, and asked softly, "Are you better?" ”