"Do you want water?"

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark, and I looked sideways, and there was a man in an ink-colored robe sitting next to me, with only a little fire in front of me, and I could roughly see that he was wearing a half-ink-colored mask on his face.

"Is there anything wrong with it?" He looked sideways at me and asked coldly.

I shuddered a little when I heard this voice, but it was a big night, but this sound made people panic. I rubbed my eyes and sat up slowly, only to realize that it was completely dark, we were in a cave, and I was covered with an ink-colored cloak, I guess it was his.

Looking at his figure, why do these eyes feel so familiar. Brother Yun? I obviously jumped off the Lake of Forgetfulness, why haven't I forgotten it, those memories are still in my mind.

"If you have the heart to look at me in a daze, it seems that you are fine." He said with a smirk.

I hurriedly collected my gaze, lowered my head, and asked him softly, "Why did you save me?"

He got up abruptly and slowly sat down beside me, through the mask, I couldn't see his face clearly, but I don't know why, he approached me, and the familiarity became stronger and stronger. Seeing that he didn't answer my words, I continued to ask him, "Childe, have we met?" ”

His eyes were fixed on me, and I shuddered as if he was going to swallow me whole. I heard him ask, "Do you say that to everyone you meet?" ”

Before I could answer, he continued, "I think so, otherwise you wouldn't have let so many people in Beijing revolve around you." ”

I was a little annoyed, and quickly retorted, "What nonsense are you talking about? ”

He laughed contemptuously, "Miss Su, who in Beijing doesn't know about the matter between you and Bai Lixuan, the king of the tomb?" Do I need to talk nonsense? ”

I was even more curious, he knew me and knew about the capital, but unfortunately I was not Yuyin, I didn't know much about the people in the capital, and I couldn't guess who he was. However, he didn't like the tone of his speech just now, and said with a smile: "What do I have to do with whom, that's my own business, and I don't need others to care." ”

"What did you say?" There seemed to be anger in his tone, I thought that I didn't know where this place was, don't wait to make him angry, and be killed by him with a sword, it would not be worth it, so I didn't make a sound.

Seeing that I was silent, he seemed even more angry, and reached out sharply and grabbed my chin so hard that I had to look at him. Then he said, "You repeat what you just said." ”

I was both angry and frightened, and I didn't understand why he couldn't die at the hands of a stranger in this barren mountain because I didn't know him, and why he couldn't be so angry for no reason. Looking at his eyes, I felt uncomfortable in my heart, if he didn't save me, would I have forgotten Ling Xueyun, can I not think about those sad things, he saved me, but I am not grateful to him at all, I hate him.

"I talked to you, and you didn't hear me?" His hand became harder and harder, and I forcibly endured the anger in my heart, and replied to him calmly: "I just said casually, I have nothing to do with them, just acquaintances." ”

Only then did he let go of his hand, and I breathed a long sigh of relief, but I heard him continue to ask me: "If one day, King Ling, Ouyang Junyu, or Bai Lixuan, one of them wants to marry you, are you willing to marry?" ”

"Of course not." I blurted out, and seeing that he still looked puzzled, I continued: "Even if I don't want this life, I can't marry someone I don't like, that day, Concubine Huixian, if you want me to marry King Chen, I will refuse, let alone them."

"Then do you think King Chen is better than them?" He seemed to suddenly become brighter. I thought to myself, he became happy at the mention of King Chen, could it be that he was just like me, hating Lou Yihang and them? Then what should I say, so that he will not be as angry as Fang Cai, and while thinking about it, he said against his will: "Isn't it? His Royal Highness King Chen, at a young age, has outstanding military achievements, wholeheartedly shares worries for His Majesty, and guards South Vietnam, where can Lou Yihang, the disciple of Deng, be compared. ”

"Dengzi?" He chuckled, I looked at him, for some reason, he smiled, it was like Brother Yun, if he was still here, we could still meet, is he like this, if he knows that I want to forget him, will he be very sad? If I really fell into the lake today and forgot about him, then what kind of life would I live, just like those six months, boring all day long, and life without any color. It turns out that I am reluctant to forget him at all, those memories are something I can't let go of no matter what, how can I forget?

"Since you think King Chen is so good, why did you refuse the concubine in the first place?" His words interrupted my train of thought. I was still thinking about everything about Brother Yun in my head, and for some reason at this time, I didn't want to lie to the person in front of me, so I confessed: "Because I already have a sweetheart." ”

He looked taken aback and didn't speak, as if he wanted to hear me continue.

