Chapter 123: How much I like his eyes

He didn't answer, and asked me again, "Why did you come?" ”

I pinched my fingers back and forth over and over again, thinking so much and thinking so much on the way here, and now when I saw him, I couldn't say anything, and finally said thoughtlessly: "What do you say? ”

"Xiao Yan, I've thought about it for a long time." His face became solemn, not at all as before, and he lost half of his smile. I used to be so articulate and speechless, but now I feel unaccustomed to being so silent.

If it had been a few days ago, he would have been embarrassed of what I had said.

He looked at me and said, word by word, "I shouldn't have forced you anything. You don't want to marry me, you don't want to be with me anymore, I should depend on you. ”

... That's what I know.

... Really, I want to hit someone.

"Whatever you want, it's up to you. Once upon a time, I was sorry for you, so many years. I've always been sorry for you. ”

I bit my lip hard, annoyed in my heart, and tried to keep my tone calm, "Why are you, why do you always like this?" When something happens, you're like this? You just want me to feel owed to you, don't you? ”

At the end, he said a few words softly: "Xiao Yan, I'm sorry." ”

I was really angry with him, and the fire in my heart almost burned myself, and complained: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you've been telling me sorry since two years ago, and you'll only say sorry to me, you don't have anything else to say except sorry?" ”

He was stunned by my words, stared at me for a long time, seemed to have come to his senses for a long time, closed his eyes slightly, and said, "Except for sorry..."

"Shut up!"

"Are you annoyed with this sentence every time? If you dare to continue, you really don't want to say anything else to me in the future. ”

He was stunned again, "I..."

I didn't say anything for a long time, I really wanted to cry and laugh, I couldn't help but stomp my feet, gritted my teeth and stopped making a sound, and looked at him with a look of resentment.

After a long time, he sighed, "That's it, I won't speak." I'm not healed yet, so I can't accompany you, so you can walk around by yourself. ”

When he had finished speaking, he lay down.

...

I really had gritted my teeth and gritted my teeth for a while, and I could only sit helplessly and watch him quietly.

He seemed to be really tired, and did not speak again, and lay down for a short time, and his eyes were closed.

I slowly lay down on the table, my eyes facing him, and I looked at him quietly, not very far away, and I could see his whole face.

I haven't seen him for a few days, and recently, I feel that every time I see him, I have a different feeling.

He is about the same age as the fourth brother, but he seems to have experienced a lot... Several different lives.

The years of hardship in the Nanyue Palace, the years of being raised and loved by the noble concubine, the years when he was chased and killed and seriously injured, and the months when he stayed in Peach Blossom Village.

After returning to the palace, how did he live? He maybe, as I thought of him back then, and then he grew up, but for various reasons, he did not come to me, but chose to watch me silently from the sidelines.

Later, Su Yi'er finally knew that Ling Xie Yun was Lou Jing, the king of Chen, and I don't know which scene that touched him again and made him decide to gamble.

But he lost the bet.

Because of that unavoidable reason, he married Su Yewan and once again failed his beloved.

Lou Jing, King Chen, is steady and calm, he remembers all the people who have treated him well, because when he was a child, he was willing to be injured in order to save Lou Yihang, he used to be gentle only for Su Yi'er, in addition to Su Yi'er, plus the concubine Su Yujin.

Su Zhen, love his mother.

But in a flash, Su Yi'er left, and Su Zhen also left.

He lost everything.

Two years later, Dongfang Ying was cold and cruel, ruthless, and a human life was just like an ant to him. It seemed that there was only revenge left in his eyes, and he had no meaning in living, as if he was trying to complete his mission. Maybe he didn't meet Situ Ruolian, but one day he took revenge and the Jade Underworld Sect returned to its past, and he would go with those who died.

Heaven gave him the meaning to live for himself again.

Heaven rearranged the beloved he had been unable to protect in another way.

He worked hard to get to where he is today, not only for himself, but also for the countless souls who can't rest in peace, his dearest relatives who have long since died.

The person on the bed slept soundly, breathing slowly.

The years are quiet.

If one day, he will no longer be the leader of the Jade Underworld Sect, and I will not be a county lord, let alone a young lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, we can live in seclusion in a paradise like Mu Jing and Dongfang Hanyu, strolling among the flowers and plants every day, and have no quarrel with the world.

At that time, I could look at him quietly like this every day.

No more worrying about him getting hurt, no more worrying about someone going against us.

