Prequel. Chapter 25: Never Let Go

I don't know how long it took, he still didn't come back, I leaned against a tree, looked at the sun that was gradually rising, I kept sighing in my heart, and was about to continue walking, the wind that had been soft suddenly turned stronger, and there was a gust of wind blowing the sound of leaves in my ears, I couldn't take my eyes off the leaves falling, watching the sky gradually change, and watching the sky slowly covered by dark clouds, as if the surroundings suddenly became gray, as if it was going to be dark.

"Not really." I sighed bitterly, what kind of bad luck has fallen today. I think I'm Su Yi'er in my life, I'm not even afraid of death, but I'm afraid of two things, one is thunder, and the other is black, but now in this situation, these two things are going to appear at the same time, oh my God, I'd rather be trapped here for a few days than go through such a day.

"Hello." A figure suddenly appeared in front of me, and I was sure to take a look, this face, isn't it me? It's just that her clothes are not mine.

"Hello." She smiled and called my name again, at this moment, the little raindrops have fallen, she kept calling my name, I slowly reached out and wanted to touch her face, but she disappeared again, I hurriedly asked, "Who are you?" ”

Her voice kept echoing in my ears, but she was no longer visible, and I walked back and forth, and I don't know how long it took, but I still didn't see her again, and the sound continued.

"You'er, you'er." The voice was close again, she was standing in front of me, far away, I immediately ran forward, but she disappeared again, went to the front, I chased her forward, kept running, kept running...

When I came back to my senses, I found that I had walked forward, and I was busy calming down, where is this, why am I walking here, just...

"Who are you? Why did you bring me here? I exclaimed, looking around.

Again, she didn't show up, just like she had just done. At this time, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sky was getting darker and darker, I slowly squatted down, tears fell, and I thought in my heart over and over again, Brother Yun, I miss you so much, you really can't come back? You made me forget that you lived well, but how could I live without you? Over the years, I have always kept our agreement, I have always wanted to meet you again, you are the motivation and courage for me to live.

How am I going to do it, how am I going to fulfill your last wish to live alone, how am I going to keep going.

"Ling Xueyun, you liar, big liar."

The rain came and went as fast as it came, and in no time it stopped, and the sun began to come out again. I already felt weak all over my body, maybe it was raining, some of my brain was not very clear, and I was about to fall, but at this time, a pair of hands held me firmly in time, and a warm current spread to me, I felt so warm, and slowly opened my eyes, but I was still a little confused, looking at him.

Brother Yun, is it him? I must be dreaming, so that I can be reunited with him in my dream, and it is also a blessing from God, if I can, I want to stay in such a dream forever.

My mind went blank for a moment, and I reached out and hugged him tightly, and he hugged me tightly as if we were all intoxicated by this heavy hug. That's fine, as long as I see him, in my dreams.

"Boom", a burst of thunder came into my ears, I was immediately stunned, and subconsciously pushed him away, and when I looked at it, it was him.

"Lou Yihang, how could it be you, why are you here?"

Seeing that he smiled, he then said, "Su Yi'er, didn't you say that even if all the men in the world are dead, you will never like me?" Then you just took the initiative to hug me, what do you mean? ”

I immediately retorted to him: "I was a little delirious just now, didn't you notice?" Why don't you push me away. ”

He was still smiling, but the next words made me feel disgusted, "Then you should feel honored, ordinary women want to contact me, but they don't have this opportunity, but you did it easily, don't you think you are very happy?" If you're really interested in me, and I like you so much, let's get together. ”

I looked at him, didn't want to speak, turned around and walked forward, and he followed me, both of them silent.

I still thought back to Fang Cai's scene in my mind, and asked myself, this Lou Yihang is indeed a bit like Brother Yun, if he is still alive, he will probably look like this.

I was about to look back at him, suddenly I felt wrong, my feet seemed to be like thunder, I was about to fly, I felt that there was no stepping on something, I "ah" sound, the whole person was about to fall, a pair of hands pulled me in time, I looked at the bottom, I didn't know what hole it was, and I wouldn't come out if it fell. Looking up at him again, I couldn't help but persuade him: "Let go, you will fall too." ”

He shook his head, while pulling me up, but there seemed to be a suction force underneath, and his body didn't go up at all, he smiled as if jokingly: "That day, it was because Li Xuan let go of your hand, you said that your heart has been withdrawn, isn't it now, as long as I don't let go of your hand, you can try to give me your heart." ”

I smiled bitterly and asked him, "Lou Yihang, don't you hate me?" Don't you want me to disappear into your world? Are you crazy today? ”

He still clung to my hand, and because of such a strong gravity, the more time passed, the more I slid down, and he was dragged by me and gradually sliding down. I tried to break free, but he pulled tighter and tighter.