I sighed, "Actually, at that time, I only knew that I didn't want to marry someone I didn't like, but now, I remember." ”

"I have known him for a long time, we made a promise to each other, he said that he would come to marry me, he asked me to wait for him, I will not, leave our agreement and marry someone else, even if I know now that he is no longer there, I will not."

"I love him, I love him very much, maybe in the eyes of others, they will think I'm stupid, that's just a joke I said when I was a child, only I will take it seriously, but I'm such a fool, as long as he says it, I will believe everything, he didn't turn his back on me, he is the same as me, he still remembers our agreement, but now, he has no way to come to see me."

The person in front of me seemed to be a little surprised, and asked me, "Yes... He's been... Gone? ”

I nodded, and at once I put on my mind and thought about it.

"yes, you know what? At that time, when I heard the news from someone else that he was no longer alive, my heart was really like a knife, and I still remember the painful feeling. ”

"How I wish it was just a dream, and after waking up from the dream, I could still keep our agreement, keep his promise to me, and wait slowly, even if he has forgotten me, or has married someone else..."

"But he left me forever, and before he died, he still remembered me, and he still remembered me..."

My vision gradually became blurred, I can't remember how many times I cried because I missed him, before I came here, I did make up my mind to forget, but now I haven't forgotten, but I feel a little lighter in my heart, maybe I really can't forget.

The person in front of me suddenly grabbed my hand, I was startled, and while struggling to open it, my fingernail accidentally scratched his hand, as if he didn't notice it, he withdrew his hand and asked me, "Did he leave you anything before?" ”

I looked at his hand that was scratched by me, and I didn't understand what his actions meant, but I didn't dare to think about anything, and replied: "Mu Jing said that he wrote a letter to me that night, but I didn't have the heart to read it at that time, and it was..."

"Since he left it for you himself, why don't you read it? Perhaps, he has something important to tell you, what he wants you to do for him, you are looking for death and life, how can he feel at ease. He interrupted me.

I quickly explained: "I'm not looking for death, I just want to forget." ”

He chuckled and continued to ask me, "Have you forgotten now?" ”

I was stunned and asked him, "I... I also want to ask you, did you rescue me from the lake? But why haven't I forgotten? ”

He slowly sat down beside me, and the moment I stretched out my hand, I subconsciously contracted my hand, for fear that he would suddenly touch my hand like a square man.

However, I didn't expect that he didn't touch my hand, he went straight up to my forehead, and gently stroked a strand of long hair scattered around my eyebrows.

He smiled at me and persuaded: "Jumping into the lake can make people lose their memory, where did you hear these rumors, if I hadn't rescued you in time, you would have died now." ”

I was still amazed in my heart, and continued to ask him: "Is the legend of the Lake of Forgetfulness fake?" ”

Still smiling, he replied to me: "You will believe this kind of rumor, you really deserve to be punished." Can forgetting really make people happy? A person's life is incomplete if his memory is incomplete. ”

Yes, this sentence is reasonable, I forgot it at that time, but I have nightmares every day, I obviously have that person in my head, but I just can't remember everything about him, what a painful feeling, is it what a day I want?

But losing him, thinking about him in my heart, is also so painful.

"You won't understand what it's like to lose someone you love the most."

"Miss Su, the person you love, if he sees you in such pain, he won't have a good life in another world."

"When I get back, look at the letter he left."

If it weren't for him reminding me, I really didn't remember what Mu Jing said at that time that he left me a letter before he died, and I think it was still in Mu Jing's hands.

"Miss Su, you have good looks, good temperament, and you are the concubine of the prime minister of the dynasty, and there are many good men who like you, why do you have to guard that person?"

The person in front of me continued to persuade me.

I shook my head and smiled wryly: "Why bother? There's no way, I'm a person, everything else is good, but I have a big shortcoming, too persistent, once I love, it will be a lifetime. ”

He seemed a little incredulous, and said with a smile: "When you meet someone better than him, you won't think so." ”

Better than him.

I've come across it.

But I can't tolerate anyone else in my heart.

"I'm going to meet someone better than him, maybe I've already met him. But the only person I love is always him. There is nothing good or bad about feelings, only love and non-love. ”