He slept very deeply, and before he woke up in the evening, I kept watching him, and if he was awake, I was afraid that I would not be able to stare at him all the time.

He came to me halfway through Limo and asked me when I would return to the palace.

I thought about it, anyway, Daddy and my mother are not there, so I will leave tomorrow. Limo responded to me and said that he was looking for someone to bring a message to the second brother to reassure him.

I haven't seen each other for two years, and these old people have changed one by one.

Every time I talk to Limo, it gives me a... The feeling of getting along with Bai Lixuan. His tone was gentle, and his attitude was calm at all times, without the feeling that he was untouchable, and without the feeling that I owed him something.

Think about it, Ouyang Junyu is too.

At that time, the arrogant little boy is now a lot calmer, at least when he saw me in South Vietnam, he didn't go crazy, if he was two years ago, he would have been even more excited than Lou Yihang.

When I was with him in the Hou Mansion, he gave me a strong sense of security. It's not that he's idle, it's not that he doesn't understand anything, on the contrary, he knows everything and understands everything.

At first thought, I couldn't help but think of the scene where he gave me the head ring made of flowers and plants.

"Don't you, like her very much?"

"You are so affectionate to her, did you tell her before?"

"Seems so."

"And what did she say?"

"She said there would be no one else in her heart."

He was... More than once, said that he liked me... He hadn't met me much at that time, so how could he like me so easily?

"Do you know that I've been waiting for you for eight years... I've been thinking about you for eight years..."

"Why is he still the only one in your heart?"

The words he had said two years ago echoed in my ears over and over again, and I had a terrible headache...

I rubbed my forehead vigorously, closed my eyes tightly, and suddenly felt... I seem to be remembering something again.

Oh my God, I'really... That's how many people to provoke.

Sometimes you are unintentionally naΓ―ve, and you can really cause trouble for yourself.

I exhaled a few deep breaths and sat back on the edge of the bed, looking at the sleeping man.

His eyebrows are so good-looking, this face is so good-looking, although it is not as good as Ouyang Junyu, but this kind of appearance is enough to fascinate people.

This mouth is so eloquent, no wonder I like him so much.

He is very good at grasping at my soft underbelly, sometimes I feel that he knows me better than I do, and sometimes every word and sentence is poked straight into my heart, and I am overwhelmed, and I want to pounce on him.

It's funny to think about.

I couldn't help but hold his hand outside, looked down slightly, and couldn't help muttering: "I can coax people, and if I say something ugly, it's just rhetoric, and I can only talk about it." ”

As soon as the words fell, the hand that had been motionless suddenly pinched me, and the deep voice sounded in my ears: "Didn't I coax you in my behavior?" ”

β€œ...”

I tried to wrestle my hand, but his strength was always too strong, and I couldn't break free with a little force.

... The atmosphere is subtle. I forcibly raised my eyes to look at him, and the eyes that were still lifeless were now open, and he kept looking at me with a smile on his lips.

I forced out an incomprehensible smile and explained, "That... I didn't mean that, I didn't say anything about you. ”

He let go of his hand, and the smile on his face disappeared in an instant, and he asked, "Why haven't you left yet?" ”

... Why haven't I left yet? yes, why haven't I left yet, why am I still here? Why watch him still hold his hand while he's asleep?

Nine times out of ten, those who can ask this question are stupid by hitting their heads.

I'm sure he didn't hurt his body, but his brain.

He glanced out the window, "It's getting dark, I'll let Limo send you back." ”

I smiled at him, "What? I'm here, which beauty have you been delayed to meet? ”

β€œ...”

Deathly silence.

He was visibly stunned. I asked myself, am I not normal today? He felt like he was scared of everything.

"What? Am I not right? What kind of beautiful woman is it, let me see it too? You..."

Before I could finish a sentence, he grabbed my hand suddenly, pulled it hard, and brought me over and leaned over him.

He put his hand around my neck, a scene that was all too familiar to me.

The two of them were almost face to face, and his warm breath kept wandering, and I forgot everything for a while, and I didn't struggle, and I looked at him in the eyes.

During the time of amnesia, I dreamed of him, every time I saw his eyes, the first time I saw Lou Yihang, I noticed his eyes, and then I remembered that every time I saw Lou Yihang, I thought of those eyes that were very similar to Xie Yun.

When they reunited in South Vietnam, the moment he took off his mask, what he wanted to see most was his eyes.

How I love his eyes.

"Madame came all the way here today just to check if I have done anything sorry for you as a husband?"