"Child!" His expression suddenly became solemn, as if he was saying an oath, and said eloquently: "In this world, as long as Lou Yihang grabs Su Yi'er's hand, he will never let go." ”

I didn't have time to say a word, but after listening, the two of them fell to the bottom together.

"Bang"

There were huge ripples on the surface of the water, and because of gravity, layer by layer, they did not disperse for a long time. When I was conscious, I only felt the chill around me and in my body, the lake water was cold and biting, and it was cold and thorough, like winter, and I couldn't feel the warmth of the outside world at all. Fortunately, the lake was not deep, so I slowly walked towards the edge.

"Yi'er, how are you?"

Lou Yihang's voice sounded behind me, and when I turned my head, he had already arrived at my side, hurriedly grabbed my hand, and pulled me forward.

I looked around and it seemed to be a cave, full of stones, but because it was next to the lake, it was damp everywhere. Luckily, I fell into the water, and if I had been on shore, I wouldn't have died.

"It's too cold here, let's go ahead and do a little bit ahead." He was still holding my hand, so tight, for fear that I would break away. I remembered what he just said, and for a moment my mind was blank, and he seemed to be telling me very seriously, why did he care about me so much, probably because I was the only person in the world who would dare to go against him without fear of death.

After walking for a while, I gradually felt the slightest warmth, and my eyes became brighter and brighter. After a short time, I came out of the cave, but when I saw that he had found a clearing, he stopped, let go of my hand, and went under the tree to gather some firewood. I knew in my heart that none of us had been here, and I was afraid that I would not know the way back for a while, and my clothes were wet, and if I didn't go back, I wouldn't get sick. This Lou Yihang doesn't seem to be as frizzy as I imagined.

I sat on the ground casually, watching him gather firewood everywhere, carefully use stones to make a fire, and slowly build on those branches, trunks, and dry wood, and soon a fire broke out in front of me, and a burst of warmth hit my heart.

He sat down too, kept adding firewood, and did not speak.

"Lou Yihang."

I called him. For a while, I forgot that I couldn't call him by his name.

"What's wrong?"

He replied, not angry, but so gentle. I seemed to see Bai Lixuan at that time, who had been so gentle and smiled so warmly at me.

I took a deep breath, put the words buried in my heart, and finally asked: "You are the son of the queen's mother, and you are deeply loved by your father, will you inherit the throne in the future?" ”

"No, it won't." He didn't think for a moment, but answered me very firmly.

I was a little curious and asked, "Why?" ”

He kept staring at the fire in front of him, and said slowly: "The throne belongs to King Ji." ”

I continued, "But your identity is the same. ”

He still looked at the fire, and there seemed to be no expression on his face, as if he had been thinking for a long time, before he replied: "I used to think about it, but now, I don't want to think about it at all." ”

I was intrigued and curious by his words, and continued to ask him, "Why?" ”

He suddenly looked up at me, those familiar eyes, I couldn't help but want to keep looking, they were very similar, in my opinion, the more I looked at them, the more they looked. The two looked at each other like this, and I don't know how long it was, he said eloquently: "Because you only like ordinary life." ”

I was a little overwhelmed for a moment, so I withdrew my gaze from looking at him and quickly looked away. He also said to me that he liked something like that, and that he would never let go of my hand, and I could just say those words, and I didn't care about it at all, but this sentence sounded very affectionate to my ears.

I used to think that Lou Yihang, he was born to be the pride of the sky, there are countless women around him who want to marry him, he is deeply loved by the emperor, he is the concubine born to the queen's mother, he will be unreasonable, he is so domineering and unreasonable, and he doesn't take anyone seriously.

But today's events have changed my opinion of him. I didn't know what he meant, but I still asked him, "What do you mean?" ”

"Yi'er, I, the person I like in my heart now, is you. You like a plain life, he will succeed to the throne of King Riji, he will definitely fulfill me, we can no longer ask these things, a lifetime, live in peace and stability. ”

"You should know that my body is different from others, even if you are with me, it is impossible for me to be with you forever."

"I don't care, as long as I can be with you, even if it's a day, I'm happy."